11:02pm 29/12/2003
  my fucking dad just deleted my whole survey fucking asshole, I'll update later.  
     

(2 red balloons | floating in the summer skies.)

 
   
11:02pm 29/12/2003
  my fucking dad just deleted my whole survey fucking asshole, I'll update later.  
     

(floating in the summer skies.)

 
You're the worst thing that ever happened to me :)   
11:44pm 27/12/2003
 
mood: calm
music: The pieces we Keep - A small Victory
Yo, Ayer I went to Wal*Mart and got fabric, I started making a skirt, I finished a bag I was previosuly making for Jamie. Also watched Fight Club with Kori. I love that movie.

I am now hooked on this website, madradhair.com, I like to look at hairstyles and try to do them. I think I've decided how I want my hair. I cut it a little yesterday.

Today I went To Nick O'leary's with Danielle and Jamie. It was fun. We played life, ordered a pizza, watched some of Lord of the rings, walked around the block in the dark, and skated in his basement. I learned to go down a ramp, go across the basement, go up another ramp, go backwards on to the first ramp, and go down a ramp on 2 skateboards piled up. haha can anybody say pathetic? It was big to me. He gave me a thursday cd and an octopus, well it's more like a triopus.

Me and Kori are so scared of things. everything.
 
     

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I do believe in fairies, I do, I do.....   
09:55pm 25/12/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: Peter Pan chants.
Hey white girls,
So yesterday I went to a show with Jamie, Danielle, Val, and Kurt. It was okay, we didn't see many of the bands though cause we left early cause we didn't feel like staying. I wanted Julia to be there for Julia\Natale contorversy, but she couldn't come :(.
Afterwards Val's mom dropped everyone but Val off at my house. Val's mom is fun to drive with, she's crazy.
Then Kurt left, and Danielle's dad picked us up and brought us to Wal*Mart to buy fabric and then took us to friendly's :). I enjoy when her dad blasts U2 in the car. They're so good.

We then went to Jamie's house and watched movies and sewed the night away. We watched Pirates of the Carribean, Gangs of New York, andThe Goonies. Danielle and I stayed up til about 8 in the morning, slept til 12-1ish, then we watched Encino Man, Danielle left, and we watched Psycho Beach Party. Omg that movie is so crazy. I can't even explain, it's so strange.

I left around 4ish and then went to see Peter Pan with Lukas and Kori and her friends, but I wasn't really with them, cause Kori had yelled at me earlier, so I exclluded myself, heh.
Peter Pan: No good or so good? SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!
That movie was awesome, and let me just say, that boy is gorgeous, I want to thimble him all night long. I'm so jealou of Wendy, she has big teeth. :D
Peace out Girl Scouts.
 
     

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Why are you such a prick?   
07:22pm 23/12/2003
 
mood: apathetic
music: If I told you this was killing me, would you stop?
Yeah, so Danielle slept over the other night, she dyed my hair - dark brown but it's semi- (I don't know how to spell) permanent so I need to dye it for real before vacation ends.

My cousin and her husband came on Christmas eve, it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be. We were in the diner and this mexican guy came in and sat down and he was all alone, eating a cookie. I was like "Aw, I feel bad for him, alone, on christmas eve, can only afford a cookie." and Kyle was like "I don't he looks like a crackhead", and then soon enough, the cops were taking him out. Weird stuff.

For Christmas I didn't get anything I wanted, but I got it all shopping today so it's okay I got a new computer which is good cause I was in dire need of one, and everything you can get for a computer and other crap.

Today was a serious shopping day for Danielle and I. I pretty much recovered everything I should've gotten for Christmas, So it's all good. We got alot of pretty stuff, we're gonna take pictures soon, so can someone please tell me how you post pictures on blurty? thanks.
 
     

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HOW COULD YOU BE SO PATHETIC!?!?!?!?   
12:11pm 22/12/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: Stray light run
Okay so last night Julia slept over, it was fun. We spent hours trying to make toothbrush bracelets. We had to occupy ourselves by slowly and quietly walking around my house. So Lindsey with her bright ideas goes "Lets do it on one foot!!" so im jumping around on one foot and BAM! I fall flat on my face. Julia had to run in my room and hide under a blanket she was so histerical. My little brother is such a freak, Julia wants one. Ummm and we decided to be mini Tom flinter's at aftr shows. I think that is all. now... check this out....

