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wow okay its been a long ass mother fuckin time sence i've updated.. I've just been madd busy!! Well last week i guess i took to many muscle relaxers and i woke up in the middle of the night kicking and screaming and i was crying and i walked out of matts room into the hall and i was crying and judd came out and was like are u okay? and then matt took my hand and pulled me into nan's room and was like "what happened? whats wrong w/ you?" and idk eventually i calmed down as he held me and i fell back asleep. Hmm.. well right now my gma is in oregon and then shes on her way to alaska on a cruise so i'm livin w/ matt for 3 weeks hehe =) we've been sleepin @ my house most of the time and we've had 2 party's so far. Bill & lauren, H, erin & steve, monique, jackson, and dan came to the first one, and it was cool everyone got drunk and shit but it sucked kinda cuz i ended up goin to sleep at like 3:30 and i had to wake up at 7AM the next day for work =( but we all had funn. So satruday i went to work and then after that me and matt picked up steph and that night no1 came over but we just chilled and that night me and matt turned the lights off in the kitchen and my stereo was in the kitchen so we were slow dancing for like a half hour and as we were dancing and telling eachother how much we love eachother steph was lighting candles and puting them on the counters and shit it was so it was romantic and it was sweet of steph hehe, then after we were done dancing we went into my living room and sat on the couches and started watching tv and steph comes out and goes "you stopped dancing?" and we were like yea why and she was like "cuz i want u too to keep dancing you guys look so cute" and then she said she had a suprise so like 10 minutes later she made us go into the guest room and there were flower pedals all over the floor and on the bed from the flowers matt gave me and there were tons of candles everywhere it was so romantic !! so then me and matt had hott sex oh baby it was wild haha yea it was gOoD !! And then sunday was our 2nd party and most of the same ppl came and it was dan's birthday<33 and erin & steve, bill and lauren slept over and steph was here too so she slept over. But sunday me and amtt went at it in my room becuz he was fucking shit faced and was being so stupid !! The only reason he got drunk as hell is cuz he was madd at me for doin madd yay w/ erin + lauren but anyways he ended up breaking the hallway doors so him, dan, and bill fixed it after like 20 minutes grr. THEN me and matt go into a fight in my room and he punched me in the arm like 3 times so i hit him back then i walked into the bathroom and locked the door becuz i just needed to be away from him and you know what he did? he kicked the door in and broke the fuckin frame and everything. i was so0 madd!! i freaked out so lauren, erin tried to calm me down and gave me some yay to calm me down. So finally i got matt to go to sleep thank god !! lolz. . but anyways so i registered for nightschool =( i really dont wanna go to night school !! im scared im not gonna no anybody or im gonna be in classes w/ ppl i dont like or some shit so im nervous about that. I get my license sept. 16th hopefully if i pass haha but im sure i will ;D uhm what else is there...Omg yesterday i got to see my lizard eat his crickets for the first time ever !! it was awesome he ate 6 and it was so cool cuz they would come up to him and he would stick his tail up and shake it really fast and then he would snap his head catch then an eat em it was awesome !! Oh and i heard some gossip lately and all i gotta say is ; god damn whores these days.. what the hell is wrong w/ ppl? oh and i didnt hear anything about her but i would just like to add that i think ashley luis is stingy ;D sorry !!

Moving on....

Okay well i'm goin to go hop in bed and cuddlez w/ my baby

* I love matthew michael gillotti<33 !!

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grr i just woke up but anyways... no more drivers ed. I duno if i already said that but yey!! well saturday i worked from 8:30-3:00pm and then matt picked me up from work and we went to his house. Then a little later me + matt, brandee + judd, and wayne went to see the fireworks hehe they were pretty!! then after that me + matt went to his step moms house to see his little brother cody and I got completely shit faced becuz holly matts step mom was feeding me strawberrie daquari's like it was her damn j-o-b haha. So then me + matt got back to his house around 1:30 AM and obviously i slept over his house. And i guess i went into brandee & judds room and layed down on there bed and was like "i'm sleeping right here...I'm gonna pass out" haha and then i guess matt brought me to his room and then after that i guess i said i was gonna puke so matt put the garbage next to me and then i like passed out and then matt woke me up with toast and water and made me eat it hah and i guess i was like "i dont want it" but of course he forced me. Then me & matt woke up at 5:51AM its kinda weird everytime we sleep together we both wake up at the exact same time =) but yea sunday the next day i didnt remember anything after leaving holly's house lol then sunday matt went to practice and me + brandee broughteve to petco to get her shots and omg there were so many puppies i want one =( there was the cutest little boxer puppy hehe she was beating everyone up with her big paws =) then after like and hour and a half me and brandee were walking out and i was holding eve by the little rope leash thing and everyone that know's me should know that i have the worst balance ever! so eve starts running down these little stairs and fucking drags me with her haha and i always busted my ass but i didnt and brandee laughed at me grrrr mean brandee!! hehe j/k then on the way home me + brandee were laughing the whole way home about stuff hehe we bonded!! woo hoo hehe brandee is my favorite (besides matt) haha then sunday night when i got home my car was sitting in my garage!! YAY!! i was so happy. even though i cant fucking drive it haha i like to look at it and touch it lmao its so0 pretty =) and im ordering custom decals for my window that say my name its gonna be pretty. Well thats all for now<33

xOxO

* i love matthew michael gillotti<33 !!

