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Monday, October 24th, 2005
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1:19a
anyway...I've edited a piece of information, because it is kind of personal, and well, just gone out to the kitchen and cut my self a piece of dad's cheesecake and made a coffee, which is actually the first thing I've had to eat or drink all day, besides the water why the police were here..
and while that was going on, well mum walked past to go to the toilet, and said to me, she'd like to move on from tonight....and of course I burst into tears....because it has been such a shitty day...and now well because I've been crying so much I've got a headache...which really does suck, I feel a bit mean about what I said about my family, the presents they brought over are still sitting here, and basically I don't feel like opening them without them around....because you know I actually like sharing in the joy...and at the moment, it just doesn't feel like that....
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1:28a
and this is why I'm not having kids....because if they had to go throught the life I've been through so far....they'd probably decide that life....is not that great...
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11:20p
Hey....how's that for a suprise...heard from an music industry contact I know in Melbourne today...so that's another thing to add to today's list of surprises...you know something else has really taken me by suprise...but it's probably better left for another time and place
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