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Monday, August 22nd, 2005


Time:11:02 am.
Mood: sore.
Music:bandages- hot hot heat.
haha my last entry is dates Friday, may 6th, 2005. that was the day I took the AP US history test. worst. shit. ever.

funny how my online journals are always used so sporadically...

well, if anyone has been reading this, loads of stuff has happened. like, a lot. I don't know where to start off.

- finals- eh, I ended up passing all my classes (even though I got a C in pre-calc)
- vancouver- went for a week to visit my cousins who I haven't seen in ages, much fun there :)
- I'd like to thank jenn, nat, teresa, and colleen for our wonderful amazing and cultural dinners every Friday...we didn't burn anything!
- I got accepted early action into longwood. yay! now, if there was actually stuff to do there, maybe I'll actually go there...
- every tuesday and thursday was fun for me...considering I had to lie to the parentals about volleyball clinics. eh oh well.
- you are looking at #19 on the varsity volleyball team at chantilly :) too bad I won't get much playing time, but I'm not complaining
- and in speaking of that, practices and conditioning are a bitch
- I've met the most amazing person...even though I've known him only for a week :D
- to that one person I thought about most of my summer, I have now realized that you are not worth any of my time...
- i will proudly admit that I have become a snapple addict...peach rocks!

oh and for the best news of all...


hehe I had to pop that in there sometime :) well, I'm out. let's see if I can update this thing again before october. hah...highly doubtful.

- holly-doll -

Friday, May 6th, 2005

(1 Blossom | Cherry?)

Subject:BrAiN dEaD...
Time:7:11 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:i will play my game beneath the spin light- brand new.
yay for APs! wonderful tests they are. :) only one more to go. I'm so relieved. a lot of other stuff has been going on so I shall make a list of the random things that have happened since my last update:

1. APs have taken over my life temporarily and hopefully will have nice 4's or 5's on them. English was all right, considering we never started learning english in that class. history wasn't too bad either, although demek messed up the DBQ. oh well. I've got SAT II tomorrow in US history and demek said that its a piece of cake. and no essay! it shall be much fun. psych is next tuesday and its one of the easier ones so that'll be fine.

2. Phantom of the Opera has finally come out! definitely one of my faves right now...

3. volleyball's been going all right. I love my funny and and random. Coaching isn't too bad. I just hope I'm actually helping them. coach K did the weirdest thing the other day. he gave us all twinkies to celebrate the 75th anniversairy of the twinkie itself. take it from an expert, don't play volleyball with 8 people when they have consumed twinkies. bad combination. hehe.

4. school's been going all right. all the grades in my regular classes have been slipping like mad because of the APs because it makes total sense to assign quizzes and tests when half the class is out taking an AP test. where is the logic in that?

well that's about it for my list so far...if there is anything else I should add, please inform me and I shall post it up.

later dayz, holly-doll

Quote of the Week: Aim for the stars and if you miss, accept the sky. **this is for everyone taking AP tests this week!**

P.S. happy birthday twinkies!

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005


Subject:we all live in a fishbowl filled with fishies!
Time:11:04 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Music:sitting, waiting, wishing- jack johnson.
well today was campbell's last day with us. :( I am really going to miss him. best three years of choir...its the right thing for him to do though, for his kids and his wife. i had hoped he would stay until I had graduated. I'm just hoping that we don't get some weirdo teacher next year who makes us sing techno songs or something...

I completely forgot to describe my choral trip to orlando. let's start off with the horrendous bus ride. it was freaking 16 hours long with a bunch of whiny, annoying, idiotic sophmores and juniors. otherwise known as magic touch. not all of them are like that, don't get me wrong, but when they go hyper...they become cahrazy. we went straight to magic kingdom the next day with no shower and after eating breakfast at cracker barrel. magic kingdom was pretty cool. I got to go on awesome rides (space mountain = 3 times!) and see amazing shows. I have decided that 3-D shows rock my socks. the next day we competed with campbell directing us and we did all right. jazz touch went after us and they were pretty good. we headed off to epcot where we basically got to go around the world to all the different countries and even sample their food. the great thing about it was that if you wanted to work in germany or the netherlands, you actually had to come from there in order to work there. I got to use my french while I was down there! it was quite exciting. :) the next day, we went off to MGM studios and went on all the cahrazy roller coasters and whatnot. later on in the day, we went to the awards ceremony and found out we got first place! it was really the perfect ending, because we did it all for campbell. although the bus ride back was terrible, it was definitely worth it for campbell.

