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| Friday, August 6th, 2004 | |
| 11:24 pm | nEw JoUrNaL aGaIn... heyy. i decided to move my journal back to livejournal. my username is still lilshortieoxo so look it up. http://www.livejournal.com/users/lilshortieoxo/ x0x julia |
| 3:33 pm | aLL tHiS TiMe yOu wErE pReTeNdInG, sO mUcH fOr My HaPpY eNdInG heyy. andrews not coming home today. im really upset. i dont wanna waste my time on him again cause i dont really think its ever going to work but i do still care about him alot. anyways not much else is going on. ive jus been working and chillin all week. brittanys finally home from florida! haha well ima go find suttin to do. ill write later. x0x julia Current Mood:  sadCurrent Music: Locked Up- Akon ft. Styles P |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 | |
| 10:20 am | yOu gOt mE stRaiGht triPpin' bOo hey...its been awhile. not much is going on. i havent been doin much of anything. im sooo tired and have no energy these past few days. its sad. work is killin me. anyways, me and andrew have been talkin. he text me friday morning outta like nowhere and then called me that night and weve been talkin every night almost and he is SOOOOOO FRIGGIN ADORABLE SOMETIMES! hes still a dork tho lol. maybe we'll work out this time. i really hope we do. hes comin home from washington on friday and we're supposed to do something and hopefully we will. well i gotta go to work and take care of my mom when i come home because she has surgery today. i also gotta change my journal colors. none of my codes are workin and im not feelin these colors haha. write later. x0x julia britt-i miss you soooooo much! i cant wait till you come home. you better bring me suttin from florida haha. luv ya x0x Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: Turn Me On-Kevin Lyttle |
| Friday, July 30th, 2004 | |
| 8:20 pm | iLL bE thE grEatEst faN oF yOur liFe. . . heyy. so much drama this past week. nicks starting shyt and him and his lil girlfriend and her friends and fuck tom wrote all this shit on the tunnel bout me like how immature can you be? and then tell me to watch my back. yea okay...like im really gonna fight anyone because people hate me cause of nick. the only reason they dont like me is because of nick. he seriously has them thinking i wanna break him and kate up and i dont and i dont love him and if im the one tryin to break them up why did he start talkin to me again, why did he knock for me four nights in a row, cheat on her twice with me and tell me he wanted to have sex with me? but somehow im the bad guy. whatever. anyways, andrew text me this morning it was weird. nunzio comes home from ocean city tomorrow so hopefully ill see him. well im gonna go. i might go out. write later x0x julia Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: Hey Ma-Cam'ron |
| Friday, July 23rd, 2004 | |
| 9:46 am | BiTcHeS LiKe mE LiVe LiKe qUeEnS...sLuTs LiKe yOu LiVe oN tHeIr KnEeS heyy...im tired as always. ive been up since 6.10 and i dont even have work. ugh! i really need sleep BAD! anyways we all went to the mall last night. mike and john picked me vic n alana up round 7 and their friend nunzio was there. we were at the mall till it closed at like 9.30. i bought two MAC lip glosses and JLO jeans. we went back to johns house for a little bit. I got vic to get with john cause she really wanted too and she told nunzio to get with me and i did and hes really cute. mike drove us all home round 11 cause we all had to be home the same time. i was talking to andrew online last night. he still wants to spend some time just me and him so hopefully that will happen soon. hes too cute to hate forever haha. ima go clean-wat fun. ill write later. x0x julia Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: How Come-D12 |
| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 | |
| 5:40 pm | iM sTuCk iNsIdE a BrOkEn LiFe i JuS cAnT WiSh aWaY... heyy not much happening. i went with alana to her aunts birthday party last night in jersey...interesting is all im going to say. then we got dropped off at my house and went riding around for a little while with donnie and jacqui and mecca and cuckoo victoria. i had work today and i felt like i was going crazy. im going to the mall tonight. cherry hill. donnies taking jacqui mecca and britt and big mike and johns takin me vic and alana. i gotta go get ready. ill write later. x0x julia Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: Pieces of Me-Ashlee Simpson |
| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 | |
