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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
3:58 pm - hey
HEY GUYS! GOLLEGE IS GREAT......I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS BACK HOME.....BUT I WILL BE COMING IN TO YOU SEE YOU GUYS THIS WEEKEND......DANCINGS IS FUN, BUT AT TIMES IT GETS HARD, AND I GET UPSET BUT I'M GOING TO MAKE......I WILL BE GOING TO THE DOCTORS THIS FRIDAY.....FOR ALL OF YOU THAT KNOW THAT I HAD KNEE SURGEY BACK IN APRIL, MY KNEE STARTED ACTING UP SO I HAVE TO GO THE DOCTOR TO SEE WHAT IS WRONG WITH IT......SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOU THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.....CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN......CAUSE IT SUCK THE LAST TIME........SO PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS........WELL I GUESS THIS IT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO PUT IN THIS....BUT THAT I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS BACK HOME & MY ROOMATE IS SO COOL....I'M THAT WE ARE BECOING BEST FRIEND ITS SO GREAT......WE ARE SO A LIKE......ITS SO COOL......WELL I GUESS THIS IS IT.......

BYE

current mood: scared

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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
10:26 pm - hey guys
HEY GUYS! THIS IS MY UPDATE......EVERYTHING BACK HOME ARE GETTING A LITTLE BETTER I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THINGS CAN GET BAD BUT ITS GOING TO BE OK......CAUSE I HAVE FAITH IN GOD AND I HAVE FAITH THAT IT WILL GET BETTER.......
TO ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME: EMILY, MELISSA, KELLIE,JUSTIN D JASON, JAMES, BRANDON,AHLSEY M,MICOLE C, WAYLON, MIKEY,SHAUN,TOINE AUTUM,ZACHARIAH MATT, DOUG COOTER, LAMONTE, CHRIS, RYAN GREG, NATHAN , T.J G, T.J S, JAKE , JEFF, JUSTY4LIFE....TO ALL OF MY DANCER BUDDIES BACK HOME I MISS YOU GUYS A LOT TOO......I MISS HANG OUT WITH YOU ALL AT DANCE CLASS I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN..... AND TO THE REST I MISS YOU GUYS AND IF I LEFT YOU OUT LET ME KNOW........I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUSY SO MUCH YOU GUYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME......TO MY BRO YOU ARE THE COOLEST AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST I LOVE YOU A A LOTS........college is great making alot of new friends......my roommate is the coolest person on eath we are so much a like......it so cool....i love dancing and i dance 6 days a week a nd alot of fun at times but not all of the time....but is so cool I LOVE COLLEGE.....WELL THATS FOR NOW I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER....................................
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current mood: cheerful

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Monday, October 20th, 2003
12:40 am - ~*~*~*~!HeY YoU gUys!~*~*~*~
hey guys....i miss you all back home......davey i hope that everything gets better......i don't know what is going on i now that today when we were at the mall you where kinda upset......i hope that you ok..................if you need anything call or e-mail me i love ya lots bro...................................
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IS EVERYTHING BACK HOME GOING TO H*LL OR WHAT IS GOING ON......I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THINGS CAN GO FROM GOOD TO BAD....I MISS ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME......BUT EVERYTIME I COME IN AND THAN COME BACK I FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE DONE SOME STUPID SHIT AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT...WHEN I WAS THER THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING STUPID......WAS I THE ONE THAT KEEP EVERYONE TOGETHER AND OUT OF TROUBLE..WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I LEAVE EVERYTHING GOES TO H*LL......DO MY FRIENDS DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE FOR THEM......MATT I WISH THAT YOU WOULD QUIT WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND REALIZE THAT SOMEONE DOES CARE FOR YOU- WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT......DOUG I MISS YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN PLEASE BECAREFULL........EMILY EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT I PROMISE.....ZACHARIAH WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOU HEAD, WHY CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS WRONG AMD YOU MIGHT END UP DEAD ONE DAY OR REALLU HURT-I DON'T WHAT TO LOSE YOU OK!!!! SO PLEASE BECAREFULL WHAT YOU DO CAUSE SOMEONE DOES CARE FOR YOU A LOT........TO ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME: EMILY, MELISSA, KELLIE, JASON, JAMES, BRANDON,WAYLON, MIKEY, AUTUM, MATT, DOUG COOTER, LAMONTE, CHRIS, RYAN GREG, NATHAN , T.J G, T.J S, JAKE , JEFF, AND TO THE REST I MISS YOU GUYS AND IF I LEFT YOU OUT LET ME KNOW IT HAS BEEN BAD PAST TWO DAYS.......I LOVE YA ALL NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...............TO SETH BAILEY I MISS YOU AND I HOPE THAT ONE DAY SOON WE WILL TALK AND HANG OUT LIKE THE OLD DAYS........BROOKS I KNOW THAT YOU WANT HAVE ANYTING TO DO WITH ME I KNOW THAT I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL I DIDN'T MEAN I WAS JUST UPSET.......I WANT THINGS TO GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WHERE.......I MISS HANG OUT WITH YOU AND TALKING TO YOU....YOU MAKE ME LAUGH AND I JUST MISS ALL OF THAT......I KNOW THAT YOU MISS ME TOO......PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND LETS ME FRIENDS AGAIN AND HANG OUT LIEK THE OLDS AGAIN.....PLEASE.....PLEASE....THAT ALL THAT I WANT.........WELL THIS IS MY UPADTE SO........................................................................
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2 MY ROOMATE YOU ARE THE COOLEST I'M GALD THAT WE ARE BECOMIGN BEST FRIEND WITH OUT YOU I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT THROUGH THE BAD DAYS THANKS SO MUCH YOU ARE THE COOLEST
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SONGS THA HAVE HELP ME THROUGH THESE DAYS

