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[28 May 2008|09:36pm] |
It sucks to know I can't get back there with anyone. Not a single person. I can go to lunch with Rachael and get the fill-in of the past three years. I can look at pictures of where Max is now and comment him every now and then. I can look at old blurty entries and old conversations but it isn't going to bring my friendships back. I can IM Bryce and try and understand his current situations, or even flat out tell him how I feel - but its just never going to be how it was.
LilRoxybabe: haha i miss when we were really good friends
SputnikSignal: yeah me too
LilRoxybabe: I tried going to lunch with Rachael last month
SputnikSignal: howd that turn out
LilRoxybabe: but it like didn't work - I keep thinking I can get all my friendships back but I don't know, I think everythings just too far gone sometimes
SputnikSignal: yeah. who would have ever thought tim and i arent friends anymore
LilRoxybabe: we got along, but you could just tell we were so different now
SputnikSignal: whoever thought that would happen
LilRoxybabe: I know
SputnikSignal: it still feels weird
LilRoxybabe: it makes me like genuinely sad
SputnikSignal: to go from knowing someone so well to not at all
LilRoxybabe: I wish I was still friends with you and Rachael so much sometimes
SputnikSignal: yeah sadly we had a group i never thought would spread apart
LilRoxybabe: yeahh
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