There is this large group of users on blurty and all of them are pretending to be famous people and it is so pathetic. Seriously, someone tryed to fake it as Snoop Dogg. Why the fuck would snoop dogg have a blurty!?!?!?
There's Chris Carraba, the little girl who dances in all the Missy Elliot videos, ryan phillippe, gwen stefani, Alicia Keys, Jessica Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Willa ford, Eliza Dushku, Jessica Alba, Pierre from Simple Plan, Kelly clarkson, Benji and Joel from good charlotte, Steve-o, The boys of Nsync, Mandy moore, and more. These people have no fucking lives, this really pisses me off. How could you be so fucking pathetic that you have to pretend to be a famous person and write in a journal about their lives!?!??!?? OMFG!
 
     

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She is the sunburned blue, and shadows on the moon   
11:04am 21/12/2003
 
mood: tired
music: Saves the day - she
Hey guys, fridaddy was fun, thanks everyone who gave me presents, I didn't go online alot last week cause I was making scarves the whole time, but I met my deadline so it's all good. We had to sty in our 8th period class for 2 periods, and I just happened to have double periods of earth science 7th and 8th so it was gay, but me, Marlin, Kristie, and Nicole played uno which was fun. I won everytime aha.

After school I went to Danielle's house, it was fun, I went to her house the last day before winter vacation last year too, so that's cool. We smoked basil with straw wrappers and made baileys irish creams haha badasses. we still didn't get to make our marshmallows, hopefully sometime soon. We played make-up and took pictures it was alot of fun, it made me feel like a little girl playing with her moms make-up and I loved it, I don't want to grow up. My brand new sweatshirt came, so I made my mom drive it over to me, I love it, thank you so much John.

Then on saturday we went to the mall, we're so dumb because we forgot to make a meeting pace with everyone so we were frantically searching around the mall for a half hour but then we found Mike and Andrew, and later Kurt and Billy so it was okay. Kurt bought me an out fit for christmas, :) thanks kurt. ME and Danielle got bff necklaces for christmas too, they have tinker bell on it, but Kori just reminded me how much of a bitch tinker bell is in peter pan, so it's weird how everyone wears so much tinker bell merch. Mike and Andrew left after a little while and then we found Terence. When we were eating, Danielle put wusabi in Kurts drink, so he thought his gordita was really spicy, so he would drink to rid the spicy, but the spicy was really his drink, it was so great.

Now I'm home, hopefully hanging out with Julia today cause I miss her. I'm pissed cause I don't think I'm getting much of what I want for christmas, I know I'm greedy and it's really pathetic of me and I should just be happy with what I get, but still, everything I want is at the mall and my mom hasn't even goen to the mall yet and she wont give me any clues on what to get me and it's upsetting being aroundd friends whose parents take them shopping with them or show them what they're getting and they're getting everything that I want.

Yeah and I'm sick of being known as Kori's little sister. I'm never my own person. Okay enough complaining for this entry, sorry.
 
     

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I miss you so much that it hurts.   
05:00pm 13/12/2003
 
mood: hurt
music: Matchbook Romance - idk the song
Yep. Yesterday I gots my hair thinned out by Tiffany's mommy, it got lots shorter than it was supposed to, but yo whateva.

Then Last night I went to the mall with John Tom Danielle and Andrew. It was boring and tiring. I helped Tom pick out the best outfit EVER!! Oh man it's so cute and Adam Brodyish. They left me and Danielle at 7:30 and we couldn't get a ride til 9, so we just wandered around the mall aimlessly with no money for an hour and a half.
We saw some people, but the best was seeing Dylan from UA. We hadn't seen him since april, it was awesome. We went in that new really pink and glittery store with the extremely ugly girl on a sign and played a game and apparantly Dylan is one hott guy magnet. Yeah and Dylan now works at Hot Topic.

Then when we went home we didn't get a chance to dye our hair (cause we're poor and couldn't buy it) or make Homemade marshmAlloWs. Oh well, next time. They received their christmas card from me while I was there, heh. Yeah it was the first time I had slept over there in a while so It was nice.

I can't wait to dye my hair, I'm so sick of it now, I'm doing it the same color as last year - dark brown\blackish, I'm debating whether to put a little blonde and auburn in it as well.

