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[12 Nov 2006|09:02pm] |
I've got a few short minutes to type before I have to go work on my project with Ashley. It's going to be such a bitch to do and I'm really not looking forward to it. but hey, 5 more days to get through and I'm homeward bound again.
This weekend was once again, amazing. Friday night came the realization that not everybody moves on. I can still say that he's where he was exactly 2 years ago. I didn't even want what he had to offer - and I felt as if the majority of our conversation was me trying to tell him he's a pathological liar. He couldn't even let down his defense enough to let my words through though. Apparently I'm the one who ended things two years ago - haha that I can't say I remember, but thank goodness one of us did, I've learned and experienced so much in the past two years I would never want to take back.
So here's a question - where do you go in life once you've figured it out? everything you want - where you want to be and who you want to be with. and I'm not talking presently, I'm talking about seeing your future and how you want things to be forever. and it doesn't seem all that scary to type out until I add the tail end "forever" but I'm mature in stating that comment. I'm onto something.
I spent all Saturday with Daniel. Shu, Dan, and I watched When Harry Met Sally. Stopped 20 minutes before the ending to go iceskating with Carroll and those girls -- really fun time. Grabbed taco bell on the way back with Shu and one of their friends. Came back to Dans apartment and we finsihed up When Harry Met Sally. Dan and I crashed for a good 2 hours and when we woke up he was feeling like shit - probably because he's finally catching pneumonia from me.
He was slipping into his shut down mode so I headed back home. Kathleen and Alex came over around 11 and Hoobs around midnight. around 1230 the four of us went to the Towson Diner. Had a greattt time at dinner and a bad mishap with tea. Took funny photos and had good times.
This morning I woke up to the wrath of tanya. We were having our wine tasting later that afternoon with 20 of their friends. Dan, Steve, Kathleen, Bobby, Alex, and Hoobs were all coming over too. I wanted everything to be nice just as much as mom did so I spent the morning helping her prepare for everything.
Needless to say, it went amazing. The game was SOOO rediculous and by the end of the game my parents were both drunk. Mod and I took pictures of us standing on top of the Hummer doing the "Me" with a 12 foot long Marlin. Afterwards, Dan Bobby and Steve took the Marlin upstairs with Mandy and Dave and tucked it into bed with a wine bottle on its fin and a cigar taped in its mouth with a White Marlin Open Tournament hat. It was redddiiiculous.
Around 5:30 I decided to leave. Dan helped me carry all my bags out to the Durango and I said my goodbyes to everyone. It was the perfect weekened. From the road I got a drunken phone call from Dan going on about how after I left he and drunk Tanya talked about Hopetown and now Dans going with them tomorrow hahah. so funny.
Anyway. I'm still dying. My feet are blistered from iceskating. and I have to go write 5 pages. loveee
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