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Party On. [26 Oct 2003|06:21pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Feeling This ~Blink 182 ] ok so my new favorite thing to say is party on. i just love it. I had one good weekend if I do say so myself. Lahser beat Andover and made them bendover on friday, went to david's house after, swam actually pretty decent saturday, hung out w/paul saturday night, swam pretty decent sunday, and here I am! Friday: -Lahser beat Andover 10-0 --Got to see bunch of old friends David's house: -Played the dice game --Everyone thought I was the best at it. ---David wasn't feelin butch, he was more feelin me I like to think Saturday: Fall Festival: -25 free: 13.2 --50 fly: 32.4 (eh, decent) Hung Out w/Paul: -watched The Mummy Returns --got such a good hug goodbye ---had a good time eventhough I don't like to admit I always have fun w/paul Sunday: -EXTRA HOUR OF SLEEEP!!! BBD Fun Meet: -2 frelay split: 29.3 (haha, ugly) --100 free: 1.02 (not bad but since I took it out in a 28, should've gone under min.) ---50 free: 29.4 (dana and I made a joke out of the 50 today, we debated doing sidestroke) So it's sunday at 6:32 and I have done zero homework and I'm lovin it! PARTY ON. *I'll leave when I wanna...* ~Jen 1 wave of emotion

damn. [12 Oct 2003|08:47pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Shake Ya Tailfeather ~P. diddy ] First off, I owe a thankyou to Dana's friend Katie for letting me steal her icon. :-D Seriously, if you talk to any of my friends they'll tell you I have this huge thing for rain. I absolutely love rain, and kissing in the rain is like a kachillion times better. Right, so anyhoo, I all went to homecoming last night. It was kinda fun, I really liked hangin out with David. I hadn't seen him in a year, and he hadn't changed at all. He's still that crazy go nuts dumples kid I love. We just kinda sat there at the after party and we didn't even really say anything but I knew what he was thinking, it was crazy. I had my head on his shoulder, his head was on mine and he had his arm like over my lap on my legs cuz I had them up on the couch cuz I was like leaning on him ya know. Yeah, anyhoo I dunno. It just felt right being there with him. I have no idea. Then fish walked us to laura's to spend the night and we got to hear everyone's version of the night. Not gonna lie, some were better than others, but we pretty much all had a good time. I don't know if I like him, and I still like Paul! We all know I like Paul, and just aahhh he's awesome, and so is David. I'd like to think I have a better chance w/David b/c he's actually in my grade, but then again David goes to andover. Mark told me about his homecoming last night...I just had to chuckle. And I have nothing else to say except for the fact that it is now 8:56 on a sunday evening and I have done no hw yet this weekend! yay. woo. wahoo. woopwoop. K I'm done now. *Why is everything so confusing?* 1 wave of emotion

What's your fantasy??? [06 Oct 2003|05:25pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Like Glue ~Sean Paul ] So like the best ever fantasty just came into my head. We'll get into that later. (*_-) So yup, it's now Monday and I have done no hw yet this weekend. I still haven't decided whether or not I'm going to do it, who thinks I should? SMUCKY YOU ROCK. ;-) k I'm out. *I don't really care what people say* ....it reminds me of *him* ~J 1 wave of emotion