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well its been a while....Last night was eventful! Matt picked me up from drivers ed and he bitched chad conway out for his little smart remark & made him apologize to me haha.. but anyway we stopped at Mobil in brookfield to get ciggarettes, and who did matt see? The guy who punched his teeth out!! so we waited for him and then we followed him to his house and matt starts yellin out the window and the guy started walking really fast towards the car so we took off. So we called the house and matt told jud to meet us at mobil. So we went back to mobil and wayne rolls in hah. So we're all waiting for jud and then he finally arrives and some stupid fat black bitch gets out of another car and starts saying "yo why you cut us off? i got my baby in the car" and she started yelling at brandee an brandee was like "uhm sorry" cuz she wasnt paying attention to what was going on lol - then this fat chicks little boyfriend or w/e starts yellin at jud and jud was screaming back at him and the guy starts takin off his watch and was like lets do this and it took him like 4 minutes to get his watch unhooked to take it off and then he didnt even take it off, and then he was talking shit so matt and justin both started walking towards the guy at the same time it was weird like they knew when eachother were gonna start walking haha but they were scared little bitches so they were all talk they didnt do shit they backed down and walked back to there car cuz fucking matt and jud were ready to just start murdering ppl but they were too scared. So we left and went back to the guys house and justin was makin noise with his car infront of the guys house and we had 3 cars sittin infront of his house and the guy walked to the door and then we all booked and got the hell outta there. But yea it was a pretty stressfull and yet eventfull night. In other news!! My last class of drivers ed is monday, i dont have to go to school today becuz its the last day and its only for making up finals and since im all done w/ finals i dont have to go oh and i past all my finals too yay and im pretty sure im going to night school next year since bridge street is closing =( . And last saturday i started working at a hair salon. The owner was friends with my mom and she remembered me and then hired me, so i'm answering the phone ; booking appointments ; washing towels ; and shit like that.. Its cool. Also last saturday i slept over Matts house whee =) And last night i looked at a car and we're pretty much buying it for me. I'm gonna test drive it today. Its a JETTA!! Oo yea haha its a 98? i think, it only has 37,000 miles on it and there selling it for 7grand - it has a sunroof, a new deck, heated seats, its automatic, 4 door, u can start it from in the house, and all that good stuff. . However its RED DAMNIT!! but oh well my gma said that if i cant stand it then we'll get it painted the color i want woo hoo light blue!! ( or silver ) But yea i can't sleep, and its 7:07AM and i called Matt at 6:45 and his mom answers the phone and says "Hey little girl! you wanna talk to ur matthew?" aww lol i love her!! its so cute when she calls me little girl =) hehe and me & steph are hanging out monday cuz i havent seen that girl in a while..well a few weeks lol. Oh and to Kaitlin Cassidy - sorry about ur daddy i know how you feel<33

* i love matthew michael gillotti<33 !!

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i love u
143 cassy
keep your head up, and dont cry girl, ull be just fine, and we will work out all our problems together
and we will be together forever and ever
love matthew
matthew wang

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blah, so yesterday brandee cut my hair =) not too much though maybe an inch or so and i love it cuz she did a good job and she knew i didnt want to take too much off and she didnt lol unlike other hair dressers!! but yea i like it, my hair looks alot better cuz now some of the dead ends are off ya no? so yea brandee is my new hair dresser and shes gonna be the only 1 cuttin my hair from now on !! and me + brandee might also re-highlight my hair this weekend, gonna play it by ear for now. but yea my hair is purddy hehe =) but yea i've been awake since like 5AM - - idk why but i have. Today in school i think were slap boxing lmao not sure though i hope not + i don't know how. Yesterday me & matt also went to friendlys ( of course ) after brandee cut my hair. I love friendlys!! hm... what else.. Oh heres something new... I LOVE MY MATTHEW<33 okay so i lied thats not new but what do u expect?

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well im in school right now. fun. fun. haha no, but yea i didnt have to go to nancy's class cuz i was in school friday so now im juss sittin in the backroom on the comp, eating my pink starbursts. haha kristen goes "how old should i be? im in a lesbian chat room" lmao blahhhh i have drivers ed tonight + i don't wanna go... hopefully matts bringing me but if he doesnt get outta work intime then i guess he can't huh? lol but hes deff picking me up, and thank god for that cuz i miss my baby so0 much =( i mean i was just with him last night but i still miss him like craZzy. But yea so matt will deff pick me up then were going to his house and maybe i'll take a shower with him and... well use ur imagination haha. so yea thats the plan for tonight rawr!! 0kiez but im bored and don't have much to say, maybe i'll update later if something interesting happens. buh byez xOxO

