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Happiness | Elliott Smith |
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I'm an organizational spree right now. I purchased a bunch of storage boxes from Ikea to sort all my knick-knacks. For example I have a lot party decorations so they're all going into one box for the next time I have people over. Hopefully I'll save myself money by not throwing them out after every party and then having to purchase new ones.
The downstairs closet is coming along quite well :) I've done about 4 loads of laundry between yesterday and today. I have entirely too many clothes for my own good. It's almost impossible to not have a pile of laundry somewhere in my bedroom. But I'm on a mission. By the end of today my bedroom, bathroom, and downstairs closet will be spotless. Mango's cage and family room carpet are getting a cleaning as well today. I left Mango with a full bowl of food but when I get back from XC practice I told her it's go time and the food bowl comes out. I'll give her some veggies to snack on instead.
Dan and Shu are in Atlantic City for the night. I hope they both come home in good moods and don't lose their money! haha but if they're playing poker I have faith that they'll be fine. In the meantime, Seeg, Kim, Racquel, and I are having our first official girls night at our place tonight. We're starting up a tradition of watching the Hills every Monday night. Who knows if it will actually stick but I think it might actually be fun? I'm baking cupcakes and making chocolate covered popcorn. Kim is bringing the daiquiris. It should be a good time :)
I have XC in about an hour. Jason called me on my way up to my parents house to let me know he was really sick. I offered to cover practice today but he insisted he was still coming. He asked about my weekend but I somehow drew a blank. Then he asked how things were going with Dan. And I was able to actually put my feelings into words that made sense. I think Jas is kind of in the same place as me... watching all of friends get entirely too serious. I mean Lia and Chris living together, and now possibly getting engaged. Chrissy and Ben spent the summer living together, and now they have a dog. I don't know... I'm just not ready to be that serious.
Everything just came piling out of me on the phone with Jason. About how I liked where things we were with Dan. About how this is exactly the space I had needed from our relationship but I knew I could never have gotten it by going on a break. How I wanted him in my life, but I wasn't ready for him to be my life. How I didn't want us to be this blur of one person, but to go back to having our seperate lives that involve each other every now and then. Some how it all came out and for a few minutes on the phone it made sense.
Anyway - that's about the most recent news. I'm going back to uploading my Ituness :)
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