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Thursday, November 16th, 2006
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7:09a
We'll it's been an interesting night to say the least, had the weirdest dream, I saw this long road, covered in water, and as I walked along it's path three horses approached me, at first I was kind scared as I felt like I was in the middle of a stampede, they looked like palominos' and I recall the young colt taking a whiff of me, (I've always' loved horses noses, they're kind of huge like cow's, I like cow's noses too), then well something happened with some I know, and I had a small kiss, we enjoy love in the oddest of ways, but still nice to me.
I kind of wondered if it had anything to do with yesterday and putting in my tax form. I walked past the race course on the way there, I don't like that place, I have to admit, I hate horse racing, along with gray hound racing. I guess I'm not old fashioned enough to see the joy's of racing animal's for money. I don't really get a lot of joy out of any animal exploited for money, of course they say their not exploited, but I kind of figure if you went up to a horse and said, "What would you like to do today ?". It would probably respond "Munch on the green and fly with my fillies". I use to read horse novel's believe it or not...I got into the small series of "The Silver Brumby", which is a series of book's about a Silver horse that couldn't be tamed. Freedom of that kind still appeal's to me, whether it's practical is debatable I guess, and in many way's I guess Freedom is something that appeal's to the heart of every human.
I guess I see the freedom stops when there's a fence and someone sitting on your back whipping you to go faster, which really does kind of emulate to society these day's in rather obvious way's...
Wow was it blowey yesterday ??.....
How's this ? After establishing that I really need to be awake when I watch a sub title movie, changed it over yesterday for a war movie dad had picked up, again, not really my thing, but good enough for back ground noise, which is kind of weird as well, as I don't really recall ever being a "need back ground noise to go to sleep" kind of person, but hey these day's whatever put's me to sleep is a good thing...lol...because I'm not the best of sleepers....so cut a long story short, the DVD's jammed in the player, and it is not coming out, so I think the thing's bung, so I might need to look at it later today.
Another funny thing...despite the fact that it's getting up time. I actually feel like taking a small snooze...so I'm hopping back into bed. I guess I'll sleep for a couple of hour's, then it's time to get motivated again.
P. S. Other weird habits...I like to shower in the dark or moonlight, and I'd like you to have one with me. So if that's not too much to ask for I will remain, faithful to all I love..and all who love me....P.S.S. You can keep your clothes on if you like, I won't find this strange, I might do the same as well, wet clothes in showers kissing is kind of a new thing for me, but I like trying new things.
Cat Language : "You are such a muppet face ". Means you are so cute and adorable.
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10:54a
Well up again, down again, up again down again. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel completely out of whack. Maybe it's got something to do with the weather, I mean here we were in the middle of a heat wave, lovin it, next thing I know, it's too cold to get out of bed, not good. Anyway, after everything, I'm having a down day, as in need to rest and recuperate day. Then again, maybe I just need a coffee.
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1:05p
So just made an appointment for Monday re : beauticians.
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2:25p
So believe it or not, just starting to wake up, and have decided to get back to the script tomorrow. At the moment I guess you could say I'm letting my head rest but I figure soon enough, I'll figure out what I should do next. The sun's started shinning again, so that's a big plus. And well I really should attend to some paperwork that's shown up.
It's quite interesting actually almost disbelieveable, however as I've discovered over time, what you imagine a place to be, and what it actually is, are two very different things.
When I went to town yesterday, it was kind of strange, it didn't feel like anything I know in many way's, one whole building in the space of a month had completely disappeared, and my favorite book store has been replaced by a football store. That was really disappointing, however life is full of disappointments isn't it.
Something really cool has happened though, but I can't elaborate at this stage, and other than that, I spend 90% of my time thinking about guy's I'd like to make love too, which is probably my second biggest joy in life. The fact that I'm not doing it, is probably my biggest frustration...so I've got to get with the sex routine....lol.
Maybe I need to go hunting...you know...manhunt...cannibal woman meet's jungle guy, they make jungle juice and everyone get's high..I like getting high way too much ...jungle juice high, rocks and sky..all come together with birds that fly...jungle juice high rocks and sky, mind is delirious, I wonder why ??
All right time to stop being silly and do some work...
Bye for now, and probably today. I feel like eating something, had the best Chinese meal yesterday, ...hmmm if I could eat anything right now, I'd probably have gado gado, it's just such a refreshing meal...either that or lobster in seafood sauce...that's what I feel like....I'm going to really treat myself when I go away next that's for sure.
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