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[31 Aug 2004|11:53am] |
Last night was such a fucking disaster. I am so just... I don't know. I can't believe anything that happened. Lets see. Things were good with Bryce... and then everybody else came into the picture and things just went downhill. I really wish I was a boy sometimes... they're so more chill and just... I don't like any girls. I don't want to start school up tomorrow at all. I'm never going to belong there.
But ignore everything I just said I'm angry so I'm acting really immachure sorry. So, last night. Bryce and I meet up with Gair and Lizzie... talk about a crazy duo. hah. Well then Zack, Phil, Billy, and Zacks exchang student come up and we're talking to them and it's chill. They leave and Megs Joz Fler and Nagle arrive. As soona s I turned around and Meg and Nagle were waving their hands in my face in the most annoying tone over "HI SAM HOW ARE YOU?" I just wanted to kill myself.
Anyway I don't even want to write about the fair. The only part I enjoyd was being with Bryce and sword fights. Elizabeth had a fucking episode and started crying and everybody felt bad for her and it was all bc she knew she wasnt getting attention.
So then we come home. And things are dandy but no... Joz says something about Megans jean skirt being stolen and me not thinking says Oh you know about that? Well then it turned into this huge fucking tempertantrum where Megs is crying and screaming. I was completely mortified. I am so embaressed that Bryce had to be there. I just felt like "Hey Bryce... meet my friends... yeah no, I swear theyre 16 they just act like theyre fucking FIVE!"
I'm sorry I dont feel like writing anymore because everything I say is mean out of anger and I dont want to be mean. I just want friends... I dont want "friends" anymore.
<3 Sam
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