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Not a Durn ThaNG [28 Apr 2003|01:03pm] [ mood | horny ] Hey yall..Nothing exciting happened today, i got out of school at 11...went and ate lunch at work wid my mom, and then i have 2 tests to study for..Sociology test..omg, it is on FOUR friggen chapters..im soooo gonna fail..and then I have an exam in there next week..ugh. I also have a Math test tomorrow, ah who cares, im older than some of my tests grades in there..lmao!! Bad I know! But anywho, heres a short little quiz, and I'll update again later!! Luv you girls!! <33 Much <3, *Leslie* You just want to be in the middle of a Sam & Frodo sandwich, eh? What's your sexual perversion? Created by ptocheia ^lmao ok that is hilarious hahahahaha JOIN!!!! http://blurty.com/~lyricsnquotes_

QuiZzeS [26 Apr 2003|06:59pm] [ mood | stressed ] Mandy Moore Which female singer are you? brought to you by Quizilla Jude Law: you like them romantic and British with beauiful green eyes. Which guy are you destined to have sex with? brought to you by Quizilla

[23 Apr 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | depressed ] ok my life sucks..i wanna get away from here so bad. every day i have 1 problem, i end up with 10 more by the time night-time comes. my life feels like its never gonna get any better. sometimes i feel like i dont even know what real laughter is anymore. I feel so alone in such a big world. The happy cute smiling girl you once knew feels like she is most depressed child ever created. How could someone who loved me, change so quick? I feel so ashamed of myself, humiliated, and hurt. Never I have ever felt so betrayed by the ppl I thought once cared. Its almost like some ppl find humor in just knowing their hurting me. They actually laugh at the site of me crying. How could that be the person I once loved? HOW? How could i be so gnieve to think I was actually important? How could I be so gnieve to think I was their everything? How could I be so gnieve to think that someone i loved actually loved me back? Tears streaming my down my face, I feel like my life is just stuck in one place. And everyone else is continuing what their doing. Hes just laid back, doing things he shouldnt even do, and not thinking twice about how he could hurt me. Not thinking twice about all the times he said i love you. HOW COULD I BELIEVE SOMEONE LIKE THIS? HOW could i be so deceived? How could I think that I actually mattered?? I dont think I'll ever be able to trust another guy again...I have been so damaged by the one I once loved, and at this moment in time, I feel like I'll never recover. I wanna pick up the pieces, but its like a puzzle, where ppl just keep adding extra pieces and I cant seem to finish the puzzle in time. I know God is gonna work my life out, but in the time being, I wish he could take away this pain. ALL THIS PAIN that i feel is so unbearable. I can barely get myself to sleep at night w/out shedding at least 100 tears. Everyone tells me not to cry, but Ive lost my best friend. And the problems? Their happy w/out me. Much <3 *Leslie*

LiFehOUsE laYouT [23 Apr 2003|07:24pm] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | 'COme DiG mE oUt'~KElLY oSbOUrNE ] New Layout again! haha..This time its Lifehouse. I had to do another music group layout haha!! I really think everyone liked the Now & Then one. It was a good one. I actually did two of them. But anywho..Thanks goes to /~witchezkat for the icon. She made it for me a while back but I had been saving it, cause its probably like my favorite icon ever, haha! Anywho..Hope you guys likies! Or should I say you gals!! Ill update about my day next entry!! <33 PS: Dont forget to join!! http://blurty.com/~lyricsnquotes_ And yes you can just share songs, quotes, or whatever as well on there. It doesnt neccessarily have to be what your feeling. LoL... Love *Leslie* aka *PoIsOn IvY*

wElCOme TO My NEiGhBorhOod [23 Apr 2003|01:13pm] [ mood | okay ] Hey yall, I actually started a little community. I hope ya join. I just felt it was a good idea cause lately because of what I've delt with, Ive really been digging into quotes, lyrics and all that good stuff. So i figured it would be a good idea to just start my own community!! http://blurty.com/~lyricsnquotes_ <~~ click here I really hope yall join!! I think itll be fun!!!

