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Preggo.... [28 Mar 2008|10:04pm] Its been forever since i wrote on here...\ i though i should come on here and read my mind away... me and luis seperated for about a year and 3 months... i got preggo from another guy... things didnt work out with my second baby daddy *Junior* i wanted to soooo bad work things out with luis... but like always i dig myself into the same hole... nothing new... except now... things are worst... luis has a girlfriend... which i never tend to accept... i just need to open my eyes... i always run back to luis... no matter what he puts me through.. it just hurts soooo bad... i know karma comes around... and im getting mine in return... i just deeply wish him the best of luck in the world... i really want him to be happy... post comment

Yay [14 Aug 2006|08:58pm] It turned out to be that Luis didnt work the twelve hours he came home at 4 becuz it turned out that this week they only work 8 hours for 5 days. Thats the good thing but he got home and went to sleep. We cant even spend time together. It sucks. Then next week when he really starts working full time but graveyard we're not gonna be together at all. Ill be startng school next week also and when Ill be at school hell be at home sleeping and when I get home he'll still be sleeping till he wakes up to go to work. That really sucks. Oh well its all for the best of us right. Maybe not now but in the long run yeah. post comment

♥ It's meeh! ♥ [14 Aug 2006|01:56pm] Well I really haven't been up to much. My babe Luis is gonna start working twelve hourse starting today. How Boring its gonna be without him. He leaves at six something in the morning and wont be home till seven in the night. Om my gosh what to do. Hopefully I start school sometime next week. I have to call my counciler and see whats gonna happen. I also have to call The Casitas daycare center to see if I could start taking my baby girl to the day care. I feel awful though. "Leaving ny daughter with a complet stranger not knowing who they are. But supposabley that they are professionals. From what I have heard. Thats where the neightbor takes her baby girl when she goes to school.. so lets wait and see what the neighbor thinks about it! post comment

Okay then! [01 Aug 2006|01:17pm] [ mood | cynical ] I know I make my babe seem terrlible. But hes really not. I guess it's just that when I get angry I get really *FISTY* and it's not suppose to be like that. I *LOVE* this boy to death. I want to spend the rest of my *LIFE* w/ him. What would really be of me! I guess life would be really *BORING* with out him and my *BABY* post comment

LOL [01 Aug 2006|01:01pm] [ mood | guilty ] Last night waz too *FUNNY*! Me and Luis were fighting. Actually I waz Like *ALWAYZ*. I just can't help myself. I waz picking out fights and I could tell he gets sad! *I LOVE IT* I waz flickering his ear, poking his eyes, pinching him. Basically, he waz getting no *SLEEP* so he went to lay on the *FLOOR* I kept blabering my mouth about all the *night bugz* how they would creep in his ear and mouth *YUK* After about ten minutes he went back to the bed. So there I went again. Until I felt *CONSIENCE* to what I waz doing. It was four something am and he had to go work @ six am. *SoRrY bAbY* I just turned twords hhim and said *OKAY IM DONE FIGHTING* He turned to me so I could *HUG* him. I *SQUEEZED* tight as we both went *NIGHT~NIGHT* post comment

[01 Aug 2006|03:08am] Same BULLSHIT as always. Fuck...why cant I just laugh everything off! I feel like im a cell mate in Prison! I cant go on with it. Why keep someone tamed when theres no reson too. I wish I couls fly like a bird post comment

