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hmm so I'm really awake this morning but that may be due to the fact that I jumped out of bed like a maniac when my dog shat alllll over my carpet. Yesterday he wakes me up bc he gets in a fight with the balloon, today he gets sick... no more of this shit. But tomorrow I can sleep in as late as I want... wait, no, gotta be out at 10.
Anyway homecoming is tonight!! Wahoo. Honestly though, if I get my period today I will kill myself bc that means homecoming is completely shot for me. Like if that happens I'll most likely be in the corner crying my eyes out of cramps and ahh that would suck. I'm just kind of... not worried but... like I was supposed to have it and it be over with by now. I'm like a week or a week and a half delayed and that nevvverrr happens to me.
I'm thinking it might have to do with running. I know Chris had to go on birth control bc her period went out of whack from running and she would only get her period 4 times a year. When I first told Mod all i asid was I hadnt gotten my period in a week and left it at that and came upstairs. Like 2 seconsd later shes in my room and is like Sam you need to tell me if you and Bryce have been having sex so I can get you birth control and she's like really calm and jsut talking to me and I'm like mom I swear I haven't had sex but she kept on going like I had and I was pregnant and I'm like mother CHILL thats so far from my mind. Finally she was like alright after 5 minutes and left hahah. I was just so confused by the whole thing.
Alright so the shit stench is really getting to me blah.
Oh man I hope homecoming rocks tonight. Every homecoming I've ever been to has been absolutely amazing. Like, both years homecoming has been one of my best nights out of the schoolyear. Aiming for the third year in a row :) hahah you know whats sad? I can say these nights a yr and two yrs ago were so amazing and the sad thing is I shared them with the biggest fags ever (ryan and matt) but I guess things were different back then... back then they didnt seem so... dull?
I used to be so... I don't know I think part of my years worth obsession with Ryan was that I thought he was mysterious and secretive and I wanted to know everything in his head but it took me about a year and a half to realize that he was just boring... bottom line.
But still, something about finally feeling like you're there with who you want to be after liking them for a year is so incredible... it doesnt matter who that person it... just having them treat you so differently than they would for one night.
Oh man I am so rambling haha why am I tihnking so much at 6 am?
and why am I getting a random stomach ache?
Watch it be pre-period cramps. ahhhhhhhh
I'm so scared hahaha.
I'm out, peace out kiddies. Have a good one!
<3 Sam
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