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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 2:57PM on 11/9/03 | ||||
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geekyViolence Against Women: What do you think? |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 3:10PM on 11/4/03 | ||||
Anywho, my homework is to answer my prof's prompt question about the topic of the week. So here's her question and my answer. Lemme know what ya'll think about this stuff too. I'd love to know! Prof's Question: I've been thinking about the role gender plays in violence after I read an article about the man suspected of being the "Green River Killer" that mentioned that almost all of the over-forty women killed were prostitutes. Would the article have mentioned the victims' profession if they had all been secretaries? In that light, here's this week's first prompt. How do violence and the threat of violence exert social control over women? Over homosexuals? Over people of color? Do you ever fear gender-based violence in your own life? Does the threat of gender-based violence affect your daily life, and if so--in what ways? How do you think your gender affects your thoughts on this topic? My Answer: In response to the article that mentioned the victims of the "Green River Killer" were all older prostitutes, I do think their profession would still be mentioned if they had been secretaries rather than prostitutes. I think the media uses certain words/terms to make their audience feel a certain way. I may be being pessimistic about this, but I think they mentioned the women being prostitutes to make the audience/society feel less sorry for the victims, like they somehow almost deserved what they got. If the women had all been secretaries I'm sure the media would have mentioned this as well but for a pity factor. I think if the women had been secretaries, society might feel more sorry for them being murdered because that is typically a more respectable profession. In response to how violence and the threat of violence exerts social control over women, I'd say that it greatly effects our (females') behavior when we're out in unfamiliar neighborhoods, out at night, or even just out on our own. We have to be a lot more alert and aware of our surroundings in order to stay as safe as possible. And it doesn't stop there. The threat of violence is so bad now that we even have to be careful what we wear because we don't want someone assuming we're "asking for it". Personally I think that's one of the biggest loads of crap I've ever heard but I know it's something I, as a female, have to be cautious of. I do fear gender-based violence. I don't let it consume me but I do take precautions, sometimes on a daily basis, to make sure I am as safe as possible. I lock my doors, keep my windows shut/locked, lock my car doors, I dress "appropriately", I don't walk by vehicles that I can't see the inside of (vans w/no windows especially), and I don't go out late at night on my own. If I go anywhere, I tell whomever I'm with or call someone and tell them if they don't hear from me in a given amount of time to check up on me. Even here at Western I take precautions. After this class it is pretty dark outside. I try to leave at the same time everyone else does so people are nearby because I was taught "There's safety in numbers." It may seem like a lot, but in reality it's just a few little things I do to insure my safety. I know for a fact that my gender influences how I feel on this topic. I hate the fact that I have to take so many precautions to stay safe just because I'm a female. I am bitter of the fact that my brother, cousins, and male friends do not have to worry so much about being out late at night or even being attacked during the day. Yes, most males I know still do things like lock their doors and such to insure their safety but the threat of violence towards them is a lot less intense than it is for me. To me, those precautions feel like something I absolutely have to do. For them it doesn't feel to me like they're worried as much, it's just something they do absent-mindedly. |
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contemplativeSpooktacular weekend! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:23AM on 11/2/03 | ||||
I'm actually in a REALLY happy mood at the moment, and it's not all because of the Bacardi I had, haha. Chico called me tonite! O_o *gasps* hehehe Yea, so I was playing with my new phone *squeals w/happyness @ new phone* while I was chatting with him and I made some comment about it and how if someone called me while I was playing with it, it'd probably scare the bageezus outta me. DOH! lol Of course being the silly chico he is, he picked right up on that and decided to call my unexpecting ass. ^___^ A part of me kind of expected him to do it cuz I know he's that kind of guy, trying to scare me and make me laugh all the time (which is always fun I might add, I'm not complaining!) but after a few moments when the phone didn't ring I kinda gave up on it. I thought maybe he'd be too shy or just too tired to call. Ahaha, nope, he didn't let me down there! Just when I had given up on the thought, *RING RING* goes the phone in my hand. I finally picked up after I'd recovered from almost dropping the phone, hehe, silly me! So yea, we talked for a few and then had to resort back to chatting online cuz his phone was about to die...not cool, but what can ya do, eh? It was nice to hear his voice again after so long though. As he put it, "It's always nice to hear the voice of a good friend." I couldn't agree more. ^__^ It's been a spooktacular weekend (get it, it was Halloween?!) so far and tomorrow I get to see my parents again. Yay!! I guess I realize I miss them more than I realize when I see them. heh Speaking of which, I need to get to bed now so I can wake up early for their visit. Nitey nite, ya'll! |
