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dwee [17 Nov 2003|02:50pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | none ]

DWEE! Long time since I've been on. hehehe. Lets see...i'm chillin. Everything has been going pretty well and yea. The guy I like, who happens to be Joel, likes me too. ^.^ I'm happy! wee! hopefully we'll hook up but i don't know yet. denene...Nina is my love concilor(i can't spell) Well she made herself that, Oh well its all good. well i'm bout to go. I love my dear friend nora! ttyl.

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[30 Aug 2003|05:58pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | so anxious ]

WEEEE!!!! I'm in such a good mood! I'm going to the dome game with Nora...hehehe. even though this week has been the week from hell i think the weekend will be a lot better. Jeffery and I are doing really really good! Things are looking up. Well i'm on the junior board and i'm in fbla. I'm actually looking forward in getting involved in skool, yet i feel like such a dork. Its all good though. I can't wait till homecoming ^.^ It's gonna be so much fun. We starting to make plans and stuff. Wee...i hope nora calls soon or else i'm gonna go syko...hehehe

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[02 Aug 2003|07:18pm]
Wow it's been awhile since i've been online. Well a lot of drama has happened this whole summer. Starting with that dumass Mike. He didn't tell me everything about him and i found out everything after...yeah. That didn't mean anything to me...I regret it so much. And then i find out he molested his little brother. That is really sick. And then Angela trying to commit suicide and going out with a gay guy.Then poor Nak with Allen. Its so dramatic. And I haven't seen Jeffery since January and yeah... it's so complicated. I feel like a dirty hoe! SO dirty...gir
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[15 Jun 2003|11:06am]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | *Psycho* ]

HOLA! Well this weekend has been quite entertaining. I went to the thrift store and found some cute pants, they were name brand, too!! whoo hoo. Well once again I was disappointed...Jeffery's dad wouldn't let him come see me and so now i got screwed over again!!!! That's how many times now?!?!?! Oh well. He better keep his promise or I'm going to cry *sniff sniff* Things are going pretty good...there's peace in the household. yep. My friend who thought she was pregnant is not. That is some good news! I'm probably going to alabama the last weekend in june and the i'm going to philly the first week in July which is good and bad because i can't hang out with my friends but i can go make new ones so yeah. I really want to go to Miami and get some sun and there Nicaraguan food*mmm* hehehe. well i have to go do chores. tah tah for now.

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[13 Jun 2003|05:54pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

WHEEEEE...I believe in ghosts-denenene-wow i feel sped rite now... i don't know why. Well things have been going pretty well and theres no negativenessss areound lately. My room is almost finished. I am so happy. Jeffery's comin!!!!!!weeee...yeah but he's being mean and won't tell me what day....grrr...but then again, i may get suprise so its all good. NOUR I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe ^_^ well i better go. byebye

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[03 Jun 2003|10:34am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

hehehe...well everything has been going smoothly. No more fighting in the household. I stopped the smoking and all the other stuff. I'm proud of me. Poor Nour has to where a dress...denenene. I want pictures ^_^ wee. Jeffery and I are still together. No more issues. I'm getting rid of many of my issues. Its been pretty easy. well i have to find the number so i can make an appointment so i can get my license. tah tah for now.

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[21 May 2003|06:44pm]
[ mood | blah ]

well let's see...the whole world is madd at me, it seems. Whoop_di_fucking_ doo... i had pufs of weed. And everybody bitches at me for it. What the fuck?!?! Oh well, Bryce made me feel better, he's so cute. lol. Jeffery is pissed at me for the drugs, he's over reacting...so yeah. well let's see today was one of those days you wish to sleep and never wake up till the world is a better place to be but then reality strikes you hard in the face....denenene oh well....

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[13 May 2003|03:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Hola...I haven't been on in a long time...denene...well thngs are interesting. Yeah...i have 2 parties to go to this weekend. Guess wat??!?! NO SUMMER SCHOOL!!!!!!! YAY! *does a happy dance* lol. i don't really know what to write. oh well ...i'll get back on later.hehehe buh bye

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[19 Apr 2003|01:33pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

*sigh* I'm still grounded...that's no suprise. jeffery hasn't come and i am relly dissappointed. My mom is being a meanie...she doesn't know when to shut the fuck up...oh well. My bro and I are getting along so its not all that bad, I guess. hmmm...I really want to go out and have some fun but that's not going to happen. I have to go to church tonite at 7 again for the 10th time this week...Just because it's holy week...Well this is just one of those days that i want to sit around and do nothing, hear nothing, and say nothing. It's an icky day and i know it's not going to go my way. Jeffery won't come, my mom won't leave me alone, and i'm going to be a church forever so yeah. I want to go to the beach...to get away and relax.but yeah. well i'm gonna go. laterz...

