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I'm so thankful for everything. Tongiht just filled me up and made me so much more complete. I almost can't believe I've only know Emily and Dan for three months. I've never felt so much myself around a family of people. Like, I completely let lose around them its unbelievable.
I'm not afraid to let my anger show either which is really different. Usually, when someone hurts me I keep it to myself and vent to other people. With Dan, I've been blatantly honest when he hurt me. Driving back from Strapasta eating pizza in the front seat and wearing his hoodie and he's talking about speeding and how he drives fast and in the midst of the conversation between me emily steve and dan I turn to dan and I go "yeah I hope you know I'm trying to make you feel ackward about that" "yeah I know" and that was it. I don't need to point it out anymore. He's well aware he can't put lies past me. It's funny because even the sucky times are humerous.
The show was pretty awesome. Jamison is a little too emotional for me and Dan and I got a kick out of the fact that he lookes EXACTLY like the brother in wedding crashers, you can't even imagine it. Anyway, Steve was so funny making fun of Jamison like pulling his guitar strings out of his guitar, it was insane. Waking Ashland was awesome and New Atlantic was good too. Then Jeti, or Jety from Sweden... all four bands were good.
After the show we went back to the Fustings. Got Strapasta pizza and watched the game in their basement. A little bit into the second quarter though I realized I was falling asleep and I needed to stay up to do homework so I peaced out. Dan decided he needed to get back to college too so we both left. Dan drove me down to my car and when we stopped it was like, this wave of energy came over "this is it, today marked that you're just friends and won't be anything more so accept it" and I guess I scared myself bc I jumped out of the car really quick. He had his head down and looked up at me as I jumped "alright well cya have fun in college, dont skip tomorrow bc I know you are going to wake up tomorrow morning and tell yourself it doesnt matter" "yeah, I know, I'll go, I just cant do my homework, I'm so tired and it's so much reading..."
I dont think anybody makes me laugh more than that kid.
Emily: Have you ver noticed we have so much random stuff down here?
Sam: yeah dude like what the hell is that?
Emily: It's a bear, but I dont know who made it, Dan, did I make that or did you?
Dan: Well it depends, is it good looking?
It's like, hes egotistical without being at all. He ACTS like he is but hes the complete opposite. And I love that everybody else isn't interested in knowing him. I can't explain it, it's just like, he's friends with all the guys the girls love, but none of them ever tried to get to know him and I did and he just accepted me wanting to be his friend. I think I talk to him more than anybody these past few weeks.
Anyway, I've got to go my eyes kill and I have so much homework. The show was awesome. I love the Fusting family. I'm really content for the first time in awhile. Goodnight loves. ♥
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-edit- im sorry but i was just talking to dan and re-read what i said and it had me laughing my ass off
PunkgitRist: stover just missed another firled goal
LilRoxybabe: your kidding
LilRoxybabe: his jobs not that hard how can he miss it again
PunkgitRist: i dunno, i mean i could obviously do it
PunkgitRist: i dunno y he cant
PunkgitRist: haha
LilRoxybabe: hahah dan shutup
PunkgitRist: i bet your dad is flipping out at the game
LilRoxybabe: lol i can just imagine
LilRoxybabe: my moms prob more pissed, she gets so dramatic when shes angry
LilRoxybabe: its like the one characteristc i hope i never pick up from her... shes so dramatic about situations
LilRoxybabe: like her bagle fell apart today and she lost it
LilRoxybabe: me and my dad were in the kitchen like holy crap calm down it goes back togehter
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