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the people i hate... [30 Mar 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]

the word hate is thrown around too much these days... people use the word way too much. the people i hate... i truely hate with a passion... because there's only 3, so i can give so much hate to all of them... and i have a lot of hate... i'm not gunna name anyone, but i will explain why... well person number one is the person i hate the most for one simple reason... he fed me a bottle of vodka at the small fragile age of 12, raped me then left me in a 13 hour coma... person number two got me expelled from school... she exagerated what i did to her just because she didn't like me... she gave statements to the teachers like "meeting april was the worst day of my life" etc etc... person number three, is just a prick... he has taken advantage of me when i was drunk twice... he owes me money... hes a prick to me, and HE'S the one trying to get ME weighed... i hate him...

so there you go... the people i truely hate...

-ApRiL-

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i dont remember making this... [30 Mar 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

how crazy is this? i was just trying to sign up for a blurty account and i find out i've already got one!!! my last entry was on the first of january 2004...! thats over a year ago, so this diary thing has been uselessly sitting here on the internet taking up space... but then again the internet has enough space so you dont have to worry do you?
don't you just hate it, when you're out with your mates, and getting drunk, but then you go home and you're all alone and it makes you all depressified? yeah i got that now... and hating it... but anyway, i'm gunna save this and then read all the entries i made in here last year...

-ApRiL-

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as if n e 1 wil read this for a million years [01 Jan 2004|12:29am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | nin- the perfect drug ]

i wonder if they internet wil stil be aroun in a million years... i dont thin kthen world will even be aroudn in a million years, so i spose theres no point me writing this if noones gona read it for a million years which means no one will ever read it cos they world will be blown the smitherines sometmes in the next million years. you are the perfect drug... well actually any drugs is perfect becoz drugs are great, cept pot, pot is evil stupid paranoying depressionamaking drug.... stupid pot.
yeah so i'm kinda pissed right now, i duno wot make me wanna write in hear i havent written in here in years stupid online journal year im kinda pised write now, been round robyns ooh wow theres a mood option as drunk how cool is that? so yah it's new years eve but i was grounded and forced to stay here at home and babysite my little brother bt instead i went round robyns and left him on his own for about 3 hours i dun owot time it is but i know it's january which means its a whole new year how cool is dat? hehehe...
i think i'm talkin crap so i spose i'd better go now because i pity the person who has to read this picee of crapi writing, so yeah i'le be off now, probz wont write in this stupid journal thingy for about a million years if the world is still here then so yeah bye!

-*munchkiin*

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wow I haven't written in here in ages.... [23 Sep 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Fievel- Somewhere out there ]

Yeah I kno I haven't written in here in ages... kinda forgot about it actually.
Yeah so ermm... I started my new "school" which is a pupil refferal unit, its pretty crap, its for kids who got expelled and can't get a new school yet. You get away with shouting abuse at the teachers and stuff, but if you wreck the school they sometimes call the police, like they did today and leah got arrested i think, cause her parents told the school to tell the police to arrest her cause they wanted to teach her a lesson... or something... ah i dunno maybe i should stop bein so goddamn nosey.
I'm grounded atm cause i cut myself and then the headteacher phoned my mum and told her. I asked her not to, cause i knew if my mum found out I would get grounded but she said my mum wouldnt ground me, and she DID! So i'm gonna shout at Linda 2moz :( Should be out saturday though which is good cause I hav a tenner for a Q... :)
Well I'm gonna go now cause I really need to piss, on my third beer of the night (yeah my mum decided to buy me aloda beers during her weekly shop- atleast i hope they're for me...)

-*munchkin*

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boo! [19 Aug 2003|03:50am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Pink- Dear Diary ]

i'm really bored it's like 4am and i can't sleep. louis finally got off the computer and went to bed. the twat. only 2 people online but only talkin to one.
bordem is taking over. i think i'll just sit here now and stare at the screen...

-*munchkin*

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yay i'm home... [18 Aug 2003|12:12am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | MSI - Daddy ]

i got back from camping today at about half 3 and demanded to be allowed into town, mum said no so we shouted and shouted til she said yes, but i had to be home by 6 which sucks...
well i saw phil and nikki which are the main people i needed to see... and i got some fags, so yay.
i'm well bored... everyone in my house (a total of 2 other people) have gone to bed, and there's only 5 people on msn... i think i might just go to bed... kinda tired and my back hurts due to lack to moving from this spot for the past 6 hours.
maybe i should go and watch t.v...

-*munchkin*

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... [13 Aug 2003|07:42pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Incubus - Drive ]

i have to go camping with my mum 2morrow and i'm supposed to be takin a friend from school but all their mum's won't even let them spend like, 3 nights with me cause i'm a bad infulence...it's harsh.
so now i have to go campin with my mum and lil brother... wooh sounds like fun. :-\
ive still got another *sits here for ages tryin to work it out* ermm.... 5 days of bein grounded and i only have like... *counts* ONE fag :O
great my mum's shoutin at me cos of the phone bill when it wasn't even me ...