YOU
BY PLUS ONE
*Nate*
Me
It was always all about me
My job, my plans, my time was all I cared about
Myself
I only needed myself
To get me through my life
Then suddenly I found that

Chorus:
I want
I need
I crave
I breathe
I feel
I hold
I dream
I know
I trust
I love
You

*Jason*
Life
I'm just discovering life
How magical it is
Because of all You are, oh yeah
These days I wake up and I'm amazed
How much I want to give
Since You've touched my heart

*Chorus*

*Nathan*
It wasn't luck
It wasn't fate
There's just one reason my world's changed
One reason my world has changed
It was You

*Chorus*

I know it's You

Calling Down An Angel

*Nate*
You're afraid, it's all come down
to this place where dreams have fallen to the ground
just look up, you'll make it through
Cause there's a heavenly Being
That's watching over you

*Chorus*
Calling down an angel who
Will help you believe
Sending out a prayer
Down on my knees
Reaching up to heaven knowing
You will someday see
There's hope beyond the struggle
Just hold on
I'm calling down an angel

*Jason*
It's not too late
It's almost over
If you'll just wait you'll feel it lifting off your shoulder
So keep believing
The sun always promises a new day
It'll stop the rain
Break the chains
And chase the pain away

*Chorus*

*Nathan*
You've been trying to be strong
You've been waiting for so long
Will your miracle ever come
Heaven's holding every single tear you cry
And if you start to feel alone just know that I am

*Chorus*




Camouflage
BY PLUS ONE
*Nate*
What is this force around me
Just like a tracker beam that is always pulling me down
And when
Ever I get the chance to
To spill my guts about You
It tries to tape up my mouth

What good am I
If I just keep You quiet
What good am I
If I don't speak
*Chorus*
Cause I don't wanna be
Camouflaged
What I'm not
Cause what I got invades the world
I don't wanna be
In a box
All I want
Is just to stop being
Camouflaged
*Nathan*
I'm sick of trying to blend
Thinkin' that I should fit in
Like I am somebody else
Why do I go against what I say
Come across like a fake
And keep You all to myself

It's not that I
Wanna shove it on somebody
It's just that I
That I can't hide

*Chorus*
I can't hide
Oh
Alright
Ooh yeah
Don't put me in a box

*Chorus*

Forever
BY PLUSE ONE
*Jeremy*
I lost you in the darkness
when I fell from the light
I held onto the world too tight
I thought I'd never find you
I thought I'd be alone
but you took my hand and led me home

*Nathan*
Now I know that you'll always be where I go

*Chorus*
Forever is a long time
to be without you in my life
I wanna keep you by my side
cuz forever is a long time

*Nate*
You have faith when I'm faithless
strength when I don't
You believe in me
even when I won't
You are patient, you are true
your love is what gets me through
Now I know
that you'll always be where I go

*Chorus*

*Jason*
Even when I'm pulled apart at the seams
And it's hard to believe
Even in my darkest hour, my darkest day
You shine on me

