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Friday, April 2nd, 2004

Im without you
Time:9:59 am.
tryin to figure out how to modify the style .. i dont think its workin
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003

Im without you
Time:7:51 pm.
Mood: exanimate.
Music:tyrese - how u ganna act like that.
well i got a new journal .. its
http://electr0cute6.diaryland.com/
make sure ya check it out!! ;]
jeszii
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003

Im without you
Subject:im walkin thru my life ... w.o knowing what it is /
Time:4:59 pm.
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Im without you
Subject:jessica ____.*
Time:12:22 pm.
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Jessica reminds me of __________.
Without Jessica I would _____________.
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Im without you
Subject:good morning loveyyy ;]
Time:11:33 am.
Mood: blah.
Music:Tyrese - how u ganna act like that. <3.
ahh .. im s0o bored, my mom woke me up at 9:3o to babysit .. idk where she went but im bored and shes not answering the cell .. i wanna go down my dads or something .. but i dont think he'd want me there.then again, i need to get my nails filled, but im broke. I also wanna go down my aunts, get my guitar maybe. I got my amp. fixed s0o i gatta get that t0o .. but then I wanna go down n see nick! ahh .. or go see fe. but .. how much can ya do in ONE day? fuck. I think I'm just ganna end up doin the same shit i do everyday. Either stay home, or hang out with Nick. Hmm .. good deal eh? haa .. oh haha, and nick lost my ticket last nite, and i flipped out, then he thought he lost it again but i had it the whole time, and he started like .. freakin out, bri said. LoL. so i played it off that i didnt have it and i found it on the ground lmao .. it was funny. But, back to what to do today. Maybe i can see if my mom will take me somewhere. Haha .. YEA ..big joke. LMAO .. wellps, im going .. call me if u wanna make plans ;]
Jess <3