Tonight I think I'm gonna stay home and get working on making everybody's presents and stuff and chill with Koractular. Then we're putting up the christmas tree tommorow :) okay bye.

 
     

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The Pepsi/Hot dog commercial is so cute.   
03:19pm 09/12/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: TEN cd :)
Hey kids, so I was able to sleep at Jamie's saturday which was a plus, we took super cool pictures. Sunday we went to Wal - Mart, I got flannel fabric and all that good stuff.
I've made 3 scarves so far, I'm really proud, I can't wait to finish them all, I have a short deadline though, like 10 scarves by 10 days :X
For Christmas Kori's making me the best dress.. like from The Sound of Music...
"Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes." It's gonig to be so gorgeous.
There are quite a few things I'm paranoid about... I thought I'd share:
1) Having something on my ass in school... hence the reason I'm always asking "do I have anything opn my butt!?" I ask Nicole like every period.
2) People thinking I like their Boyfriends
3) People hating me
4) When I open my eyes at night I'll see something scary



I <3 you
 
     

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"The funny thing is... I'm a skanky whore!"   
03:01pm 06/12/2003
 
mood: sleepy
music: uhhh strike Anywhere - infrared, idk it's on tv
It's mad crazy snowing, I was supposed to go to a show today, and I was all excited too since it's been a month, but then the freaking snow ruined it. Jamie slept over last night for the first time in ages, twas fun, we walked to homerun heroes in the snow heh. Now we're bored and I'm hoping my mom will let me go to Jamie's, her dad's coming in like an hour. I'm watching fuse right now hoping to see the Sic transit gloria, glory fades video which I still haven't seen and I've been watching this stupid channel all friggin' week. Anyway, here's my christmas list :D

1. Brand New zip-up hoodie (thanks john ;) )
2. Kangaroos
3. Bright Pink Belt
4. lots of flannels
5. kitty maryjanes
6. Pretty denim jacket like Tom's
7. sweaters such as ones that Adam Brody wears <3 he's so dreamy
8. Scarves
9. clothes money
10. long mini m&m's tubes
11. Adam Brody served naked on a dinner plate
12. The early November hat

I think that's it. basically all I want is pretty clothes, how sad.
 
     

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Horny mood bat yeah yeah yeah   
12:11pm 30/11/2003
 
mood: horny
music: back that ass up - NFG
WHOA WHOA! I wonder what the horny bat looks like! It be so great if it like got a boner.
 
     

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♥ cause mics are for singing not swinging ♥   
12:22pm 29/11/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: BRAND NEW BRAND NEW BRAND NEW BRAND NEW BRAND NEW BRAND NEW
♥ I effen love Brand New. <333333333 ♥
I wish I could've gone last night :( Julia's oh so lucky.
I can't wait til John gets me the hoodie. Favorite lyrics......

Don't apoligize, I hope you choke and die.....
....Is that what you call tact? you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back so let's end this call, and end this conversation. And is that what you call a getaway, tell me what you got away with, cause you left the frays from the ties you severed and when you say best friends means friends forever.

Cut me open. Sun poisoned. This offer stands forever. New haircut. New bracelet. Eyeliner. Wait forever.........You're just jealous cause I'm young and in love. Your stomach's filled up but your starved for conversation. You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed. And you're tearing up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over.

If I kissed your neck would you slit my throat?

Give me one night inside of your thighs, I know a milllion girls who'd kill to be you right now. ;)

It's funny how your worst enemies always seem to turn out to be all of your best friend's best friends.

Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold in the shape of <3 that they cut out of stone, and you're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start. If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart. cause it's all you can be. You're a drunk, and you're scared. It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free.

Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this. So take me and break me and make me strong like you. I'll be forever grateful to this and you. It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone. If I can choose, it's only you.....
....Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.....
.....I'm hear for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand?

If I could I would shrink myself, sink through your skin to your blood cells, remove whatever makes you hurt, but I am too weak to be your cure.

Tobacco and peppermint....
....Concrete and water. She's looking for her daughter, at midnight in torrential downpour. And everything I said about how messed up your head is, got cut up and left in bits and pieces on the cutting room floor..... Take the picture from the wall cause you think that nothing matters. Take a picture from the plane, cause it's a long way to the floor. Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told you, take a leap from otu the window cause it's way to far to go through the door.

