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Thursday, December 7th, 2006
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2:57a
Well I'm going to bed, not in the best mood, I'm actually hungry believe it or not, and I'll put that down in part, to mum and dad coming home from their weekend away and eating some of the food I bought for myself for the week. Not a lot, but enough to annoy me. So I better get to town on Friday, they are actually going away again, or at least staying some where in town this weekend. So I might even stay in town Friday for a while and check out a gig if there's something on.
So other than that, just in a shit, not with anyone in particular, just with the way thing's are. I mean I just checked out an article on how the Australian Government have passed some legislation on Stem Cell research, and I look at that photo of all those members sitting in Parliament, and I think to myself, how the fuck have we got to the situation where say 50 people can make the choices of 21 million, that just does not make fucking sense. People think I'm anti democracy, what I am, is anti people who can make decisions that fuck up the rest of my life, shit, going to school fucked with my head, going to university did to, life in fact drives me close to insanity most day's, yet I turn on the T.V. and everyone's carrying on as though life is fucking normal...man there is nothing out there that's normal anymore, because way too many people have been fucked up by the system....and it's not going to change for my generation...and it's not going to get better for any other generation.... and the sickest thing about it all...is the fact that these fuckers go on as though it's fucking normal...
You know I keep thinking I need to get out of this house, it's like a Horror House, that you just can't escape from unless you run away, but it's like the next door is going to be another Horror House, nothing feel's friendly, nothing feel's safe anymore...some thing has happened...and that something has become life....life is consuming me....like a wild beast...and I am at the mercy of the most evil demon...that demon has become Australia for me, where nothing feels the same and no one feel's familiar...I am being eaten alive, by something which isn't me....and it is not a good feeling.
I'm going to bed...hungry.
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