well I'm off to finish some homework and hit the sack.
- holly -

Thursday, February 17th, 2005


Time:9:44 pm.
happy 17th birthday kay...

we all still miss ya lots

-holly -

Friday, February 11th, 2005


Subject:think of me
Time:7:54 pm.
Mood: geeky.
Music:phantom of the opera soundtrack!.
hey everyone. just got back from watching phantom of the opera with teresa. sooo goood. this is the 3rd time I've watched it and for some reason, I never get tired of it! and its the only movie I've seen in theaters 3 times. yeah I'm obsessed. hehe. gerard butler is amazing as phantom and emmy rossum's voice always gives me goosebumps. I can't wait for the movie to come out so I can watch it over and over again. but anyways...

school has been all right. its the weekend now thank god. I don't know how much more I can stand school. *shudders* I've got SAT prep tomorrow. yuck. its so quiet in there and soo boring. we don't exactly do anything. just practice problems. which I guess helps...I dunno. everyone has been talking about colleges and SATs and ACTs and whatnot. argh.

anyhoo, today has been kind of a downer since we found today that campbell won't be coming back to choir. oh well. makes me debate whether or not to take choir next year. and a lot of peeps are leavin so yeah. it won't be the same. :\

well, I'm out. gotta do the dishes. later dayz.

Thursday, January 27th, 2005


Time:6:20 pm.
Music:adia- sarah mclachlan.
my friend suggested this to I will begin by writing out all the things that I strongly dislike...

I hate the cold.
I hate being fake.
I hate being swamped.
I hate lying.
I hate failing.
I hate not being loved.
I hate school...obviously...
I hate feeling used.
I hate broccoli and celery.
I hate caring so much about people who don't care about me.
I hate feeling down.
I hate my mom.
I hate homework and tests and quizzes and midterms...
I hate the cold...again.
I hate crying.
I hate math...esp pre-calc
I hate my mood swings.
I hate being tired.
I hate being stressed and pressured.
I hate procrastinating.

and the one thing I hate most...
I hate that the one thing I want the most is so far out of reach.

now...the good things...

I love my license.
I love the people I care so much about who care so much about me back.
I love my sister...despite her crazy wild antics and melodramatic stories...
I love my music.
I love when I'm happy.
I love how you make me laugh.

most of all: I love my friends. they have always been there. I thank you all. I love you guys...

I am that one voice in the cold wind,
That whispers and if you listen,
You'll hear me call across the sky

notice how my hate list is just slightly longer...

and I'm out.

later dayz
-holly dolly-

Monday, January 24th, 2005


Subject:happee birfday to meeee!
Time:11:35 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:err, Happy Birthday?.
ahem, yes I am fully aware that I spelled that wrong. just fyi. hehehehehe

wow today rocked! I felt so...special and spolied. it makes me all giggly...

lauren made me the most scrumptious and beautiful cake EVER and I loooove it!

much thanks to colleen, teresa, nat, pauline, jenn, and elaine for the birthday gifts. they were awesome :)

today was one of the better days I've been through. tomorrow will be hell though. a precalc test. yuck.

**to that one person: I should have never gotten my hopes you just make me wonder...**

Tuesday, January 18th, 2005


Subject:6 days!
Time:11:17 pm.
Mood: lethargic.
Music:The Phantom of the Opera- THIS CD ROCKS!.
sorry if this entry is a little weird. I'm feeling rather lethargic but calm and serene at the same time. strange isn't it? well, my birthday is in 6 days and for some reason...I'm not too excited about it. maybe the stress of school has killed my interest in extracurricular activites such as my 17th birthday. hah.