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crazyEasier to Run |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:56PM on 10/30/03 | ||||
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken From deep inside of me A secret I've kept locked away No one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show They never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they've played If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave (I would) Sometimes I remember The darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go And never looking back And never moving forward so There would never be a past Just washing it aside All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don't feel so misplaced Is so much simpler than change It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone ---------------------------------------- Yes, this is a mood song. Every last word of it is how I am feeling right now. |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:42PM on 10/30/03 | ||||
I don't feel like anyone truly understands me. I don't feel like I have anyone to turn to. I don't feel like I belong here. I don't feel like I have anything to be proud of anymore. I don't feel like I deserve to be happy. I just feel...lost...and I want to get away from here...not here as in school, not here as in life...just ...here...reality. |
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crushedDorm pix! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:00AM on 10/28/03 | ||||
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restlessGreat advice |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:40PM on 10/27/03 | ||||
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good*Feministic ranting* |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 7:25PM on 10/23/03 | ||||
So umm guys, think you're man enough to live up to that? *smirks* Yea right! Most guys live in this fantasy world where they think they are brave and independent, huh? Nuh uh, wake the fuck up darlings. Most of ya'll still live in that little box society has forced upon you. I can't say I blame you, you've got all the power and privilege you desire. Whoop dee fucking do! Ya know what, until you start living the life of the male I described above, don't you dare try to tell me you're manly and DON'T you dare try to tell me I'm not brave. I'm a feminist. Feminists have made a lot of change for females in the past and will continue to do so. You're nothing but a puppet for society to play with. You haven't done shit but attempt to ridicule/ignore/possess/oppress those that know what it's like to have true bravery, ie. feminists. When you learn to respect me as a woman and a feminist, I'll start respecting you as a man and an equal. |
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apatheticThank a Feminist! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 7:15PM on 10/23/03 | ||||
-Women should have the right to vote -Women should have access to contraceptives -Women should have the right to work outside the home -Women should receive equal pay for equal work -Women should have the right to refuse sex, even with their husbands -Women should be able to receive a higher education -Women should have access to a safe, legal abortion -Women should be able to participate in sports -Women should be able to hold political office -Women should be able to choose any career that interests them -Women should be free from sexual harassment in the workplace and elsewhere -Women should be able to enter into legal and financial transactions -Women should be able to study issues about women's lives and experiences One hundred years ago, none of these statements were possible for women in the U.S. Only through hard work and dedication of women in each decade of the twentieth century did these rights become available for women. Today, young women who claim, "I'm not a feminist, but..." benefit from the many gains made by feminists through the twentieth century. So, the next time you go to class, vote or play basketball, thank a feminist! |
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Big "O" in a box! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 9:54PM on 10/21/03 | ||||
Now for those of you that dunno Big D, he lives in PA, home of Hershey's chocolate. *drools @ just the thought of all that yummy stuff*...I meant the chocolate, no one get any ideas now! *rolls eyes* So of course, the convo then led to candy companies. I told him the best we've got over here would probably be See's. What he said next literally made me fall out of my butterfly chair in hysterics (if you've sat in it, you know it's not the easiest thing to get out of even if you fall out but I did it! lol). He got all psyched up about this brand of chocolate that I can't remember for the life of me and said, "Omg, It's an orgasm in a box!" Well shit, no wonder he got all psyched up! Ahaha Must be some damn good chocolate, whoo nelly! ^_^ I gotta get me some-a-dat! lol |
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gigglyGRR @ comps! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:41PM on 10/21/03 | ||||
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frustratedFinally, Chico's home!!! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 6:46PM on 10/18/03 | ||||