-*munchkin*

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grr stupid shoebury [12 Aug 2003|06:04pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Korn- Blind ]

im so bored! I'm grounded cause i asked my mum to pick me up from town cause i'd spent my train fare on a drink which i really needed cause i was dehdrating...!
so now i can't see phil who just came back from holiday, or becca who jst came back from holiday or manda (same) it sucks!!! grrr...
pete (biker) came round earlier today to see me cause he felt sorry for me cause i'm grounded... he bought me fags... i av like 6 left and they have to last til monday. :( ....dont think so.
i'm waitin for lenni's site to start workin again cause i wanna see what she wrote bout me.... :( gay geocities.
i'm also tryin to help phil with his virus... dere's a virus goin round and every1 seems to have it. what it does is it comes up with a system shutdown warnin about 5 mins after u turn on the computer... and i have the cure but his computer's bein rly gay and signin him out like 10 secs after he signs in.. :(
oh yeah and if n e 1 wants the cure, you go to:
http://microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=2354406C-C5B6-44AC-9532-3DE40F69C074&displaylang=en
and click download, then download it and then restart ure computer and it should stop. :) aren't i just FULL of solutions? well actually keeyley told me bout it.. but ah wel. :D
ok i'm gonna go now... phil's computer's still bein gay, and i can't think of n e thin else to write... i'm tryin to find someone to come campin with me on thursday for a few days, but every1's not allowed cause i'm a bad influence.. :(

-*munchkin*

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sittin in my bedroom spinnin... [18 Jul 2003|09:37am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | silverchair- stoned ]

havent writtin on here for a while, and i'm really bored, so i thought i might...
i'm grounded, so i won't be out on friday or saturday or sunday... cause i ran away frm home yesterday :( but i might not've gone to town saturday n e wayz, cause phil won't be there, cause he's goin 2 france for 3 weeks :( :( :( so would be all lonely.
yesterday was my hearing at school... so now i'm officially expelled. i felt sorry for my mum, cause she tried to appeal, and she made a really big long speach which she spend like, a week on and they threw it all back in her face by agreein with stupid mrs anilek :( ...but i didnt wanna go back there n e wayz so :P
but now it's gonna be harder to get into a new school, cause i got this on my record. on monday, i'm goin to the pupil refferal unit thingy... which i guess i dont really mind. i'd rather go there than SHOEBURY... but shoebury's full so :D yay.
well i'm gonna go now cause i got nuttin else to write, and i'm sure you got bored ages ago...

-*munchkin*

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stupid school... stupid gorgia. [10 Jul 2003|02:58pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Lemon Jelly- Space Walk ]

We got more paperwork through the post today, from shsg. It contained statments and a report about when i set the curtains on fire in my form room... about 7 months ago!
i KNOW it was gorgia, cause phoebe told me. she's tryin to get me into more trouble, so she showed miss hopkins the burn on the curtains. it's been there for like, 7 months and no one even noticed. it was like... rly small. and anywayz... but the good thing is that i can't really GET into anymore trouble at school.
Also with the paperwork thing that came, there was something emptage wrote about me. and it said 'a year 9 girl quoted that meeting april was the worst day of her life'... then it was goin on about how every1 in year 8 hates me and says i'm unpredictable and aggressive, and they are really scared of the way i behave.
it also had in it from where i stole some type of acid from the science lab and drank some, then set some on fire... that was like... ages ago.
and this is all GORGIA PLASKOW's fault. her getting me expelled obviosly wasn't enough for her... she's now gettin me into trouble for things i did over 6 months ago... and it all started with me poking her in the eye. but atleast she has no friends at school anymore. :-)
does anyone know where i can buy a lockable diary???

-*munchkin

p.s my hearing at school is in 7 days. (17th june, 11am, margret haine centre)

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Whateva tomorrow brings I'll be there.... [04 Jul 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Red Hot Chilli Peppers- Scar Tissue ]

still not at school (obviosly). currently at home..eating marmite sandwhiches :D
in bout half an hour i'm goin to meet sam (reck) and we're gonna walk 2 shsg to meet some other people... then go to town. it's brad's birthday... so i think some people r goin back 2 his l8r too.
finding a new school for me to start in september is prooving harder than expected. my mum doesn't think any school's gonna accept me. shoeburry's full(wooh!) but so is cecil :-( so i'm probz gonna spend the rest of my life in a crappy school like thorpe bay or summin.. or a pupilt refferal unit! hmmm...
something happens everyday now that i dont expect to happen... some good, but mostly bad... i just have to keep my hopes up and ignore my parents when they keep tellin me i'm a screw up... and wait for every tommorow, until everything sorts itself out.
Well i'm bein told by my mum to get off the computer now and tidy my room or i can't go out... so i'm gonna go do that now...