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whOa i havent updated in years huh! hah hmm well i just got home from seeing my matthew<33. ( of course ) - "why do what i dooooo" lolz hehe me & matt are doing good and we are perfect like always!! i really love him , he makes me so happy - - * hes my little guardian angel * :moving on: Lets see, whats been going on? um... i had an MRI on may 15th cuz i've been having A LOT of back pain and then found that i have scoliosis and usually it doesnt hurt but mine is killing me =*( so now i have to go to therepy i guess or something i duno i have a dotors appt tuesday for my back.... and may 17th i started drivers ed. and its pretty fun.. Chet is really funny. but i dont like some of the people who are in my classes grr and matt picked me up from there after on justins bike, ahh !! bikes scare me but i have to admit it was funn, but it was also really cold cuz that night was one of the cooler nights eek. but anyways uhm... matt slept over last weekend with steph, and Oo me & matt are hOoking steph and dan up. hehe =) and my gma just got home yesterday from the hospital cuz she has knee surgery and was gone for like maybe 1-2 weeks so while she was gone my gpa was staying with me and hes just an asshole and i hate him grr. Steph slept over this weekend and friday night me matt, dan, n steph got drunk whee. And me, steph, and dan smoked also. But friday night me & matt we're fighting most of the night and then i went home and broke my phone so today i got a new one from circuit city Oo its so0 prettyfull =) then me & matt bought an air conditioner for his room and set it up, then picked up jesse and went to petco to get crickets for little matt , then mat dropped me off and went to practice with jesse then they picked me up afterwards and then me & matt had to drive to naugituk to drop jesse off at his house. then we drove back to matts house and matt took a shower and i was in his room watching tv and then he knocked on the wall for me to come in and wash his back lolz and then something happened and he dragged me in the shower with him hehe ;] and this weekend me + matt are finally getting YAY!! wo0t wo0t =) hmm what else has been going on... OMG last night steph was here again and my gma asked me to do my laundry so i bring it down stairs and i put the laundry ontop of the dryer and i notice something in the washing machine.....A HUGE FUCKING SPIDER!!!!! AHHHHH so i ran upstairs and was like "steph! come here" so she came down stairs w/ me and she was like what? and i was like "what do i do about this.." and i pointed and she gasped for breath and was like "omg omg omg" so then we went upstairs into the kitchen and i got a plastic container and a paper plat and we both went back downstairs to the washing machine and i looked at it and then i twitched while i put the plastic container over the spider and then slid the plate between the plastic thingy and the wall of the washing machine and then the spider was in the plastic bowl and i was like twitching as i was holding it and i was like omfg. cuz this shit was huge and i am deathly afraid of spiders like you dont even understand they scare the shit outta me and even the sight of one could make me cry =( but yea the spider was like 5 inches big no lie and fucking for like an hour me & steph were trying to figure out what to do cuz we thought if we sprayed it w/ something it would jump or some shit so finally we got raid and just drowned the big fucker in it. but the thing looked like a fucking teranchela !! ahh so then finally steph was watching it and it all the sudden freaked out and shriveled up into a little ball and i was like omg thank god haha. so yea that was my fun filled night. . . tomorro i have drivers ed. then matts picking me up from drivers ed and then were going to his house i guess ; aww my matthew just called, Oo i forgot to tell u guys something cool about my new phone, the blacklight is orange so it lights up orange whee hehe and you can name the base and the handset. So i did. my bas is called "matthew wang" matts nickname lol and my handset names is i love matt, and then it displays the name of the phone on the screen where it shows like caller id n stuff so its cool !! Oo and yesterday which was saturday me & steph were waiting for matt to come back from the gym n pick us up but he was @ the gym for like 2 hours so we cleaned the turtley turtles tank and cleaned little matts cage hehe. Im so good to my reptiles<33 gotta love em! and saturday morning matthew brought me pink flowers cuz friday night we were fighting and there so0 pretty !! and then we went to dunkin donuts and on the way back we were turning onto mist hill and there was a snapping turtle in the road!! and matt goes "turtle! turtle! turtle!" so we stopped and he picked it up an brought it back to the car then we drove it down to my house and it pee'd in matts car !! haha so he showed steph then we brought it down to the beach and let it go. Oo i almost forgot !! saturday morning right before matt came over and brought me flowers me & steph we lookin at my lizard ( littlen matt ) and his skin was really light and i was like oh no! cuz i thought he was sick and dying or something, and then we started rubbing up against his little log thing and turning over a little bit and i was like omg hes dying !! and trying to bury himself !! nooo !! and me & steph were just watching trying to figure out what was wrong with him and then she noticed something that i didnt, and she goes "hunny wait !! hes suppose to do that! he's sheding his skin !!" and i was like what? and i freaked out i was like "no hes not lizards dont shed their skin !!" cuz i thought only snakes do that?? but i guess im just dumb, so anyways she was like look at him hes shedding and i saw his skin pealing up off his little nose and i was like AWW !! my little baby is shedding for the first time sense i got him !! it was so cute and he was struggling geting out of it cuz his little arms so i picked him up and i helped him get out of it and then i just pealed it all off for him cuz he was having trouble it was so cute, and you could see his little fingers in the dead skin it was so adorable haha you guys must think im like a sick freak huh? well you'd understand if ur an animal lover like me and its ur first time having a lizard and especially when u dont know that stuff but ya no lol. aww and im juss lookin at picasso chillen in his tank hehe my little turtley turtle !! picasso rox !! oh an last night sylvester came over to matts house and so i introduced him to steph an all and then sylvester was beating up matts mom lol and the me & matt got into it and we wrestled and it was all over for me i got my poor little ass whooped!!! Ohh and a couple weeks ago maybe 2? well anyways i walked into justin's room w/ steph and brandee was sittin on the floor and she died her hair blonde !! =) hehe i was like omg what did u do? cuz i've never seen her with blonde hair before, but it looks good i was just shocked cuz i didnt know she died her hair blonde for the summer u know? and then she was like "yea i do it during the summer, ur suppose to go light for the summer and dark for winter" and of course i didnt know that but sense brandee is a hair dresser shes know's those things lol so then she showed me & steph pics of her hair blonde, and then pics of her and justin * so0 cute !! hehe, then me & steph were there again another day and brandee was bein all creative and gluing pics of her and justin on the dashboard in her car and she had cute little beads outlining them with pink string too it was so cool! lol ima dork, but i wish i oculd be that fucking creative !! then me & steph did something i dont remember what but we came back and then brandee goes my car is sparkly !! weeee and i was like huh? so she took me an steph for a little ride around the neighborhood and we saw the sparkles it was so cool !! she sprayed them on her car with justin, and i was like damn thats awesome! lol then later on justin goes hey matt you like the sparkles on ur car? lol they also sprayed matts car with sprakles! WHOA my babys little girly car ahhaahahah but yes i love my matthew wang!! woo hoooo and yes i thi9nk brandee is just the coolest lol especially with her massive creativity !! speaking of massive... hey bran! I'M A MASSIVE LIGHT WEIGHT !! hehe lol okay well im gonna lay down an watch some tv nuh nights =)

