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[28 Jun 2008|09:26am] |
I feel strange about the entirety of last night. The way too many "deep" conversations got started up after too many beers. The strange Ryan kid who, as funny and awkward as he was, put a damper on things. Merrick and this awful vibe I got from him. If one more thing came out of his mouth about what he got for free or clothes or anything I thought I was going to smack him. I'm afraid to see what change has happened now. We're supposed to hang out today, I guess I'll find out?
My house is destroyyyyyyyyyyeddddd. I can't even begin to explain it. Holy crap is there going to be a lot of cleaning.
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[28 Jun 2008|11:19am] |
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I'm officially convinced that someone stole my camera out of my house. dammit.
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[28 Jun 2008|11:39am] |
Scratch that! Camera found -- shoved up against the wall underneath the couch in the garage... i'll never understand how it got there. it's very scratched :( but atleast I found it! I have no idea what made me look there because thats probably the most random place everrr.
Also the way I just spelt "everrr" made me think of a funny quote last night.
"She added 3 letters, that means she really wants you"
"Excuse me I add three letters to the end of every sentence and it never means I want to fuck anyone"
apparently the guys take that as "I want you"?? I have no idea. their brains are twisted. if this is true I've been sending many a males the wrong signal.
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[28 Jun 2008|12:03pm] |
Also I think we're going to the cliffs today which I am very excited forrrr!!! Maybe I will see if Merrick wants to come do this? I feel like I was very aggressive to him last night hahaha. I really enjoyed his friend Mike. I tried facebooking him and it came up as Mike McFadden Music? I don't know... I don't know how to find him personally, I didn't even know he played music I'll have to check his stuff out. We shared a pot of mac n cheese last night.
Anyway, I feel like I'm being paranoid that Merrick doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I don't know. It's weird. Like I know he does and he kept promising me last night that he'd actually call today and I was wondering if I was sounding whiny. Like maybe I am being too demanding of his time? I mean really who the hell am I? I guess I'll see if he calls and if I don't hear from him by 2 I'll text him and let him know what we're doing and if he wants to join he can and if not thats cool too.
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