"I was hit by a drunk driver going 82mph who turned out to be a fellow high school alum. I had a broken left elbow in 3 places, a broken left femur, right tibula, right fibula , and left ankle. The other guy passed away at the scene and I almost (or shouldn't have)made it..." "...after a month of recouping, I'm home but will not walk 'til middle or end of March 2004..." "...I just wanted to say Hi and let everyone know I'm in high spirts and intend on beating these injuries soon as I can. Good day and PLEASE wear your seat belt for all that is good and holy." "Down but not out, Lance" |
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indescribableSerenity |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:43PM on 10/17/03 | ||||
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control I need serenity [x2] ________________________________________ For some odd reason I've really taken a liking to this song. Just the sound of it is beautiful but I also love the lyrics. They're quite profound if you think about it. So again, this isn't a mood song, just a song I've taken a liking to that I thought I'd share with ya'll. On a side note, I've finished taking 2 of 3 mid-terms. Whoo hoo! I'm pretty confident about both of them, but more so about my Cognition exam than my Biopsych. exam. The only one I have left is my Women Studies take-home essay. Yay, bring it on!! hehe That one I'm not worried about at all cuz ya'll know I know my shit when it comes to feminism. ^__^ Btw, thank you sooo much to everyone that wished me luck for my mid-terms and reassured me that I'd do well on them. That meant a lot to me!! Ya'll rawk my world! hehe The weather here sucks a big fat one lately. lol It's mucho stormy! Yesterday it got so windy that as I was walking back to my dorm from my last class I got clocked upside the head by a falling tree branch. Doh! lol And last night Shawny let me borrow his cell phone cuz it has an alarm on it just in case the power went out and my alarm clock wouldn't work. Wouldn't wanna miss my mid-term, that'd be bad! Now I just have to try to not get any sicker than I already am. Yea right, good luck with that, heh. Oh well, such is life. Well, it's lunch time and I've got da munchiez so off I go. Tah ta for now! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 10:13PM on 10/14/03 | ||||
How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this Don't think it's too late Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when Well I hoped that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a hollywood horror Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) [Solo] How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a hollywood horror Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it alright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know you're wondering when ---------------------------------------- First of all, this is NOT a mood song. It may sound like it but don't even think about trying to analyze the lyrics to figure out what's going on in my life right now. It won't happen. Here's a lil usually unknown fact about me...I tend to pick songs and attach them to people in my life for whatever the reason so that when I hear that song I am reminded of and think of that person. No, the songs don't necessarily describe the relationship I have with that person. Sometimes they are just songs that we both agree we like. This is one of those songs. The songs change quite often for a variety of reasons, but yea, that's my reasoning behind putting this here. This song reminds me of someone important in my life right now that also loves this song. Ta dah! |
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Silly, random thingamajiggiez |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 9:57PM on 10/13/03 | ||||
the camel replied, "Well, thats a pretty dumb question coming from someone who has a penis on his face!" No, I'm not religious but this is funny... When god was making little boyz he made them out of string. He noticed that he had too much so he left a little thing. When god was makin little gurls he made them out of lace, he noticed he didn't have enough so he left a little space. Save your breath, you'll need it blow up your date later. I always give 100% at school: 13%Monday 22%Tuesday 26%Wensday 35%Thursday 4%Friday Yankee Doodle went to town a riding on his mother, every time they hit a bump he had another brother... You know what pisses me off? People who point at their wrist when asking the time. I know where my watch is dumb ass! Where the hell is yours? I mean do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is?! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 7:12PM on 10/9/03 | ||||
Alright, well I just got back from my Women Studies class and as usual, I'm rather aggravated/stressed/pissed at the patriarchal society in which I live. Our media fucking sucks. I'm sorry but there's no other way to put it. How they portray women and men is unfuckingbelievable!!! >__< Pisses me off like no other! Oh, and as if that's not bad enough!... I come back to my dorm and am greeted with various IM's from people who didn't pay attention to my away messages. Derr, hello! Anywho, I was reading through them to see if any were worthy of a reply and one of them from ICQ has me even more pissed off than the video we watched in class today! Holy bahgeezus, I didn't think that was possible but omg am I livid!! So this guy IM's me, the message is innocent enough, just a simple "Hiiiii, want chat to me?" which automatically makes me realize this dude is a foreigner. I've found that no one else online ever talks to me like that except people from places such as the Mid-East. I'm not trying to stereotype or anything, just saying that's been my experience. So I'm like "Ok, let's see what this guy is about", knowing that most