*Chorus*

Going Crazy
BY PLUS ONE
*Gabe*
I gave my life away
Now it's time to play
Gotta live by the choice I've made
This is what I choose
If I don't want to lose
And I need to let You make my move

*Nathan*
Cause You know better than I
Than I could ever and I don't want to try to
Ever do without You
You know more than I could
Than I could ever and if You weren't there for me
I'd go crazy

*Chorus*
I can't pretend that I don't need You
With all the stuff in my life
I just don't know what to do
Every time I'm afraid of what's in front of me
You keep me from goin' crazy
Show is done but the tape keeps rollin'
Can't push stop cause my life is recording
All this pressure keeps on pressing
You keep me from goin' crazy

*Jeremy*
Every face I see
Takes a hold of me
And keeps me where I need to be
With a lot on my mind
Sometimes it makes me blind
And the vision gets hard to find

*Nate*
But you know better than I
Than I could ever
And I don't want to try to
Ever do without you
You know more than I couldThan I could ever
And if you weren't there for me
I'd go crazy

*Chorus*

*Jason*
I thank you for the life I lead
I wouldn't trade it
Not for a minute (no)
I don't want to think that I don't need
You with me
You are my Security
Now that I got it
Can't go without it
Cause I need You
Need You to keep me
From goin' crazy

*Chorus*

Crazy...(crazy)
Crazy... (crazy)
Crazy..(crazy)
You keep me from goin' crazy
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current mood: confused

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Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
5:31 pm - ~*~*~*~HEY Y'ALL~*~*~*~*~*
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i had so much fun when i camein for fall break......lindsay had alot of fun tooo.......i went to the movies with emily, and lindsay and it was much.......YOU GUYS WILL HAVE TO GO SEE ~*~*~*~*~SECOUNDHAND LIONS~*~*~*~*~*.......ITS THE BEST MOIVE EVER...........me and lindsay went to the football game at castlewood we lost ......but it no big deal.......tahn on saturday we went and hugn out ing norton/we went to goody's and wal-mart.....tahn i came home to see my new baby cousin but i didn't make it in time so we back out that night and i see doug, lamonte , and the o thers.......i was so happy that i got to see EmIlY, greg, ryan ,chris. doug, lamonte, matt, jeames, brandon, MeLiSsA, kellie, jason :), zachariah, and hope emily i am so sorry that thing had to trun out they way that they did but i'm here for you no matter what happens...you area sis to me and you always will so will melissa and lindsay...
ashley i will have to come and see you sometime whn i get time i will call ya and come see ya......
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current mood: happy

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Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
10:41 pm - hey you all
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hey......GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!! I'M COMING HOME TOMORROW FOR FALL BREAK AND NOT LEAVING UNTIL SUNDAY.......I CAN'T WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS IT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN.......AND LINDSAY IS COMIGN WITH ME AND I KNOW THAT WE WILL HAVE A GOOD TIME.....I MISS ALL OF MY FIRENDS AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS.....I WILL ALSO GET TO SEE MY BROTHER TOO WHICH WILL BE REALLY COOL.....ITS HOMECOMING AT CASTLEWOOD AND ME AND LINDSAY ARE GOING TO IT...I HOPE WE WILL WIN....I CAN'T BELIEVE TAHT WE KICK ST. PAUL ASS......SORRY TOA LL OGF MY FRIENDS AT ST. PAUL....I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS AND YOU GUYS ARE COOL....I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF MY FRIENDS.....I WILL UPDATE YOU WHEN I GET BACK FROM FALL BREAK

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BRITNEY SPEARS
I'M NOT A GIRL...NOT YET A WOMAN

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
Life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah...

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...

(Chorus)
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

(Verse 2)
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than u know now
So tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
But if u look at me closely
You will see it my eyes
This girl will always find
Her way

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah)
All I need is time (All I need)
A moment that is mine (That is mine)
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time (is All I need)
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
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BRITNEY SPEARS
I love Rock N' Roll

Hey!? Is this thing on?

I saw him dancing there by the record machine
I knew he must have been about seventeen
The beat was going strong
Playing my favourite song

And I could tell it wouldn't be long
until he was with me

YEAH Me

And I could tell it wouldn't be long
until he was with me

YEAH With me Singin'

I love Rock 'N Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me

Ouw !