I should go to sleep considering I haven't slept in the last 48 hours cuz I was up doing my wonderful, retarded, long-ass outlines. 6 mountain dews, 2 code-reds, and 2 sprites although they don't have caffiene...they have a ton of sugar to make up for it.

I guess this isn't a sad entry, just one of those entries where I tell you what's been going on and what not. well right now, nothing in particular. we did get a 2 hour delay cuz it was extremely cold outside. yet no snow. -_- we really need it to snow...I will create my own if I don't see any of the white stuff soon. ohh, it'd be great if I got snow on my birthday! that would be a great present :) well, I think I'm gonna head off and do something...prolly lay on my bed until sleep claims me. nite everyone!

Tuesday, January 4th, 2005


Time:6:02 pm.
Mood: rushed.
Music:"Look What You've Done"- Jet.
so math should die. I have ultimately decided that. so should school. I wish I had a time machine so I could go and murder the person who invented school. :-\

my break was all right. didn't do much, had a traditional christmas with exchanging presents and whatnot. I had a new years get together which was a blast and hopefully, I can keep my new year's resolutions.

so I'm sitting here doing pre-calc hw...not the best subject. I prolly struggle in that class because I don't pay attention. just like I do in my physics class. and history class. I don't really understand anythingin physics mostly because my teacher doesn't really teach. oh well. one of my resolutions is to not procrastinate anymore...haha. that's not starting off too well...

I'm off to practice in about 45 minutes. it sucks that I have to lie to continue a sport that I love to death but you do what you have to do. meh...I don't know why I'm in such a down mood lately. fruit makes you 5% happier when you eat it. I think I'll go eat some :) later days, holly-doll

Tuesday, December 21st, 2004


Subject:and so it begins again...
Time:10:35 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:"Smile Like You Mean It"- The Killers.
...And I'm back. hah. A LOT has happened. well...I haven't updated in a let's see where I left off.

our varsity volleyball team ended up winning districts AND regionals! it was awesome... :)

I was failing pre-calc with a 45% in that class. but after working my butt off, I got it up to a 73%...not that bad considering I'm the stupidest one in that class...

I can officially drive legally! it so great driving by yourself...if you want french can get french fries. if I want a piece of orange paper, I can go get a piece of orange the most amazing freedom anyone can experience...

hmm, its hard to think of things that have happened since pigs flew... (my last entry)

went to norfolk,va for the VMEA conference and I got to miss school! I had to wander around in my dress the whole day and everyone was mad and stressed and angry and annoyed with each other but other than that....I got a cool smelling candle! it smells like a cookie! yummy...

and before I went down to norfolk, me and 4 other members of the team stayed for the fall sports awards. I ended up receiving the sportsmanship award :) only to be hurt once and again by my ignorant and idiotic dad: " it one of those awards where everyone gets one?"

and after that, some moms drove us times in the car..."diapers for piglet, huggies supreme!"

the madison project visited and sang for us the other day. let me just say, extremely attractive a capella group of college males....

I officially decided that I like fall, spring, and summer better than winter. I don't like the fact that it gets so dark at 4:30 in the afternoon....and the icy weather in the morning. *shivers*

halloween was fun! (sorry for jumping around :\) I hung out with the cahrazy rehead and made blue cheesecake and dirt cake with kanamine. we had our fair share of wars (gummy worms, icing, cool whip, basically everything) but I always conquered! even though I was drenched with cool whip...

oh yes. homecoming. erk. out of the 3, one of my worst homecomings. didn't have a lot of fun this year because people kept switching in and out of my group and I ended up witha group of girls that I normally don't hang out with. don't get me wrong, they're all really nice and fun, but I didn't really "know" anyone there. oh well.

my turkey day couldn't have gone worse. my dad decided to be "different" this year and try something new. which means its some sort of a stupid idea that he tries to make it sound un-stupid but ends up sounding stupider than it already is:
dad: you know, we do the same thing every year for thanksgiving...
holly: like what...?
dad: well, we always eat turkey!
holly: umm, you're kinda supposed to do that...
dad: let's do something new and different this year!
holly: oh what?
dad: well I was passing through herndon and I found this restaurant that serves free lobster all day on thanksgiving...
holly: oh didn't...
dad: so I signed us up so we're having lobster for thanksgiving!
holly: but we're still having turkey?
dad: nope. just lobster.
holly: WHAT?!?!
sister: ewww, I don't like lobster! let's have hot dogs instead!!!

