i havent updated in a really really long ass time. peace
man, the freaking oc wasnt freaking on tonight! this sucks, i hate that show and its gay producers. man. i am tired. but i got to see josiah today, and that made me happy.but tomarrow i have to go on a gay feild trip to ohsu and see a freaking cadaver! it is going to suck, i am going to refuse to go in the room or i will have a panic attack. seriously. there is no way i am doing that. anyways. i wont be home till like 2 tomarrow, what a waste of my day! ok then.
oh man, i was so cranky today, maybe it was the fucking pms, yes that was it. man it felt liek i had a fucking balloon in my stomach, i wanted to die. so anyways. school sucks. work sucked, i had soccer and then that kinda sucked a lot. so yeah. hmm. i need to call amelia, my mom is going out of town and i need her to come stay with me.........hmm. what the fuck. today was gay, god damn.
hey hey hey. what is up. i am tired, but i felt like posting. uhm, josiah is asking me to tell him an embarassing story and i am saying no, and it is a long story. but man, yea, i made amelia laugh a lot. wooo. anyways. i am just chilling like a villian on penacilan. my throat hurts, i think there is something wrong with my tounsels, my throat always hurts. and my wisdom teeth are coming in! yikes. alrighty, g'night. sleep tight. my loves.
hola chicas y chicos. i just ate at the fucking montage. and me and amelia went by ourselves and we had to sit soooooooo close to the people around us! it was insano. seriously. and now that i think about it, me and amelia probably looked like we were lesbian lovers! ha ha ha
so yea, me and amelia are starting our own coffee shop, we have been planning it for a while, but right now i just felt like typing it, and we have to radest ideas for extra things to have in it! oh man. just you wait. you all are going to come to our fucking coffee shop!! man. just wait, i am serious, so many good ideas.
uhm, i am trying to find information on anorexia and bulemia right now n the web. i have to write a story that satirizes it. heh heh. i am good with the sarcasm so this should work for me. but i cant find any good stats. oh well.
my cousin just called, i was supposed to hang out with her tonight. but she is so flighty she never calls me when she says she will, so i make plans and then she's like "well, we were supposed to do something!!" but it isnt my fault!! ahhhhh.
shiT!! i AM SO FUCKING PISSED!!! ah I want to kill my gay mom. i had to fucking wait at the house for like 2hours becuase she had erands and there was a fucking dishwasher coming and i didnt get to go work out cuase then i had to go to work, now i jsut went to go and it is so fucking goddamned packed! FUCKING SHIT. i am so pissed. i am going to wait to call joisah, becuase i will jsut be mean becuase thats how pissed i am. GOD!!!! fuck.
well, just got out of school! 11:30 baby! i love this new schedule. I got home and i just took a fat dump. like the fatest. but i didnt know i had to, and i just did, it was a good one, thats probs wy i have felt so bloated, man oh man. it was good. anyways....
...I am back on the soup, cheezit and homemade oatmeal diet (with the occaisional quiznos). now i just need my mom to buy me some damned cheezits and oatmeal. crap man, cant get any dieting done around here, becuase my mom is freaking on atkins so all we have is an ass load of meat! man. i am going to go watch some tv then. and maybe do some of my tons of home work. ok bye
well, i dont have anything really to say. my friend amelia is pissed at someone, and that sucks, i feel bad, i cant wait to go to college. except guess what. i think i am going to go to u of o, except like three months ago my soccer coach said she would call Willamette for soccer for me, and they just called my house today and left a message. They want to ask me about playing there and shit. i am pissed, i was so almost ready to go to u of o. but i got 17,000 to willamette and tuition there is 30,000, if they offer me more for soccer, i dont know. maybe i shouldnt call back. then i will never know, but i have to!! curiosity! i have to, but then they will say something enticing! shit and hell. fuck fuck fuck, that would mean no more boogeying, and far away from josiah, and no room with amelia! fuck, i cant call back. or go there!! FUCK! help me! ok got to go
ok, so for the last few nights i have been having the fucking weirdest dreams. i mean weird. so last night. my dream is this: I am a feminist. there is this other dimension and it just so happens that the feminists go there and have feminist worlds or something. so i went there. it was like this portal on earth that you went to, and it was this world in the clouds. i stayed there for a while and then i got tired of them always being pissed off at men and shit, so i decided to leave, the only way to leave is to step off the cloud. so i just step of the cloud. but i kept my eyes shut the whole time and i was falling. I was in a position where i was on my back with my arms tight to my sides. and i fell forever. it seemed like so long, and then it felt like my body was dematerializing, and then all the sudden i rematerialized on top of my bed, laying the way i had been falling.