[28 Jul 2006|09:14pm] hello post comment

As of last night. [25 Jul 2006|09:29am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | AHH...Silance ] Damn it was hectic. Luis got all mad b~cuz I was writing on here about how he likes to be all up in my biz. I waz only saying that becuz i wanted to get him mad of coarse. "But its true" And like always it worked. He got all hurt. Then as I wuz writing he turned the power button off. How rude ha? He just doesnt understand. I get frusturated. I had moved back with my mother becuz she helps me out with my baby gurl a lot. Thats something I really need specially cuz Im a first time mother. I need someone to at least say "Hey you need a hand?" or "Is there anything you want me to help you with?" I feel like im not doing anything right sometimes when Daileen cries. I get real hyped up. In situations like that my mom would help out and give me a hand. Here its like too much pressure. Nomebody I can turn too for a hand once in a while. Or at least ask. Not even from my spouse. An agreement took place before I decided to come back. Luis was gonna help me out day or night working or not. He was gonna wash bottles and we were gonna take turns with her. He was gonna become responsible and not always turn to his father. "help is always ok though...once in a while." Luis wuz suppose to fix this room all by himself. But the one doing that is his dad. "Like always!". Thats not the point. The point is hes not doing his part and when I rub it in he gets all mad. We said we werent gonna hide anything from eachother and he was to be more opened minded. So far..............NOTHING! He just washed bottles for 3 days in a row. Last night I was stock washing bottles. And watching her all nite and all day YESTERDAY. Thats how it's gonna start. Were gonna go back to the same beggining. I already Know it. post comment

BORED!!!&HUNGRY!!! [23 Jul 2006|12:22am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Silence ] Damn...It's pretty late. Well not really. It's only twelve-twentyfive. My baby girl is sleeping and it's the only lonesome time I get alone. I was on the net today...but it's so freakin' slow "I SWEAR". I really wanted to read an article about making baby food @ home cuz baby food lids were kind of infecting the babys food somehow. I dunno... Thats why I wanted to read it. I know the basics like for carrots, and bananas. Thats it. Thats funny. Not like im only planning to feed Daileen only carrots and bananas. lol. Im so freakin' hungry I swear. I ant get up to get something or anything to eat b-cuz I dunno. Only I could understand myself. All I ate wuz a salad today. It's better than nothing I guess! Damn it's real boring. I wish I could just " I dunno do something". Typical Day. Nothing to do just stay home. At least today I went to the family dollar to buy my baby girl pampers. Oh yeah and to the gas station! How f-u-n! Whoopeee! I cant wait till my baby gets older. I'll actually have someone to communicate with. Some one who could have a conversation with me, and tell me her thoughts. I better take advantage too. She will only be at my sight till she starts going to school, her friends house, the mall, shopping, on dates, parlaying " Parting-Late", then...She'll hardley have time to chat. Hopefully she doesnt grow up that fast. Although she still has to go thru lots of fun things...LIKE...crawling "which she doesn't tend to wanna do", Learn how to sit up on her own "which she already wants and tries to do", Hold her own bottle "she's almost getting there. Gosh...I could still remember seing her for the first time in the delivery room. She was so TINY..."Oh...QUE BONITO!!!" Everyone and there grannies went to go see my little angel sent from above "HEAVEN". Well Im getting kinda tierd out. I guess I gots to go now. It was nice writing to my self. Seemed likr the best conversation I've had today. Including my other morning and afternoon blogs. post comment

[22 Jul 2006|07:58pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | MADAGASCAR "MOVIE" ] UUHHHHHH!!!! HE GETS SO ANNOYING....I swear. I cant stand him sometimes. I dunno. He just annoys me. He's always saying dumb things. For example...Hes been downloading a stupid movie since he woke up. It's still not done. He's been using the computer and now that I decided to log on he sayes "oh the movie is downloading slow because ur using to the computer" How stupid...All of a sudden...I'm so sure!!! post comment

