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Sunday, October 7th, 2007
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7:00a
Well guess what ? I have some more bad new's, and as it appear's that this is going to be bad news month, I might as well tell you what it is. About five day's ago the CD Rom Drive Jammed, which I don't believe it's done before. Anyway I ended up getting it open by using the safety switch. It has been working fine, and maybe it's just one of those things but this morning I put a disc in and it read it and now a few hours later, well it's not reading any discs..(I kind of doubt that it has anything to do with any of the the programs I've installed, the only different thing I've installed was today when I was trying to locate Robby the Robot's speech facility, and there were a couple of Microsoft files that have changed (which I downloaded) or been discontinued so again it wouldn't surprise me if it was something to do with that, although as I can't say for certain, I can't say)
..I think the Crack Machine is Cracking up..(that may have something to do with it) ..of course the easy solution is to get a new one put in (CD/DVD Rom Drive). More than likely I could do with a new computer. But here's the deal.....I'll probably buy an external burner to compliment the external hard drive. At the moment the computer is not giving me return on investment, so I don't see any point in updating, and all functions besides burning to disc are working...so again, to spend up to $2500 dollars on something that I can fix for say $60 is the solution I'm going to go with and if things work out fine, great, if they don't, I haven't thrown money down the gurgler on something that was never going to work. (Which will also leave the option for a purchase down the track if necessary).
Which in the meantime has got me thinking about what I'm going to do with the footage I've already prepared. I'm thinking I might put something together as a new video track release for the site, and get back to mailing in area's where Lipcrack are more well known.
I'll probably have that ready for the end of the month , but I think given everything at the moment, I might even change work course. Of course I'll keep keeping on, I've got about four months of graphic modeling tuition that I purchased to go through and I'm sure that will keep the brain stimulated, funny thing is despite my gum dilemma which I'm hoping to get fixed soon, I'm actually looking quite reasonable at the moment, and I just think it would be a shame to waste away in front of a computer.....I think that's how I'm feeling...as though my womanhood is being suckered away by something that was never going to give me life, but just continually taking from it...
I think that's another way I feel...as though opportunities that should be mine are slipping away....
I need to be more of an opportunist...I used to recognize opportunity when it was knocking...now I kind of turn my back to it...probably because there's been a few too many opportunists in my life....I don't doubt I'm the only person that feel's like that...but sheesh man....when the bad knocks come knocking....they come knocking on my door....I must be a door knock magnet for house of horror doors...knock knock who's the ? Mr Bring Me Down, Knock Knock Who's there, when no one else is around...knock...knock...we're going to knock you around till you hit the ground...
That's what life feel's like at the moment....everything's really shitty....just when I fix something up...something else goes wrong....you know ..basically I'm not getting a good break....in fact ...I can't even recall seeing or hearing of a good break in this town....I mean I can't understand it, I feel like I'm the only woman of my age, that doesn't have her own car on the road and own a home in this town...and that's got to say something....
Anyway...I'm just having another big cry, because something else has just fucked up...you know Mr Fix it up meet's Mr Fuck It Up.....lol....now that makes me laugh...why am I, the only person that seem's to be able to make me laugh at the moment...
Anyway I'm calling it a very non-productive day, which also probably has something to do with having my account shaped at 5 gig during the day...what a bunch of bullshit.....you know if I could do anything at the moment I'd open an Internet company and sell Broadband for $19.99 a month...you know because that's all it's really worth....not this bullshit extortionist $49.99 for nothing....it's bullshit....
Anyway as I said the end of another shitty day in shit'sville....
This did happen yesterday, but I ended up calling it a day early.
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7:29a
You know the only thing that does work is my mailing business, that's run by independent software, and the only thing that's not running is the stuff that's registered on the New York tock Exchange....so how the hell does that work out huh ?
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7:50a
Okay we may have Robby Back up and talking soon.
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8:20a
Okay, we've got speech again, I will point out though that all these items were checked when the site was shifted to this service, so if there are files missing it's not due to me. And I'm certainly not the person, that's lost or conveniently misplaced all the recorded files of broken links etc...and no longer have those files accessible on the server.
But anyway, about to update that so people can access those functions again.
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8:46a
I've just implemented so many blocks on this fire wall system...it's crazy.
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12:38p
What's the bet...that second wacho dentist, was cutting away at my gum tissue because he was looking fo a Silicon Body ??
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4:03p
Okay, well believe it or not, just rendered my first animation on the new hard disc, basically I've started going back over the original five odd minutes and am cleaning up messy animations, where I say forgot to put shadows on...it's no easy task
There's really only three that need to be reanimated....and where I've done some animations in demo mode it's time to buy that item of software...which isn't on the most expensive list...so
at the moment can't complain...in fact I feel quite happy to be once again immersed in this task, which I find enjoyable....of course there's once again re:organizing all the book marks that are no longer in order...and finding a whole range of items that are no longer book marked but I defiantly want to utilize...
But for now a shower...bye for now.
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