mandy's Blurty

another one of those days
everything has been so weird today. everyone just seems distant or maybe it is me. i feel like im pulling further and further away from everyone . and i hate that feeling . the only person that seems for real anymore is my child . he is the only one i have any kind of connection with . and he is the only thing im living for at the moment . i have so much will power when i think about him . he is the reason for me going to college and gettin my life started . and i think alot of it is i just miss my mom . its funny how you have your life so together and everything is falling right in place .. but at the same time you seem to be falling apart inside .