foreign guys have a false image of what American women are like due to...get this...our fucked up portrayal in the media! Go figure. And I don't think I fit those stereotypes so I try to break them as often as possible and try to help foreigners understand the reality of things over here (not an easy task!). So anyway, I check his profile and OMFG, I damn near punched my computer screen wishing it was his face!! Right there in his profile is some quote/saying/whatever and it reads as follows "Beat them, fuck them, forget them but above all, never feed them." Yea, so those of you that know me know how much of a feminist I am so that saying alone is a bad enough slap in the face BUT seeing as how I was in an abusive relationship and all that, it makes it that much more horrific. The fact that the bloody fucking bastard had the gall to actually put that in his damn profile for all to see like he was proud of it pisses me off beyond comprehension. I don't give a shit if it's part of his culture to not see women as equals, in my opinion it doesn't give him any right to blatantly disrespect them like that. >___< GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! Needless to say, I never IMed him back, in case you were wondering *steps off soap box and takes a deep breath* Now with that said, the highlight of my day just occured and made me forget all the fucking ignorance in the world... Shawny just walked out to his Jeep to go to his Accounting club meeting looking all dressed up and sexylicious. Mmmm, dat boy is fiiiiiine in dress clothes, holy shmoley!! He's hella sexy anywayz but omg, you just had to see him now. Whoo baby!! ^____^ I love mah Wabbit! hehehe |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 3:36PM on 10/7/03 | ||||
Big D called me last night (Yayness for cell phone long-distance calling plans!! hehehe). It was fun catching up with him. We're so goofy, but it's all good. ^__^ I'm proud of him, he hasn't smoked for a couple weeks now. Yay, go D!! Keep it up! Ok, now the main reason I wanted to update was because D told me that Chico was recovering quite nicely. Phew!! He's still in the hospital and everything but he's got his old spirit back and stuff so that's a relief. Poor chico. U_U At least he's not as bad off as he could've been...Ok, not even gonna think about that...His birthday was a couple days ago. D got him a flask, engraved and everything, whooo Go D, way to go all out! hehe D said that Chico was very disappointed there wasn't anything actually in the flask. lmao Yep yep, he's recovering!! haha Dat boy and his alcohol, I tell ya! 9_9 Otay, I gotzta get ready for class now so ta tah for now...(btw, college life is still going well, whoo hoo! ^_^ )...laterz... |
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relaxedHott shtuff |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 11:37AM on 10/6/03 | ||||
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hornyHome sweet home |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:17AM on 10/5/03 | ||||
The only thing I really noticed that was weird while at home was that I had the hardest time tryin to fall asleep. It was too quiet! lol I keep my windows open while in my dorm so I'm always hearing people coming and going, the train whistle as it rolls by the station or just the sounds of nature (birds, wind, etc.). I also have my CD holder light with the marbles inside that make some noise that help put me to sleep. I tried opening my window in my room to try to help me out but had no luck. It was dead silent. I had to fall asleep listening to my radio (put my head phones near where I was sleeping so I didn't wake anyone up). That was different but I guess if that's the only thing to complain about then this first trip home wasn't as bad as I thought it might be. That's a relief. I missed being with my family. But now a part of me misses being in my dorm. I feel kinda guilty about that but I guess it's all a part of growing up. I gotta get out and be on my own sooner or later. But I know no matter where I am or what I do my family will always be there for me when I need them so that helps lighten up some of the guilt. ^_^ Ok, well I'mma go try to get some sleep. I have a feeling I'll be falling asleep to my radio again tonight, hehe. G'nite ya'll! |
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relievedMood song |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:20AM on 10/2/03 | ||||
See, this thing right here Is lettin all the ladies know What guys talk about You know, the finer things in life Hahaha Check it out [end speaking] Ooh dat dress so scandalous And ya know another nigga couldn't handle it See ya shakin that thang like who's da ish With a look in ya eye so devilish Uh Ya like to dance at all the hip hop spots And ya cruise to the crews like connect da dots Not just urban she likes da pop Cuz she was livin' la vida loca BRIDGE She had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what Baby move your butt butt butt Uh I think I'll sing it again She had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what All night long Let me see that thong CHORUS I like it when da beat goes da na da na Baby make your booty go da na da na Girl I know you wanna show da na da na That thong tha thong thong thong I like it when da beat goes da na da na Baby make your booty go da na da na Girl I know you wanna show da na da na That thong tha thong thong thong That girl so scandalous And I know another nigga couldn't handle it And she shakin that thang like who's da ish With a look in her eye so devilish Uh She like to dance at all the hip hop spots And she cruise to the crews like connect da dots Not just urban she likes