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Wednesday, December 5th, 2007
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1:06a
all right...I've been trying to figure out how to do this next section, for day's, and I've finally come up with a solution which will work...now it's just putting it together.....which in itself is going to take a couple of days......actually it's getting harder and harder...rather than easier...and easier...you know I'm kind of sitting here and it's like learning math's...you know there's one chapter you'll breeze through and them bam...it's how the hell do I do that..bit..
anyway better go to bed...did I mention I picked up a small item today...which I'm hoping will accompany a new photo shoot sometime...hopefully on a sunny day because I'm still minus one good interior light for filming....
so yeah...better go....
kind of feeling funny about a few things in terms of what's fair and what's not...I still kind of feel like life hasn't been very fair....you know they teach you all these things in school, you react to them, you reject them, and you process them, and no matter how many times you process something, it's like whoever's carrying the biggest sword wins...you know what I mean...its not fair, it doesn't seem right, and no matter what you do, something's just can't be changed...even if they should be...I mean like today right...I went and applied for some work at the casino...and I could probably get some training for a position, but you know a position that I'm already trained for e.g. marketing, with a Diploma in Business Management...they won't let you work unless you've got a degree and then I go to an underwear shop...(where I bought my little item) well I'm talking to the girls there, and they tell me, they've got a Degree, but you can't get the job unless you're the best, and so they've opened a shop...
So you know, I just think something's really not quite right....I mean it's very like ethnic cleansing isn't it...I think ethnic cleansing and intellectual cleansing is happening more than it should be...I mean it used to be, only the strong survive, now, well it's difficult to tell who will survive, I mean if petrol prices become a determinant of who gets to work, and who get's paid, well living off the land in terms of back yard veggie gardens etc, might be some people's only saving grace...I mean that could be a long way off...I still don't know what to think really...
but yeah...I think about these things...they're not happy things...you know education would be such an unhappy thing if it weren't so expensive, and then well if you got your Degree or whatever, you wouldn't feel so bummed out when you didn't walk into your high paid dream job....I'm still trying to figure out if I should go back to uni or not...I guess that's the other thing that's kind of annoying...I mean why would you if you weren't going too...
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10:10p
What a day, as I said, ended up changing the wheel, getting some petrol and as I said, some air . Its kind of surprising how well it's running, you know I was kind of expecting it to have horrific exhaust fumes or rattle when I turn it off...I have had cars that bad...lol..the guy at the service station checked out the brake pad's because I thought they might need to be done...but he say's they're fine....so can't complain...there's about four small job's on it that need to be done to bring it up too how I'd like it...e.g. the front grill has a crack in it, so I'll get that replaced, and the mirror on the left hand side's missing.. you know small things...which will get done...and most likely soon...
Then I don't know...felt kind of action ready for the day, and ended up sweeping out the shed, and the leaves that had collected under the car, raked up the leaves in the front yard, trimmed the grape vines on the side verandah....and believe it or not...finished cementing in the toilet...which now looks kind of wild even without the paint job...I don't think I'll ever cement another thing in my life...that was back breaking work...oh yeah...and poisoned the black berries that are appearing around the garden...it's kind of shitty actually, I poison them back each year, but the fact that the guy on the block next door does nothing to get rid of his...tend's to create a situation...where by they're around to germinate....so yeah...hell..
Didn't do any animating today...have a few things to take care of tomorrow...and now I'm going to crash early...feel kind of sleepy...not sure if its the hard work...or just a couple of bad night sleeps...
anyway that's about all from me...
talk later..
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