Stacy's Mom...or your mom! [03 Oct 2003|09:47am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Stacy's Mom ~Fountains of Wayne ] Well it's Friday now, and I'm at home, sick. I'm not that sick where I couldn't be at school, but I'm so exhausted both mentally and physically, so it's been decided I NeEdEd to stay home. I don't know if this is good or bad. Rado has royally kicked my ass this week. Lactates tues. and thurs. and ridiculous fly sets mon. and wed. Let's review shall we? Monday-250's fly. Tuesday-Lactates fly Wednesday-800's fly Thursday-Lactates *free* *thank the lord they were free, I would've died if they were fly* I got through monday, somehow got through tuesday, amazingly came out alive wednesday, but didn't get so lucky yesterday. Yesterday is still quite fresh in my mind so let's go over it. warmup: 600s, 300k, 600p *get a good warmup* <--note left by rado Stretch ------------------------- *Lactates today!* <--2nd note left by rado 1x200 must descend 2nd, 3rd, 4th 50. 1x200 neg. split. 5x100 50 splits must be within 1.5 sec. of eachother oh and that's not all. Not only did we have to do those things, but he gave us times we had to make, and do those things. let's see that set again, with the times. warmup: 600s, 300k, 600p *get a good warmup* <--note left by rado Stretch ------------------------- *Lactates today!* <--2nd note left by rado 1x200 must descend 2nd, 3rd, 4th 50. 2:29 1x200 neg. split. 2:23 5x100 50 splits must be within 1.5 sec. of eachother 1:06 Now the 2:29 isn't hard, nor is the 2:23, or even the 1:06 for that matter, but remember, you had to descend, neg split, or keep 1.5 sec. within each 50 on these. I made the 2:29 but just barely cuz I took the first 100 out too slow, but still descended. Made the second one, and neg. split it. Now we reached the 100s. Let's see what happened on these. 1.) 1:06 50s-2.2 sec apart 2.) 1:07 50s-1.9 sec apart 3.) 1:07 50s-1.5 sec apart 4.) 1:06 50s-2.1 sec apart 5.) *1:07 50s-2 sec apart* There is no way in hell that last one is right. Rado says the girl next to me who I watched finish after I finished went 1:07.3 *If I could watch her finish, I was more than .3 ahead of her* Then he gets to me and says I went a 1:07, but it can't be right. Oh but wait, I have to tell you what he said during all of these 100s. After the 3rd one, someone from the 2nd practice asked me how I was doing and if they were hard. I said: "It's so hard, I'm like dying over here, on the last one I missed my time but was 1.5 sec apart." They were like "Whoa." then Rado decides to get in: "Lebiedz, stop complaining damn it, start hauling some ass." Then I get up and do the next one, and as you can see, wasn't good. Then I get up to do another and Rado says to Kimmy "If lebiedz makes this one, you can get out too. But only you two, everyone else has to do it on their own." So of course I'm like ok, I'm gonna do it. Well then that happens, and then I go up to do another one b/c by now it's 5:15 *we're supposed to get out at 5* and Rado has been making people stay later until they make at least one. I'm walking to the block and rado says "Get out lebiedz, I'm sick of watching you swim this slow." I know he's only trying to motivate me, but his negative-motivation or w/e you wanna call it doesn't work for me. When I get angry I swim slower, and rado definately thoroughly pissed me off yesterday. I came home and literally passed out. I ate dinner, took a shower and went to bed. I'm going to south bend today anyway, so it was decided, no school for me. and that's how I'm here. On a happier note, it's official, I like him. I don't know if he knows, but oh well we'll give it some time and see how things play out! He's such a great guy, and just ah! I would love to even just see him more before anything happens. And yes I am going now for it is late...or something to that extent. Peace out! *Stacy's Mom has got it goin on, she's all I want and I've waited for so long* ~J of emotion

YAY!!!! [27 Sep 2003|04:54pm] OMG! YAY! I FIXED MY BLURTY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Although, I'm not gonna lie, the other one had some serious potential for being pretty wicked sweet..... of emotion

[25 Sep 2003|10:55pm] [ mood | hopeful ] So I just downloaded some new thing...let's see if it works! of emotion

blurty = gay. [24 Sep 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | aggravated ] my blurty isn't working, it's being forking gay. I don't know if you can see this when you click on me from my friends, but yeah it's being royally gay!! I really wish it would start working again b/c it's not! and it sucks! yeah. that's my story. of emotion

weekend. [21 Sep 2003|12:22pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Make Up Your Mind ~Theory of A Deadman ] so I have no idea why my blurty is being gay, you like can't see any of it or some shit. but anyhoo this weekend was a shitload of fun. Y'all know what I did friday if you can read it and Saturday, Saturday was good. Went to D's made shirts, chilled, walked around b-ham cuz we had nothing else to do, then we went to groves to see if there was anyone there, AND THERE WAS! We played follow the leader in our cars and drove circles and shit around eachother, it was a good time. Then they threw money at us, so we followed them into this neighborhood, then we found them again back in the parking lot at groves and then they ditched us for some other people, it wasn't cool. So then we just kinda went home, but it was so fun. This entry's kinda pointless but oh well. Useless nonsense is fun. --He keeps talking about how everyone's taken and then he just kinda smiles at me-- I think he knows what's goin on, it's kinda nice. *D.o.B.p. ...nough said....TO THE LIMIT* ~Jmoney of emotion