da pop Cuz she was livin' la vida loca BRIDGE CHORUS (2x) Whoaaa That dress so scandalous And I swear another nigga couldn't handle it See ya shakin that thang like who's da ish With a look in her eye so devilish (Whoa) Uh ya like to dance at all the hip hop spots And ya cruise to da crews like connect da dots Not just urban ya like da pop Cuz she was livin' la vida loca (Whoa) She had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what Baby move your butt butt butt (Ooh) Uh think I'll sing it again Cuz she had dumps like a truck truck truck Thighs like what what what Baby move your butt butt butt Uh think to sing it again Come on Come on Come on Come on Yeahhhh yeah CHORUS (3x) Whoa Uh alright Uh whoa yeah Ooh Whoa (Like it when da beat goes da na da na) (Baby make your booty go da na da na) (Girl I know you wanna show da na da na) Baby (That thong tha thong thong thong) (I like it when the beat goes da na da na) (Baby make your booty go da na da na) (Girl I know you wanna show da na da na) (That thong tha thong thong thong) ...to fade ___________________________ Yea, this is a mood song believe it or not. lol It's pretty self-explanatory. Hooray for trips to VS!! ^___^ haha Fun stuff, and I'm not just talking about shopping...*attempts to look angelic* Ok, so that was a bit random but I'm in a giddy-ish mood at the moment. Must be a mix of Shawny visiting my dorm earlier and/or my coffee. Me thinkz it's more cuz of Shawny but we won't go there...lol...Anywho, hope ya'll are enjoying life. Ta-tah for now! |
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The big 22 |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 11:29PM on 10/1/03 | ||||
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY, CHICO!!! I hope you've recovered enough to enjoy this day. You deserve to have some fun. Party hardy!! Love ya lotz, babe! I wish you the bestest of birthday wishes. ^_^*HUGS* |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 10:13PM on 9/29/03 | ||||
On the other hand, I think I might intimidate him as well. Like when I opened the door and he was handing me my stuff, he would NOT look me in the eye. I tend to do that a lot when talking to a person so maybe that freaked him out or something. I dunno. Himz a shy guy I guess...which again confuses me as to why I would feel uncomfortable around him. Oh well. Yet another one of life's mysteries, lol. |
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confusedWonderful waste of time |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 9:45PM on 9/29/03 | ||||
*pause as fire alarm goes off* Me: Bah Shawny: Ergh *another, longer pause to evacuate the dorm building, pile into the TV room in the dorm building across the way and eventually make our way back into our dorms* Me: Well, that was a lovely waste of time! Shawny: lol This was a snippit of our convo before and slightly after we had our first and only fire drill of the quarter. lol My gawd, was that lame! Thankfully it was only a drill cuz for some reason everyone in Edens South got lost and didn't join us E. North folk 'til like 10 mins. later. They would've all been either dead or running around like chickens with their heads chopped off if it had been real. Oye! And we're in college?! Come on now peepz! *sigh* This is just one of the many examples of why I'm losing my faith in humanity as we know it...I'm just glad I was awake a little bit before the alarm went off cuz that thing was LOUD (is it should be, duh) and would've scared me shitless, haha! (I'd been napping a couple minutes before) And I'm glad that's over with!! Phew! |
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irritatedOne week down, 10ish to go! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 4:43PM on 9/27/03 | ||||
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1st day of Uni-dorm life |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 5:44PM on 9/22/03 | ||||
It was weird waking up in a different bed this morning but I'm sure I'll get used to it. I'm a lil homesick but I know I'll be going home every couple of weeks to visit so it's not too bad. I've been emailing my parentals back and forth already, lol. I'm not too homesick, I've got all the comforts of home here 'cept mi familia. Mommy's gonna send me pics to make a collage on my wall to make it a lil more "homey". Yay!! I've got posters on 'em and stuff too so they're not like all asylumish. Ya know, it's kinda funny, even though I'm on my own now I feel more safe and comfortable here than I do at home. (I'z just a lil paranoid about leaving my room, like if I locked the door or not. hehe) I guess I've had way too many stressful things going on there lately. heh Oh well, it's all good now. So yea, all in all, I'm off to a great start here and am hoping things stay that way. Now I must be off to a BBQ. Munchie time! ^_^ Yummerz!! |
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Sad pussy...cat, that is, lol |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 10:21PM on 9/20/03 | ||||
 Small, brown kitten Look at it, take a deep look into this poor things eyes. Every time you masturbate you kill one of him, or her. God knows what it is, but it's gonna be dead soon, because of you. You sick, sick boy (or girl). Every time you masturbate... which kitten does god kill? brought to you by Quizilla |
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The morning after |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 2:35PM on 9/18/03 | ||||