I'm out of everything. No one sleeps til we get this shit out on the shelves. It's late. I'm faltering. But this time I got nothing to say besides: Do Do Do. Do Do Do.

We burn the gallows they erect and cut the nooses they tied for our necks. You constantly make it impossible to make conversation. Keep comatose but audible and I like it, the farther I get out. We pass it off but it's all on us. Only common conversation, it took everything I got ......
....I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge . So take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you.

Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not.

We got inches away but I never even got close. So leave your lipstick at home. Don't pick up the phone. And don't bother to look in my direction. I should've seen it all along. It's girls like you that make me think I'm better off home on a saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. I wont be thinking about you, baby. Forget everything you think you know about me. This isn't highschool.....

I lie for only you, and I lie well.

I am heaven sent, don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted, what all the other boy's all promised, sorry I told. I just needed you to know. I think in decimal and dollars, I am the cause to all your problems. Shelter from cold. We are never alone. Coordinate brain and mouth. Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out. I wish I knew. I hope this song starts a craze. The kind of song that ignites the airwaves. The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are, with whoever they're there with. This is war. Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore. I hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. Holding on to your grudge. Oh it's so hard to have someone to love. And keeping quiet is hard, cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start. At least pretend you didn't want to get caught. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, now we're throwing the fights. I just wanna believe in us. We are (I am) entirely smooth. We admit to the truth, we are the best at what we do. And these are the words you wish you wrote down. This is the way you wish your voice sounds. Handsome and Smart. Oh my tongues the only muscle on my body that works harder than my <3 and it's all from watching tv and from speeding up my breathing, wouldn't stop if I could. Oh it hurts to be this good. Holding on to your grudge. And it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love. Oh, so let it go.......
.... This is the grace only we can bestow. This is the price you pay for loss of control. This is the break in the bend. This is the closest of calls, this is the reason you're alone. This is the rise and the fall.

I realize that everyone who lives will some day die and die alone.

Broken down in my dead bedroom, stuttering to pictures of you ......
...... My friends all call me crazy cause I stay up late anticipating, and planning for the day I sweep you off your feet, I'd never leave you alone.

I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.

Keep the noise low. She doesn't wanna blow it. Shaking head to toe while your left hand does " the show me around". Quickens your heartbeat. Beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. A victim still lying in bed completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against the sheets barely whisper " this is so messed up". Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed he headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool but a boy in a stich unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. He keeps his hands low, he doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up, but the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. The fever, the focus, the reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... :\ It used to be the reason I breathed, but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. She hits the lights. This doesn't seem quite fair. Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared. She's breathing quite and smooth, he is gasping for a i r. " This is the first and last time" he says. She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. He is a lamb, she is the slaughter. She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her, and nothing that he tells her is really having an effect. He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for s....o much more than he could ever give. A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He waits for it to end and for the aching in his gut to subside......
... Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.

A funeral keeps both of us apart.

You can only imagine how long this took.
<3 <3
 
     

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whoops missed a few   
07:13pm 28/11/2003
 
mood: accomplished
music: bleu - 3's a charm
21. Greyfield vs. Trouble Is.
uhhh...?

22. Punchline vs. Unsung Zeros.
I guess punchline though I've only heard like 1 song

23. Senses Fail vs. Finch. SENSES FAIL LIKE WHOA!

24. Autopilot Off vs. Gob.
Gob


25. Homegrown vs. Allister.
uhm... Homegrown I guess

26. Less Than Jake vs. Catch 22.
catch 22 cause I really dislike less than jake

27. Anti-Flag vs. Against All Authority.
neither

28. Story of The Year vs. The Used.
I already picked the used on a different question so this time I'll say STORY OF THE YEAR

29. The Goodwill vs. Over It.
eh I don't listen to either.

30. Green Day vs. Blink 182.
Grizeenday!


That's love... fit's like a glove.
 
     

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I let my guard down, how could I have been so dumb?   
02:35pm 28/11/2003
 
mood: blank
music: I kissed a drunk girl - SoCo
Cinnamon flavored candies taste NOTHING like cinnamon, that pisses me off.