[22 Apr 2003|10:03pm] sorry yall I havent been updating much and I know I havent commented in a while, but please keep me on your lists. I have been going thru so much that its driving me up the wall...Ill try to comment and update more later on this week. I just have a BAD weekend a head of me..so im like sitting here shaking about how bad things are..ugh. Thanks for understanding yall!! Love you!!

Im OOOO-Tay! [21 Apr 2003|08:51pm] [ mood | confused ] Hey yall..I am okay! whew thank goodness. It got scary there for a minute. But yall about the prom thing, I dont think I should go. Who WANTS to go with someone who basically just wants to use them?? And its not my high school. Its his. UGH. Im outta high school and frankly I dont need this drama. Will anyone move to Columbia South carolina with me? Cause i wanna move there, and I need a roommate! lolz! Love you!!

[21 Apr 2003|06:13pm] TORNADO WARNING RIGHT NOW. EMERGENCY FLASHERS ARE ON, AND THEY ARE TELLING US TO TAKE COVER IMMEDIATELY..PLEASE PRAY! BYE BYE!

D.A. [20 Apr 2003|11:20pm] [ mood | happy ] oh what a dumb butt..I just remembered at 11:30 that my college wont have classes tomorrow..gah..im such a loser haha..and what if i actually got up at 5:30 and got ready to go somewhere nobody would be? lol..gee glad i remembered..*slaps head* Nite yall!! Love Leslie

QuIZ bAbY [19 Apr 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | hot ] current [ current clothes ] abercrombie tank top and Ae shorts [ current mood ] Alright [ current music ] Like a Stone~Audioslave [ current taste ] None really [ current make-up ] none, I was lazy today lol [ current hair ] its down [ current annoyance ] some ppl that i cant stand now..lol [ current smell ] Abercrombie 8 [ current thing i ought to be doing ] schoolwork [ current desktop picture ] Now & Then picture...same one as my layout [ current favorite group] Aerosmith/Lifehouse [ current book you're reading] none, I dont read lol [ current cd in cd player] Sugar n Spice soundtrack [ current movie in vcr] Deuce Bigalow: Male Gigolo [ current color of toenails ] dark brown [ current refreshment ] just got thru drinking a cherry coke [ current worry ] betrayal last person. [ you touched ] i handed the coke back to my mom so it would be her [ you talked to ] Hope [ you hugged ] prob my mom..aint I sweet? lolz [ you instant messaged ] Ella [ you yelled at ] umm...probably alot of ppl haha [ you kissed ] uhhh..no kisses for me anymore :(:( lolz favorite. [ food ] shrimp [ drink ] cherry coke/oreo milkshake [ color ] black & pink [ album ] ummm alot! i love my burned cds the best tho! [ shoes ] all my heels..candies..etc [ candy ] all kinds haha.. [ animal ] puppy dog [ tv show ] golden girls/battle of the sexes [ movie ] now &then/hocus pocus/legally blonde [ dance ] lmao..I dunno [ song ] Fighter~ Xtina [ vegetable ] green beanz [ fruit ] peachez <33 yummmmmy [ cartoon ] spongebob squarepants/scooby doo are you. [ understanding ] yupp [ open-minded ] i think so [ arrogant ] nope [ insecure ] yeah i can be [ interesting ] everyone is [ random ] sure [ hungry] not really [ friendly ] yep [ smart ] when i try..lol [ moody ] yea we all can be [ childish ] haha i can be [ independent ] i am really being independent now that im single..cause i dont need to man to take me far in life...gah a lesson its takin me 18 years to learn lol [ hard working ] if its something i like to do [ organized ] sometimes lol [ healthy ] yep i am [ emotionally stable ] gah i dunno lol... [ shy ] nope [ difficult ] lol sometimes [ attractive ] sure..we are all attractive in our own way. [ bored easily ] yup [ messy ] yup lol [ thirsty ] yep [ responsible ] yup [ obsessed ] with some things..yep! [ angry ] actually i am a little bit.. [ sad ] sorta... [ happy ] actually im okay..lol [ hyper ] i can be sometimes..but not really [ trusting ] most definitely [ talkative ] o yea..in a big way! lol [ legal ] 18 yes im legal..haha who do you want to. [ kill ] a few ppl..well not kill them..but scare them! haha [ slap ] gah...i could name a few on that one!! [ get really wasted with ] ANNIE! haha..we'd be so crazy! [ get high with ] i dunno..i dont wanna get high lol [ tickle] everyone haha its fun [ kiss] someone who is sweeeeeeeeeet [ look like ] umm..a movie star? I wouldnt mind looking like Christina Ricci or Reese Witherspoon [ talk to offline ] Any of my close friends.. [ talk to online ] Any of my close friends too..lol

