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Ahh so yesterday was my first xc practice. I was scared as a mother fucker. I ran varsity wahoo. The first mile i started crying and almost quit bc i got sucky ass cramps but i knew i had to keep up with Amy and I did. Our team kicked ass and if it wasnt for my damned cramps i wouldnt have felt so shitty but what can ya do..thats life. Our school one first place at the meet and i got to go up with Kelly Glenna Amy Kristen Julia and Amanda to get the trophy. Like only the 7 varsity girtls could go up and it just felt soooo awesome, i loved it.
Anyway, Im sorry for my trash talking mouth but see ive been spending my summer around a lot of sailors and well all they do is cuss and now i cant stop. The only time I dont cuss is when im around matt bc hes like perfect and yeah, i cant do that lol.
Im writing this entry from Ashlys house right now, shes in the shower. I fucked things up real bad today.
First of all, I told matt id come to his came. Then ashly invited me over today and i was like yeah sure ill come totally forgetting about amtts game..then Joz invites me ove rher house for cheesy movie night and im like ill deff come forgetting about matt and ashlys...so today i get to school realizing three people are expecting me to be with them tonight.
I told Matt I couldnt go out because it was my parents anniversary an i was just so flustered bc id messed up my plans. And he was pretty cool with it. I just feel so horrible because i really want to see him play and i just hope i didnt let him down. I told Joz the scenario and she was cool with it though shes cool with everything.
one of the gals *who will remain nameless* kept trying to get me to skip ashlys and go to Joz's. See first i told Joz I could go forgetting about my plans and then i realized it that nighy i was going to ashlys and was like i cant go and they were like well just come and we wont tell anyone where u are because we really want u to come.
First off, I love ashly so much and i mean ive been spending soooo much time with the other girls, i just havent had a night to chill with ashly! It kinda pissed me off when they wanted me to not go to ashlys and instead hang with them..i was like but guys i wannnaaa go to ashlys and theyre like but dont u want to come with us? and i was like yeah but i wanna spend time with ashly too cause shes my friend too and theyre like well whatever we think u should come with us.
So now im at ashlys and im glad i didnt bail, not that i was even going to haha but shes so cool to talk to, i got to catch up with so much stuff with her. The bands coming over at 6 woot woot!! I cant wait to see them, they kick ass.
Anyway, im out, gotta take a shower..ill write more later
<3 Sam
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