1. taking back sunday vs. brand new
I love them both, but I have to say Brand New

2. anatomy of a ghost vs. coheed and cambria
coheed and cambria

3. the used vs. thrice
the used

4. thursday vs. my chemical romance
thursday

5. the movielife vs. fairweather
the movielife

6. fall out boy vs. the starting line
TSL

7. atreyu vs. shai hulud
neither, but John likes atreyu so I'll say them

8. the mars volta vs. sparta
neither

9. count the stars vs. the ataris
hmm...the ataris I guess

10. spitalfield vs. the rocket summer
don't listen to either

11. saves the day vs. mae
STD

12. something corporate vs. straylight run
hmmmmm.... SoCo

13. chris carrabba vs. conor oberst
chris carrabba like whoa!

14. hidden in plain view vs. the early november
the early november.

15. saosin vs. alexisonfire
alexisonfire

16. alkaline trio vs. vendetta red
vendetta red

17. glassjaw vs. from autumn to ashes
both

18. the anniversary vs. the reunion show
I don't listen to either

19. yellowcard vs. silverstein
ehhh I like both, but I guess silverstein.
 
     

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It's only you, beautiful, or I don't want anyone.   
02:46pm 27/11/2003
 
mood: In Reverie
music: Brand Nizzaaay - Magazines
Hey kids Hey. So as you all know, I've been punished this whole month, I have about a week left, no phone, no computer, no going out, NOTHING. It's not too bad though. I learned how to crochet :D! So for everyone who is getting me something for christmas, I'm making them a scarf for christmas. Presents and scarves, Oh how I love thee. Me - Jamie - Danielle = The scarf club, bitches. John got a mini fatness! I can't wait to see it! I can't wait to go out again. Julia's going to Brand New / Straylight run tommorow!!!! she sucks, but I love her.
I got a new screen name, I can't use it for another week but add it to your buddy list anyway - DreamdippingXsky
Okay now I'm going to do this survey that I filled out the other day but it got deleted cause blurty's gay.

Start Time: 2:54
[x] full name: Lindsey Kathleen Jennings
[x] birthday: March 4th
[x] age: 14
[x] zodiac sign: pisces
[x] where you live: C to the oram

.who.
[x] if you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?NO ONE! I'd have it burned, my stuff is too cool for anyone else. hehe.
[x] if you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this earth, who would you take? I don't know where borneo is.
[x] who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? maybe danielle,
[x] if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? Kori, she'd be about 3 feet away
[x] let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick?No one, I'd tell him he's stupid.
[x] what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, what would you be? tired

.what.
[x] what would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? same thing I do now - pee
[x] if all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be?make good music
[x] if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change? my face
[x] what is your dream career? to work as an 8th grade ss teacher :D
[x] what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? there's numerous things, consisting of actual bungee jumping, and kissing someone with a tongue ring.


[x] if you could be a member of any band that has ever existed, what band would that be? The backstreet boys
[x] what is the thing you care about most in your life?: food


.which one.
[x] winter or summer? both
[x] the beach or the mountains? I hate both
[x] pop or punk? idk
[x] rock or rap? idk
[x] new york or california? NEW YORK
[x] milk chocolate or dark chocolate? milk chocolate
[x] dogs or cats?dogs
[x] britney or christina? I guess both, even though Christina's a little bitch, anyone else read that article in people?
[x] leno or letterman? leno
[x] mtv or vh1? VH1
[x] country or classical? country ! heck yeah!
[x] day or night? night
[x] lake or ocean? lake, ocean's are scary
[x] waffles or pancakes? waffles
[x] soccer or football? foos ball
[x] baseball or swimming? swimming
[x] chocolate or vanilla? both
[x] sugar or spice? SUAGR <--- haha great typing Danielle
[x] grisham or canyon vista? griswhat?
[x] eminem-please stand up or please shut up? please lick my balls

.random.
[x] if you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? Say Anything - Diane Court, so Lloyd dobler would be in love with me :)
[x] if you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? green or blue eyes, black hair, pale,but not as pale as me, funny...hilarious, lip pierced ;), really sweet
[x] if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? build me and Danielle's house baby!
[x] what is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? HA! So Chris Smith's sitting on 1 side of me, Julia on the other, me and Julia are obsessing over his hottness, she's all like "he's so hott!" I'm all like "I know!, he's sitting next to me! Chris Smith just breathed on me!" and then Nicole told him that and now whenever he sees me he breathes on me or quotes me, haha it's so embarassing, I'm such a loser.