| 10:19 am | i miSs yOu-nOt enOugh tO wAnt yOu baCk buT juSt enOugh fOr iT tO huRt well i woke up at 6:15 this morning because of my dog who i was ready to just throw. so basically imv ery cranky and miserable, i look like shit and to be honest i dont give a fuck right now. i dont wanna go to work and i cant wait till i come cause im going straight to bed. no way im going out tonight specially since i was extra cocky this morning. anyways last night i went to south street with mecca vic britt and jacqui. it was fun. we looked in a couple stores and went to eat and we went to a psychic. she told me a lot of interesting stuff. she told me i had good friends but i should keep things more personal. i was tired and not getting enough sleep. i was going to meet my soul mate when i was 20 and he has dark hair and light eyes. i was going to get married around 24/25 and i might have a kid before marriage. she told me there was family stress. there is the idea of going down south towards florida which was really freaky since theres a possibility of us moving there. the really interesting thing is...she told me there were two guys in my life. one was new(steve) and one was from my recent past. the one from my past has dark hair (andrew or "person"-dont know which) and he recently came back in my life. hes very stubborn and he does still like me but hes not giving me enough attention (still dont know if its andrew or "person") and i have to choose one or i might lose both of them. psychis are so interesting. it was probably a bunch of crap but still...i gotta go to work. ill write later. x0x julia Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: Turn Me On-Kevin Lyttle |
| Monday, July 19th, 2004 | |
| 9:38 am | yOu hAd mE oN mY kNeeS bEgGiNg God pLeaSe tO seNd yOu bAck to mE... as always theres not much to say. this weekend was boring. on saturday i jus chilled with mecca and britt around my way and by the time steve got out of the shower i didnt even feel like meeting him. we chilled with "people" for a little bit but nothing exciting. i have work today yay! not. i didnt get a lot of sleep last night for many reasons. i have a lot going on in my mind right now but w.e lifes gay. i wanted to go to south street last night but the rain kinda ruined it but hopefully it doesnt rain today and we can go tonight. well ima go. write later. x0x julia Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Angel-Amanda Perez |
| Friday, July 16th, 2004 | |
| 10:23 pm | fAlLiN... well tonight was nothin spectacular. i hung out with "people" for like an hour and it was weird. this kid was so important to me before and i dont know what hes doing him and i cant beat myself up over it. ive been strong so far hahaa. well im going to go to bed even though its early cause i got work and a party tomorrow. write later. x0x julia Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: Disney Movie |
| 8:28 pm | bOrEd -- BODY ILLS AND SKILLS Nervous Habits: foot/leg shaking Do you bite your nails: used to but after 16years i finally grew my own Do you pick your nose: no.. eww Are you double jointed: not at all Can you roll your tongue: nope Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: no-im not talented Can you blow smoke rings: that i can do Can you blow spit bubbles: wat is that?? Can you cross your eyes: ew thats so creep i hate it and i cant do it Tattoos: cant get ne till im 18 Piercings and where: i got 6 wholes in my ears and im gettin 4 more and im gettin my nose wen im 18 of course Do you make your bed daily: its just gonna get messed up that night -- CLOTHES What goes on first, bra or underwear: underwear.. Which shoe goes on first: right Speaking of shoes have you ever thrown one at anyone: couple times On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet: w.e i got What jewelry do you wear 24/7: necklace, 3 bracelets, ring and i always need my earrings Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great: look great, even 10 minutes late Whats your favorite piece of clothing: my black skirt and black taxi pants -- FOOD Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl Have you ever eaten Spam: eww, no! Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip How many cereals in your cabinet: nasty kinds that my brother eats What's your favorite beverage: water and vodka w/ cran juice What utensils do you use to eat pizza: ur hands-wat else wuld u use? Do you cook: yea right...one time i forgot how to make hot dogs -- GROOMING How often do you brush your teeth: at LEAST 3 times a day How often do you shower/bathe: twice-morning and night sometimes more How long does your shower last: like, 30 minutes Hair drying method: air dry for curly and blow dry wen i straighten Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair: a few times...right now i have red highlights Do you paint your nails: no the nail salon does -- WHICH ONE? Would you rather have genital herpes or be 150 lbs. over weight: 150lbs overweight...general herpes is yucky Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi Oranges or apples: apples One pillow or two: i have 6 Pools or hot tubs: pool, hot tub, pool...either one...depends whos with me ;) Tall or short: shorties hehe TV or radio: radio Beach or pool: outside pool Tic-Tacs or Certs: tic-tacs Snooze button or jump out of bed: snooze. Sunrise or Sunset: Sunset Hamburger or Cheeseburger: Cheeseburger Morning or night: Night Sports or news: