| sarah's soo cool! | |||
| 08:45pm 13/12/2003 | |||
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what guys, havent updated in forever, so here we go.......... sarah's cool THN |
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| homecoming/ rest of weekend | |||
| 02:49pm 27/10/2003 | |||
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ah man, homecoming was great. dinner was interesting, but i think the dance made up for it. i danced with everyone but sarah, since she's so cool and only wanted to slow dance then get the hell outta there...........eh, she danced a lil but not as much as i had hoped she would have. an hour after getting there and getting pictures done, i feel someone grab my arm and say " oh my god she has the same the dress! " so........i turn and look at sarah and say "who the hell are you talkin about?" and she said "katie". of course, sarah having that potiential girl-ness in her, she got bent outta shape, but i really didnt think it was that big a deal. i figured sarah looking 3 times better than katie did in the dress would have made sarah feel better about it all and give her somethin to laugh about, i mean - thats how i saw it all. oh well............so, after dancin and grindin on everyone until my knee gave in, we were off to get some free food and go to the beach. i had promised sarah i wouldnt get fucked up with lance, but i ended up jus takin a hit to get him off my case. eh, she got uptight about it...i couldnt blame her tho cuz i told her i wouldnt, but with our relationship....5 minutes later everything was fine and we went to go play in the water. got home around 2, and she got her big ass birthday present. she loved it, thank god. finally got to bed, then got woken up at fuckin 8:30 by a small voice goin "wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up. its my birthday!" yjyjydhjgy..........finally rolled outta bed at 10, and took her home. her mom loved the huge pink unicorn just as much as she did. i take it that was a good move on my part. i finally got my stereo in my car hooked up. it sounds pretty damn good for 1x12", but i'm not completely satisfied. i want more power. i spent all friday night hookin it up and basically detailing my truck so it was all spiffy for saturday night. worked 5-1 saturday before homecoming......i went 24 hours strait off of 3 hrs. of sleep from friday night, then finally got to sleep 12 - 7 on sunday and even got payed for it. my mom went to work for me and clocked me in / out. so "i" worked 1-6 sunday. it was quite nice alright, well, happy belated birthday sarah (p.s. - i care more than you know) i'm out THN |
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| show | |||
| 01:19am 28/09/2003 | |||
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got off work at 1, came home, passed out. woke up at 4, put clothes on, went to orlando. got to orlando, took the longest piss on the light pole as 2 chicks that were goin to the show sat there tryin to watch me. got to hold nik's 1 liter pepsi bottle of piss - it reminded me of my old school weird ass family road trips; it was awesome. finally got in, and 10 minutes later, avenged kicked it off. they were good, but the set coulda been better. then eighten visions - that was unbelievable - them flippin out, plus the lights goin crazy.....whoo. fsf.....they fucking sucked. i had to walk out they were so bad. i can tolerate a lot, but jason could not sing a single word on key for his life. then - escape mutha fuckin dillinger - that was the sickest thrash metal/spazcore performance i've ever witnessed. there was soo much energy. then, to end the night, PTW....holy shit. the crowd went nuts. the set was great - not much different than the set from warped, jus a lil longer. they ended with nerdy - the crowd split and lines from each side started dancin' like mofo's. i didnt dance much. downed some tequila and went to go have a nice conversation with myself. i danced a lil thru a7x and all thru ptw. i'm beat to hell, i'm goin to bed and to all the mothah fuckas who think they real ass niggas..........u aint shit THN |
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| drummer | |||
| 10:02pm 18/08/2003 | |||
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alright, i'm goin crazy.......i would really like to get a band going, but i need a drummer. a good, solid drummer, who can play a lil double bass; not some 12 year old kid who started a year ago and his parents tell him he's great. if there are any drummers interested, or if anyone knows of any good drumers, just comment to this to fill me in, and i'll get back to you THN |
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| check this shit out | |||
| 10:35pm 13/08/2003 | |||