I was hungry cuz Shawny mentioned yesterday that we're going to Mia Roma's again. Mmmmmmm, yummay!! They have some of the best Italian food around!! Yea baby! I woke up this morning and remembered that and my tummy hasn't stopped bitching at me since! ^_^ So yea, all in all, 'twas an AWESOME 21st birthday!!!!!!! ^________^ I couldn't really ask for a better one. It was pretty much everything I'd hoped it would be. hehe Yayness!! Oh, and I wanna thank Shawny again for being the DD and not being like the guys were on his 21st birthday. That meant a lot to me. I LOVE YOU, BABY!!! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 3:44PM on 9/17/03 | ||||
P.S. Muchas gracias to Big D for calling me today, for letting me know what happened, and for passing on the birthday wishes from both of my Boyz. I love ya'll!! And I will keep my promise to you both. No worries ^_~ |
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sympatheticHappy Birthday to me!! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 3:22PM on 9/17/03 | ||||
Happy birthday to me Happy 21st birthday to meeeeeee Happy birthday to me!!! Yayness!! I'm finally 21!!! Now to get me some drinks ^_^ lol |
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rejuvenatedIt's finally arrived & only just begun!! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:30AM on 9/17/03 | ||||
Oh, and I've already gotten my first birthday present. It was from Shawny. I was at his house and we were about to come back here so he could drop me off but before that I had to pee like a racehorse (and I'm sure you wanted to know that! lol). So anyway, I come back from the bathroom and he's looking all sexy as hell on his bed so I crawl over to him and we share an amazing kiss. As we're kissing I feel him slip something in my hand and he whispers "Happy Birthday". Now as awesome as that kiss was, my curiousity got the better of me so I had to break the kiss and see what this thing was. I was pleasantly surprised to find the LInkin Park "Meteora" CD laying in my hand. YAY!!!! As Shawny soon found out while on the drive to my house, I know pretty much every song on that CD already. lol I was singing along to it since he has a CD player in his Jeep. But who the hell cares, I've wanted that CD FREAKING FOREVER!!! And now it's finally MINE, ALL MINE!!! lol Apparently that's only the start of his so-called "spoiling". Well damn, that's one helluva damn good start!! haha I can't wait for the rest!! Ok, now I'm gonna shut up before I sound too greedy. lol Besides, it's time for me to go listen to my new CD. ^_^ *sings Happy Birthday to myself* |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:00AM on 9/14/03 | ||||
 You Are Bombshell Sexy!Congratulations, you are the ultimate sexy woman You've got the mix of looks, wit, and brains to snag almost any guy You attract so many men that trouble seems to follow you everywhere Luckily, you're woman enough to handle trouble… Bring it on! What Kind of Sexy Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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Confuzzlement |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 4:07PM on 9/13/03 | ||||
Bah, my neighbor is spray painting again...Whoooooooo fumez!!! @_@ *getting dizzy* Must go lay down... |
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high1 week to go!! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:50PM on 9/10/03 | ||||
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Family ties |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 9:47PM on 9/9/03 | ||||
I guess she's trying to worm her way back into our lives. Not that I mind too much, I'll be gone in a few weeks so I won't have to deal with any of that. All I know is if she does come to a game and if she does talk to me she damn well better not try to brown nose me. It's been MY choice not to make any contact with her or her daughter (whom I don't even feel right calling my cousin), not my father's. She tried that shit last time she was here; she's just damn lucky my parents taught me manners so I wasn't able to go off on her at the time. But I've gotten awfully sassy since then and I know my parents would support me so she'd just better be careful this time around. |
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Ghostly pranks? |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:09AM on 9/8/03 | ||||
Now, the witnesses (Wabbit and his mommy) that saw me fall outta the car would most likely tell ya that my foot got caught in my purse strap cuz it was on the floor and that's why I tripped. But I feel like saying that it was something supernatural, like a ghost. I think someone there knew I wasn't Jewish (it's strictly a Jewish cemetary), wasn't too fond of that and decided to cause a lil commotion. Yes, I realize I'm being far-fetched and maybe ridiculous to some because I'm in denial of my own klutzyness (trust me, I admit it enough as it is! lol) but I'd like to think it could be a possibility. Although, I don't really like the idea that some ghost feels it necessary to kick my ass just cuz I'm not Jewish/religious. lol I wasn't trying to be sacreligious or anything, I wanted to pay my respects like everyone else. Oh well, what can ya do?! In a twisted sort of way it was kind of comforting to visit G-pa's grave. I didn't attend any of the mourning ceremonies because I didn't feel comfortable and that it wasn't my place since I wasn't family. I guess a part of me felt guilty about that or something so being able to be there today was basically my farewell to him. When Wabbit pointed out his grave I said "Wassup grandpa" and then said a few more things silently in my head so that made me feel more at ease. Then Wabbit showed me where his grandma is buried. When he did, something inside me felt different. It was like I felt honored that he was sharing this part of his life with me and I guess