He smiled, so I got up and asked for his name"
That don't matter," he said, "'cause it's all the same."
I said, "Can I take you home where we can be alone?"
And next we were moving on
and he was with me, yeah, me
And we were moving on
singin the same old song

Yeah with me

Singing:

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me

I love Rock N' Roll

'cause it suits my soul
I love Rock N' Roll Yeah....

I said, "Can I take you home where we can be alone?"
And next thing we were moving on
and he was with me, yeah, me,
And we were moving on
and singin that same old song

Yeah with me

Singing:

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me
I love Rock N' Rol l(I love Rock N' Rolll)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll

So come and take your time and dance with me
(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll (I Rock N' Roll)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby(so dance with me)
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll(oh....)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby(oh....)

I love Rock N' Roll So come and take your time and dance with me(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll

So come and take your time and dance with me!
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CHRISTIINA AGUILERA
REFLECTION

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know< BR>Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
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NSYNC
GOD MUST HAVE SPENT A LITTLE MORE TIME ON YOU

Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...


Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you..)
God must of spent...
A little more time
on you
(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)
A little more time
on you...ohhh
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current mood: touched

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10:15 pm - hey you all
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hey......GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!! I'M COMING HOME TOMORROW FOR FALL BREAK AND NOT LEAVING UNTIL SUNDAY.......I CAN'T WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS IT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN.......AND LINDSAY IS COMIGN WITH ME AND I KNOW THAT WE WILL HAVE A GOOD TIME.....I MISS ALL OF MY FIRENDS AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS.....I WILL ALSO GET TO SEE MY BROTHER TOO WHICH WILL BE REALLY COOL.....ITS HOMECOMING AT CASTLEWOOD AND ME AND LINDSAY ARE GOING TO IT...I HOPE WE WILL WIN....I CAN'T BELIEVE TAHT WE KICK ST. PAUL ASS......SORRY TOA LL OGF MY FRIENDS AT ST. PAUL....I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS AND YOU GUYS ARE COOL....I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF MY FRIENDS.....I WILL UPDATE YOU WHEN I GET BACK FROM FALL BREAK

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BRITNEY SPEARS
I'M NOT A GIRL...NOT YET A WOMAN

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
Life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah...

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...

(Chorus)
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

(Verse 2)
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than u know now
So tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
But if u look at me closely
You will see it my eyes
This girl will always find
Her way

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah)
All I need is time (All I need)
A moment that is mine (That is mine)
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time (is All I need)
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
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BRITNEY SPEARS
I love Rock N' Roll

Hey!? Is this thing on?

I saw him dancing there by the record machine
I knew he must have been about seventeen
The beat was going strong
Playing my favourite song

And I could tell it wouldn't be long
until he was with me

YEAH Me

And I could tell it wouldn't be long
until he was with me

YEAH With me Singin'

I love Rock 'N Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me

Ouw !

He smiled, so I got up and asked for his name"
That don't matter," he said, "'cause it's all the same."
I said, "Can I take you home where we can be alone?"
And next we were moving on
and he was with me, yeah, me
And we were moving on
singin the same old song

Yeah with me

Singing:

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox, Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me

I love Rock N' Roll

'cause it suits my soul
I love Rock N' Roll Yeah....

I said, "Can I take you home where we can be alone?"
And next thing we were moving on
and he was with me, yeah, me,
And we were moving on
and singin that same old song

Yeah with me

Singing:

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me
I love Rock N' Rol l(I love Rock N' Rolll)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll

So come and take your time and dance with me
(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll (I Rock N' Roll)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby(so dance with me)
I love Rock N' Roll
So come and take your time and dance with me(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll(oh....)
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby(oh....)

I love Rock N' Roll So come and take your time and dance with me(dance with me)

I love Rock N' Roll
So put another dime in the jukebox Baby
I love Rock N' Roll

So come and take your time and dance with me!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
CHRISTIINA AGUILERA
REFLECTION

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know< BR>Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
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NSYNC
GOD MUST HAVE SPENT A LITTLE MORE TIME ON YOU

Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...


Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I could never keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must of spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you..)
God must of spent...
A little more time
on you
(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)
A little more time
on you...ohhh
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current mood: touched

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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
9:46 pm - hey
PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT.......LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND SO CARING TOO I MISS YOU ALL SO PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE...THANKS

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9:31 pm - hey guys everything is going to HELL back home or what is going on!!!!!
hey i went to the castlewood and st. paul....we kicked ass 22-0 which was really cool......IS EVERYTHIG GOING TO HELL BACK HOME.....WHAT IS GOING IN YOUR HEAD ZACH....PLEASE MY FIRNED PLEASE BECAREFULL....IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ANY OF YOU ALL I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO....ZACH BECAREFULLL AND WATCH WHAT YOU DO OK........i'm goin club tonight i can't wait i know i will have so much fun when i go....i hope that i will meet a really hot guy to lol....i will try to update you when i get back from clubbin so have fun reading this.....