i love matthew michael gillotti with all of my heart, he is my heart & soul, and of course my guardian angel, baby without you i'd be lost.

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whoa long time no update !! hmm....lets see... whats new? well i just got back from the DMV and i passed my permit test, it was my first time taking it and i got a 100 wo0t wo0t !! im happy but i only told 2 ppl i was going to get it becuz then if i told ppl and i failed i'd feel like an idiot haha. But yea me and matt spent 2 whole weeks together, i slept over his house and then we slept over my house.. we spent most of our time at my house though. Lil matt ( my lizard ) finally is eating on a regular basis thank god !! lolz hes so cute. hmm i got my report card maybe last week or something and i passed everything with A's i dont know exactly what grades they are ( like if there 90's or w/e ) cuz matt has my report card in his box, yes his box, lol he has a box of everything about me like all of our movie tickets, all the notes i've written to him stuff like that ya no =) but yea me & matt are so perfect and we havent fought in like a month, and we're so perfect for eachother he makes me so happy =*) Oo but i forgot!! listen to this, a couple days ago i had my phone in the morning, and that morning i called tiffany's cell phone. Then after school matt called me on my cell from another cell phone which was a guy he works withs cell. but anyways that same night matt took my phone with him so he could call me while he was working, and so he looked on the recent calls and there was a number there that he didnt recognize, so he called it and the voicemail picked up and said something like "hey this is joe leave a message" or whatever and matt was like wtf? so matt called me all pissed off and he was like "baby! who the fuck is joe?" and i was like "i dont know? why?" and he was like well theres a number on your phone that belongs to a guy named joe.. and i was like okay well i have no idea who that is. and matt started getting upset and pissed off and he was like yea right your fucking lying to me, how could you do this , your cheating on me, why don't you just tell me the truth. and i was like i am telling you the truth I really don't know who that is and i don't even know anyone named joe.. and of course he didnt believe me cuz hes a guy and hes matt gillotti haha but anyways so like the whole night he was saying that shit and eventually i started crying becuz i thought he was going to break up with me for something i didnt even do. and i remember him specifically saying "why. why are you cheating on me? is it becuz im always working?" and i just got so sad becuz he was like half crying and he didnt believe me, then i talked to Susy online about the whole thing and she made me feel better =) but you know what i wouldnt have believe me either. I mean shit i had absolutely no explanation for that number ya kno? but anyways the next morning probly at like 7:30 AM matt called the number again and the guy Joe picked up.. And matt said "who the fuck is this?" and he said "Joe. who's this?" and matt said "Matt, why is your number on my g/f's cell phone" and Joe said "dude remember you used my cellphone yesterday to call her?" and matt stopped and then said "what the hell are you talking about? who is this?" and Joe said "dude it's Joe...remember I work with you" haha so you remember when matt called me from some1 elses phone? well thats why the number was there. DUH!! and i guess my phone doesnt have seperate sections for incomming and outgoing phone calls its all in one so it looked like i called the number but really it was an incomming call. So at like 7:30 matt called me and was like BABY! and i said "what.." and he was like "im so happy!! i know who joe is!! and im so sorry i did that to you, i'll never ever doubt you again im soo sorry!!" and then he told me the story and iall i could say was "i told you so!!" and then i said i understood where he was comming from cuz if i was him i would have done the exact same thing!!! but everything is fine now, and that day he was all happy he brought me flowers to say he was sorry, and that night i was with him and he was just so happy that he new i wasnt cheating on him, and he kept saying over and over baby i'll never doubt you again, im so sorry. And it made me happy that he new that becuz for the first time like ever i really wasnt being untrue to him and i was being completely faithful to him and im just happy he know's it. I would never ever hurt him like that, I know how it feels and i care about him wayy too much, i know i've said it before but before when i said it it didnt mean anything to me and if it doesnt mean anything to me then of course i cheated. And i didnt feel bad about it before, at the time i wasnt in good relationships, i thought i was in love and i made myself love my boyfriend but i really wasnt. Now i know I am in love and i truely know what love is. And I am very much in love with Matthew Michael Gillotti!!!! okay so in other news... um matts mom made me & justin ( matts brother or brandees boyfriend haha ) a cake for our birthdays wee!! oh and i got my 3rd tattoo wo0t wo0t its very very very small and its on the inside of my right ankle and it is an "M" hehe. I like it it's cute. but anyways yea theres like a fucking tractor in my backyard testing the foundation for the pool and shit its kinda loud hah, okay but im gonna go call my baby and i'll update laterz buh bye!! =)