Then i had this other part to that dream when i did this i was in hawii and it was warm and sunny, but i was in a dimension where women were slaves to men, like sex slaves and shit. then i went to quiznos, and it took forever to get to the front of the line, then i wanted no mustard and she put the other kind of mustard on it, then she couldnt understand of i wanted tomatos, then i got the the guy at the register and said i wanted italian vinagrette on it, and so he went to go get me some in a cup, then i went to pay and the line was all backed up and he let other people pay before me and i had to wait, and then this old man cut me and finally i was like "no fucking way, you fucking fat old man, get the fuck out of here i was here first' but the guy ringing up didnt even care. then i started crying. thats all.
hmmm, i think i am insane.
hey hey hey. sitting here eating my heart out baby......just joking. just got back from the fucking MONTAGE. That place is rad and a half!! seriously, amelia took me there and it is tight. I ventured there with nathan otani, amelia hastings, kaitlyn strebin, and josiah henley. I ate fucking polenta! it was good, do you know how amazing it is to get polenta anywhere!! man, i was happy, but then happier becuase it was polenta with portabello mushrooms!! muuah! (that is the italian gesture where you put your fingers to your mouth and kiss them and then pull them away as you say muahh) they were excellent. i adore freaking mushrooms, so i was excited. anyways, amelia just went to chill with an old pal, and nate and jo jo are hanging at natey's. i figured they needed some male bonding time, so I didnt tag along. i was going to hang out with some of my other friends who i have been neglecting lately, but they are watching Once Upon a Time in mexico, and i watched that last night and it sucked hardcore, so i am not going over there. anyways. i might jsut go to sleep or something. hmmmm. alright. peace out.
hola. si senor. eres muy guapo. me gustaria chingarle muchos veces cada dia, pero ahora quiero chingarle loco. por favor?
sorry i just felt like titleing this like a pimp would. anyways. what is the business bitches and hoes. I had a fairly good day today, i am getting less sick, i got to hang with jojo. lets see got up, went to school, go out at 9:50, went and worked out, got QUIZNOS (so fucking good!), went home, showered, hung out with josiah, ate some ice cream, ate dinner, did some euro studying for tomarrow even tho i am completely and helplessly fucked for the test, but oh well, i think i have a solid b in there, and two b's ain't bad. I am pissed tho, i got really fucked over because of johnny, i know it isnt his fault, but those teachers really are fuckers. I haev had to work even fucking harder because of it and that is bullshit, and i am going to end up with two b's. that is fucking weak.
Anyways, my mom is kinda nosey she was asking me about me and josiah and the "L" word, she is so immature too. I said it is none of her business. she is cuddling with Davey right now.....oh how cute.....(and i throw up). They are old. ewww. i never want to get old. sick, sick and a half. I am going to be a MILF. That is right, fuck yea. me and amelia......FUCKING MILF's. damn, shit and hell.
you know what i do sometimes when i am really bored like i am tonight. well i always listen to music. but sometimes, i pretend that i am in the music video (when no one is around) it is really quite entertaining. you run around lip singing. and look in mirrors, and rip at your hair, and pretend to scream. it is like miming. i enjoy it. I bet you guys do it too. so anyways, i just thought i would share that. alright. peace out
hola, como estas? si, estoy muy muy bien. estoy muy calietne, no, no, me falta, soy muy muy bien! he he. Me gusta chingar mucho, hoy chingo ochenta veces!! Estuve perfecto!! Si, si.