HERE ARE SOME SONGS THAT ME AND LINDSAY ARE LISTENING TOO! and SONGS FOR THE DAY

I WANNA BE WITH YOU
MANY MOORE

I Wanna Be With You
I try but I can't seem to get myself
To think of anything but you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth
I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won`t ask for more

Chorus
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you


So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

Chorus
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

Yeah
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
(I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you (Yeah)
(I wanna be with you) I wanna be
I wanna be with you
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be)
(I wanna be with you) Yeah
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be, I wanna be baby
I wanna be
(I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you, yeah
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you

IT'S GONNA BE LOVE
MANY MOORE

Time I have been patient for so long
How can I pretend to be so strong?
Who can I choose baby?
Feeling its true baby
If I'm asking you to hold me tight
Then it's gonna be all night

It's gonna be Love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more then I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me baby
It's gonna be you baby
It's gonna be... Its gonna be Love

Time can not rest our love to be fool
How can you pretend to be so cruel?
Maybe it's me baby
Maybe it's you baby
Maybe it's everything we've been dreaming of
We waited long enough

Its gonna be Love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more then I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be your the one to do
It's gonna be me baby
It's gonna be you baby

{Backup singers} The sooner you let to heart it together
The sooner you know this love is forever

{Mandy} It's gonna be love

{Backup Singers} Love needs time now or never

{Mandy} Its gonna be love

{Backup Singers} You really got to believe
{Both} it's gonna be strong enough

Its gonna be Love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more then I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be your the one to do
It's gonna be hard
It's gonna be stuff
It's gonna be more then just enough
It's gonna be LOVE

It's gonna be Love

It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me baby
It's gonna be you baby

It's gonna be me baby
It's gonna be you

It's gonna be real

It's gonna be love


P.Y.T
WE'RE DANCING

When the going starts to get rough
And you feel like you've had enough
Let the music take control of your soul
Take a chance and do what you feel
You're a force, they can not live without it
You gotta break the chain
Yeah yeah

An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high
You set the floor on fire
When you come alive

CHORUS:
And we're dancing
And it feels alright
I can't control my desire
And we're dancing
And it feels alright
Yeah
And we're dancing
And it feels alright
Can't hold me down
Gotta reach for the sky
And we're dancing
And it feels alright
Yeah

Some people don't know the love you possess
They pretend what they don't understand
It's natural
You're in a world of your own
Ohh oh oh

There's a passion inside
An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high
You set the floor on fire
When you come alive

REPEAT CHORUS

Push it to the max
Feel the room fall at your feet
Don't you dare hold back
Cuz it feels so good
It feels alright

There's a passion inside
An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high you set the floor on fire
When you come alive

REPEAT CHORUS

And we're dancing

I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
JESSICA SIMPSON

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
ooh..oooh

everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I dunno what to do
and oh baby, I get kinda shaky
When they mention you
I just lose my cool
my friends tell me, somethin' has come over me
and I think i know what it is
I think I'm in love

boy I think that I'm in love with you
I been doin' silly things when it comes to you
boy I think that I'm in love with you
I been tellin' all my friends what i feel for you

just the other night, baby, I saw you hanging
you were with your krew, I was with mine too
you took me by surprise,
when you turned and looked me in my eyes
boy you really blow my mind
i dunno whats gotten into me,
but i think i know what it is
i think i'm in love

boy I think that I'm in love with you
I been doin' silly things when it comes to you
boy I think that I'm in love with you
I been tellin' all my friends what i feel for you

somethin' strange has come over me
got me goin outta my mind
never met a guy like you before
you make me feel special inside

i think i'm in loveeee...yeah

repeat chorus 3x until fade


RIGHT THURR
CHINGY

Uhn...Ay Dirty (What?),
look at that girl right there,
ooh she make me say Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh do what you do....

