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Saturday, May 17th, 2008
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9:51 pm
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Okay....well I've had enough...it's sitting at about 17:02 ...and I'm going to bed to watch a movie...that is all...night all...
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8:12 pm
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So the animating's moving along ...kind of slowly...but least it's moving again...I thought it was never going to happen...and I have to admit, for a moment there, I was kind of wondering if I'd ever get back in the flow of seeing something happen....backgrounds are defiantly difficult...and at the moment mine I feel are fairly simplistic...although if I was getting paid good money...and had enough experience....developing a real scif-fi scene....would be a real challenge....considering some I've seen in movies...
but that's not the real reason I'm here at the moment....you want to know something....at the moment my desk is scattered with an array of dental products...some I've made and a variety of purchased...but you want to know the thing...that's really interesting....I'm touching wood as I'm saying this....but I've also got a torch which I'm using for close examination of the gum line....and like I said....I don't want to talk too soon....but you know...I could swear that the gum line is moving back over the lower teeth....which had bone exposed...so...I hope it continues...because I'll be pretty happy if it is...the cinnamon tooth filling's going pretty well...actually I love it....I rub my tongue over it when I'm bored...and it's pretty nice actually..
other than that...well I had decided not to touch the upper one I wanted to see how long they really last, as it is the top one I put in on May 13th...and funny enough...at this stage....the colors aren't discoloring, which is kind of surprising...and again...somewhat a happy occasion....
anyway...back to this...maybe one last short section before I call it quits for the day...
bye for now...
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3:04 pm
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1:43 pm
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Hoo fucking ray man....I thought I was never going to get through that section.
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| Friday, May 16th, 2008
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9:40 pm
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Anyway, I might call it a day early....basically have everything out of the way, that's kind of more important to me, than anything else at the moment....so tomorrow....vacuum my room...and back to animating....I know it's taken a while but I've had plenty to worry about, that I don't really want to worry about...and if fact got more to do than I want to....but hey...that's life...
It's pouring outside....didn't get to town...still exercising...and looks like still taking some weight off...other than that...not a lot at all......
going to bed early believe it or not...
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9:40 pm
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Anyway, I might call it a day early....basically have everything out of the way, that's kind of more important to me, than anything else at the moment....so tomorrow....vacuum my room...and back to animating....I know it's taken a while but I've had plenty to worry about, that I don't really want to worry about...and if fact got more to do than I want to....but hey...that's life...
It's pouring outside....didn't get to town...still exercising...and looks like still taking some weight off...other than that...not a lot at all......
going to bed early believe it or not...
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8:20 pm
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So anyway....called the Dentist at the ADA and missed them, basically they're only there from 9:30 to 11:30 on Friday's, I thought they'd be there all day, so that's put off for a week, in the meantime, have been pretty happy with the results so far in terms of the self surgery. Actually I might as well bring it to your attention, that the area that I've been doing is in the front, and it's also the area that I first pointed out to the oral hygienist where I was aware there was a problem, as I told her at that time, I thought it was because of the Dental Floss that she'd told me to use, and basically it was cutting into my gums....later she said, that you don't take it below the gum line...so without being too rude....so who fucking knows....
Anyway as a result of looking up all the info on periodontal disease, gingivitis....blah....blah...and being told that it was because of large plaque build up's...bullshit...bullshit....as I said, I decided to try a little surgery my own way...and as I said...have noticed some interesting findings....
Basically I decided to do it on the fact....that I could actually feel the infection...you know when you have a big pimple and you touch it, it's sore..most likely because of the inflammation...anyway...with the gum line I was able to pull it back a couple of mm....indicating something...be it a damaged gum line who knows...however...without touching it in my mouth I was aware of a small tingling in the area...again...indicating that some infection fighting is going on in the gums....so anyway I went with a procedure that I wanted to test....and as I said, for the past couple of day's its been pretty clear that the area was going to heal up. About 2 mm of gum tissue was destroyed in the process, although nothing that one could really notice. In the meantime today I replaced the middle filling with the cinnamon mix....and am pretty happy with how that's turned out...which is why I turned to the next area..basically I could still feel a small tingling...indicating that most likely there's still some inflammation going on ...at this stage "still unknown why"...I say this because I've continually been told plaque build up...when without being rude...it's plainly fucking obvious that there's no plaque there....has something found away into the pocket that was there...and caused the inflammation to occur behind the gum line....still unknown at this stage, but I certainly can't find anything....
So basically this evening, I've gone to the second stage surgery I guess you'd call it, and removed more tissue, only the tissue that I know has that strange sensation with it...everything else remains in tack. Interestingly with the application performed there has been no bleeding...however this evening there was say three pin heads of blood that covered the area....after dabbing the area, the blood ceased. The reason I find this interesting is due to the comparison of when I had the surgery, and was amazed by how much blood I saw in my mouth....it actually kind of freaked me out...
Anyway..at this stage I can say...it's been pretty much bloodless surgery.....and there's no blood letting involved.
I'll probably have to wait about a week to determine if it's been successful, that's how long it's most likely going to take to heal, and gum tissue not show signs of stress. If it's gone...great...if it's not, I'll probably give the front area one more go...but then leave it up to the Periodontist to remove any final inflamed gum tissue that I cant get.
Funny enough the tooth kind of fan's over another...so there is the distinct possibility of something getting caught in the area...
Other than that...well if it's cleared up....I'll put in a filling....and leave the back molar for the Periodontal because personally as far as I'm concerned that's really the only area, where there maybe some plaque build up, but the tissue certainly is not inflamed, and nor does it feel it..
so that's it...now I'm going to do some animating..