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[18 Apr 2003|05:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]

DWEE!!!!i'm happy...winston's friend tyler is coming over and then we have to go back to church...fun stuff. I really hope jeffery comes down here tonite...i will be the happiest person in the world. I love him so fucking much its not even funny. I can't wait till i'm 18 so ppl can leave me alone and i can be happy. my mom is being a fuckin whore. she started yelling at me for no fucking reason and then she tried to apologize then she called me stupid. i was like what the fuck?!?!?! >.< but whatever...amazing that my mood didn't change. it's all good though. well i have to go bye bye

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[15 Apr 2003|03:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*makes evil goat face* OMG...today was very amusing. I MISS JEFFERY! i feel so abondonedededed...and what's sad tooo was that i said that last time too....*starts crying* AAAAAAAAAAaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i'm otay now. LMFAO...hey sheey JUSTIN DOES NOT HATE YOU SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!lol PLEASE DON"T HURT ME!!! *starts running like forest gump* well that's all folks!(for now)

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[14 Apr 2003|05:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Si nos dejan-Luis Miguel ]

Today was a good day. I'm so happy and i don't why. It's good to be happy but this is very random...oh well...it's a good feeling ^_^ Nour, it will be okay between you and Justin. Just be nice to him...hug him and TALK TO HIM!!!!! Stupid sheep*BAAAAAHHHHH* Anyways, well Friday is going to be very interesting if I go to the movies with nour and justin...lmao...*not thinking bad* But i'm going to be all alone because jeffery has to work and he doesn't want to lie and come down and see me *sniff sniff* I feel so abandonededed...I want to see my baby again...is it a bad thing to be obsessed with the one you love? That's what I have been debating because too mannt people are telling different things and its making me confuzzled. Tralala...Ashley gave me a stich doll...It is so cute!!! *aww...feels luved* By Nour's request I shall talk about her, the fat ass sheep. Nour is obsessed with Justin but won't give him any luvin' (different from booty). Muhahahaha and if it wasnt because of me the sheep wouldn't even have the chance with him so BAAAAHHHHH to the whore...I don't think that makes any sense but that's okay. Guess what? I'm listenin to one of my favorite songs in spanish *si nos dejan* you can try to figure it out *points and laughs* I'm so nice, aren't I? lol...I can't help it that I am easily amused. well thats all for now. DWEE...

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[14 Apr 2003|05:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Si nos dejan-Luis Miguel ]

Today was a good day. I'm so happy and i don't why. It's good to be happy but this is very random...oh well...it's a good feeling ^_^ Nour, it will be okay between you and Justin. Just be nice to him...hug him and TALK TO HIM!!!!! Stupid sheep*BAAAAAHHHHH* Anyways, well Friday is going to be very interesting if I go to the movies with nour and justin...lmao...*not thinking bad* But i'm going to be all alone because jeffery has to work and he doesn't want to lie and come down and see me *sniff sniff* I feel so abandonededed...I want to see my baby again...is it a bad thing to be obsessed with the one you love? That's what I have been debating because too mannt people are telling different things and its making me confuzzled. Tralala...Ashley gave me a stich doll...It is so cute!!! *aww...feels luved* By Nour's request I shall talk about her, the fat ass sheep. Nour is obsessed with Justin but won't give him any luvin' (different from booty). Muhahahaha and if it wasnt because of me the sheep wouldn't even have the chance with him so BAAAAHHHHH to the whore...I don't think that makes any sense but that's okay. Guess what? I'm listenin to one of my favorite songs in spanish *si nos dejan* you can try to figure it out *points and laughs* I'm so nice, aren't I? lol...I can't help it that I am easily amused. well thats all for now. DWEE...