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blah this weekend was funn - yet hectic! hehe well for my birthday i spent it with matt. then friday i didnt go to school becuz i got really sick, then matt went to work, i slept all day, steph came over later on that night then me and matt and steph went out to eat. then me & matt started rollin and went back to matts house and brandee & susy got me a turtle for my birthday!! his name is picasso becuz hes so colorful and he is so0 cute! turtley turtley turtle!! hehe then saturday me,matt, & steph went to petco and matt got me a leapord gecko for my bday!! and his name is matt!! lol hes so0 cute too, but he hasnt eaten sence we got him =( probly cuz hes stressed cuz he isnt with the other lizards and cuz we've been taking him in & out of his cage an shit. hopefully he'll start feelin better and start eatin. but yea picasso is the cutest turtle ever he's so hyper and interested in whats goin on, he always pokes his little head out of his shell hehe, and he walks around on the floor in my room lmao. right now picasso is eating, and matt she sleepinz =) and my boyfriend matt is sleepinz too hehe. and i'm watching just married. but yea so back to saturday, steph slept over again with me & matt and sat night we were all cleaning cuz my room was a royal mess and i got so overheated i threw up and was getting chest pains n shit =( then matt got so shitfaced. . it was pretty bad, i had to take care of him all night it sucked but then again i'd do anything for him so ya no. but yea he was fallin all over the place and throwin up. i had to hold him while he walked and shit cuz he would have fallen =( then finally i had to sit him on my bed and hold him as i took off his shirt cuz he threw up on it and then steph handed my a new shirt and helped me put it on him then he laid back in my bed and started rambling on lol it was hilarious!! he said "if you ran me off the road then i would be in the woods and i would be drunk in the woods" and i looked at steph and we were both like wtf? then he was like "i want the lizard!!" and i said no baby your drunk and he'll get away. and he was like "give me him!!!!!!!" so then i got little matt and brought him to matthew and then matt goes "i'm going to rip his head off and eat it!!" and i was like omg! i'll cry and then i'll cut your balls off and make you eat them! then i put lil matt back in his cage and then matt started mumbling something and then he just randomly passed out. then me & steph stayed up until like 3 AM cuz i had to stay up to make sure he was breathing ok throughout the night and i didnt wanna stay up alone then finally i got into bed with him n fell asleep. but yea it was pretty bad when he was drunk his eyes were rollin back into his head and then i had to slap him in the face every now and then becuz his eyes would fall back into his head and he wouldnt respond to me. but yea its late n im kinda tired so imma go hop into bed with my baby. nuh nightz