it ended up that we had hot dogs for lunch and lobster for dinner. I didn't eat any though. my dad already ruined my dinner. not I don't like lobster...just not on thanksgiving. enough said.

home has been pretty hard these days. my mom has gone from being bitch to ultimate bitch. she gets really riled up about small, insignificant things and it pisses me off.

my circle of friends is slowly but surely deteriorating. what used to be 5 of us has split into 3 different groups and I know that we might never go back to what we were. its become the group where so and so said this and that pissed off someone and so they have to keep that fact a secret from the other so they don't know that they are mad at them. pshhh. stuff like this gets me into an awful mood. its somewhat depressing when your friends- my support system during school and outside of it is collapsing. and making new friends these days isn't exactly the easiest thing to do. you soon realize that some people have not matured at all. they continue to remain and always be immature, spoiled little brats who don't know anything about life. not saying that I know about life, but at least my main topic of conversation isn't about clothes or lip gloss.

so sorry about this entry. its more like a venting entry than an actual "I did this and that" entry. oh well. I needed to get that off my chest. I haven't been able to talk to people lately. it seems like I have to put an act on more than my actual self. I just absolutely hate this year and I wish it would end. now.


Monday, September 20th, 2004

(1 Blossom | Cherry?)

Subject:in my world, the trees are purple...
Time:10:40 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:down- blink 182.
for some reason I always start off with this phrase: its been a while since I updated. heh. that's prolly cuz I never update. hah. but not too much has happened. school has been hell and its only the second week. I'm such a slacker :)

chorus is awesome this year! I love all the new girls and I can't wait to go to orlando with this group. its gonna kick ass! physics on the other hand I won't say much about cuz the teacher is a bitch and I think I'm gonna fail that class...seriously (let's just say I would love my days IF physics wasn't in my schedule...history with demek has been all right so far. I'm really behind in my reading (ummm, page 16 anyone??) and I still have about 70 more pages to read. oops. hehe. but the class is good even though I don't have any friends...except kelsey during lunch! that's a fun part of my day. and then I have pre-calc with a cool teacher who can't exactly teach but oh well. B days are a different story. AP psych is cool. we have a really outspoken class and I'm behind in that class too. hah. french 4 is great, really mme. dee this year or I would have shot myself numerous times. AP english with tucker is all right too...even though its in the farthest trailer from the school. its an obstacle course just to get to lunch. and I've bumped my head too many times on tree branches. not cool. then yeah...that's pretty much my day.

I found out today that there are 21 people in my homecoming group. that just makes me not wanna go...I hate big groups. no joke. I have some sort of phobia with large groups of people...nothing bigger than 8. I don't even want to go to hc but I'm being dragged into'd be nice to go with a date too but the selection at chantilly is somewhat...small. very small.

volleyball has been going well. we're undefeated so far and our next game is at centreville so come out and cheer us on!! :)

I hate hurricanes.

falling out of a car when getting out can cause possible pain...(I would know)

I already miss summer.

off to do homework....


Sunday, September 5th, 2004

(1 Blossom | Cherry?)

Subject:funny how its labor day tomorrow but I'm still stuck with reading and a math packet...
Time:11:32 pm.
Mood: thoughtful.
Music:story of the year- anthem of our dying day.
wow...I really haven't updated for a loooong time. I guess a lot has been going on and I didn't feel like splurging all my thoughts onto one entry. well...its happening now.