.have you ever.
[x] fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking?: yes I fall all the time
[x] run into a wall? hah yeah
[x] sleep walked? not that I know of
[x] gone skinny-dipping? Yeah baby, with Jamie, and a few times during my sick child hood with Jenn.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex? yes
[x] gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? oh yeah all the time
[x] laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? yeah! it was so cool! not as cool as it is on tv though when they have massive amounts of beverage spewing from their nose, even more than they drank in the first place.
[x] started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? yes
[x] swallow a bug? Me and Jamie eat worms :)
[x] have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? I don't remember

.five things you are wearing.
[x] tampon
[x] green skirt
[x] pwurple shirt
[x] brand new shoelace en el pelo
[x] Jenn's catholic school uniform socks

.five things that you are doing right now.
[x] typing
[x] being hungry
[x] thinking
[x] watching Kori lay
[x] feeling my face get hot and red - I hate that
.five things you ate in the last 24 hours.
[x] pumpkin muffins
[x] honey bbq chips
[x] fish sticks
[x] hershey kisses
[x] easy mac

.five things you did so far today.
[x] crocheted
[x] showered
[x] did this survey
[x] ate pumpkin muffins
[x] ate my grandma

.five things you can hear right now.
[x] the tv
[x] music
[x] my mom talking
[x] the dryer
[x] Kori yelling at my mom

.five thoughts in your head.
[x] about this question
[x] Why is Kori yelling?
[x] I hate Kyle
[x] my body aches
[x] i want to go out\ call danielle

.five things you look for when picking your boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] I
[x] Haven't had a
[x] boyfriend
[x] in
[x] years

.five things you would like to do in your lifetime.
[x] bungee jump
[x] kiss someone with a tongue ring
[x] wear a white puffy dress and take pictures like marilyn monroe
[x] learn to two step - good
[x] learn how to play the guitar

.five things you love.
[x] Scarves
[x] food
[x] crocheting
[x] music
[x] Kori
End Time: #:@$
 
     

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Speckled\Multi-colored M&M's. WHat's up with that?   
04:33pm 06/11/2003
 
mood: amused
music: bleeds no more - Silverstein
Monday - Went for a walk with Jenn, she bought me food, cause I'm poor. We stood at my corner standing provactively against a pole with my body pressed against hers as I popped her pimples and talked about 5th grade for 45 minutes.

Tuesday - I went home on Gretchen's bus with Danielle. We walked to the pizza place, and there was these wiggers and 1 black girl that wanted to beat gretchen up, and they were so gay. god I HATE people like that.
Gretchen made a blind cat run into the wall, THAT BITCH! Then we all cut my hair, mostly gretchen, then danielle did the back, then I did a tiny portion. It looks like shit. I've gotten remarks like "You look 10 times hotter with long hair." or "Why would you want your hair like that?" and "your hair looks really stupid." Yeah, thanks guys.

Yesterday - I went home on Val's bus with Danielle and Danny Fazio. It's pretty weird hanging out with him after all that happened when we were younger, if his mom found out, she'd probably like shoot me. Then we went to Little Nicolas O'leary's house. I missed that kid, oh how I love him, he's sucha cutie. We watched Nick and Danny skate for a little, then walked around the block a couple times. When we got back it was pouring, Danny and Val were outside cuddling and shiz so me, Nick, and Danielle, the 3 musketteers were spying on them from the window, then they walked to the street, so we snuck out from the back and did all this swift double O 7 moves, hiding behind tress and all that good stuff, it was lots of fun.

Today I was supposed to go to Trevor's for plans of Project Mayhem, bnut my mom's gay and wouldn't let me cause she didn't wanna pick me up.

Oh yeah and kids, don't forget, the cool thing to do now a days is bump into people. They'll be like oooh shit that kid is hott!
 