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well in one hour my birthday will be in 8 days. eeek i'm excited but depressed at the same time =( i hate holidays and my birthdays for many reasons =( but anyways me & matt are doing good as usual except for the fight we had yesterday lmao. We got into a fight cuz i fuckin around with him and then it was straight and whatever but then when we went back to his house and somethin happened and we were punching eachother i dun remember why but it hurt so i ran into jud's room and then matt came in and we both went into matts room and matt was like "yea just fucking walk into a room full of guys" and i mean shit it was only jud,bill,and some other person i duno and brandee was laying right on the bed but matt didnt see her. So we went into his room and i threw both of my shoes at him cuz i was pissed and then he hummed his keys at my knee and missed! THANK GOD !! but then i of course had to be a smart ass and say "haha you missed" so he grabbed them and hummed them at my knee again and got it dead on! i was like omg!! i almost cried it hurrrrttt !! lol then the fight just gettin worse n worse. I punched him in the stomach he got me back in the legs like 88,582,702,975 times grr but eventually i left the room slammed the door and stormed downstairs and went into like living room kinda thing, basically its a nice room but no1 ever EVER goes in it so i sat in there on the couch with matts cat sam. then i heard matt open his door and i heard him comming downstairs and i just kept my mouth shut and didnt make a sound. He stayed in the kitchen for a few minutes then went back upstairs. Then i heard him open jud's door then walk out and close it, then his mom's room then close the door and finally nan's room and obviously i wasnt in any of the room's so he closed her door and came back downstairs searched for me a little more and then he looked in the room and he goes "baby what are you doing" and i was like "not talking to you" and blah blah blah and then i was trying to get away from him cuz i wanted to be left alone and i was running around the house and he was chasing me lol then he finaly cornered me and tackled me and was trying to make me talk to him. Didn't work. haha. Then we ended up upstairs STILL fighting. I don't really remember why again but i guess i hit him first so he threw me onto the futon and he took his thumb and pushed down on my heart which caused me to have enormous amounts of pain becuz i have heart problems. Then after i was sitting there in pain and he said something, and i was like "yea what the fuck kind of boyfriend are you pushing down on my chest when i have heart problems?" then he got up off our futon and grabbed his keys and said "have fun" and i was like "where the fuck are you going" then i heard him run down the stairs and i looked out his window saw him go to the car get in and then i raced down the stairs and went outside without shoes on and i watched him leave. Brandee was in the kitchen and i walked by her all mad and didnt say anything and was outside waiting and then like 3 minutes later he came back. He walked up the stairs and i grabbed him and was like what the fuck? then i grabbed his keys ran inside ran up the stairs and hid them in his room. We were still fighting and eventually i ended up kicking him in the balls.... but i really didn't mean to so he started punching me in the legs like there was no tomorrow !! then grabbed me by the neck and said "you wanna fuck with me?" then let go.I have come to realize its all outta love haha i do love him with all my heart, and we barely ever fight an when we do its over something completly stupid and we get physical and punch eachother but on me he doesnt punch me above the waist and on him i punch him anywhere i can !! =) but yea then we finally made up and well you know what happened after you fight haha! but we're okay now. Me & matt are very brutal. On the other hand about my birthday....can you guess what i want??? can ya? can ya?? i want and iguana, a turtle and a gecko! there all so cute hehe. Oh and tomorrow hopefully i am going with my gma to get a nextel. hmm...oh and yea daylight savings time absolutely SUCKS !! i feel like i lose so much sleep and i have trouble sleeping as it is. I mean common! Oo and i have plans with steph for thursday night whoa! finally i havent seen that damn girl in about 3 months !! been a long time.

* Oh yea and brandee did my hair and omg it looked so good! i took pictures and there posted below, and soon maybe this weekend or sometime shes going to do it again but maybe in a diff style whoa.

But okay I think thats about it for tonight. ttul nuh nightz !! Matt baby I love you !!



brandee's beautiful work

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well me & matt have been great like usual =) the other day he had the rest of his root canal and everything was fine but when he picked me up he was in so much pain he was crying. so we went back to the dentist and idk what was wrong but they pulled the tooth, and i watched the WHOLE thing!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!! it was so ugh indescribable. I said to the dentist "what are you doing to my boyfriend!" lol then after that tooth was pulled the nurse gave it to me and said "here hang it around your neck.." i was like...ok? ya freak! lol then after that he was perfectly fine and pain-free thankgod! it breaks my heart seeing my baby in pain. Then today he got 1 of his temporaries filled in so it looks perfectly normal. hehe he looks so0 sexy who0a! but yea tonight we went out to friendly's like usual and omg the waitress was horrible! she took fucking forever and ugh it was just annoying. Oh like 3 days ago me & matt got into a physical fight lol it was pretty funny now that i look back at it, but anyway Matt started his new job monday and all last week he was so upset and in tears every night scared i would leave him or find someone else. And i would never because I am just head over heals in love with him, and i would never do anything to hurt him. but imma go sleepinz so0n so nuh nights!