volleyball has been going great. I made JV :) #9! I have seniority over basically everyone. its weird having people look up to least some of them. others on the team tend to boss me around like they know shit and it gets quite annoying...we had our sleepover on Friday night and we did our age long tradition...toilet papering!! me, heather, and rachel on Monday night made ribbons and had so much left over, we decided to put the ribbon to good use. haha. window markers, recycling bins on top of his car...but the real good stuff was on Friday night. tons of toilet paper, saran wrap on his car, plastic forks in the grass, chalk...the list goes on. we actually weren't going to do it on Friday night since it was too predictable, but coach told us that his kids actually go to sleep in their day clothes so they don't have the change the next day. they look forward to cleaning up every year. so we just had to do it. lol. his kids left us signs on the car saying 'good luck this season' and 'happy toilet paper day!' with candy!! sooo cute. while we were toilet papering, we discovered coach k sleeping on the couch next to the front window...we couldn't tell if he was actually sleeping or watching us. oh well. also, these people nearby were watching us with a phone in their hand so we were kinda expecting the police to show up any sec but they didn't call them so that's good. it would have been kinda cool to get arrested though...haha.

so far, we've had 2 scrimmages and 1 game. won the first game and first scrimmage but lost to langley at the second scrimmage. we have a loooong way to go to get to our potential but let's hope we get there. much thanks to aurora for being the coolest driver and for giving me rides to practice and conditioning and kelsey for being an awesome car buddy. I won't forget the great times at ruby tuesdays and red robin. by the way, I'm still broke. haha.

colleen's birthday party was last Saturday so I will do a recap on that. a lot of fun-ness and people. she has the coolest basement ever and I hope you liked your present!

nothing else has been going on lately except eating, sleeping, and playing volleyball. I'm dreading Tuesday because I don't want summer to end...even though it wasn't the best. the start was definitely not the greatest. plus lots of fighting and drama with others and particularly myself. ever since summer started, while it was great, I had lost a sense of myself...something empty that disappeared when school ended. I can guarantee that its not the homework . but I dunno. summer is gone and you don't believe how hard it is for me to realize it. it took me a while to realize it was my f.r.i.e.n.d.s. I missed seeing everyone everyday and although it comes with tests and classwork, its worth it. I've met new people, lost touch with old, got closer with others, and drifted away from friends. now that once again volleyball is controlling my life, I will try my hardest to keep in touch. I love every single one of you people who have touched my life and hopefully, I've done something to make yours better this summer.

*takes deep breath*

junior I come...


Sunday, August 22nd, 2004


Subject:haha...I did forget something...
Time:12:03 am.
Mood: giddy.
Music:err, the song that I had for the last entry.
oh yes, and florida. hmm, well let's just say that from my experience with hurricanes and boys...never trust a weatherman who wears a purple shirt with an orange tie and french and australian guys are definitely hotter. hehe. bye!

Saturday, August 21st, 2004


Subject:17 days until school wonderful!
Time:11:59 pm.
Mood: awake.
Music:breakaway- kelly clarkson.
hah, I haven't written or rather typed in this thing for a while. a LOT has happened. I don't really know where to start....

Volleyball season has started!! I'm soo excited! after only three days of tryouts, I have landed the spot of #9 on JV! woohoo! :D I'm so psyched for the season to start!

and in speaking of volleyball, I have been getting rides from the coolest kid ever, aurora! and the greatest chem partner ever, kelsey! hehe, what a bunch of cool kids...especially in the car. yesterday, I went out to dinner with them at ruby tuesdays where aurora found a pen disguised as lipstick. that was pretty cool. and I saw coach wise! dude, she's gotten a lot bigger. she's due in late september so she's got a little more time left. we chatted for a bit before I went and devoured my cheese sticks.

I have been watching the olympics everyday...which I pretty much do whenever I'm not sleeping or at practice. hehe. I've mainly been watching volleyball and swimming. hehe, I only watch swimming to see this guy:

*sighs* he is an amazing swimmer. he is always a good half-body to a full body length in front of everyone else in his heat. he's won 6 gold medals and he's only 19! :)

anyways, school starts soon and I'm definitely not looking forward to that. yuck. school. ack the thought of it makes me depressed. well, I'm out for now. I'll prolly update 5 minutes later cuz I forgot something. night!