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DWEE [10 Apr 2003|08:29pm]
[ mood | ^_^ ]

Today hasn't been that bad, I guess...probably because I slept for half the day...hehehe. But i'm happy...hehehe...i get to talk to my baby ^_^ YaY! My mom is being okay today...its really weird. I'm a little lost about her at the moment 0.o *sigh* Poor Nour!!!! Josh is in her closet sleeping and she's not even home. lmfao...i feel so badd! I 'd go save her if i could...poor nora. BAH!!!! So interesting how love works. but then again its all good. tralalala...i'm borededed...bbl...byebyez

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[03 Apr 2003|05:40pm]
[ mood | angry ]

My mom is such a fucking bitch...I can't stand her!!!Fucking POO monkey...oh welll...anyways i'm going crazee...lalala oh well its not like anybody cares because no one believes the way I feel. I'm pissed right now and i hope the sun stops shining and everything turns dark...now my mom fucking hates me, i haven't seen my baby and awhile and everything is just getting fucked up now...wow what an interesting life i have now...hahahaha yeah right...oh well i think i'm going to sleep
byebye

A penny.

OH MY FUCKING GODD [30 Mar 2003|02:48pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | the humming in my head ]

well...well... It is I again.I am so damn hyper it is not even funny. I hate the library..NOUR SAVE ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! Jeffery is not home...fuckin poo! I is borededed...i wanna go to the park and runn...that would be funn...i'll go punapp a puppy and run and run and run...wow...i have such an interesting life don't I. There's these samrt ass guys sitting behind me and they think I am retarded and I just want to turn around and yell"no shit sherloks i am fucking retarded" dammit people suck...LMFAO. I don't know what i wanna be when i get outta skool. I don't think i wanna be a doctor...you know what i think that nour and me should make a magazine for hard core ppl...that would be so awesome. Now we just have think of something creative...hmmm....*thinking of names* I don't think I can come up with one LMFAO...I think Nour already knew that. YOu know what, I think Wuddy hates me. I mean she doesn't talk to me much anymore or anything...now she goes straight to zena...i feel unluved because she says we're still friends and shyt but she doesn't seem to act like that i don't know i'm confuzzled...i think people don't like who i am anymore...i'm not sure though because me and my old friends don't really talk to me anymore but i really don't think i changed that much...they just seem to be some other people...like wuddy would swear she hated PHS now she's on color guard and was considering to try out for cheerleading and shit and i think she thinks i'm fucking retarded but doesn't have the ballz to say it to my face and that just pisses me off but whatever...Anyways before i get all emotional again...dum de dum dum... i can't wait till the weekend...i will have nothing to worry about because it is spring break and i will be getting my license and its gonna be all good and i don't have to see any of the bitches or whores from school and i can hang with my true friends. WHEEE!!! Happy thoughts! anyways hmm...why do only old folks work at the library don't they want to retire?! i don't understand the world...oh yeah i wen to feardotcom.com and i wished they would show the wesite from the movie...the scary/freaky one. Poor David is having trouble with power point...i hate technology sometimes...its so fucking complicated...why didn't they think about the slow ppl??? I want to know!!!!i have been sittin here for the past 2 hours and have only accomplished bull shyt...i feel special...but i did find da info on multinational corporations...^_^ Oh yeah tasha hasn't called me yet or anything from what i had to tell her yesterday...she's a lying heiffer...she had da nerve to keep bull shitting me...whatever its her fault we're not friends anymore...0.o okay my hands hurt from typing all this i think thats enuff...hehehe well i'm gonna go...hehehe byebye

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0.o [30 Mar 2003|02:09pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

OH MY FUCKING GOD.....I HATE THE FUCKING LIBRARY...It should DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SO SHOULD MISS FAT ASS BITTLE...POO!!!!okay so now i feel alot better. why does the computer have to be so damn slow...i don't understand diz well hold on i have to work*working* lalalalalala working sux...it sux...it sux...dum de dum dum...dwee....i get to see joe at church...i just want to be friends with him though...uh huh uh huh ...SHUT UP NOUR...I don't care what you think>.< jk i waas just playing...you know i luv ya... i think david thinks i'm syko but thats okay bc i think i am too...hehehehe...i wanna dance tonite...i wanna toast tonite...i wanna spend my money tonite...yeah. hehehehehe...I am so sped...lol...LMFAO. i have to wrok now byebye pplz