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so, it all started tuesday mornin with a sore throat, so i brought a bottle of tylenol with me and sipped on that all the way to school. i was good till about 2:30, then it all fuckin hit me. body ache, headache, fever, chills, all that shit. so, school gets out, and i go home to find out my fever was 102. and still went to work 4-9. passed out after work woke up at 7 this mornin with a 104 fever, my whole body aching and freezing, and i couldnt stop having convultions. my mom ended up throwing 3 comforters on me, and i was still shaking from having aches and being so cold. before i started goin crazy, linds left school 3rd block and brought me some lunch. all the sudden i woke up, and she was in my face smiling. i didnt believe it at first, but then she was like, "i brought you lunch" and shoved a fry in my mouth. i couldnt taste any of it, but it was still one of the nicest things anyone's ever done for me. i think i'm comin to school tomorrow. i'm feelin a lot better than i was and to all you bitches.........."tell me to my fuckin face that you ready to die" THN |
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| i dunno | |||
| 02:53pm 06/08/2003 | |||
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havent updated in a while. not much has been goin on history - jeppson science - collier spanish - husted science research - yates hr - whitson man, a few people got fat over summer.....funny shit. i didnt really see anyone that stood out at registration, i'll just hafta wait till tomorrow to see whats gone down in the past few months brandon's got some serious shit goin on. its none of my business to discuss it, but yeah. brandon really needs all his friends right now. i love that kid like a brother.....its almost like i feel what he must feel. it really fuckin sucks. hmm, prolly gonna go see megan later. she's sick and says she looks like shit, so i'm a go tell her how shitty she looks cuz i'm cool like that minus the cool. and to all you fucks........htrasrhj THN |
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| damn skippy | |||
| 09:12am 30/07/2003 | |||
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ya know, i apologize for not coming out with it the second after i couldnt take that shit anymore, but i jus wanted to sit back and watch for a lil while longer......just to watch and make sure its not just me, and that u really are pullin some gay shit on people, and have done so for a while now. i'm not mad anymore, i dont really care, i just want you to realize what you're doing. hopefully you'll see things in a mature manner and take in what ur doing and fix it, and not go for the next month not talking to me cuz i'm "such an asshole". you know i'm not really and asshole; i care for you more than i can express, which is why things between you and me can be so upsetting. and yeh, i shoulda just told you what was up.....i know, but........shit didnt happen that way. what can ya do? last night.....when i finally started talkin, you walked away. real cool. another thing you need to take in is.......theres no one on this earth that you have to impress. not me, not anyone. if u care enough, just dont let me down. thats it. nothing more........i mean, i dont give a fuck about impressing you or anyone else. they dont like me as just plain me, thats their problem, not mine. and yeh, there's gonna be times that you let down the people you care about most....it happens un-intentionally, and yeh it sucks, but it happens. and i know that, which is why i dont care anymore about the way you've done things as far as guys go. i just want you try and fix it. thats not much to ask, and it will be to your benefit, not really mine. if you care to talk anymore, i'm here. don't go without talking to me because "ahh he's been bein a dick". if you really wanna avoid the person who's lookin out for you and others, not much i can do bout that. but i'd advise you not to. thatd be pretty fucked. THN |
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| it's some kid's birthday | |||
| 02:54pm 27/07/2003 | |||
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU FUCK | |||
| what a douche | ||||
| 09:09pm 26/07/2003 | ||||
sometimes, it's a shame that he has such a big heart - big enough to keep him from taking the right advice. we were nothing but nice to her, and i guess she always talked shit about how nice we were or somethin. real cool. with all that, i said i'd still respect her for his sake..........what an unbelievable bitch you know who you are, u fuckin whore. i think that if i werent twice your size, i'd knock the shit outta you and not feel the least bit guilty. how can you fuck with someone like that. if it were anyone else.....no one would care, but you knew who it was you were messin with, and whose feelings you were rippin apart. ah, this is pointless. this shit becomes aggrivating though..... THN |
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| (1 kid | had shit to say) |
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aggravated| warped, preferred, cant ask for more | |||
| 11:00pm 25/07/2003 | |||