Sports Bikini or one-piece: Bikini Indoors or outdoors: depends Christmas Eve or Christmas Day: Christmas Day duhh Cake or ice cream: ice cream Bert or Ernie: ummm i dont know? Spicy or Mild: spicey baby.... Spearmint or Peppermint: Spearmint Call or Write: Call Peanut Butter or Jelly: peanut butter Hamburger or Hot Dog: hot dog (my dogs a hot dog dog) Dog or Cat: dogs-i love my little oscar Bath or shower: shower...unless its a bubble bath Books or Movies: depends Green or Red apples: green Rain or Snow: i like the rain but snow is fun to play in Nike or Addidas: Nike -- WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Took a shower: 1 hr ago Watched Bambi: years and years ago Cried: not in awhile haha surpising aint it? Talked on the phone: couple mins ago Read a book: last night Punched someone: its been awhile -- LAST PERSON YOU Hugged: vinny Talked to: brittany Kissed: ummmm a real kiss-stever a lil kiss-vin n joe Cuddled With: andrew...thats sad Yelled at: my brother of course -- THE FUTURE-- Where do you see yourself in ten years: successful Who are you going to be married to: hopefully someone better then the guys ive been involved with How many kids: 1 boy and 2 girls -- MANNERS-- Do you swear: sometimes Do you ever spit: no i think its disgusting -- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE; Actor/Actress: vin diesel, bruce willis, freddie prinze, heath ledger...all the hotties Animal: dogs...like i said i love my oscar Food: seafood and pasta Month:september Day: saturday Cartoon: betty boop!! Subject in school: none haha Color: red and sometimes pink Person to talk to: alana Body part on you: eyes or ass Body part on the opposite sex: eyes stomach arms and booty -- IN AND AROUND The CD Player: llyod banks Person you talk most on the phone with: alana Ever taken a cab: couple times Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: all girls do Do you use an alarm clock: my cell phone when i have work Name one thing you are obsessed with: one word-guys... overused words: corny and freak Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex: no comment... Ever sunbathed nude: nope -- LA LA LAND What's your sleeping position: side usually...depends who im sleeping with What kind of bed do you like: mine but andrews is pretty comfy Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: always...there is air conditioning Do you snore: nope...not since i got my tonsils taken out wen i was 6 Do you talk in your sleep: i think everyone does...my bros convos r the funniest tho Do you sleepwalk: not that i know of Do you sleep with stuffed animals: a lot but oscar chews them so i gotta get rid of them at night but alberts always wit me How about with the light on: jus my tv...i really dont like the dark Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: tv...sometimes radio -- GIRL QUESTIONS What is the nicest thing a guy could do for you: treat me better then...well a certain someone...and not break my heart Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: Llyod Banks CD |
| 8:00 pm | fAlLiNg bUt iVe LeArNeD tO sToP mYsElF fRoM hItTiNg RoCk BoTtOm. . . hey!! not much going on as always. jus workin and chillin. i havent had the energy to go out...im so tired i really need to get some sleep so i decided to stay home tonight since i got work tomorrow and then im prolly goin to a party tomorrow night so hopefully i wont be tired haha. why go out-theres nothin to do anyways. so i realized i started to seriously start falling for that "person from my past" and i realized the best thing to do would be to stay away which so far im doing a damn good job. i used to always give in to this person but i havent seen him since wednesday and i only chilled with him for a little on tuesday. i wouldnt go out with him and friends wednesday night or tonight. im so proud of myself. he hurt me too much. and as always, hes havin probs with his girlfriend so he comes running to me but i like his friend and i cant let him hurt me anymore. its just not worth it anymore. i loved him more then anything in this world, i still do and i always will. your first love stays somewhere in your heart forever but sometimes the best thing to do is let go. if its meant to happen, it will. well enough rambling on...ima go relax. ill prolly wind up going out for a little while. write later. x0x julia Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: Warrior-Llyod Banks |
| Thursday, July 15th, 2004 | |
| 8:49 am | aLmOsT fOrGOt... OMG Brit I almost forgot... Candy Apple and Luscious LoLLipop~~BsFl aha-the permanent marker and "what the fuck is gamp?" haha i love ya britt!!!!! Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Sunshine-LiL Flip |