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|[ mood : busy ]|
|[ music : on the phone w/ matt ]|

matt: hello
cassie: hi
matt: i love u
matt: im sorry
cassie: right
matt: sdddaaa
cassie: eh
matt: who were u just typing to
cassie: no 1 i was looking at my website u freak
matt: u lie?
matt: ???
matt: ?
cassie: no i dont so shut the fuck up. by the way i got something for u today when i went to cvs but i guess i'll just eat em
matt: sdddaaa
cassie: ok queer
matt: do u still care for me like u said the other day
cassie: what do u think
matt: im scared one day u wont
cassie: you should have no reason to be scared of that becuz u know i love you with all my heart and you know I'll be with you forever
matt: i know but
cassie: but nothing
matt: im a dick head sumtimes and iv
matt: been really stressed out latley
matt: and what if i get fat
matt: ???
matt: still like me then
cassie: I kno but that doesnt mean I would ever hurt you. You should know i love you and if u dont then obvisouly i'm not doing a very good job as ur girlfriend.
cassie: If you get fat I'll still be with you :-)
matt: i know u love me and u do a good job at being a g/friend but i still get nervious
cassie: you shouldnt
matt: and tend to doubt myself
cassie: well duh i know that
matt: so.........
cassie: but you shouldnt. You are unbelievably gorgeous, you treat me better than anyone ever has, and I love you more than life itself
matt: i try
matt: cds
cassie: what
matt: i dont know how i changed my font
cassie: ur retarded
matt: or my letters
matt: yea me the retard
matt: :-D
cassie: yes my little retarted matthew
cassie: notice re-TART
cassie: u big tart face
matt: ohhhh thanks
cassie: your welcum
matt: ur so nice ;-)
cassie: i know i am
matt: ok
cassie: yup
matt: no drugs
cassie: nope no drugs
matt: i want u now!!!
cassie: atleast dont take them until we have wild sex!
matt: aHHHH
cassie: i want u too =)
matt: dont do this to m e
cassie: =)
cassie: aw i wanna kiss ur pretty face and lick ur ear =)
matt: sex sex sex :-D
cassie: you kno it
matt: haha
cassie: heh
cassie: yea so what ever happened to calling me back fucker face?
matt: ohhh i never stood up and got the other phone
cassie: yea yea
cassie: u juss dont love me ne more =(
matt: sex sex
matt: yes
matt: yes yes
cassie: wild sex and romantic candles!
cassie: yay
matt: ha i know
cassie: =)
matt: ill call u :-)
matt: ok
matt signed off at 9:18:45 PM.

no drugs meaning his pain killers for the pain in his mouth and when he takes them sex doesnt work lol

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|[ mood : indescribable ]|
|[ music : repeating pearljam-black, and light years ]|

=( I have so many built up and mixed emotions I don't even know what to make of them. And I can't even explain them !! ugh its so fucking complicated! and I feel so fucking stressed. I have been gettin madd/stressed so easily lately but I know its cuz I havent taken my anti-depressant. I'm going to start taking it again tomorro becuz I hate feeling miserable and having all these feelings just running threw my head 24/7. Sometimes I feel so damn helpless and I don't even know WHY! shit is so fustrating. The only thing in my head that actually make sence is how much I love Matt, and how he is the best thing out there for me. I honestly don't know where I would be without him. He means the world to me and so much more. I have always thought in my head that I had been in love before but now I know that I havent. I have never ever been truely in love with someone until Matt. And I actually know what love is. Love is just pure happiness, even when your sad/angry/ect. your spouse can still make you smile + laugh. Knowing there always going to be there for you know matter what threw thick & thin. Someone you can share your feelings/interests/hobbies/jokes/ect. with and feel completely comfortable around them and feel comfortable with them knowing your feelings,thoughts,dreams,ect. That is exactly what Matt is, and how I feel about him. I can talk to him about aboslutely anything. I can act like myself around him, and I can act like my retarded self knowing that he doesnt judge me nor think I am stupid becuz he acts retarded too.He is my everything<33 - - but anyways I figured I'd get that out. anyways...

I got this from another blurty and sence im bored i figure i'd fill it out:

BASICS
-» name: cassie.
-» age: fifteen
-» birth date: april 15th. 1988
-» zodiac sign: aries
-» location: new milford, connecticut.
-» birthplace: new milford, connetcicut.
-» nickname: cass, baby.
-» screen name: aol=playboyhoodiez; aim=babyqirl4hiim.
-» hair color: brown w/ blonde highlights.
-» height: 5'2
-» piercings: 15 ; 6 in each ear, nose, tongue, belly button.
-» tattoos: 2 ; ankle & lower back.
-» eye color: green/blue.<3
-» braces: no.
-» freckles: no.
-» wavy/straight/curly hair: curly but i straighten it.
-» hair length: like 2 inches past my shoulders.
-» color of nails: blue until i get my nails redone.
-» what is on your keychain: nothing?
-» job: eh student + girlfriend
-» school: bridge street alternative high school.
-» car: getting a jetta !!
-» have you ever worked for a restaurant: no sry.
-» what are you wearing right now: matts pajama pants and a white T-shirt
-» what time is it: 8:08 pm.
-» date: 3.23.04.