[22 Jul 2006|09:19am] OMG...what would I do without *MEMORIES* post comment

When I spent the night @ sonias [22 Jul 2006|09:11am] FROM SONIAS BLURTY Yesterday I went to practice. We learned a new step, it was pretty cool. After practice me and Ruth walked in the rain, I was freeeezing. We went to her house, then after my sis picked us up and we went shopping. We came to my house and started getting ready to go to some kick back. Me and Ruthie looked so pretty ;O). We left like at 9 and didnt get home till 2:30 a.m. The kick back was really fun!!!! Especially for Ruthie and for me Too ;O)! A lot of people were there. Ruth slept over my house. I woke up at 9:30 a.m. and Ruth at 11 am..Shes such a lazy bum. Today we might go out again..YAY! The reason she woke up so damn late was because she was on the internet till like 5:42 in da morning..she was talking to alot of guys, shes a straight out pimp! "I wishI can be just like Her When I grow UP! LOL" Even though I am older than her and TaLLer! LOL.. Well Ruthie is Right here right now..Shes laughing at me..I love that girl, shes so COOOL! And Wonderful and Sweet and Short and Reallll Short and 4'11 but happy because shes as tall as Shakira and Spontanious and Exquisite! LoL..K well Ruthie is now gonna write in my journal...: hi... im Ruthie Baby. And i am ToOTs Friend. Shes my sexy gurl. And let me tell you she really is a sexy gurl. Just like me. And let me tell you we are really goofy peEps. Only when we're 2gether. So ya "cOrn WaTER SpLaSH" iNSIDE JOKE. LOL... HE HE HE You so funny. So ya now about that kick back.. THAT SHIT WAS TIGHT YO' .. OH AND WHEN I GROW UP IM GONNA BE A RAPPER AND MY NAME IS GONNA BE KWEST. never mind. TOOOOOO WHHHAAACCCCKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WIGGIDY WIGGIDY WHACK!!!!!. NOW TELL ME WHAT KIND OF IDIOT WOULD STICK WITH A NAME LIKE THAT?? You feel me? Cause Sonia does. Ya going back to my rapping ill be CHRISTINA. YO YO YO MY NAME IS CHRISTINA AND WHEN IT COMES TO WHACKO IM HIS SPERM CLINA' ... AND WHAT YO YOU LIKE THAT HA.. YUP YUP K GOTTA GO LUV YA BUH BYE LUV YA LOTS AND TAKE GOOD KARE AND MEMBER THE KARE BEARS ARE THE BEST BECAUSE THEY CARE AND NEVER FLAIR. AND JUST IN CASE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS DONT BOTHER TO ASK BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS EITHER SO DONT ASK IT JUST SOUNDS RIGHT K K WELL ITS BEEN ME RUTHIE BABY SAYING NOTHING MORE OR NOTHING LESS BUT PEACE LOVE LATES AND IM UP AND THRU WITH MY KISS YOULL NEVER RESIST *MUAH* P.S SONIA SHES SO NICE. WEll its me again..SOnia..Just wanted to say BYe..*xoxo* post comment

Too Many Funny Memories [22 Jul 2006|09:08am] THIS IS SONIAS BLURTY *Monday* We started school again, i was so usto waking up late..when i woke up that morning my head was hurting. I went to school looking shitty because I didnt feel like getting ready. There was drama at school..omg. It was crazy! After school I went to practice and It was pretty fun, we learned a new routine. I was kinda mad cuz Ruth cant be in Stomp/Dance anymore :O(..that sucks! I went home, did homework then went to sleep! *Tuesday* School started at 9, I woke up at 6. I wanted to look pretty, and thats the only reason I woke up so damn early! See what us girls do in order to look pretty..ha ha. I got ready and went to school looking pretty..;O). It was an alright day. I had fun at lunch, I was kickin it with Cesar and Ruth and some other people but they were the only ones I was mainly talking to. After school I went to practice and at practice we learned a new step...It was tight! My friend took me home after practice.. *Wednesday* was nomination day for Winterformal! Some of my girls were going for it..For the senior class I nominated Sonia L, Jennifer, and some other 2 girls Joanna had on her list..For the guys I forgot who i voted for..my bad. Ruthie is running for Princess for the Junior class..throughout the whole lunch we were getting people to vote for her. It was cool! I went to Ruthies house after school, and It was fun. We ate Chili Cheese Fries..MMM.. im hungry! and then I went home! *Thursday* We were still Nominating for Winterformal. We got more people to vote. After school I went to Ruthies house again..lol..im always there! Thursday was an alright day, it wasnt all that exciting. *Friday* Lunch was alright, but I got somebody sad..my bad. But I know he understands..well i hope he does. I talked to my Brother izzY and omg he is the funniest guy! I love that Guy! After school, Cesar, Ruth, Javier, Juan, Lunch Box and Me walked home. We were like half way to Ruths House and she says "Omg wheres my Folder??" I wanted to kill her cuz I knew she had forgetten it at school! LoL..me and Cesar started laughing and she thought we had her folder..gosh that was comedy..she was all searching our backpacks! But we didnt have it..Sooooo we had to walk our asses allll the way back to school..it was only Cesar, Her and me..We got there and it was there on the bench..she got lucky it was still there. We were on the Field and me and Cesar were messing around, and I fell..LoL..yes I FELL! LoL..that was soooo funny..I Hurt my ankle though..They were laughing at me soooo much and I pretended I was crying, and they got all serious, then I started laughing and we were all laughing. We started walking and we have to go through some thing, it has poles and Cesar hit his knee on the pole..it was so loud..We all started laughing again..I was on the Curb wanting to go pee bad!! We were hurting ourselves so much it was funny, the only one that didnt get hurt was Ruth..Lucky! well Cesar left and it was just me and Ruth. We were walking and some guys tried to pick up on us..they were so ugly..it was funny! We finally got to her house like at 4:30 and My god I was Tired!!! Gabby picked me up like 10 minutes later and We went to the mall to look for Winterformal dresses! I tried on some pretty champaign and Black dress..they were so pretty..I fell in love. After the mall we went to Peewees sisters house cuz he had a kickback and we just kicked it there..I got home like at 1. Friday was reallllllly FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! post comment