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tralalala [30 Mar 2003|12:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | DISCO ]

whee...I am such a good mood.YAY!!!!! You know what would make my day better?!?! If i could see my baby ^_^ tehehehehe... tralalala I have to go to the library soon to work on my project. I really don't want to go but I have to present on Tuesday and its a major grade so i might as well do it. David and me are such slackers...but he's a smart ass so i guess it really doesn't count. I think I am going to start working harder from here on to the end of the year. And if nour wants i'll tutor her in chemistry and other shyt she may need help on so we can both pass and also we can work out together and get the bodies we want. i am also really proud of nour she admitted that she's pretty in the face ^_^ I'm happy for her...she's letting all her emotions out and soon she will be feeling better. She's like a sister to me!! Poor Lauryn is have nervous breakdowns ...i feel so badd because i don't know how to help her...I barely know how to help myself but she knows i love her so its all good. hmmm...I had a wonderful dream last night...I saw my future baby daddy and it was just so perfect.denenene...i think i'm obssessed ! I can't help it...i found my price charming and that is just like a faerie tale.*sigh* Lilli is really in love now...its not imaginary...^_^ i'm in such a random loving mood today. I'm so happy and relaxed even though i need to study and do other work. It's weird. tehehe...*sigh* i'm so happy, happy, happy. What if jeff and i got married when i'm 18 on july 27th by the court and kept it a secret then when our lives got settled got married by church?!?! i wonder how things would be...LMFAO...well that's just entertaining to think about.I'm so random right now. My back hurts.i need to stretch.uh huh i reall need to stretch...thats the way uh huh uh huh i like it...whee i'm singing and trying to dance...*bops head back and forth* i'm happy!!!!! well i better go because it is almost time for me to leave to go to the damn library.denenene

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[25 Mar 2003|06:33pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | by myself ]

DWEEEEEEE!!!!!! wow...i'm an evil goat!lmfao. I'm waiting for it to be 7:15 to so i can call Jeffery...hehehe. I love him but i wish i could see him.Its driving me crazee and now there's JOE...why does it have to be so damn complicated?!?!?! Okay anywayz (before i got insane) today was a very interesting day 0.o yes very entertaing...i cut my wrist at school...oh well its all good we out da hood (lmfao...where the hell did that come from??????) wow...lalalalalalalalalala I'm hungry and hyper...i need to quit smoking not that i really do at all. that doesn't make any sense. My imaginary friend bon says i'm spedcial. i wonder what he means by that. I'm con~confused. i think i'm developing a studder...lmfao i can't spell...You know what? angela is getting on my nerves.Supposedly she has a great bf and she's playing him for a fool. I mean thats wrong. i want to slap her but whatever. I wanna stab tasha...SHE IS SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRIT!!!!! stupid whore!!! I think people are looking for problems...its so stupid. Ms Phillips is a bitch too and so is Ms benson can't stand any of them...they should go away...outta my life dammit...i'm getting emotional now. its kinda skurry 0.o okay i think i'm gonna go...right about ...............................................................................................NOW

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[25 Mar 2003|06:33pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | by myself ]

DWEEEEEEE!!!!!! wow...i'm an evil goat!lmfao. I'm waiting for it to be 7:15 to so i can call Jeffery...hehehe. I love him but i wish i could see him.Its driving me crazee and now there's JOE...why does it have to be so damn complicated?!?!?! Okay anywayz (before i got insane) today was a very interesting day 0.o yes very entertaing...i cut my wrist at school...oh well its all good we out da hood (lmfao...where the hell did that come from??????) wow...lalalalalalalalalala I'm hungry and hyper...i need to quit smoking not that i really do at all. that doesn't make any sense. My imaginary friend bon says i'm spedcial. i wonder what he means by that. I'm con~confused. i think i'm developing a studder...lmfao i can't spell...You know what? angela is getting on my nerves.Supposedly she has a great bf and she's playing him for a fool. I mean thats wrong. i want to slap her but whatever. I wanna stab tasha...SHE IS SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRIT!!!!! stupid whore!!! I think people are looking for problems...its so stupid. Ms Phillips is a bitch too and so is Ms benson can't stand any of them...they should go away...outta my life dammit...i'm getting emotional now. its kinda skurry 0.o okay i think i'm gonna go...right about ...............................................................................................NOW

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