kinda jealous (for lack of a better word) because I didn't get to know his grandparents better or something. Like I wasn't able to get to know some of the people that helped make him who he is and show how much I appreciate that. After that we headed to another cemetary to visit his mommy's father's grave site. I didn't feel as emotional there I guess because I don't know much about him. The only thing that really hit me there was when we found a grave for a guy that died last year who was only 20 at the time. He was a year younger than me and was born 2 days before me. Seeing as how my birthday is coming up that really made me feel glad to be where I am today and feel bad for him. As Wabbit pointed out when we past the infant section in the cemetary "That could've been you." And he's right, I could have died at birth. Being in those cemetaries knowing that I've beaten all the obstacles I was supposed to face because of Spina Bifida definitely made me value my life that much more. |
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10 day countdown |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 10:20AM on 9/7/03 | ||||
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Morbid and proud |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:34AM on 9/7/03 | ||||
Wabbit invited me to go with him to visit his G-pa's grave tomorrow since it's Grandparent's Day. I'm psyched!! I've always loved being in cemetaries. They don't bother me a bit. In fact, I find them peaceful. I love reading people's tombstones to see what others had to say about them. Some are really quite touching. I also like to notice the dates on the tombstones of how long the people were alive. I think it makes me value my time here alive a little more. That's always a good thing, right? Ok, well I've spooked myself silly by typing this all up. The wind is blowing and making weird sounds and I've officially scared myself twice. lol I think I'm gonna go try to relax now... |
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'Sup with that?! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:12AM on 9/7/03 | ||||
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Wheee!! ^_^ |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:36AM on 9/5/03 | ||||
For example, the last 2 days Wabbit and I took his grandma to run some errands. Yesterday the funnyness occured when we realized she would just not shut up! She tends to ramble about anything and everything. In fact, she seems to love the sound of her own voice so much that she has to point out every last store and building we pass. It can get rather annoying after a while but I couldn't help but laugh. Apparently she thought I was laughing at something Wabbit said or did cuz the next thing she said was the highlight of our lil road trip. Outta nowhere she called him a horse's ass. ^_^ Didn't call me anything even though I was the one laughing (I was laughing even harder now b'cuz she called him that), but she then swiftly proceeded to try to smack him upside the head. lol I called him a horse's ass for the rest of the night whenever I felt cheeky, I'm not sure he liked that much. hehe Oh well, he was a good sport about it cuz he knew I wasn't serious. ^_^ Then today we had an even funnier event take place while running errands with "the old lady" as everyone seems to call her. We were at the hospital waiting for her to get her pills and we see her coming back but she's headed towards some other car. I guess she thought that car was Wabbit's cuz she almost got into it. The man driving it got out of his car, it looked to me like he thought someone was trying to cause trouble. Now as if that wasn't funny enough, apparently this guy's wife thought our car looked just like theirs because she was headed towards me and Wabbit 'til she noticed her hubbie. @_@ Crazy mix-up, eh?! I just find it funny that the 2 cars confused both people, not just one. We had a bit of a laugh after that on the ride home. hehe Still makes me giggle when I think about it. After that crazyness, we FINALLY were able to make it back to his place so we could watch the movies we had rented earlier (before running errands). We rented the first LOTR movie cuz I couldn't find it here at home and Phonebooth. Both are kick ass movies!! I'm paranoid about picking up a phone now though, lol. After we watched those 2, we headed back over to my place to watch the 2nd LOTR movie. I have no idea how I managed to get him to watch both movies since they're so long. I must say, I was quite impressed. He sat down and watched the entire thing of both movies. Usually he gets up and about during them but not this time. Yay!! hehe I wuv you, Wabbit!! |
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More munky business |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:37PM on 9/4/03 | ||||
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Munky business |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 11:12AM on 9/4/03 | ||||
I've come to the conclusion that I like munkiez so much that I am obsessed with them. I don't do it as often online but if ya'll were here to hear me speak you would hear me say things like "What da munky?" (as opposed to "wtf" or "what the hell"), or "funky munky" (as opposed to "that's weird/odd"), and there's one more phrase I can't think of at the moment. I'll let ya'll know when it comes to me. |
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2 Weeks Notice |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 11:46AM on 9/3/03 | ||||
