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[24 Aug 2003|09:51pm] |
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oh lordy lord i knewww i was gonna getmyself in a mess.
Ok so Phil told rach he was thinking about taking me to harvest and that would be cool, id only go if ashly or rach was going though. Anyway then matt starts talking to me and i mean we've been getting really close..we can talk forever haha and he's cool and yeah i was starting to become attracted to him but then im like i dunno i keep getting my emotions confused.
Well today he basically told me he liked me, it couldnt have come out any more obvious.
roll****06: you know what i need for sophmore year?
lilroxybabe****: whats that?
roll****06: girlfriend
lilroxybabe****: yeahh i know what u mean..i think im gonna wait till like a little into school starts back up to start goin for guys again tho cause im so weird like this summer after christian i was just like ok i dont feel like javing any boyfriend but once i get back to school i think ill be back in the mode..haha that makes no sense but i get it
roll****06: lol
roll****06: i dont know though
roll****06: ive got someone in mind
lilroxybabe****: oh reaaallyyy
roll****06: but i gotta wait
roll****06: well a yea
lilroxybabe****: whos that?
roll****06: cant tell
roll****06: its a secret
lilroxybabe****: psht fine
roll****06: well see how it plays out
lilroxybabe****: haha yeah
roll****06: what about you
roll****06: anyone in mind?
lilroxybabe****: i dunnnoooo..its a secret haha
roll****06: oh not cool
----so yeah..matt and phil both like me now...though phils liked me for awhile. I dont know what to do. I made it clear that i wasnt making any decisions about anjything till school started back up.
fasldfj what a messsss...and u know everyones like poor u, u have to chose between guys but sometimes it really suckssss
<3 Sam
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