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[03 Aug 2008|11:38am] |
Last night was difficult. I was exhausted but going out every night for a month has helped me to push through that and stay awake anyway. I barely drank when people came over because my thoughts were too busy racing.
I keep waiting for things to feel "normal". What I haven't realized is that what made so much of home "normal" is being with Dan and sliding next to him whenever he sat down or just having someone in the room who cared about you that much. Perhaps I need to understand that normal is going to be taking on a new definition. Of course it's not going to be the same now that I'm single. I knew this. I don't know why I thought it wouldn't be this hard.
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