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bmpp bmpp bmpp..........c'mon now warped was better than i could've expected. got there around 10, got in at noon, and watched vaux kick it off(decent band - not great, but alright). walked by the PTW tent, and guess who it was....jeff. no one knew who it was, which was pretty funny. so i got to talk with him, then ran into adam carson. he was busy tryin to get some pussy, so i got a picture with him then left him alone. andrew w. k. was great. the energy thoughout the set was just crazy.(biggest pit of the day, people went completely banannas).then.......PTW. that was a way better set than i could've imagined. the pit got pretty intense, got spinned kicked in the back of the head - yeh, real cool. accidently punched some girl on the side in the forehead. i felt bad for a lil while, but then realized shit like that happens, what can ya do. after that set, met up with nick, jeremy, hillary, matt and jj. then got to talk to rick thorne for lil while, which was cool. spent an hour looking for the backpack with a kid attached........finally found it, then waited for rancid to come on. saw matt jones, who i havent seen in forever, and was with him in the crowd. then went to meet AWK but he was writing out life stories for people so i said fuck it. saw a lil bit of dropkick, a lil of the used, then just waited and waited for AFI.they finally came on, and as soon i got pushed back and forth real quick, i knew it was gonna be a big push pit type thing the whole fuckin time. that part was a bitch, but they had a great set.coulda been somewhat better, but still more than expected. christina made it even more enjoyable, so thanks toots. so after that, we said bye to everyone and got the hell outta there, ate, got to bed at 10 woke up at 8 this mornin, took a shower, then went to my job interview which is on hold because the manager's computer was down. so, woke brandon up, ate breakfast, then went to the hospital to see mom. she was so out of it, so we let her go back to sleep. then, came home, played drums for a bit, then went to port to chill with sam, nick, josh, richard, and ben. played video games, told kirk the right way to evacuate for a fire drill, then played some more. finally went to go get some of god's food and drinks, picked up christina, then back to richards. richard and i SANG ALONG WITH OUR GOOD FRIEND CAMERON, got in a bitch fight with josh, then danced the rest of the night. it was great. i needed a night like tonight. i'm glad i was able to hang out with sam. she's the best. and to all u fucks..........i dunno THN |
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| texas | |||
| 10:13pm 21/07/2003 | |||
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so, besides the whole airport shit, finally got out there friday night. there was still daylight when i got out there, so got home, threw my shit in my room, then went skatin for the night. Saturday, spent the whole day with kyle's g/f while he worked all day. it was alright. Sunday, jammed with kyle and his friend taylor who plays drums and has a big PA system. that worked out nice....then dicked around for the night. Monday, spent the day at wet n wild; it was ok - the girls out there are so fuckin hott. Tuesday, rode dirt bikes and shit at taylors house, then went to the lake and jumped off the cliffs Wednesday, went to a different lake, saw a lot of boobs, and did a buncha flips off a 40 ft. cliff into 7 ft. of water, then finally got to hang out with julie. i wish we didnt live 1000 miles apart Thursday, back to the lake. swam across the whole fuckin thing, then walked back to the truck, then got cleaned up and went to dinner with kyle's family, then to some party with julie...hehe Friday, ate lunch at the shittiest restaurant ever, then went to chill with julie one last time before i left. then i was on the plane back home............... came home, and still do not wanna be here. fuck this. fuck the bitches here. i want kyle and his family back, but thats not happenin. ah gjstyk THN |
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| home sweet home, bitch | |||
| 01:51am 19/07/2003 | |||
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i'm home, fuckers. i missed all u guys...well, scratch that. the people that this concerns kno who they are. texas was crazy. but i'll write about it later. long flight home with crying babies....i'm spent. THN |
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| here it is | |||
| 11:01am 11/07/2003 | |||
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ok, well......they got me on camera skating into the bathroom then walking out, so......i owe the airport a lil over 100 bucks for the mirror and other stuff, which is really good considering it costs 600, but they're being understanding due to the fact that it is 100% delta's fault that i am not in texas right now. my dads pissed, but he'll get over it. delta is flyin me out there tonight at 6:30. THN |
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| holy fuck | |||
| 09:14am 11/07/2003 | |||