confusion fills every inch of my brain ;] but i like it .. *haha*
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Im without you
Time:1:38 am.
I FUCKIN LOVE FELICIA MARIE GWYN
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Im without you
Subject:haa
Time:12:22 am.
Mood: amused.
Music:TV bAby <3.
ah well, tonite was .. quite fun. Interesting ;] .. went to the game around 7 then we all went to rich's .. what fun haha .. s0o at richs i see fe and omg she runs up and gives me the biggest fuckin hug .. awh i seriously fuckin love her, i didnt wanna let go .. i juss wanted to sit there and like .. idk .. talk to her, shes such a great person, n thats why i love my fe ;] lol ..
so .. then we dance n everything and .. me n nick kinda fought .. but not really .. he was just bein weird all nite .. eh .. guess its a phase .. everyones gettin on my nerves, except a certain few .. idk .. confusing ..
im out .. tired
Jessica<33
.. and i Wont st0p kissin y0o
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Saturday, September 20th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:the thoughts of a blande grl ;] haha
Time:11:35 am.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:STYX - renegade haha ...
well .. this week has been quite good .. ;] lets see, thursday was okay .. my classes were pretty cool .. n after school me n nick walked to his house and then my mom picked me up, fri we didnt have school which was VERY cool lol .. me n briana went down Nicks, we were ganna surprise Sean because we told him Briana wasn't ganna be able to hang out. LoL, but he was at Nicks, so it sucked .. we were like hidin behind the cars n shit .. pretty funny haa .. ya hadda be there .. then it was raining so we went to the mall bc i only had $5 .. and i saw everyone there, and we got free passes to banana hoes .. lol .. but we didnt go .. so we hung out at Seans and shit .. we walked, and i kept stepin in puddles and got all wet n shit .. it sucked then bri n sean fell in a huge puddle and were like .. SOAKED haha .. so we went back to seans and ATE .. we ate pudding, chicken nuggets, fries .. lol .. and other shit it was funny and Mrs B scared the shit outta us .. haha .. well .. tonite we're all goin to rich's .. me sean nick and bri .. it should be fun, im goin to buy a new shirt .. idk .. and iM GANNA SEE MY FELICIA!!! who i've missed o0o so fuckin much .. !! haaaahhhh <3
Love - Jessssicaa<3
I LOVE .. YOU .. FELICIA G!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 UR basement rocks!!!
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Thursday, September 18th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:what a day ;]
Time:10:08 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Music:Nas - dance .. bob-os song ;].
well, i woke up late again, but made it just in time .. then .. i saw Nick in the am when i got there .. then 1st per. SUCKED i hate ashlee .. she's a pig haha .. but then 2nd per. was very shitty .. 2 tests =/ ahh .. then 3rd .. ehh, i got some attention for my socks, then i found out Dirt was in my MA class. Awesomeee ha .. n 4th .. hmm .. study hall with Nick .. quite interesting .. Mike kept singin the kissing song .. u know the one we learned in like 3rd grade?? Nick and Jessica sittin in a tree .. k-i-s-s-i-n-g .. lmao .. whata moron .. n then he walked me to class, 5th was okay .. neutral .. lol then lunch was FUNNN omg amazing food haha .. then 6th study with Nick .. it was cool.. then i walked him half way to his next class.. n went back to 7th .. then 8th was gay .. but my day was quite great. NO SCHOOL TOMOROW!!! yay .. i wanna do something with Nick .. but idk if mama'z ganna let me .. but after school today me n nick walked to coreys .. got my picture book, and walked to nicks, and my mom came for me .. and i left my damn book over his house .. fuck! .. well, im out .. maybe talk to nick later or somethign .. lol .. t00dLez<3
.. Never bEeN s0o .. infatuated .. n i'm lovin it
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Im without you
Subject:what a day ;]
Time:9:35 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Music:Nas - dance .. bob-os song ;].
well, i woke up late again, but made it just in time .. then .. i saw Nick in the am when i got there .. then 1st per. SUCKED i hate ashlee .. she's a pig haha .. but then 2nd per. was very shitty .. 2 tests =/ ahh .. then 3rd .. ehh, i got some attention for my socks, then i found out Dirt was in my MA class. Awesomeee ha .. n 4th .. hmm .. study hall with Nick .. quite interesting .. Mike kept singin the kissing song .. u know the one we learned in like 3rd grade?? Nick and Jessica sittin in a tree .. k-i-s-s-i-n-g .. lmao .. whata moron .. n then he walked me to class, 5th was okay .. neutral .. lol then lunch was FUNNN omg amazing food haha .. then 6th study with Nick .. it was cool.. then i walked him half way to his next class.. n went back to 7th .. then 8th was gay .. but my day was quite great. NO SCHOOL TOMOROW!!! yay .. i wanna do something with Nick .. but idk if mama'z ganna let me .. but after school today me n nick walked to coreys .. got my picture book, and walked to nicks, and my mom came for me .. and i left my damn book over his house .. fuck! .. well, im out .. maybe talk to nick later or somethign .. lol .. t00dLez<3
.. Never bEeN s0o .. infatuated .. n i'm lovin it
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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:haaa what a day!
Time:7:44 pm.
Mood: relieved.
Music:Nfg - minute i met you ;].
well .. last nite, i went down seans for a while . I got my pics developed and shit, so we hung out for like 2 hours, then mike came along, then sean called nick and shit. Me n Nick are goin back out ;] .. im s0o pumped lol .. i missed him so much, like bein able to say like "yea, he's my b'f " and havin him call to hang out .. and even do nothin .. omg, he seriously makes me feel soo much better ..
anyways, today i wasn't ganna go to school, so im like, sleepin. And im like o shit, i wanna go to school so i can see nick, so, i went to school at like 11, and here .. he went home early. Which sucked bc then i wanted to go home . But yea, so after school me n corey just hung out and then hung out with dirt and mike. Fun fun, i can;t ollie or kick flip for shit .. haha .. welps .. im ganna go call sean or nick or someone who feels like talkin to me .. bubye
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Tuesday, September 16th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:theres gatta be more to life
Time:5:18 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Music:Goldfinger - everything i do.
i can't stand it when the only thing that makes u happy is taken away from you .. well, not exactly the ONLY thing, but u know what i mean. ehh .. i fuckin hate ashlee t0o .. i hate backstabbers .. like i said .. while ur back there .. kiss my fuckin ass, skankball .. anD FUCK YOU
atleast i still got my best bud sean haha .. which .. by the way, nick thinks i like him .. lol .. i dont .. i wanna be with nick, =/
I miss fe tho .. o well, i guess im just ganna have to situate my life and learn to live the single way, because its not an option anymore .. no one wants to be with me .. and it fuckin kills dude .. life sucks the big one .. haha but then again, how long have i been sayin that .. but im still here unfortunaately .. well, im goin .. maybe i'll find something to do and wont get DICKED again .. cough cough NICK .. =/
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:regedrhr6m75
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: nostalgic.
for all u fuckin haterz who wanna stab me in the fuckin back .. kiss my ass while ur back there.