FOLLOW THE SAUSAGE!!! [19 Sep 2003|11:27pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | The Way You Make Me Feel ~M.J. (the band played it) ] um...football game tonight, was the most fun I've had in a long, long, LONG time!!! eeeeee. 1st) We stroke the sausage, of course. 2nd) We break bleachers so they were wobbley and people were falling and Dr. J thought all of us were "under the influence" which some of us were 3rd) We stroke the sausage some more. 4th) Everytime we score a touchdown the guys take an article of clothing off. 5th) We follow the sausage around the field 6th) After the game we charge the field 7th) A fight breaks out in the parking lot and people get M.I.P.ed 8th) THAT WAS LIKE THE BEST TIME EVER. Pull your pants up! clap clap clapclapclap Pull your pants up! clap clap clapclapclap Pull your pants up! clap clap clapclapclap --a cheer for Dr. J. Mr. O! clap clap clapclapclap Mr. O! clap clap clapclapclap Mr. O! clap clap clapclapclap --a cheer for mr. O. --chanting Ranney, Macklin, D.C., and Ren PUT THE SHOCKERS UP!! E-R-S-A-H-L ...wait.... L-A-H-S-E-R -->the drunk people tried to spell lahser<-- The freshman thought all of us were wasted. Too bad most of us were straight! We were just havin one hell of a time! WOOO!!!!!!! k, bed time. *STROKE...STROKE...STROKE...STROKE...WOOAAAHHHHHH* ~Jen of emotion

stupid hos. [19 Sep 2003|05:47pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | So Yesterday ~Hilary Duff ] So I come home and mother informs me that Mrs. Groth called today. Guess why she called. Just guess. She called to tell mom that kadie went a 1:11 in fly at the last meet of hers and won the event. WHOOPIDY DO NANCY. I'M STILL FASTER. just because I swam slow and went a 1:12 at the andover meet and she got a best time at 1:13 doesn't mean it was my best time! KADIE WILL NEVER BE FASTER THAN ME. I guess I just want to thank you Mrs. Groth. You just gave me more motivation to go even faster. There are certain things in my life that I have to control, and being faster than certain people (ex--kadie) is something I have to control. I'll have my mom give you a call after the meet next week when I go at least a 1:09 or faster. We wore our hats to school today. I wasn't a big fan, we didn't have a meet and some people were openly calling us gay and saying we looked retarded. Although there were a lot more saying they wanted one. Let's just keep the hats for the meet days and that *one* day. RGIJATIJAGLJAGHKLJLQKJYLAKNGKAJHLKJAQT I'm so frustrated. I work my ass off and I don't see the time drops that I want to see. It's not fair. Why can't I be like the rest of my family? They're all amazing swimmers and I got the shaft. Bridget's good at everything, Katy and William are awesome breaststrokers and what am I good at? I'm a decent flyer and an ok distance swimmer. That's not enough, my coaches all compare me to the rest of my family. I get called a slacker and I'm just sick of it. I do work really hard, maybe I'm just not a swimmer. "I believe everyone has talent and it's just a matter of whether or not they find it in time." For a while I thought swimming was my talent. But since I was 13, I've been having serious 2nd thoughts. I said wait til I go to highschool, I drop lots of time and I'll be all good again. That didn't exactly happen. Then I said well see how BBD goes. Didn't go well. Then I said see how Plum goes. THAT WENT ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE. Then I said, lahser will give it to me this year. It hasn't so far. I have 2 chances left to prove to myself and the world that I was meant to be a swimmer. It's cuttin it close. I just wish someone would straight up tell me I'm not cut out to be a swimmer before I fail...again. I work so hard, and then don't reach my goals. It's so hard for me to keep going. But what would I do without it? I'd have to find a different sport, but what sport? Swimming is the only sport I know b/c I've been doing it all my life, but I'm getting sick of just not doing well. It's just that much harder to see people (lawler, and ally) who are really good and so fast tell themselves they suck and get mad at themselves. I would give anything to have the speed they do. Oh well, I guess I'm just jealous and confused. *I'm just a bird that's already flown away* ~Jen. :-\ of emotion

right. [18 Sep 2003|09:54pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Everybody To the Limit ~Strong Bad ] erm....yeah. so all I have to say is that I think we have the right to know what happened today and why people were in tears. It caused a big commotion and threw off our whole warm-up. And I know I'm not the only one that feels this way, there are a big number of us who want to know. I think we've found ourselves one hell of a replacement for diane.... I said come on da lahser girls, I said come on da lahser girls, everybody to the limit, the team is to the limit I said come on da lahser girls I asked my friend joel, I asked my friend rado they said it was time for state cuts! WOO! *Lady Knights 'o3 Truckin All Knight...* ~J-money of emotion