Another part of my Journal [22 Jul 2006|09:04am] HEREZ ANOTHER PART OF A JOURNAL I WROTE...HAVE FUN...JULY 5, 2006 Today was a very good day for me. It turned out to be that Today Luis and I went to get information on the lots so we can buy a house. It turned out to be that by next month, he is going to give the down payment. Yay!!! Im so happy. Hopfully we get our house in a year and a half or at the most two years. My little Angel Daileen is already three months old and is looking very beautiful. She has developed more and more each day. THAT WAZ ALL... anywayz. Idont think we're giving the down payment. Luis haz too many debts. Hez had money, enough to save up for gas...but he rather drink up. Besides all he has to do is ask his dad for gas money. post comment

[22 Jul 2006|04:54am] [ mood | lonely ] Hey well where to start off...Let me see! I graduated from Valley High already. "Class of 2005" yai yuh. While I wuz a senior it waz the best. Having fun, going out, shopping, working, I had lots to do, had lot of friends, never in a relationship, just enjoing life to the fullest... Meet a guy. My three month old girl *dAiLeEn LinNae*z dad. He seemed too good to be true! Real kick back, honest, "trust worthy "something actually true", someone to fall back on, reliable, responsible, out going, fun, funny, goofy, I could go on...but Im not...for what. He's daddys boy. haz been and always will be. Can't even manage money. Hez all about DRINKING FOURTEEZ, TU-PAC, HIZ HOMMIEZ "PAQU1E, B-BOY, AND "R.I.P EDWIN", THE COMPUTER, BEING LAZY. "He haz a job though" Here'z somethingz I wrote n another journal. Enjoy..... JULY 20, 2006 The night befor Daileen waz really fussy. She slept nothing at night and morning. Gosh I waz so tierd. She went to sleep late and woke up early. WoW! I got no rest. Anyways... She's adorable more and more each day. She's so white. It's weird cuz, im not white...and neither is her father. But yeah. Oh yeah and she is a big peepe and poopo monster. She either pees or poops on something every day. It's not even funny.lol. I have to wash her swing cover mostly everyday. No joke. As of Luis...Uh he's around.I dont really have much to say. Our relationship has grownw apart. I honestly dont know why. It seems hes not the funny, easy to talk to, cool to hang around with, clean cut, humoris boy I feel in love with. He turned me into a girl I always swore I would ever be. It's a disgust now. I feel unworthy of myself. Not confident, but boring with myself. Not pleazed. I cant even have sex with him. I try...but it never feels right. Sometimes I question a lot of what if's. Like... what if... I never quit B/K and left to Mt. Sac. what if...I never meet him...where would I be. What goals would I have accomplished in life. I had a lot of goals for life. I loved being me. I cant be myself. A friendly, talkative, goofy, out going, dancy, bouncy, smiley, hyper girl I always was. I miss all that. Waking up early... doing my hair... then make-up... dressing nice with clean matching shoes... always having money in my pocket... being independent... and always having somethin to do. Even if it was turning up the music, cleaning and dancing at the same time. "LOOKING THRU THE FRIDGE REFLECTION WATCHING MY SEXY DANCE MOVES" Or taking a stroll around my blocks just to think a little bit. Something i cant really do here. It's freaken hot! I JUST WANNA BE ME AGAIN! The real RUTHIE, RUTH, RUTH! post comment