Saturday, August 7th, 2004


Subject:never eat a spoonful of confectioners has nasty side effects
Time:8:58 pm.
Mood: busy.
Music:If I Ain't Got You- Alicia Keys.
this is the last entry before I leave for florida. away from my computer for a week. I don't think I can bear it! *sniff* anyways, this week has been crazy with fighting, hanging out, more fighting, slime volleyball, and bob evans with geese poop. how I love summers.

my knee has been bothering me lately. I don't know how it started but I'm thinking its when I started running 5 days, instead of 3 days a week with the redhead. after every single run, we go back to her house and we chill by drinking 2% water. hehehe. on friday though, we took a break and went to bob evans for a good breakfast. then we took a walk around a pond that was in the area that was littered in goose poop. it was...pleasant. then kati picked us up and took us over to paul's (her boyfriend) house. we ended up bouncing around on his trampoline and playing volleyball. I haven't played in a while, so I pretty much sucked. haha. it was fun though. then we left and went over to giant and got stuff while jenny and me stared at the food. we headed back to their house and jenny introduced me to a great game of slime volleyball. out of the 21 games we played....I lost every single one of them. haha, but I did come close a couple of times! then paul came back over and we just chilled until I had to be home. fun times :)

on wednesday, I went and chilled with nat, jenn, and colleen at starbucks and that was lotsa fun. and we managed to avoid the police since nat was taking all 3 of us home and she's only allowed to take 1. so yeah, lots of hanging out and avoiding the family...

when I get back, I'll only have one day to rest until volleyball tryouts!! eeek. soooo nervous!! ack. anyways, I need to go off and finish packing. hopefully florida isn't as bad as it might be...-holly-

Monday, August 2nd, 2004

(3 Blossoms | Cherry?)

Subject:never go on a merry-go-round with a crazy redhead...
Time:2:36 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Music:Maroon 5 <--- can't get enough of them.
hello everyone! I haven't updated in a while...mostly cuz I was either angry, pissed off, or mad at my family. but right now, there isn't any fighting for the time being. so I'm going to try and remember what I've done so far...

1) we're not going to florida over volleyball tryouts anymore, thank god. or else...

2) ever since jenny came back from gov school, we've been running every morning crazily...and then we go over to her house and bake something. its become quite a ritual. the other day, we went to a playground nearby and she spun me around on the merry-go-round. did not go well...let's just say that I was on the verge of throwing up...

3) hung out with colleen and jenn at chik-fil-a. had a good vent about how parents can act so unbelievably idiotic and stupid. that subject went on for a while. hehe.

4) went to lauren williams' birthday party last last saturday. so much fun! and really goooood cake!

5) its already august 2nd!!

6) I've run out of things to write...

anyways, I hope everyone is having a great summer! later dayz, holly-doll

Thursday, July 22nd, 2004

(2 Blossoms | Cherry?)

Time:12:36 am.
Mood: pissed off.
wow, I'm so pissed off right now...

why don't my parents understand how important volleyball is to me? they just don't fucking get it do they?

whatever. a hellish 5 day vacation with them is not worth missing volleyball tryouts and pre-season. and they obviously think that a vacation is not worth missing just because of a "sport." even though they could have taken it the first 5 fucking weeks of summer when nobody was doing anything.

if anyone can, I need rides to all 5 days of tryouts and possibly pre-season...just cuz my parents are in florida. whatever. I don't care.

Tuesday, July 20th, 2004

(3 Blossoms | Cherry?)

Time:12:46 am.
Mood: full.
Music:"Breaking the Habit"- Linkin Park.
wow. haven't updated in a while! hmm, well, A LOT has happened and I have short-term memory loss, so I have absolutely no idea what happened since I last updated this thing. so I'm just gonna randomly write stuff that I happen to remember.

- one of my best friends from california, kirsten, came to visit for a couple of days and she's soon moving to germany so I'm spending most of my time at my friend's house where she's staying at. I practically live there. hehe. but so far its been awesome! even though my friend can only take 1 person cuz she's 16, that's all right...cuz I hide in the back seat. haha. we took her to fairfax corner and watched anchorman (pretty good movie) and we went over to colleen's house and had a good girl talk :)

- today, I went to reston towne center with a couple of friends and, ahem, got hit on by a bunch of drunk 24 year olds. not funny. they reeked of alcohol. it was kinda funny when they went to a restaurant window and pressed their stomachs against it, but otherwise they were far from charming. haha. one of them was really hot though...but nope. he was wasted.

- jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat! jenny's coming home on sat!
two words: cheesecake and car wash!!

- so right now, I'm not speaking to my mom for certain reasons. my mom wouldn't let me take ANY volleyball camps so there's a chance that I might not make the team this year because I haven't been keeping my skills up. I now have to do my own conditioning, so I run a few miles a day and do footwork I remember from last year. ack. I am so out of shape.

- also, I'm not talking to my dad (there's a lot of anger in my family right now...) because I asked if I could get my car updated when I get my license because it doesn't have airbags and ABS (anti-lock brake system) and he said no. I argued that I wouldn't risk my friend's lives because of that and he said, "well, you're not allowed to take friends then. only you would get hurt if something happened." soo, basically, he won't pay extra to get the safety features that a car nowadays has. yeah...pissed off.

- that's about it!

anyways, this was a looong ass entry. hopefully you guys didn't get too bored with it. tomorrow's agenda: call car company, call cell phone company, call natalie, finish my card for kirsten, put gift together, go to rainforest cafe, and see my sis play vball and hopefully see someone there that I haven't seen in a while that I'd like to see again...

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

later, holly-doll

Tuesday, July 6th, 2004


Subject:want to adopt a sea creature? continue reading...
Time:10:55 pm.
Mood: dorky.
Music:"Broken"- Seether (ft Amy Lee).
ahh yes. updatin' the blurt. only if I could remember what I've done in the past few days. the earliest I can remember is wednesday so I'll start there. Colleen and I went to go visit jenn at work and that was a lot of fun...chik-fil-a! good stuff. on thursday, jenn and teresa came over and we went to the pool and gorged on pizza and breadsticks. hehe, it was a lot of fun. I got really dark! eek. after they left, I went to go play soccer with franks and sara and a bunch of other peeps. it turned out to be a lot of fun, even though I'm so out of shape...and I don't have any soccer experience. hah. I got a nasty bruise on the side of my knee though...its still purple actually. :)

hmm, on friday I kinda just sat around and did nothing.

on saturday, I went to giant and bought strawberries and chocolate. then I melted the chocolate and I ate it with strawberries. ahh! sooo good.

on sunday, my dad gets the wacky idea of going somewhere as a family and we spent 4 hours in the car only to turn around because it was raining like hell. so I went and saw spider-man 2 instead. an amazing movie. not joking. the acting was incredible and I would seriously go see it again in a heartbeat. but yes, that was my fourth of july.

monday- didn't do much...kinda sat around and talked to people

today (tuesday)- I went to the mall with jenn, teresa, nat, and colleen. lotsa fun! teresa had to leave early for SAT prep but it was still a great time. I bought some stuff and I saw the most gorgeous homecoming/prom dress. even though it was $179. haha. I might not even go to hc or prom so yeah...

anyways, that pretty much sums what I've been doing lately. it turns out that I might not be able to get my license for a while cuz behind the wheel is filled...and I don't feel like going to mount vernon. ahh, oh well. <---- go here if you want to adopt a shark, dolphin, seahorse, stingray, or a puffin from the baltimore aquarium!!

dude...I want a puffin! ~holly-doll~

PS: much thanks to everyone who did my survey! I heart you guys! ^_^

Wednesday, June 30th, 2004

(10 Blossoms | Cherry?)

Subject:taken from kelsey who stole it from aurora who yoinked it from minh
Time:10:11 pm.
Mood: thirsty.

i cried:

i asked you to help:

i was becoming suicidal:

i killed myself:

i died from natural causes:

i said i liked you:

i kissed you:

i started smoking:

i stole something:

i was hospitalized:

i ran away from home:

i got in a fight and you were there:









choice of music:




be my friend:

tell me the truth no matter what:

lie to make me feel better:

spread rumors about me:

keep a secret if i told you one:

loan me some cash:

hold my hand:

take a bullet for me:

keep in touch:

try and solve my problems:

love me:

Blurty for HoLLy-DoLL.

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