Gone [17 Sep 2003|06:38pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Gone ~Switchfoot ] She told him she'd rather fix her makeup than try and fix what's going on But the problem keeps on calling even with the cell phone gone. She told him that she believes in living bigger than she's living now but her world keeps spinning backwards and upside down Don't say so long, you're not that far gone Don't spin today away, 'cause today will soon be Gone, like yesterday is gone Like history is gone Just try and prove me wrong and pretend like your immortal She said, he said, live like no tomorrow Everyday we borrow brings us one step closer to the edge. Infinity. Where's your treasure, where's your hope, if you get the world and lose your soul? She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal. Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong. This could be your big chance to make-up Today will soon be Gone, like yesterday is gone Like history is gone the world keeps spinning on you're going, going, Gone, like summer break is gone, like Saturday is gone Just try and prove me wrong and pretend like your immortal. We are not infinite We are not permanent Nothing is immediate and we pretend like we're immortal. We are so confident in our accomplishments Look at our decadence. Gone, like Frank Sinatra, like Elvis and his mom, like Al Pacino's cash, nothing lasts in this life Gone, my High School dreams are gone, my childhood sweets are gone, life is a day that doesn't last for long. Life is more than money, time was never money time was never cash, life is still more than girls. Life is more than hundred dollar bills and roto-tom fills, Life is more than fame and rock and roll and thrills, All the riches of the kings end up in wills We've got information in the information age but do we know what life is outside of our convenient Lexus cages? She said he said live like no tomorrow every moment that we borrow brings us closer to a God who's never been short of cash Hey Bono, I'm glad you asked. Life is still worth living, life is more that we are. *Switchfoot is like my favoritest band EVER* I must go out and buy the rest of their cds so I have ALL 4! of emotion

oh the joys of the rec. dept. [16 Sep 2003|10:46pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | In Your Eyes ~Peter Gabriel ] gggrrwolfjkf. Those damn old ladies. First they steal one sandal from me last year, then they actually steal a pair, then yesterday they tried to steal my equipment bag and all my equipment (fins, kickboard, pullbuoy) now there was no way I was gonna let that slide, so I had to break into their little office and there was my equipment bag....hanging up all nice and neat. So naturally I grabbed it and ran! And they were standing there watching me looking completely dumbfounded. Those damn senior citizens, I hope I'm never like them. ...grr....that was so not cool of them. And plus they get baby powder all over our locker room! I'm like POWDER YOURSELVES IN YOUR LITTLE OFFICE DAMN IT! YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONES IN HERE! WE'RE IN HERE MORE THAN YOU! But anyhoo, I all went to the dentist yesterday. Apparently I miss my last tooth when I brush...gotta work on that. alright, my goal isto help dana break that god awful vicious cycle. I WILL DO IT! So the Shock just beat the sparks and are the WNBA champions. That's what detroit needed, we needed somethin big, and naturally the chicks do it. Pretty sweet if ya ask me. *His 3rd nipple works in mysterious ways* ~Jen 3 waves of emotion

DANA IS AWESOME [14 Sep 2003|09:26pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Home ~Bone Thugs 'n' Harmony ft. Phil Collins ] CHECK IT OUT NOW! My blurty is officially the shit, just like D's. hhuuuurrrr I'm excited! ~me of emotion

sHoCk. [14 Sep 2003|07:48pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | 99 Red Balloons ~Goldfinger ] So I went to the shock game today, it actually wasn't that bad. We won and I got to see this family juggling act. If any of you know me, you know I can juggle. So it was really fun for me to watch that. They stood on these balls and juggled balls, then clubs, then discs! I was jealous, then they proceeded to juggle on unicycles, and then this one guy balanced a canoe on his chin, and then the little 5 yr old girl ran around on the big ball through everyone else juggling. It was pretty sweet. And um yeah that's pretty much my day except when my 3 yr old cousin and my 17 yr old brother got into a sword fight, that was rather humorous. D--I'm waitin for you to help me with the transparency thing....I'd love that! (+_+) <--teehee it's like dead! Oh, I babysat for 9 hours yesterday, made some good cash and watched PETER PAN! (hence the xnumber stars to the right and straight on 'til morning bit.) yay. leave some lovin. *Everytime I try to rise above, I'm swept away* ~Jello of emotion