Other than that...I'm still quite amazed at how much I've been able to do...with no major bleeding...
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11:42 am
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Personally with the gear that's going on locally with the Doctors, I think that's kind of dubious as well, and maybe it's more money grabbing than anything...I mean I know people get over worked, but honestly I've been in at least six or seven medical facilities with my Grandfathers recent death, doctors surgery for smear tests, and dental surgeries, and honesty sometime's there's been no one in waiting, and if there has been, there's never been more than one or two. ....I mean basically, really once a Doctor has there qualifications, in many cases the work is as simple as writing out a prescription. Sure there is surgical surgery, which may be busier....one would have to check that....but you know...I think there's probably a bit of bullshit going on if anything....and most likely a psychological condition of what we call "hypochondria"....but that's my opinion.....but there is also the scientific fact...that money although an incentive in terms of absolute figures, does not solve the deeper laying problem.... which most of course are oblivious to.
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11:06 am
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You know I wonder if Microsoft end's up buying Yahoo, if the quality of the journalism will improve and I refer to the article "Video games turn kids into killers ? Not so say's new book".
"The researchers did note a link between mature-rated titles and aggressive behavior, as a significant number of both boys and girls who played M-rated titles reported getting into more fights over the past year than kids who didn't play M-rated games."
They then try to dispel the evidence referring by stating that perhaps kids attracted to mature-rated games were naturally aggressive to begin with.....which is merely a theory, yet what it fails to bring to the attention of the reader, is the clear evidence that kids that play games without M rating....(non - aggressive games) don't get into as many fights...clearly indicating that as the level of violence increases in video games, so to does the aggressive behavior amoung those who participate in watching. (of course most likely not in all because education does play an important factor)
Not that I have time to comment on this, but clearly a medium like the Internet a high "Game Entertainment Environment", along with notable investors in the industry it is clearly evident that this article is more about supporting the gaming industry than finding fault with it.
Not that I make an effort to find fault with it, because let's face it, there's plenty of fault with many industries but what I dislike is journalistic reporting which is aimed at dispelling truth.
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http://us.i1.yimg.com/videogames.yahoo.com/feature/video-games-turn-kids-into-killers-not-so-says-new-book/1212550
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| Thursday, May 15th, 2008
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10:48 pm
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Okay, well that's it just finished putting all the latest props in the folders and ready to get started again on animating again...so round about now that's looking good for the weekend....maybe later tomorrow...have a couple of things to take care off...so that's it night for now...shower time.
Oh yeah, called the Art's Department today which was interesting....I wish people would stop taking the song's so literally, you know..they're supposed to be a break from the boredom of the rigid radio listenership guidelines...some of them are supposed to be comical....and if they're not understood to be so....well that's not my problem....I mean how many radio stations actually play semi comical music....none...that's why they do really kind of suck a lot of the time....sure the world can't always' be tuned into comedy....but it sure could try lightening up a bit....
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10:03 pm
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9:42 pm
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I just realized the lights out the front act like a total beacon for the Vampires.
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8:49 pm
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anyway, I better pull out that legal paperwork for the hearing coming up in June, the lawyer's basically said one thing, and the paperwork's said another....and the legal aid paper works said another...so best to get that checked.
bye for now.
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8:46 pm
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So just checked out the site stats, because I know pretty dam well that something is going on there, and as it is, I just checked in with a site that we cross reference with, and that site has no available data which would indicate that something rather dubious is going on, not only that, while I was checking through the site, I also noticed that they have a history of past song releases, which I actually removed front the web site due to the fact that everyone was ripping them off.....so I was pretty shocked to see that.
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10:36 am
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Okay well we had a pretty big problem there, or at least for the time being I did and you won't believe it, and I still don't because it's kind of super natural in some ways....but here's what happened....
Basically I recognized that the computer hasn't done a check disc function lately, you know I have it set up to do it when the machine starts and sometimes over ride it. Anyway I set the computer to do a check disc....and the thing sticks on Zero....I mean it would not check the disc... tried it a couple of times...then over rode that...because basically thought well that's not going to work....meanwhile thinking...man this dragons got it's claws so coiled round the core..
Then well not consciously thinking...but thinking...through right...pulled the plug on it, and rebooted from battery....the check disc works, meanwhile I've removed the skins....and as I though there were some errors that the check disc fixed. Anyway reloaded the editor and it's working....but you want to know the weird shit....I mean after I've got it working, I thought right, power's plugged back in, I'll run one last check disc....and the thing is just not going to run a check disc..I mean it just sticks on Zero....so basically it only runs a check disc when it feels like it or, when an operation crashes half way through....
I mean the computer is playing up.....but in some way's its acting totally normal....just the way one would expect it to, with a Dragon wrapped around the coil...I mean I know that doesn't make any sense....but it does to me...
Anyway...believe it or not....just going to get back to it know....most likely have to reset the con figs in the editing program....funny enough I received an e-mail yesterday from a company advertising new editor software, which I haven't checked out....but you know....I mean asked me what caused it....was it the snake, the dragon, the power or the program....and I couldn't tell you...all I can say....is we're though it....
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| Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
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11:23 pm
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okay....I just changed the skin....and now....I'm tired so I'm going to bed....and tomorrow....work out....why the video editing isn't working....because that is very peculiar...and I did put a couple of small applications on, which I've taken off....and a system reboot....so most likely it's not going to be easy...
night for now.
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10:51 pm
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maybe it's the dragon....and its eating my computer....lol....
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10:47 pm
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