[Chorus]
I like the way you do that right there(right there),
switch ya hips when ya walking, let down ya hair,(down ya hair)
I like the way you da that right there(right there),
Lick ya lips when ya talking that make me stare (make me stare)

[Verse 1]
I like the way ya look in them pants,
shit ya fine, lil momma a quater piece, she far from a dime,
The type of girl that'll get ya up and go make ya grind,
I'm thinking bout snatching her up dirty, making her mine,
Look at her hips,BUT,look at her legs,
aint she stacked?
I shole wouldn't mind hittin that from the back,
I like it when I touch her cause she moan a lil bit,
jeans saggin, so I can see her thong a lil bit,
I know you grown a lil bit,
20 years old you legal,
don't trip off my people just hop in the regal,
I swooped on her like a eagle,
swoop down as prey,
I know you popular, but you gone be famous today, I say..

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 2]
She be shopping at Frontenac, just look at her front-and-back,
man she so stacked,
and she know that I want that,
her man he so wack, girl can I taste yo cat?
Gave her 300 to strip, like buying a throwback,
she stay in the club,like to be seen,
she got it honest, In real life girl remind me of Pocahontas,
she be at events, stop the press when she pass,
all the high rollin cats wanna pay for that Ass,
aint no half steppin, she strapped wit a nice weapon, trip,
It's against the law for her to move them hips,
If you ever seen her dirty,
yo mouth gone drop, world wide fools probaly tell you this off tops I....

[Chorus x2]

[Verse 3]
I like the way she doing that,
plus I like it when she bring it back say,
Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh, do what you do,
whoo...I like the way she doing that,
Plus I like it when she bring it back say,
Oh,Oh,Oh,Oh, do what you do,
give me what you got for a pork chop,
Uhn, she threw it at me like I was a short stop,
Huh, Twirking in a fatty girl hultur top,
then she backed it up on me, then let it drop(drop),
make it hot BOING!, Like a bunny,
girl can I touch you where it's sunny,
Her appearance'll make you give her some money,
she should post for sports illustrated,
it's like a picture perfect sight when she past,
all the other girls hate it,but..

[Chorus x2]

I like that, I like that, I like that, I like that,
track stars, oh,oh,oh, do what you do

I like that(yeah), I like that(yeah), I like that(yeah) ,I like that(Chingy),
oh,oh,oh,oh do what you do

REMIX TO IGNITON
SEAN PAUL

Now, usualy i dont do this but uh... give em a lil preview of the remix

no im not tryin to be rude,
but hey pretty girl im feelin you
the way you do the things you do
remind me of my Lexus coup
thats why im all off in yo grill
tryina get you to a hotel
you must be a football coach
the way you got me playin the field

so baby gimme that toot toot
let me give you that beep beep
runnin her hands through my 'fro
bouncin on 24's
while they say on the radio...

[chorus]
this is the remix to ignition
hot and fresh out the kitchen
mama rollin that body
got evey man in here wishin
sippin on coke and rum
im like so what im drunk
its the freakin weekend baby
im about to have me some fun

(Let me see you) Bounce-
bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce
Bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce
(Now let me see you) Bounce-
bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce
Bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce

now its like murder she wrote
once i get you out them clothes
prophecy is on the door
still they can hear you screamin more
girl im feelin what you feelin
no more hopin and wishin
im bout to take my key and
stick it in the ignition

so gimme that toot toot
let me give you that beep beep
runnin her hands through my 'fro
bouncin on 24's
while they say on the radio...

this is the remix to ignition
hot and fresh out the kitchen
mama rollin that body
got evey man in here wishin
sippin on coke and rum
im like so what im drunk
its the freakin weekend baby
im about to have me some fun

crystall poppin in the stretch navigator
we got food every where
as if the party was catered
we got fellas to my left
honeys on my right
we bring em both together we got drinkin all night
then after the show its the (after party)
and after the party its the (hotel lobby)
and round about 4 you gotta (clear the lobby)
then head take it to the room and freak somebody

can i get a toot toot
can i get a beep beep
runnin her hands through my 'fro
bouncin on 24's
while they say on the radio...

this is the remix to ignition
hot and fresh out the kitchen
mama rollin that body
got evey man in here wishin
sippin on coke and rum
im like so what im drunk
its the freakin weekend baby
im about to have me some fun

girl we off in this jeep
foggin windows up
blastin the radio
in the back of my truck
bouncin up and down
stroke it round and round
to the remix
we just thuggin it out...

IN DA CLUB
50 CENT

Go, go, go, go
Go, go, go shawty
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's yo birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday
And you know we don't give a fuck
It's not your birthday!

