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| 02:07pm 23/04/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: im listening to commericals on the radio..
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hey.. whats up.. im soo excited but yet sad.. its friday time ot PARRRTTYYY....lol..but then again im pretty upset because i still really like tim and i wanna go back out with him soo bad but he doesnt have feelings for me anymore... =(.. gosh i shoud have NEVER broken up with him in teh first place i wonder if we would of still been going out? we probably of would.. because i would of been so in love with him i wouldnt of broke up with him.. but i dont no about him.. but he said he would of never broke up with me..and he was pretty upset when i broke up with him.. i dont no why i even Fucked his brother.. thats what messed the whole god damn thing up...GRR to me,...because before he found out that i did that with his brother we were talking about going back out! and then when he found out he was like yea i was thinking about asking you back out..an di was like AHHHHHH and it was the day of my birthday..and i was soo upset on my birthday it was the worst one EVER...it was my 15th birthday..hes soo hot. and everytime i see him with another girl.. i get soo jealous...btu i guess its time that i try and get over him becuse ill never get him back..and i hate to say that but its true.. soo true...=( grrr i really want him back soo badly...i should of never did what i did.. i made the biggest mistake of my life..grr...if i could go back and change it.. i would.. i wouldnt even think twice.. =( i would actually go back even before i broke up with him the first time..and i wouldnt of broken up with him.. but once again thats never gonna happen....yea well imma go and get ready..ill ttul..ILU!!! |
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| 09:24pm 15/04/2004 |
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mood: cheerful music: amanda perez`i pray..
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is it because im not pretty enough..or am i not soo soo skinny like how he likes his girls?but i guess it just wasnt ment to be..imma try and move on...i wanna hook up with this kid ..OOO sooo sexxxyyy..lol and hes single and he wants to chill with me and he said hell mess with me!!!! OWWW man..lol ahh...isnt that exciteing..lol i might be hooking up with some hot guy..and i wont have to worry about him..lolhah..but anyways..off that subject i go to nationals this weekend..im soo excited but yet im scared....i dont no what to feel right now..lol theres happiness inside..sadness inside..and excitement..ahh all mixed up..lol but its feels great.lol man oh man..i dotn have to go to school tomorrow..lol and everyone else has too!!lol ohh man..well imma go ttyl..ILU!!! Valerie |
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| 07:05pm 14/04/2004 |
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mood: crushed music: amanda perez` i pray
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mann....im soo bored and all i can think of is Him...i wish i could just have him..but i ruined it all myself.. and i understand why he doesnt want me back.. =( but he says hes got someone else hes hooking up with..man you dont no how jealous i am right now.. i wish i could just ave him back for atleast one day..you dont even no what i would do with that boy!!!but everytime i try talking about it with him we always end up fighting..i turely didnt mean to do what i did to hurt him..i mean..yea i new what i was doing but i wasnt thinking of the effect it would leave.. i mean i cant get him outta my head..hes all i think about.. i cant get over him..i mean i lost my virginity to him..but its okay i guess imma have to move on buts its gonna be hard.. =(..well im out ttyl..ILU!!! |
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| 03:19pm 03/04/2004 |
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mood: ready to drink..lol music: `my band`**D 12**
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hey..man tonight is gonna be the best..lol i am going to a party right..and then after i am going to thins kids house and drinking my ass off..lol omg its gonna be great..lol i dont even think imma be able to walk after..lol and imm ahave the biggest hang over tomorrow i swear to god.lol..its gonna eb soo great...and i might hook up with this kid Kevin..one of this kid Robby`s friends..hes hott as hell..lol..yea well imma go get into the shower and get ready and shit..so ill ttyl! Late Valerie! |
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| 02:40pm 02/04/2004 |
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mood: Hyperrr music: *i dont wanna kno**lol i love that song..
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ohh man...its friday and i have nothing to do but sit around and wait till i have to go to cheerleading..grr..but its all good..eww..im soo dirrty..because i was working in my shop today and i got dirrty as hell..hahaha..man ohh man.is it boring..omg.. i gotta watch my lil sisters tomorrow from 10 in the moring untill 530 at nite..grr..lol i really wanna do something tonight but theres nothing to do..lol maybe ill call Shane and see what hes doing..*if he answers his phone..*lol..yea but imma go..Late--Valerie-- |
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| 09:15am 10/03/2004 |
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mood: lazy music: Amanda Perez**Angel**
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hey..today is gonna be like sooo boring..becaue everyone has school and im sitting down on the computer because i just woke up and lil Sam Kerr is still sleeping..lol imma go and jump on her and wake her up.. nahh i cant do that its too early.. i would be sleping to if my mom havent of woke me up telling me i have to take my lil sisters to the bus stop!!! gosh im soo tired but i cant go back to sleep.. man im being soo lazy..i dont wanna get up..lol..and i need a cigarette..hah..ohh man.. i got the tech shop that i wanted isnt that just wonderful! lol..i got into diesel..haha i was excited..man.. i gotta find something to do..becauase i dont have to watch my sisters at all today...lol yea well imma go and try to go back to bed so ill ttyl!! Peace out!!! Love-Valerie! |
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