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Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Jarred's Blurty:

    Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
    12:34 am
    Session 1: Foreword
    Unusual circumstances lead to unusual encounters. Allowing shyness, discomfort or reticence keep you confined to the sidelines will be more of a loss than you suspect. Don your confident face and emerge from the shadows. Others will welcome you into the light, and what they have to say could cause a significant alteration in your outlook. Engage fully and see what develops. There's no need to fear change.

    This may mean nothing to you... But it means alot to me... It has some reality... and some meaning that did participate in my life today... I suggest you all find your horoscopes... most of the time they are correct... sometimes they arn't... because well... those days... are the days you need to find out stuff for yourself...

    I talk to God... and I get no reply... I talk to people... and I get no reply... so is God real...?

    444 - Angels...
    666 - Satan...
    777 - God...

    Now my number... strange occurances of a 3 digit number have come up in my life... 222...
    Everywhere I go I encounter it somehow... mainly by accident...
    I believe in Deja Vu... and in Karma... and mainly in Destiny...
    Now... if I only knew my destiny...

    You see Life is Funny... and its deadly...
    Dreams are just a taste of death... death can be too sweet and too sour depending on how it occurs...
    If you sleep like I do... Dream... Like I do... Believe me... You'll enjoy death...

    I've always felt like I belong somewhere else...
    Another planet... Another reality... Maybe I do...
    Maybe I do have a purpose...

    I've always wanted Love... Power... and a Legacy... and a Daughter...

    Life... is nothing...

    I am semi-fearless...
    I've seen alot I probably shouldn't have... and I constantly think about them... I constantly regret things I've done... I remember the nice things... and the bad things... things I hate... things I love... things I want back... People I want back... The Life I once had... The life I had before this... I want to change time and past...
    You say it can't be done... I agree.... for now...

    END SESSION...

    Next Session: Revelations...
    Monday, June 9th, 2003
    11:47 pm
    Genesis
    Well... Here it is... the first entry... and what a better way to start off by talking about what the hell I did today...
    Today... was the first day of my 6 - week session summer school... I thought it was going to fucking suck... But as it turned out... I met a kickass girl... Saw friends... and well... learned a little bit...

    I'm a general average guy... with an Anti-Hero attitude... I don't care about how it should be done... I just get it done... If you have a problem with my views... Keep it to yourself or share it... But don't expect me to reply nicely, unless I know you well...

    Now... on to the shit people care about...
    You see... I'm not the happiest person you'll ever meet... Nor do I care about people's opinions unless they pertain to something I actually give a fuck about...
    I cuss alot... I say hate alot... and I really really really hate people....
    of course these are only fabrications of the real world... because people need things to hate...
    So... I make up hatred...
    Why...? What would life be without struggle...?
    Simple Answer... it wouldn't be life, dumbass...
    Think about that tonight... and remember the Insomniacs are everywhere...
    Peace to the Monkey...
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