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Tuesday, December 25th, 2007
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3:20p
So spent the morning with mum and dad, opened a few present's, and received some very lovely gift's it was so cute, everything seemed to go together again in a rainbow of colors. So just in case you want to know, I got a diary in a nice purple leather type binding, a beautiful serving dish with a Japanese type Geisha on it in red and black, a new car key ring with clear crystal dangles, a black t-shirt with a silver design on it, a Toblerone chocolate...not sure if it's spelt like that, a paperweight which you can clip things to, currently it's got the beautiful purple/pink sparkly butterfly card in it that came with Christmas, and this beautiful black box with a diamond heart on it, which when you pull it open, has a pair of alternating black and pink undies with a letter in crystal diamonds for each day of the week....(plus a little bit of money). So as you can imagine, I was lost for words, it was just such a beautiful selection. I guess you'd say it was a more classical Christmas with shopping done at Peter Alexander, Alexander and Lace, and I think it's called the number One Rundle Trading Co.
They were pretty happy with their money although I kind of get the impression, they'd be happier if I'd selected something for them, but honestly I have not seen anything that would make a nice gift.
Mum showed me all the gifts she'd bought for others, which were beautiful and now they're over the relatives delivering them, I told her, she shouldn't be working two job's just so she can give gifts, my mother's actually very fragile at this time in her life, well that's what I think, and keeping up with other's shouldn't have to be her mission. That's my thoughts...although she maybe see's it differently...anyway, that's how I feel.
So yeah, its a beautiful day outside, and my mind seem's to be in some type of day dream...where I can't quite express all the things I feel today...
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6:15p
So mum and dad just arrived home, and it seem's my cousin sent home a gift which came as a bit of a surprise because I didn't actually want anything, but it doesn't seem as though the message has been passed on, so I guess if I ever see them I'll have to do it myself.
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10:38p
so weird enough, just before mum and dad left, I crashed out on the bed, and fell straight to sleep. Just woke up, and feel a bit lost really....can't explain why....maybe it's because you're missing, but I doubt it...lol...and just feel totally unstructured, which could be due to the house being in total tip mode, and most likely it's in the back of my head, that it will need to be put back together when they leave tomorrow...and I mean it seriously...put back together...
so yeah...a bit upset about things...but I can't really work out what...I've still got an envelope sitting here, which perhaps when I open it will reveal why I was given a zero job capacity...but I still find the whole thing totally sickening...which I guess would explain why I haven't opened it...along with not having a legal system as yet come clean and provide the legal aid that I should be entitled to......if I write a book I should call it "Controlled to Death"...I mean that's how things work here isn't it....don't give anyone any credit...don't give them ranking they deserve...you know...throw out the bread crumb's when you feel like feeding people....as long as they get paid And you don't...well it keeps them happy doesn't it ?...so I guess I should be putting that on my things to be resolved next year list...even if I have to put my own legal paperwork in...I mean you have to get to the bottom of it don't you...
So yeah....better get focused, most likely will borrow a few videos in the next couple of day's...and make the most of the six odd day's they're away...with a mixture of work and play...hopefully work out the way as quick as possible.
Bye for now...hope everyone who celebrates Christmas had a great one...and those of you who don't...I hope the last few day's have been just as great for you.
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10:53p
Oh and congratulations Los Angeles for your declining murder rate....you should go for a record and halve that rate in the next year....
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10:56p
but you know in my book, last time I heard of anyone giving a zero job capacity so that they could control people...that was an abuse of power....mind you I haven't heard of it happening before....
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10:57p
and scoffing down glasses of milk....I actually feel like a chocolate milk...
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11:20p
and just scoffed down a plate of food that came home from my cousins....which was delicious, and now...better open the present and see what they gave me....bye for now.
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11:24p
isn't that hilarious, I got a drinking mug with drinking chocolate....lol.
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11:26p
so I guess the other option is death by chocolate...
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11:42p
night all.
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