yay for change [14 Sep 2003|11:57am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | No Letting Go ~Wayne Wonder ] Who likes the new background? and the new comment icon--thing? If your name is Dana J. Blinder, would you care to tell me how to do the transparency thing??? So tell me if ya like it! *No letting go, no holding back* ~Jen 3 waves of emotion

hip huggers. [13 Sep 2003|11:04pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Hands Down ~D.C. ] Dana, that was a shitload of fun last night. Is the movie over? how was harry potter? --Gay men --[with lisp]--I just bought a new pair of hip huggers from banana republic last week, oh my gawd, they fit like a dream! --Me (gay men with no come back.) ------------------ Which one of your parents is japanese? --girl My Mom --guy I COULD TOTALLY TELL! --girl. (walking by again) Jen, which one of your parents is mexican? --dana My dad --Me I COULD TOTALLY TELL! --dana ------------------ that was a quality night....DANCE ON BITCH PANTS! and that's where the bitch pants bee stung me, right thur, right on that spot on the road. Yes dana, you are the greatest friend in the world what would I do without you? Good question, good question. So I read all my comments that were left on old entries. what's the point in leaving comments on entries that are like a month old? I mean seriously now, and if you're reading them and commenting on them, then you obviously care to know what's going on in my life. I think that's just funny how dumb people can be sometimes. of emotion

hmmph. [11 Sep 2003|04:31pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Never Let You Go ~Third Eye Blind ] I think I just found out the worst news I've heard in a long while. I don't know if I'll be able to make it through this. 4 waves of emotion

what a fun night. [10 Sep 2003|06:21pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Home ~Bone Thugz 'n' Harmony ft. Phil Collins ] dddaayyyuuummmmm that was fun! wendy decided to inform me that I have no chance with nate, and I fully agree. So I'm just gonna set this straight, in the last entry, number 2 wasn't Nate and the spaz gf wasn't wendy, although it does seem to fit doesn't it? Anyhoo, number 1 would be Paul, everyone knows that, number 2 would be Chris (not wee) and number 3 shall still remain nameless until a further date. Yeah so I had a damn good time pretending to be all pissed off cuz wendy was "pissing me off" but in all actuality, I could care less, she was too busy still telling me I had no chance with Nate for me to slip in the fact that I gave up on Nate on oh I'd say...Monday. He's a really cool guy but; A) he has a gf (Wendy) B) I've never met the kid C) He goes to bendover which is a BIG turn off in itself and 5) I'm probably not gonna be here in about 4 months! (the 5 is for you D, you're awesome, and Tom loves you!) Anyhoozles, gots a swim meet against bendover tomorrow, that's gonna be A JOKE! they're sooo bad. K time to roll. peace easy. *I love my boys! Mark, Zach, Adam, Jason, Paul, and MOH! are the best* ~J~ 2 waves of emotion

it's official. [08 Sep 2003|07:12pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Another Postcard Chimp ~Bare Naked Ladies ] yes, that's right it's official, paul and I are all good again. (-_-) I just had to set him straight on a few things. I also got asked to andover's homecoming! yay! my goal is to go to both lahser and andover's homecoming every year! So far, I'm 2 for 2! The minor detail would be the fact I don't have a date to lahser's yet, but that will change, even if I have to ask someone, it will. I'm kinda lonely though, not gonna lie. I just wish I had someone that could be like my other half. Damn it, I just saw a couple rollerblade by my window holding hands, I'm jealous. I like like 3 people, but I know 2 of them don't like me b/c 1 of them has a psycho gf who really is a spaz, and the other 1 has informed me he doesn't like me. The 3rd has no idea. Who knows, maybe someone will pop up or one of the 2 will either dump his gf, or he'll start liking me! I have such high hopes, and dreams that probably won't be fulfilled. It's a sad, vicious cycle. But in that cycle, I should be actually getting another bf soon, cuz that's how it's been going for 2years now. I'm hoping I break the cycle and have a bf for a really long time, cuz that would be sweet. Anyhoo leave the lonely heart some lovin. *I'm searching for another heart* ~Jen 9 waves of emotion

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