I am bored. i just got home from school, josiah left me a note on my car! yeah. that was nice. i dont kow wether to call him, or call amelia, or eat, or call my mom and find out where she is, because i dont know, or eat, or do nothing. or go to the store and buy a lighter. hmmm. decisions, decisions. i bet nate and amelia and josiah are at nates, or they were, maybe not though. i should call one of them.
yesterday was a good day, i forgot to post. but i was busy! I came home, made brownies, ventured to fucking Mt. Hood community college, waited in line for ever, got my transcript, went to my work, got my paycheck, cashed it, got 68 dollars when i thought i was only getting about 20, went to oldnavy and bought a black jacket that they had at gap, but old navel was cheaper, went to barlow, gave them my mt hood transcript, went to the library, got some books, looked at a sex book (it was so hilar!), ate some more, watched tv, did some funny pranks with amelia over the internet, went to bed! that was good. alrighty, and also i got an A in math at 90 percent! ha ha ha, i got 60 percent on the final!! woo hoo! alrighty I am out. peace.
oh man. shit. shit and a half. i just ate so fucking much. i need to go to sleep. i love mashed potatoes, they are my one weakness, seriously. its ok tho. i have had soccer a lot, and i ate pretty good the last few days. mmmm mashed potatoes. i am such a fatty! i cant help it tho. oh well, i will just embrace it. anyways, i am sick, way sick, this sucks a lot. and i didnt get to see jojo today. oh well. tomarrow....aight. i'm out hoes and bitches, use the condom to keep away the crotch iches. (that means: have protected sex so that you dont contract an std)
today was a much better day, i am no longer cranky. but ihave a very very sore throat i hate to talk it is so sore! but anyways, i have to go to court tomarrow, i have to get up at 8:30 so yea. i am going to go to bed.
tonight really sucked a big fat cock..........................yea.......
oh man. i jsut got back from the fucking show it was coheed and cambria, but jamison parker was playing with them. man, we got there, and they were fucking sold out. we is me and amelia and katie strebin. so anyways, we were pissed. but as fate would have it we saw jamison of jamison and parker. last show we saw them i talked to parker, and today katie goes up to his window while he is in his car and asked if there was any way he could get us into the show. they got us in!!!!! man it was rad. didnt even have to pay. say gay daniel and fatty ugly stephy steph! man. but yeah and jamison is way cool. i will now consider myself to know him. especially because he got katie's number. that in itself was an adventure!. man. I made katie go get his number or something! ha and i am glad she did, because it worked out. that was rad. well see yah.
well, as you all may or may not know, tomarrow night is the JAMISON PARKER CONCERT! actually they arent head lining but thats ok. They are fun. I am excited. today was gay. i went to the dentist, three cavities, at least i get to go back and have nitris!!!!! woo hoo. i love nitris! it is rad. rad and a half. anyways. the fucking OC was fucking weak tonight. MAN. that show is starting to suck. majorly, and all the fucking girls in the world are copying marissa's gay fashion and it is pissing me off. holy hell!!!!!! shit and hell. mother fucking, cock-ass balls tounging, cunt, dick, dick. fuckers. monka, yariman, iku iku. goodnight. fuckers.
man, i have to go to work in like ten minutes, this is bullshit. seriously. i am pissed. i hate work, it makes me cranky, and it makes me mad. i hate it. i am just going to get knocked up so that i dont have to work anymore. yes! theres the ticket! no, i am kidding. I might get my car back today tho, and that would be fucking awesome. I am supposed to be researching stupid gay dumb candide. Today i had to go see my counselor at school. and she talked to me for like thirty minutes about how i need to go to school, go all the way and get a PHD, and not end up like her, divorced and having to support herself with only four years of college , and then finally going back to school and getting more education. Man. i am sick of all of these older women being like "justine, dont make the mistake i made" does everyone think that i am a whore!!!!!! or that i just want to be a housewife. man oh man, its fucking weak. anyways. i am tired, but i have soccer practice tongiht, it is going to suck. gotta go.
LOVE THE BLURTY. LOVE THE J TO THE IZZO. LOVE THE CHEEZITS. LOVE THE FRIENDS. HATE THE MATH. HATE THE HOMEWORK. HATE HISTORY. LOVE TO HAVE MY CAR BACK FROM THE GAY SHOP THAT FIXED IT BUT THEN IT BROKE (it was gay). LOVE TO GO TO SLEEP. PEACE
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