     

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You baked it in cakes for me.   
11:39am 02/11/2003
 
mood: crushed
music: The Early November - Ever so sweet
Mmhmm... I'm so bored.
I just got back from getting my stuff from Julia's, I'm happy I missed this stuff, clothes, my godly straightening iron, john's stuff, and my super cool new brand new shoelaces, but she didn't leave my tbs bag and brand new shirt :(
I went on my little kfc date with John yesterday and we went to Party City and Walmart and he bought me stuff :D oh how I do love thee.
I'm all sad now though cause as soon as he got home he found out someone bought his house, that sucks alot, I''m going to miss him like whoa. :(
Now I'm going to do a Survey I stole from Kori, cause I'm mad bored yo.

mood: bored
last kiss: umm like.. sometime in september.
last good cry: hmm.. a while back.
last library book checked out: uhh, haha this is sad, I can't remember.
last movie seen: first wives club.
last book read: To kill a mockingbird, it sucked, i didn't quite read the whole thing.
last cuss word uttered: I don't remember
last beverage drank: I didn't drink anything today, so I don't remember.
last food consumed: a 100 grand bar
last phone call: John, I think.
last tv show watched: wow I have'nt watched tv in a while, I cant remember.
last shoes worn: carebear flip flops
last cd played: a mix
last item bought: Carebear fabric, beads and all that good stuff from wal-mart
last downloaded: My computer sucks, I cant download things.
last soda drank:I don't usually drink soda, except I had a sip of someone's pepsi vanilla friday.
last thing handwritten: uhh school work.
last word spoken: whoa
last sleep: 11-8
last IM: Julia
last weird encounter: Some big black guy maybe girl I couldnt tell in the hallway that hugged me and Danielle
last ice cream eaten: I had an icepop friday.
last amused: hmm. probably something yesterday.
last time wanting to die: um... idk.
last time in love: never
last time hugged: yesterday
last time scolded: idk
last chair sat in: this little ol' rocking chair of mine.
last lipstick used: I hate lipstick.
last shirt worn: purple one
last time dancing: idk yesterday?
last poster looked at: idk
last show attended: As I lay dying, Stray from the Path, Sky lark lane and more.
last webpage visited: blurty
 
     

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When its blue that means that you should call her up immediately and ask her out ......   
11:04pm 31/10/2003
 
mood: angry
music: Matchbook Romance - the greatest fall
Today is Halloween. I went trick or treating with Nicole, Jamie, Tiffany, Jimmy, and Danielle, later to join us was Lauren, Nikki, Theresa, Anthony and his sister, and the rest of the "Mastic Mafia". Mike thought I stole his money so they chased me and Tiffany in the car and were shooting us with paintball guns and I feel really bad cause Tiff got shot twice and he was aiming for me :/. Then Anthony's sister starting yelling at me and saying she saw the money in my bag and I was just like okay look in my bag, I didnt want to start anything with her because I was afraid she'd run me over. Yeah, cause I'm ridiculous like that.
 
     

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droooown the tooowns with apathy, set our hearts in waterrr   
02:27pm 29/10/2003
 
mood: dorky
music: evergreen terrace - no donny, these men are nihilist
Holla Back Youngin'

Sunday Tiffany's Parents took the crew to Great Adventure, twas muchos fun.

Yesterday mi madre took me to the party store and wal-mart. God I'm such a sucker for party favors. Along with anything bright. This is why I need a job, to spend my money on useless crap my eyes are glued on at party stores.
I'm going to try and be a princess for halloween, don't know how that will go.

I want my hair cut, now! I want it short, and black, give me feedback.

I wish that had a mood on blurty where the little smiley face or bat or whatever it is you have had glasses on and was reading a redbook, it seems so appealing to me.

Brian.
 
     

(10 red balloons | floating in the summer skies.)

 
shake it shake it shake it   
06:42pm 25/10/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: like 20 gay guys singing cute without the e -tbs haha
Hey you guys!
Who loves my new icon!? I DO! (Danielle made it for me :D)
Sorry Tiffany and Nicole, you're my best friends too, we'll have to get a cool picture with all of us for me to make an icon out of, but for now this one will do.
I went to the movies last night with a bunch of kids, it was alright :/
The movie was okay - scary movie 3
I'm going to six flags tommorow. whoooie.
Mmm I got a pretty bracelet from under Nicole's bed today.
Jesus, Sometimes I really want a boyfriend, sometimes I don't.
I need a kiss.
 
     

(5 red balloons | floating in the summer skies.)