-*munchkin*

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la la la [01 Jul 2003|09:41am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | None :-( (the sound of my typing???) ]

hello people... I'm at my dad's shop in his office, cause my parents decided that i wasn't allowed to stay at home to day... :( it's a charity shop, so it's kinda borin... there's nothin to do. my dad's doin some accounts paperwork or sumfin... I prefere workin with my mum (at he playschool) but they don't want me there anymore cause i was causing 'friction' cause i was making it too obvious that i didn't wanna be there... if they would just let me out on my own for the whole day, then she wouldnt be sufferein at work... *sigh*
i have a wobbily tooth. :) i'm hungry ... there's a kfc a few shops down, i'll go get some food or summin...
laterz

-*munchkin*

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no... [27 Jun 2003|08:40pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Live- Heaven ]

havent written in here in ages, so i thought i'd update you in my life...
got expelled from school for poking gorgia plaskow in the eye... she went to casulty when she didnt need to. i'm really restless and depressed all the time... not eatin and not sleepin... just lyin in bed for hours and hours thinkin and starin into space... everyday, til like 11am or summin... then spendin the resta the day on here or infront of the t.v... rotting my mind away ...
sometimes i go into town in the day.. it's a relief to get outta the house, but then i start feelin ill (too much fresh air???) and just go home... and continue with rottin away my mind infront of tv and comp...
soon i'm gonna start goin to a pupil refferal unit in the renoun... which is right near my house... convinient or what?... but first i gotta go to a hearing at southend high.. dont see what the point is... i'm not gonna go back to that school... i'd rather spend the rest of my education in the refferal unit than in shsg.
i havent slept since tuesday and i think i'm startin to crack up... :S
GOIN.. bye

-*munchkin*

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ohh the bordom.... [22 Jun 2003|07:23pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Godsmack- I stand alone ]

has anyone ever noticed that bored is my most common mood... i'm always online, yet most of that time i'm writin in here or talkin on msn complainin that i'm bored?
how pointless... i'm gonna go play on the ps2...

-*munchkin*

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looks like i'm in for a night on the inetnet... [20 Jun 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Nerf herder- Sorry ]

i'm sooooo bored! i was meant to be rentin out a game tonight, but there CONVINIENTLY wasn't enough time, so now i'm stuck on here talkin 2 borin people. (capt dan- hes not borin)
i've hurt my leg at the thing i went to earlier cause i was chasin some rude dat dave set me on...
so now i'm gonna have to crawl into the kitchen and find myself a drink... ohyeah and i can't really walk on it right now... but i WILL make my way into town 2moz, cause i aint been in ages and i miss nikki... :(
ok... going to crawl into kitchen now...

-*munchkin*

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hello... [18 Jun 2003|08:22am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Slipknot- Purity ]

hey, supposed to be at school, bur i got suspended yesterday for poking gorgia in the eye! (of course she said i hit her then poked her in the eye hard) as if i did. wel it's only for one day, but then i have to go into school with my mum 2morrow and they're gonna decide weather i go back to school that day, weather i get another week-or-so of suspension, or weather they're gonna expell me... if i get expelled i'll have to go to shoeburry, where i'll get beaten up for sure... :-( stupid shoebury rudies.
yea so now i'm just sittin on the computer listenin to music, and bein bored...
well i'll go now...

-*munchkin*

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fathers day [15 Jun 2003|05:26pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Dad's music... (hsis choice) ]

its fathers day, so my dad is choosin everythin we do... so there's no computer, no ps2, no playstation... well that's what he wanted, atm my brother is on the ps2, and i'm on ere... so it didnt really work...
oh great now we're goin out... somewhere. i'll write later...

-*munchkin*

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feelin better ... :-) [14 Jun 2003|09:57pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Distrubed- Down with the sickness ]

i'd like to first say thanks to katyrn and lenni for makin me feel better :-)
am rly tired cause my stupid lil brother (steven) woke me up at 6.30am this mornin (ON A SATURDAY!!!) by openin my door jumpin into my room, shoutin OOOPPPS! WRONG ROOM! thjen runnin back out... couldn't get back to sleep after that, so i went on the computer. was then on the internet til about 2.30, when i finally get dressed and went round brad's house... got back at about 7 and i've been on the net since then... (now 10pm) startin to get a bit bored with the internet... www.sfogs.com is temperarily unavalibe...
wel.. i'm gonna go now and sit here for a while... swaying backward and fowards...

-*munchkin*

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me [13 Jun 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Icubus- Wish you were here ]

i've just realized that i'm rly pissed off about what people think of me...
when people hear my name, they instantly think about some little suicidal maniac that goes around with blades threatenin people and lighters and setting the school on fire.... but i'm not.
people don't know me, they just judge me on what people tell them, or what stupid roumors they've heard. it's not fair.
yer.. dats all i wanted to say...

-*munchkin*

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poor lexa... [12 Jun 2003|08:07pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]
[ music | None (on the phone) ]

was just about to write my blurty thingy ma bob, when alexa rung me and toldme that she was trampled my horsies and spent the last few days in hospital... they thought she broke her head... how can you brake your head?! yer wel i'm goin to visit her 2mowwow...
how stupid is this? i'm not allowed to town on saturday cause i wrote on my hand... ok it weren't just my hand, it was permanant marker ink goin alll the way up my arm, and took me hours to get off.. but even still! NO TOWN! i was plannin on gettin stonned on saturday :'(
well i'm goin on cokemusic now... I FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE MUSIC :D

-*munchkin*

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