WhY.. [19 Apr 2003|06:07pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | *ChEErlEaDinG muSic* ] I dont wanna post the reason I was kinda upset, but if you wanna IM me, please do (AFKraziixBabi3)....And I didnt wanna put the post in private either, cause some ppl on my lists are from here..so ya know.. But anyway!! Luv you girls!! THANKS SO MUCH AGAIN AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOOOOONDERFUL EASTER TOMORROW!! EAT LOTS AND LOTS!! haha!! <33 *LeSLIe* aka *PoIsOn IVy*

[19 Apr 2003|01:35am] i swear i feel like the only true friends i have are you girls on blurty.....what would i do w/out you? :):(

Not MucH tODaY [18 Apr 2003|12:16am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | *SaNtA MOnICa*~EvErCleAr ] Heres a couple cute quizzes! Donna A. Which Donna are You? brought to you by Quizilla Jaded Which Aerosmith Song Does Your Life Relate to? brought to you by Quizilla NOW, for the cut! /~prettiibrittnii (I think you might have gotten a new journal, Im not sure, but if you did, add me there!) :) /~sexiiblondii04 (Magz, ur my hometown girl, but I havent even seen you online in a month! lol..So I know your probably gonna delete your journal AGAIN..) /~xglaszhart (You havent updated in forever lol..But when you do, if you wanna be kept, let me kno) Thanks yall! Much Love..and post me if ya want!

OuCh..CUT! [17 Apr 2003|01:26am] [ mood | pissed off ] Ok Im gonna HAVE to do a friends cut tomorrow or Friday because after reviewing my friends list, I see about at least 10 names of which have never commented after asking me to add them, and I do know Ive commented them at least 2 or 3 times on theirs, which may not be much, but its more than they commented lol..I REALLY dont wanna cut anyone, but I think Im gonna have to!! So if you wanna stay, whether youve ever commented or not, NOW is the time to comment!! lolz!! I totally appreciate it girlz!! Rawk on! Much love to all of you who have commented and who have been there for me.. U R TRULY the best!! Much <3...*Leslie* PS: Sorry if i havent commented myself in the past 2 days, it has taken me like 4 minutes just to get my page to load..I dunno if its our internet provider or what, but my computer has been extremely slow..and its froze up 359839583958 times today, and half the pages i went to it just stopped half away and never loaded, and then it wouldnt let me X out..so its been a rough day!! lol..Ttyl Chickies!!

Take this poll PLEASE!!! [16 Apr 2003|03:28pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | *WaTcHIN rOSeAnnE* ] Poll #1581: Open to: all, results viewable to: all Who was your favorite Now & Then Character? View Answers Samantha aka Gaby Hoffmann 7 (25.0%) Roberta aka Christina Ricci 13 (46.4%) Teeny aka Thora Birch 6 (21.4%) Chrissy aka Ashleigh Aston Moore 2 (7.1%) Gah that movie freakin rocks..I about died when I found out Gaby Hoffmann, Thora Birch and Christina Ricci would all be in the movie, cause those are my fave 3 actresses!! lolz! Well please TAKE THIS QUIZ! i beg ya! Love yall!!

