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[10 Jul 2004|04:45pm] |
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Maria Mena -- You're the only one |
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Ahhh its good to be home. Once we turned on Manor Road all I could smell was fresh grass and it reminded me so much of Alliston.
So I'm here. I didn't realize how much I've been away. It's crazy to say but I've been away so much and when I'm home I'm home for such a short amount of time that when I opened the closet to look in my hamper my school uniform was still lying inside.
I want to see everybody. I want to see Raq. I've been away from her for a week and I'm already going thru mucho withdrawl hahah. I miss Phil, Paul, Joz... I LOVE YOU GUYS.
I don't know how long I'm home for so I have to make the best of it. But dont I always? All I know is I need just 1 on 1 time with Bryce. Real bad. We saw one another every day in OC but it was always with a group of people... whether Chrissy, or Chrissy and Justin. Which no doubt was a hell of a time. And by the way... really random. Hahah like I dont know. It was different enough that Chrissy was hanging out with my friends but then Justin I havent seen since Megs party. But it was so fun.
I'm hoping I can go to Towson tonight. I'd love to see everybody. I want Raq to spend the night too so I can show her all my nifty new things and tell her about my week and ahhh RAQ ANSWER UR FREAKING PHONE. I've kind of gone stalkerish on her haha I left like 2 voicemails and called her like 6 times plus her house haha and talked to her mom for a little.
Ahh alright I'm really too overwhelmed to talk right now so I am just gonna go unpack and talk to u all later.
Adios!
Pick up lines of the week::
>> "Hello ladies. I found a bike. Do you like my bike?"
>> "Hey you wanna ride on my Harley?"
>> "Grr "Did you just bark at me?" "Grr Roof!"
>> "Which way to the beach?" (while flexing biceps)
MUCHO LOVE!
<3 Sam
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[10 Jul 2004|08:51pm] |
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"Dont have much time for sympathy, but it never happened to me"
So I was going through my binder from the school year. It was surprisingly veyr organized... not what I remembered. I was flipping through random papers when the Seeing Red lyrics slipped out. I forgot how good of a song that was and how much it affected me when Ashly presented it.
I started reading the lyrics and went over all the side notes she had written down the day I was crying about Paul doing drugs. Reading them now I noticed I understand them so much better then I had when she handed them to me a few months back. I've been saying how shallow I've felt lately... and maybe on some levels I have been a shallow person... but I am coming to a new understanding and realizing so much more about everything. It's just weird how back then I looked at the lyrics through teary eyes confused as shit and just trying to understand what the sidenotes meant. Now I look at them... and maybe I dont completely understand them and maybe I never will... but I've come so far to being able to relate to it.
So this in a way is a weird kind of thanks that goes out to Paul Fruin and Ashly for breaking down one more barrier.
<3 Sam
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