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[18 Aug 2008|09:36pm] |
I'm so lonely right now it hurts. I don't know. I don't want to do anything with anyone. I just want to curl up on the sofa and watch a movie in sweats and cuddle. I want someone I feel completely comfortable with. I hate being single. But okay - bitching and moaning over with.
I'm back from my cruise with the Russells. It was a very good time! I know this sounds weird but it was really good to spend quality time with Misty. I consider her one of my best friends but 90% of the time we're together we're drinking or going to bars. It was cool to lay out by the pool, talk about things that mattered in our lives, and scope out cute boys that we would never actually talk to.
We played a lot of trivia games. The Russells are really into cruise activities which was of course completely fine with me. When we weren't playing some sort of game, we were in the casino. I played a lot of Caribbean Stud Poker. Eventually there became a group of us regulars: Misty, Me, Sam, Rob, and this married guy who would always look at Misty and I like a creeper. There was also the guy from the Blackjack table who I called Big Shrimp because I never actually learned his name. He looked like a cross between a 30 year old man and a 15 year old boy. Does that make any sense?
Key West was absolutely beautiful. I lovedlovedloved it and definitely want to go back there sometime on my own. Mexico was Mexico. A shit hole. I think I got off the boat for about 10 minutes tops. The only good thing about it was you could drink corona for a dollar. And I of course planted my ass on the sidewalk and did just that. The third day was at sea. The hurricane was pretty much on our tail the entire vacation. We missed all the storms by just a few hours but that didn't mean the ocean wasn't rocky as hell. I was extremelyyy dizzy the last night and kept popping Dramamine to try and settle myself. It wasn't working.
Anyway. Between Misty and I it's safe to say we took a good amount of pictures. I put some of them up on facebook already.
I want to go out tonight but I'm so physically drained. We were up till close to 4am last night and I woke up at 6am to travel. So I've been up for 15 hours running on 2 hours of sleep. I was still drunk when I woke up. I just want to sleep. I found out I work at Petco tomorrow from 3-10. I don't even know where my shirt is or remember what the hell I'm supposed to do for my job. I suppose I'll figure it out. I hope they don't throw me back into cashier right away. I'd so much rather do small animals. I have this scary feeling that this semester is going to be out of control busy. Between my job with cross country, my job with Petco, and my 17 credit semester, I'm wondering how I'm going to juggle it all. I see a lottt of nights bonding with my sofa and the tv. Ugh fuck I hate being single. I'm going to go mope about my life for now.
byeee ♥
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