[Chorus] (2x)
You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub
Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs
I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love
So come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed

[Verse]
When I pull out up front, you see the Benz on dubs
When I roll 20 deep, it's 20 knives in the club
Niggas heard I fuck with Dre, now they wanna show me love
When you sell like Eminem, and the hoes they wanna fuck
But homie ain't nothing change hold down, G's up
I see Xzibit in the Cutt that nigga roll that weed up
If you watch how I move you'll mistake me for a playa or pimp
Been hit wit a few shells but I dont walk wit a limp
In the hood then the ladies saying "50 you hot"
They like me, I want them to love me like they love 'Pac
But holla in New York them niggas'll tell ya im loco
And the plan is to put the rap game in a choke hold
I'm feelin' focused man, my money on my mind
I got a mill out the deal and I'm still on the grind
Now shawty said she feeling my style, she feeling my flow
Her girlfriend wanna get bi and they ready to go

[Chorus] (2x)

[Bridge]
My flow, my show brought me the doe
That bought me all my fancy things
My crib, my cars, my pools, my jewels
Look nigga I got K-Mart and I ain't change

[Verse]
And you should love it, way more then you hate it
Nigga you mad? I thought that you'd be happy I made it
I'm that cat by the bar toasting to the good life
You that faggot ass nigga trying to pull me back right?
When my junk get to pumpin in the club it's on
I wink my eye at ya bitch, if she smiles she gone
If the roof on fire, let the motherfucker burn
If you talking bout money homie, I ain't concerned
I'm a tell you what Banks told me cause go 'head switch the style up
If the niggas hate then let 'em hate
Watch the money pile up
Or we go upside there wit a bottle of bub
You know where we fucking be

[Chorus] (2x)

[Talking]
(laughing) Don't try to act like you ain't know where we been either nigga
In the club all the time nigga, its about to pop off nigga
G-Unit


WELL THATS IT YOU ALL...HAVE FUN...I MISS YOU GUYS BACK HOME AND PLEASE CALL ME AND KET ME KNOW HOW THINGS ARE GOING......TALK TO YOU ALL SOON I'M COMING HOME FOR FALL BREAK NEXT WEEK SO I WILL SEE YOU GUYS THAN AND LINDSAY IS COMING WIHT YOU SO YOU ALL MAKE HER FEEL WELCOME IF NOT I WILL KICK YOUR ASS.....LUV YA ALLL
PACE OUT AND GOD BLESS.....

current mood: confused

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Monday, September 29th, 2003
4:24 pm - hey
hey i thought that i would update this thing......i had a really great weekend.....yesterday me, lindsay, meg, and bec went to the mall in kingsport....we were going to see my bro and his friends and go shopping.....davey it ws really great seeing you and shawn it was cool seeing you.....its ok that you were are the phone.......amanda it was great see you too......thanks for a little bit of the cookie it was so good......ok after we went shopping we went to A&W to eat than we came home.....i got online for a little while and i talk to shawn and eric two of my bro friends/roomis and than later that night me and lindsay watch movies......than after we where starting to watch a movie eric call me and than shawn call lindsay which was really cool....i hardly ever talk to my bro roomi's.....it was os much fun.....i had a great and funny weekend.....i will keep you guys update i will try..........


TO ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME I REALLY MISS YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS ON FRIDAY.....YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST......MISS YOU ALLL...YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE.......LUV YOU ALL
levae me some love........
DaNcEr.
jes