Anywho, like I said, things are not going as planned. As of right now, Wabbit might be the only person that'd be able to go out drinking with me. He'd have to be the DD. We shall see about that though. But enough about that... I GET TO SEE LOCKE IN A FEW DAYS!!!! *does a happy dance* lol We finally decided. And as long as we both don't get relapse with our sicknesses, we'll be seeing each other this weekend. Yay!!! hehehe I'm psyched. I haven't seen him since school got out. Bah! Too, too long...I missed that guy. But datz ok, cuz I get to see him soon!! Whoo hoo!!! |
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Ahaha |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 5:30PM on 9/1/03 | ||||
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Almost forgot... |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 5:08PM on 9/1/03 | ||||
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Silly stuff |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 2:13PM on 9/1/03 | ||||
And on to sillier (is that a word?! lol) things... My parents and I have been watching the LOTR movies the past couple nights. We watched The Two Towers again last night cuz my dad fell asleep the first night. Now besides wanting to see how well done the plot and graphics were, I wanted to see what all the fuss was about in terms of the characters. Some girls I know seem to have developed crushes on the characters so I wanted to know why. Well, as sadly humorous as it is to admit, I think I've developed a lil crush on a few of the characters myself. lol Yep yep, I've somehow developed a crush on Legolas, of elf kind, and Aragorn, the man. I also think the leader of the elf army is pretty hott too but I can't remember his name at the moment. lol However, I don't really see how girls could have a crush on Frodo, a hobbit, played by Elijah Wood. Elijah's got pretty blue eyes, that's about all he has going for him. *shrugs* Whatever yings your yang I suppose. I'm sure there are some people that wonder how I can have a crush on elves, lol. Watch the movies, you might understand. ^_~ |
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Still sick |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 6:41PM on 8/31/03 | ||||
I'm still guzzling water and juice due to Mommy's and Locke's orders. It doesn't seem to be going through me as quickly as it did yesterday so I guess that's a good sign; means my body's soaking it in again like it should. Good deal, eh? My familia wants to have another movie marathon tonight. Fun stuff! I've been on a major movie kick lately, dunno why. So yea, if I'm not online tonight it's probably cuz I'm laying down, watching movies and guzzling water, trying to get better, with the fam. Enjoy your evening, ya'll! |
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uncomfortableSick |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:36AM on 8/31/03 | ||||
I've been having hot & cold chills all day and as of midnight my fever was at 100.2 which isn't too high but obviously more than I'd like it to be. According to mommy and Locke's orders I've been guzzling water like crazy all day. (Yay!! Locke and I got to talk for a while today, whoo hoo!! I missed that guy ^_^ hehe) I'm hoping this goes away soon. We shall see. But as for now, I need to get some sleep. I just wanted everyone to know that I'll probably be here resting at home if I'm not on the comp for the next day or so. Locke, take care of yourself and get over that strep, ya hear? ^_^ *HUGS* Wabbit, I hope the services are going well. Call me or come over if you need me for anything, k? I'm here for you. Always have been, always will be. I love and miss ya'll like crazy! Take care!! *HUGS for everyone* |
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sickReally weird dream |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:17PM on 8/29/03 | ||||
I'll describe it all short and sweet like cuz I can't remember too much about it right now. Ok, so I was this girl (wow, imagine that, lol) and some old dude (that looked much like the bad guy in X-Men) was trying to find and kill me. Since he was old and couldn't chase me down very well he had the DareDevil (ya know, from the movie) trying to find me. And what a dream with superheros be if I didn't have super powers myself, eh? Yep, that's right. I had the power to go invisible. ^_^ But since I was hiding from the DareDevil, I had to be careful because I would lose my invisibility whenever I was touched by water. (You'd have to have seen the movie to understand this part). So yea, the whole dream was basically about me getting chased down around some mansion. It ended with me, the DareDevil and the old guy all out on a boat dock. I was invisible of course, but since I was near water I had to be careful. I woke up right as I took a wrong step backward and fell into the lake. Go me, huh? lol And so, that was my weird dream of the night. Dunno what it means or anything, nor do I really care. I would just like to know why most of my dreams lately have been about people trying to chase me down. O_o Hmm.... |
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Female 'puter geekness! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 1:12AM on 8/29/03 | ||||
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Amy Lee is Hot! |
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| PuSsYCaT Meowed @ 12:14AM on 8/28/03 | ||||
Amy is THE hottest rawk girl ever!! And I don't mean just based on looks. She's got a beautiful and amazing voice. I would kill for the voice range she has. She's an awesome singer. What I love most about her looks is that she not (at least not yet) a typical female celebrity. What I mean is, she has some meat on her bones. I love that about her. She's beautiful just the way she is |
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