LitTlE QuiZzIE [15 Apr 2003|10:14pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | *FiGhTeR*~ChrIsTiNa AgUilErA ] Which Rock Chick Are You? Haha, I dont look anything like Shirley Manson except for the red hair thing..But I am Sassy Outspoken and Semi-Wild! lolz!! Thats a purty cool quiz I figured I'd go ahead and post it b4 I forgot!! Love yall!!!

FinAllY a WrITten UpDaTe [15 Apr 2003|11:09am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | *WaTcHin DaWsOnS cReEk* ] Well Heres my update on everything! I saw Chad for the first time Sunday in 2 weeks. We just said hey and nothing much else, cause tha crush came to church w/ me. Well, update on the crush. I told him I didnt wanna date, why? Because he was already talking about going out after we had only been hanging for like 2 days! Thats too quick for me, escpecially after coming out of a 4 yr relationship. So I kinda just broke it off w/ him. Life is just too confusing for me. Guys are just too confusing for me. I still love Chad and have feelings for him, but as far as being w/ him, I dont want to. Cause its like the Christina Aguilera song "I keep going back to the one thing I need to walk away from". And thats what Ive done for the past 4 years w/ Chad, and this time, I did walk away, and I dont wanna go back? Ya know why? Cause YOU'LL NEVER get over someone by continuously going back to them! And then if you break up again, you've rekindled all the feelings you had for them, and then your left heartbroken again. So its better to just break it off one time, and dont look back! Ya know? Hes in Myrtle Beach all week for Spring Break, i really pray he doesnt do anything he shouldnt. I kno we arent a couple, but when youve shared so many 'experiences' w/ sum1, your scared to see what they'll do when your broken up. Ya know? But anyway, enough about that. Im sure yall understand what I mean!! Well I have to take my mustang to be worked on today, the service engine light is on again! We think its just the censor that keeps going off, hopefully it is so that it doesnt require alot of work, cause Im already gonna be w/out a car tonight and tomorrow! UGH! Yall I totally wanna go to Columbia shopping! lol..Im about to die of wanting to go shopping. But Ive done spent so much money already that I dont have any left! lol Ya know I just wanna thank all of my blurty girls for listening to me, and always being there. Some of yall are better than REAL FRIENDS in REAL LIFE! Its true!! You never fail at commenting me or cheering me up, where some of my local friends are too busy to even begin to be concerned! I truly wanna THANK YALL FOR THAT!! !! I love ya!! Post me some love as usual! ;p *Leslie*

NoW & Then QuoTe [14 Apr 2003|07:00pm] [ mood | grateful ] Since we're on the Now & Then layout..I must give my ALL-TIME favorite quote! Which this quote has meant more to me than any quote imaginable. It has given me a hope, and a understanding. Seriously. Because I have went thru much stuff in my life..more than anyone thinks. And Things have been rough lately as well. The Quote from the Movie: *Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but thats no reason to shut out the world..Theres a purpose for the Good & for the Bad*~Now & Then Aww, dont let me get all teary eyed now! :( lol!!!

[14 Apr 2003|04:54pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | *TuRnINg ARoUNd*~JiMmy BuFfEtT ] Now & Then Layout is up! yay..I know it doesnt look all that gr8 but itll do! lol..I just realllllly love that movie, and i had to make one!! haha! Next week Im doing the Abercrombie layout, because alot of you wanted me to do one of those too. I just gotta get an icon made first!! Well I hope everyone likes it!! *Post me some love*! Much <333 *Leslie*

xTinA QuiZzIe [13 Apr 2003|11:39pm] You are...Cant hold us down. Wow, you're a kick-ass chick and won't let any man take advantage of you. Which Christina Aguilera song are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^haha, I didnt think Id get this answer..but thats purty cool!!! <33 yall!! Ill write later, I have alot to say!!

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