current mood: hyper

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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
12:03 am - HeY gUyS!
hey i came home for the weekend......on FRIDAY- one of my friends came in with me and her name is kellylynn.....we went to the st. paul football game.....before i went to the game we went to food city and than to pizza plus...in food city parking lot we ran into to zach e....which was cool casue i have not seen him in a while....than @ the game i saw my coz and her bF....but i didn't talk to him cause he was playing ball.......we didn't stay @ the game long we lieft during 4th q.......than i came back and talk to my aunt and coz...than i ran into shaun.....shaun it was good seeing you agian in person.........well me and kellylynn hung out in town for awhile, than we went back to my house to watch movies......we alos went to lebanon elem to see my mom and than we want to lebanon high and i saw alot of my danec buddys and i also seen my friend justin.......justin i miss you.......than on SATURDAY we left around 1:00 and came back to college for her to meet her bF....than i stay @ college for alittle while and thadhn i came home and lindsay my roommate came in with me.....than on our way home i went by the lebanon turn off towards copper creek.......when i look in my mirror and the car i seen was a black mustang and not realizing who it was...than i look back and it was zach e.....he was doing some funny stuff when he past me....we statrted passing each other back and forth until i had to turn off to go to my church's hayride.......me and lindsay stay there for a while than went down town and hung out with chris, t.j, evan, billy, lamonte, cooter, jason,and some others......lamonte it was really great seeing you and hung out with you, thanks for making me laugh i have not laugh in a long time......thank so much.....than me and linsday came home and watch movies and than the next day ....on SUNDAY we came back to college and hung out and watch movies and stuff like that......I seen my friend james here @ college .....the college james..........well this is my weekend....i had so much fun this weekend @ home......i can't wait to come home and see everyone again.....its going to be a while before i come home again.........i don't miss castlewood or st. paul........i just miss my friends....i mean i could live in castlewood but who does whati will be doing in the 4 years of my life......well i'm going to go...peace out all and may god bless you are in my prayers everyday.....



.....LEAVE ME SOME LOVES EM....PLEASE IT WILL BE GREAT TO HEAR FORM YOU GUYS.....

current mood: tired

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12:03 am - hey
over look one of the journal entry cause there are two entrys taht are the same but over look one them...
thanks
jess

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Sunday, September 21st, 2003
10:05 pm - HeY gUyS!
hey i came home for the weekend......on FRIDAY- one of my friends came in with me and her name is kellylynn.....we went to the st. paul football game.....before i went to the game we went to food city and than to pizza plus...in food city parking lot we ran into to zach e....which was cool casue i have not seen him in a while....than @ the game i saw my coz and her bF....but i didn't talk to him cause he was playing ball.......we didn't stay @ the game long we lieft during 4th q.......than i came back and talk to my aunt and coz...than i ran into shaun.....shaun it was good seeing you agian in person.........well me and kellylynn hung out in town for awhile, than we went back to my house to watch movies......we alos went to lebanon elem to see my mom and than we want to lebanon high and i saw alot of my danec buddys and i also seen my friend justin.......justin i miss you.......than on SATURDAY we left around 1:00 and came back to college for her to meet her bF....than i stay @ college for alittle while and thadhn i came home and lindsay my roommate came in with me.....than on our way home i went by the lebanon turn off towards copper creek.......when i look in my mirror and the car i seen was a black mustang and not realizing who it was...than i look back and it was zach e.....he was doing some funny stuff when he past me....we statrted passing each other back and forth until i had to turn off to go to my church's hayride.......me and lindsay stay there for a while than went down town and hung out with chris, t.j, evan, billy, lamonte, cooter, jason,and some others......lamonte it was really great seeing you and hung out with you, thanks for making me laugh i have not laugh in a long time......thank so much.....than me and linsday came home and watch movies and than the next day ....on SUNDAY we came back to college and hung out and watch movies and stuff like that......I seen my friend james here @ college .....the college james..........well this is my weekend....i had so much fun this weekend @ home......i can't wait to come home and see everyone again.....its going to be a while before i come home again.........i don't miss castlewood or st. paul........i just miss my friends....i mean i could live in castlewood but who does whati will be doing in the 4 years of my life......well i'm going to go...peace out all and may god bless you are in my prayers everyday.....



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Thursday, September 18th, 2003
4:02 pm - hey guys!
hey.......school is cool....imiss you guys back home.....but i'm coming in this weekend....so i will see yopu all than........

current mood: curious

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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
3:52 pm
hey......i just got out of class which is somewhat fun....i really want to come.....i might come home on friday and go to the football game......Dave thanks for talking to me last night it really helped.........Shaun thansk for talking to me last night too.....sorry if i bothering you when i called.....well i'm going to go get ready and eat and also getting for work but until thanii'm going to be typing a paaper.....


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current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, September 16th, 2003
11:03 pm - hey guys
things are going great i just wish that i alwasy didn't have to worry about everything....but i do.....i love collge its great......i miss all of my friends, but i'm making no ones......i talk to my bro on the computer than i call him.......i alos call my friend shaun....shaun is cool........thanks for always being there......emily melissa and kellie you guys are the best.....thanks for always being there.......MISS YOU ALL.....LUV YA GUYS ALL OF YOU GUYS BACK HOME

current mood: depressed

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