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its 9:15 here...which means i should be landing in texas in about 15-20 minutes. yeh, i fuckin missed my flight. i wasnt able to get my boarding pass all because the fucking computer had a malfunction, and as soon as we straitened it out at a different computer, the cut off time kicked in and i wasnt able to get anything. my dad looks at me and says "ur gettin on that fuckin plane" so, he went and talked to all the people he needed to talk to, and i put my shit thru the x-ray scanner then to be loaded on the plane. my dad comes back and says "well son, the soonest u can get out there is 8:30 tonight" i flipped......i threw my board and accidently hit some guy in the leg, and my dad just goes " where the fuck is ur luggage?" and i said "on the plane." so he went to go talk some more about shit and bitch at people, and i skated to the bathroom before i lost it.....well - i lost it. i fuckin went off. the janitor called security on me for crackin the bathroom mirror, but i just skated back to find my dad. nothin happened. my hand is still shaking. i may have broke it.it hurts like a bitch. i scared the shit outta myself this morning, as well as 2 little kids that watched me in the bathroom. i had another rage..... i cannot believe who i become when my anger takes control. i went crazy on the whole bathroom, while 2 lil boys are standing there waiting for their dad to get out of the stall. the stall that i just kept punching along with everything else. i wanted to break down completely, but there was no time for me to let that occur. now, i'm sitting here scared shitless, cuz my dad knows nothing of this......but if they got me on camera, he will. i'll be banned from OIA, and the next time i go to see kyle will be because i rode my bike all the way there.....i dunno what to think. this fuckin blows THN |
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| here's how it went down my nig | |||
| 01:14am 11/07/2003 | |||
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the past few days i havent been doin much. skatin here and there, playin guitar and working on lyrics/vocals. i've been using brandons BOSS metal zone guitar pedal. that thing is really gutsy. its not exactly the sound i want.....i've been fuckin with it for 3 days and i still cant get the right crunchy tone i want. it still sounds good, with all the low end, and the harmonics that it picks up are crazy. but......not enough mid i leave in a few hours to fly to texas and spend a week with kyle, julie, taylor, garret, chris, and whoever else i meet up with. i cant wait. texas is so peaceful and pretty. i look at it all, and then get asked "where do u live?" and i hafta say "ah, cocoa beach.....shit brown water, ya kno.....weed infested dead grass everywhere...real cool place." part of me has pride in where i come from, and it'll always be there. i just wish this area could be 1/2 as pretty as out there, and could have 1/2 the integrity and courtesy of people that live there. it would make things so much nicer and easier. but, it wont ever happen, so scratch that shit. alright guys, i'm out.........i'll catch you in a few days and lindsey.....stop fuckin with my jacket THN |
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| bob segar covers make bob sound shitty | |||
| 07:48pm 07/07/2003 | |||
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today was cool i guess, but at the same time shitty.......woke up at 1, called linds just to leave a message cuz she never picks up her phone, then was told i needed to chill here cuz of my eye app. at 5. what made it all really cool was the part where my dad told me my appointment got moved to 12 tomorrow. so i call to see whats up with everyone, and they're all off doin their own thing. so i've sat here all day. doing nothing. listening to metallica over and over. awesome.......i'm out THN |
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| man......crazy......fuckin crazy | |||
| 10:27am 05/07/2003 | |||
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holy fuckin shit...i jus wanna say thanks to everyone who came to chill with me on my birthday. besides the fact i wasnt feelin good 1/2 the time, it was fuckin awesome. man.....i can look back on it all and say "wow - my 16th birthday.....i did a lot of shit i wouldnt go do any other day" but yeh, thanks. i love you guys THN |
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| my birthday | |||
| 09:42pm 03/07/2003 | |||
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hey guys, if anyone wants to come by tomorrow for my b-day, ur more than welcome to. THN |
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| definitely | |||
| 02:30am 02/07/2003 | |||
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ahhhh, fuck it. night THN |
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| bleh....... | ||||
| 04:11am 01/07/2003 | ||||
tonight......house to ourselves all night, so josh, nick, chris, and lindsey come over. kyle - who has a g/f back home he's been with for close to a year......felt it was cool to hang all over linds tonight. which i didnt find very cool. linds was doing her best to tell him it was wrong....HAH, just kiddin.........at least she stopped him from kissin her...i guess. i told kyle if he wants to do that, then he needs to tell taylor. i wouldnt of fuckin cared what he did...if he was single. but he's not. he knows better than to pull that shit. and the fact that he knows is what pissed me off so i try and go to bed, but no, they come wake me up so i can come watch them hold eachother. FUCK that shit. then it was real cool when i was told not to be a jackass for....thats right, i didnt do anything. too cool. they finally left, and kyle and i started bitchin back and forth. he finally realized he needed to talk with his g/f, or in other words, realized i'm right, and went to bed. ah, i'm goin to bed too THN |
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