In class "day before Thanksgiving" [24 Nov 2004|09:37am] [ mood | frustrated ] Whats up yo. Im in class chillin with MR.G. Hes my Alg. Teacher. Pretty coo' hes pretty much a youngster himself. Well just to update my journal im going to Valley high. These last couple of days i've had nothing but drama. Trust. Guy's, rummers, Family, and etc. Life goes on. i remember when i first started coming here at the end of the school year my Jr. year i was completly sure i wouldnt make it for graduation but now im right on track. I got a job and moving on. post comment

chillin' like a lady villin' [25 Jul 2004|06:57pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Dip it low ] Hey every one!!! This is me .:*MzShortcake*:. As many of you can tell... I dont really cum on this thing very often..but if anything...its not a bad idea meeting new peeps. Specially..Cute guys..."Hey!!!" Well not really... at least someone to talk to. N~E~WAYS....im @ my cousins house just chillin goin thru all my shit...checkin' my e-mail n~stuff. Well im hungry and I really wanna eat now. Just in case youre curious and wanna know i weigh 105 and im 5'0 exactly. So yeah im preety petite!!! And yet i still luv to eat a lot ;o) post comment

yai yuh.....hAVIN' A oRgi!!! [22 Jun 2004|11:53am] Yo check this out! Its my self always putting it down for .:sGv's:. DoMiNaTiNg LaDieS ;} Saying whad up to all them Party HeAdS;0 If any go ahead and HoLlA bAcK !!! This is me Mz.ShOrTcAkE along with LaDy TeAzEr yae yah!!! In class shit..... getin' our EDUCATION!!!!! yAI Just KIdding!!! 4 comments|post comment

yai yuh.....hAVIN' A oRgi!!! [22 Jun 2004|11:53am] Yo check this out! Its my self always putting it down for .:sGv's:. DoMiNaTiNg LaDieS ;} Saying whad up to all them Party HeAdS;0 If any go ahead and HoLlA bAcK !!! This is me Mz.ShOrTcAkE along with LaDy TeAzEr yae yah!!! In class shit..... getin' our EDUCATION!!!!! yAI Just KIdding!!! post comment

IN MY 2ND PER CLASS!!! [23 Apr 2004|08:51am] Im in class doing nothing. I actually remembered that i had this Blurty thing still going on. Doesnt that suck? Well i started this because of my best friend ToOts. But i guess since we dont talk much anymore, i really didnt have these kind of things in my head. So anyways, I think the last time i was in here i had a bouyfriend named LUIS. Uhh, I wouldnt wanna go back to that. You Girls should know what i mean. He was a Jerk! Thanks to him i lost touch with ToOts. Well you see, ToOts got a man too! But, hes different. We get allong pretty good. Well anyways going back to Luis.... he turned out to be the opposite of guy i liked in the first place. I other words he tried to have me on check. OH MY LORDY LORD LORD!!! Me on check...ha....thats something to really laugh @. So yeah. Dont even trip. I am re united with one of my really old boyfriends. Well not that long time ago. Just about 3 years. On and OFF! We were never really together but we would go out with that intention... you know what i mean? One year we would go out at least for a week or so and stop calling a year later the same but just recently we didnt chat for two years until now. It turned out to be he had plans to get married but he didnt. "THANK GOD" Well yeah!!! So " oh in case your wondering hes 20 and im 16 and yes my parents know." Well g2g. post comment

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