hadda break lose there for a sec. God sometimes i hate people .. and mike isnt makin things better .. we are fighting because hes such a fuckin cock sometimes .. i hate it, like he seriously likes when people are mad at him. and now he's sayin how shitty he is and shit. Just gets to me .. and sean is bein such a good friend right now, i love him. he makes me wanna be happy all the time, and hes just such an amazing friend, and even tho we just started hangin out again i think back and relize like where the fuck would i be right now if it wasnt for these people and my desicions .. u know
But yea, - Nick - i think theres a slight change here, i hope things work out ..because i really feel for him.. its weird. like everything he does makes me want him more n more. Idk, he seriously gets me goin ;]
well im out . sleep time
Jesiiii
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:why cant i take it?
Time:3:00 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:bow wow - all i know.
i don't know whats goin on anymore. I don't wanna break up with Nick, but people say it's not going to last n they give it a week r so.. idk .. Nick is t0o immature for me, but im oblivious .. i wanna good relationship for once, like .. a lasting one t0o. bUt it never seems to work, everyone says that I'm a flirt n i need to be single and flirt with people to be happy. But they dont know me like that. Yea i flirt, but i need someone to stay strong for me. Sean says nIck is the bitch in the relationship. I don't get it.
Hersheykiss2091: well maybe nick wouldnt take it the wrong way if u wwere just like .. nick listen ot me and when ur done b like do u understand if hes like yea b likethen what am i sayng
diRRtybL0nde01: but i don't want nick to think im pushing things. u know bc he's immature, but he can'
diRRtybL0nde01: t help that
Hersheykiss2091: yea.. its alrite.. it wont botherme
diRRtybL0nde01: but like, if i try talkin to him he'll be like i dont know what to say or something, and we'll end up bein awkward the whole nite
Hersheykiss2091: yea.. u see the only way he can matture is if he experiences things.. and that wil lbe his first experience so dont b scred to tal kto him..just d oit
Hersheykiss2091: do it*
Hersheykiss2091: oh i know what you mean
diRRtybL0nde01: yea. Like last nite, i was talkin to him and said he was immature, and hes like "well this is me, people will have to deal with it .. bc im not changing for anyone" n shit .. but how i see it is, he needs to mature in order to keep a relationship, and one of these days he's going to walk away from something good, and everyone think s that he doesn't care if he has a g/f r not.. the only reason he goes out with gurls is to say he's got a g.f and get ass .. which in a way i understad that .. i mean, i used to be like that back in the day t0o .

well .. i'll update later. nick's comin over with sean s0on and we're headin out to the mall, idk .. later
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Friday, September 12th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:ppppooooooooooooopppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!
Time:8:13 am.
`So many reasons for me to run and hide`I can't do the little things that I hold so dear`Cause it's all those little things that I fear

i wanna know that .. i have been to .. the extreme. I wanna know that i lived the life happily.

Ahh <33 isn't it gReat -
jessiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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Im without you
Subject:*haha* im bored
Time:8:13 am.
People ask if I'm in love with you cause I'm sitting here with your picture and smiling to myself- I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you- My heart speaks before my mind thinks through, and I blush as I say yes <3
Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss, I must admit it's a part of me- You please me, complete me, filling me like a melody. Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof we're meant to be. But the best quality thta's hookin' me is that you're loving me for me<3

Jesscaaa
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Im without you
Subject:quizzzz
Time:8:00 am.
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Im without you
Subject:t0day - hmmm ;]
Time:7:42 am.
well, I just got done gettin ready for school .. and now, i'm stayin here til like 10:o0 s0o its all good .. okay .. after school
my moms pickin me up, and we're goin to the mall, im buyin my shoes, and possibly pants or a shirt or something. Then goin to pick up my guitar,then goin back to the mall to wait for Sean and Nick n everyone. Then .. going to the dance, yep my nights alllll planned out ;] *haha* --> yea, im bored, so I'm ganna go .. relieve my crampz or .. something .. idk .. t00dLez<3
Jessiiiiiiiiiiiiii <3
what do ya do when .. ya don't know what to do??
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003

Im without you
Subject:ph0ne
Time:10:54 pm.
just got off the phone with Sean .. thank god for that kid .. ahha .. he makes me feel so much better .. GREAT person to talk to .. omg i fuckin love you!!
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Im without you
Subject:omgggggg
Time:10:12 pm.
Mood: cynical.
omg .. did u ever have someone tell u something they weren't supposed to say and didnt want u to say anything but it needed to be said. and u just have to say something about it, but u might be riskin ALOT?!?!.. omg .. im seriously ganna Puke!!!!!!! =/ .. i wanna just .. relive today and do ALOT of things over .. i wanna be .. to the point .. where im not afraid to do .. something .. ahhhh .. sickness!!
.. can i relive my life?? ..
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