| 8:39 am | tHeReS a rEaSoN iF pPl FrOm Ur PAsT cOmE bAcK iNtO uR lIfE well not much is going on. yesterday i had to go to the orthodontist and then me and alana went shopping but i surprisingly didnt buy anything. tuesday night i chilled with "people" and last night they knocked for me again but i didnt wanna go anywhere. so anyways, theres this guy who i seriously ended ALL contact with and wanted nothing to do with him but weve started talking again and i just dont know what to do. im so confused. hes still with his girlfriend but theres definately still something there. i loved this kid and im just thnking...i really shouldnt start talking to him again but i already start to fall for him all over. ugh i hate this. anyways ima go get ready for work and call steve back. write later. x0x julia Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Sunshine- LiL Flip |
| Monday, July 12th, 2004 | |
| 9:39 am | nothing well i jus woke up and i gotta go to work and its weird cause i havent gone in a week. theres nothing else to say. i dont even know why i updated haha. i do have to tell yous about something that happened saturday/sunday with someone from my past but ill do that later cause its a fight for the shower in my house and its open. wirte later x0x julia Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Nothing |
| Saturday, July 10th, 2004 | |
| 5:41 pm | hOmE sWeEt hOmE!!!! HEY!!!! Im so happy Im home...i got so home sick and so bored and i missed everyone so much but i hadda go. ive been going to the poconos with my family every fourth of july since i was 6 and next summers my last. im,a miss it....not! anyways not much goin on....im gonna go get ready to go out with britt and maybe ill meet up with steve but we havent talked since last night. i hope i see him-i missed him the most! haha im such a nerd write later xOx julia Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Superstar-Usher |
| Friday, July 2nd, 2004 | |
| 7:50 pm | TiMe aPaRt JuSt MaKeS uS sTrOnGeR well i was cleaning and packing all day and im almost done. i jus gotta make my bed and clean the bathroom. im going to the mountains for a week tomorrow and i cant wait. i love going there every year. i get away from everyone and my family usually dont bother me so its nice to just get away. i sound like the biggest nerd. hopefully when i get back ill spend some time alone with andrew which will be really great. well ima go finish up cleaning and then im going to bed early cause im dead tired. by the way, i finally got my new sneakers...their not air forces like i wanted but theyre cute haha. ill write when i get home. xOx julia Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: I Miss You-Blink 182 |
| 10:42 am | yOu KeEp mE DrOwNiNg iN yOuR lOvE well...andrew imed me last night and we started talkin and of course i got cocky with him but everytime i even start to hate him, he says something to make me not hate him. he was adorable last night and he said the cutest things haha im such a nerd. i just wanted to update on that whole situation...i gotta go clean and pack since im leaving tomorrow and steve wants to come over at like 1 so i need to hurry up lol ill write later xOx Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: This Love-Maroon 5 |
| Thursday, July 1st, 2004 | |
| 11:57 pm | hE mAkeS yOu FaLL iN lOvE aNd ThEn BReAkS uR hEaRt...oVeR...aNd OvEr...aNd OvEr...aNd i LeT hIm well i got real excited cause andrew called and invited me out to the movies...well he was nice at first but then we didnt even sit next to each other and he just started acting like the asshole he is and i dont give a fuck anymore...he ruined my night cause i thought maybe, just maybe, something, i dont know what but something, would or could happen but you know what...i have steve. i was with him last night and hes coming over tomorrow before we both go away for a week and i should of been with him tonight but im still holding onto somethng from the past and i just cant anymore. i like steve and i shouldnt even bother with andrew anymore. im going to bed...write later xOx Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: Drowning-BSB |
| 10:18 am | BoReD. . .  Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?  Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?  Are You Naughty or Nice?  Which [Romantic] movies are you? Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Get Out(Leave)-JoJo |
| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004 | |
| 10:13 am | i WiLL bE rIgHt ThErE fRoM bEgInNiNg Ta ThE eNd heyy!! not much is going on. last night i went to the movies wit vic n lan n shaw n nick n louie n lush n other people. lush was gonna invite andrew but he didnt kno if we were talking or not :'( oh wells. it was a funny movie (lan dont trip and go swimming haha im so gonna have a b.f. lol-thats so us haha) afterwards i was gonna go meet steve but i didnt and then we were arguiin on the way home on the phone and he called me at like 2 but i was sleep and i got his voicemail at 2:30 but i didnt feel like callin him back and hes sleepin rite now so i cant call him till later. i miss him and i hope i see him tonight <3 well ima go get ready for work (what fun-not) ill write later xOx Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: Maury Show |