FAVOURITES
-» color: light blue.
-» song: pearl jam - black , pearl jam - light years.
-» band: too many to name
-» subject: none.
-» place to be: with matt ;D
-» fruit: i dont usually eat fruit
-» meat: chicken?.
-» veggie: ??.
-» animal: kitties & puppies.
-» month: april,july,august.
-» season: spring.
-» soap: dial.
-» do you smoke: yes.
-» do you drink: occasionally.
-» do you cuss: its apart of my vocabulary.
-» pet peeves: people who ignore me, people that repeat themseleve.
-» who hates you: probably lots of people.
-» how many buddies are on your buddy list: 95.
-» how many are online right now: 20 !!
-» what did you do yesterday: saw matt
-» what did you do today: school, doctors appt., cvs, shower.
-» what are you doing tomorrow: seeing matt.
-» what are you doing this weekend: spending time with matt

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS
-» are you currently in love: yes i am !!
-» have you ever been in love: i recently realized i have never truely been in love until i met matt
-» define love: pure happiness.
-» boyfriend/girlfriend: boyfriend=matt
-» is there anyone that you would date again: no all i need & want is matt.
-» what is the longest relationship you've been in: 1 year and 3 months.

THE LAST?
-» thing you said: "bye."
-» person you saw: my gma.
-» person who called you: matt.
-» person you called: no1.
-» person you hugged: my matthew.

-» person you kissed: matt.
-» told you they loved you: matthew.<33
-» movie you watched: old school.
-» person you gave the finger: my teachers.
-» person you missed: matt.

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|[ mood : grateful ]|
|[ music : frankee - fuck u right back ]|

ok where to begin. =( well me & matts 5 month anniversary was friday, march 12th. but march 13th saturday however was not such a great day...

saturday was perfect, me and matt were fine - spent the whole day together. but around 10:30 he drove me home and we kissed, and then i said "i love you, be safe" like i always do but i guess it didnt help him eh? usually on his way home he will call me from my cell phone so i know that he's okay. But he didn't. At about 11-11:15PM i got a phone call, it was matt crying and screaming "baby my teeth are gone im so ugly your not going to love me anymore!" and thats bascially all he said, so of course i started crying and i was so confused i didnt know what happened. Then he said "baby i have to go to the hospital" he didnt even ask me to meet him there so i said "i'll be there" and we hung up, and i just cried and cried for about 10 minutes then my gma drove me to the hospital. When i got there i didn't see matt's mom or brandy so i went to look for a phone outside or something and have a ciggarette, after my ciggarette i went back into the emergancy room and i put my hand over my mouth and said "wheres a bathroom?" no1 told me so i went over to a garbage can and threw up in it, yucky !! then i finally found a bathroom and a phone i went into the bathroom and realized i wasnt gonna throw up again so i went to the phone and called the house and nan (matts gma) said he should already be at the hospital so i hung up and just sat in the waiting room hoping i would see his mom or some1 but i didnt.. Finally i was sitting and brandee walked into the emergancy room and i asked where he was and she didnt know and she was just talking to me and then matts mom came in and started explaining what happened and i just burst out in tears crying and brandee was hugging me and i was cryin on brandee u kno. mascara running down my face and what not. then finally i got to see matt. I walked into the room and i almost started crying but i didnt want to make him feel bad so i held it in. He had blood all over so i grabbed a wash cloth and i wet it and whiped it off, and whipped his face and hands neck u no the deal. his lips were swollen and his eyes were swollen as well. It really seems unreal when i think about it and such a big blank. I was holding his hand as he explained to me and my gma what had happened. . .

What happened was matt was on his way home from dropping me off (obviously) he was going into new fairfield and this car was speeding and matt pulled out infront of them and then these guys were flashing there high beams at him and so he pulled over thinking it was someone he knew like a friend or something and right when matt took his first step out of his car the 2 guys we're right right waiting for him to get out. one guy grabbed him by the waste and the other just started punching him over and over. Then he drove all the way home and called me. .

So then i was just sitting there holding matts hand hugging him, telling him i loved him, and you no being a girlfriend. And then a doctor came in and said there were people in the ER to see him so they had me go see who it was. So i walked out in my pajamas (seeing as how i was all ready to go sleepinz when matt called) and my makeup all over my faced and smeared haha and it was pat,nicole, and nicoles boyfriend. So i had to take them in one by one, pat was first and then matt explained everything again an as he was explaining i was whiping blood off his chin becuz there was a hole from were his tooth went threw his lip. I was whiping blood from his nose, and every 5 minutes I told matt to stick his tongue out so i could whip the blood off it. Then matt had to go into catscan so pat & i went back to ER so he could talk to nicole and what not then i asked my gma to leave so i could bring all the them back instead of one by one. so we were all waiting for matt to come back and so then matt had to explain everything again to nicole and her boyfriend. Then pat,nicole,and nicoles boyfriend left and it was like 3 AM and matt wanted me to sleep over his house and i looked at my gma and she didnt want me to but then she said what ever u want. so i decided to sleep over his house and keep him company becuz he started to get upset becuz he wanted me to sleep over but i didnt know if i could or not so we got to his house and me and matt eventually fell asleep together but then he woke up up everytime he woke up which was like every other hour cuz he was in pain from his mouth so he would wake me up and i would stay up with him and hold him and tell him i loved him and it would be okay and i did that until he would fall asleep and then once he was asleep i would go back to sleep. then he woke me up at like 7:30 and then i fell back asleep until like 1 in the after noon. and sence then the whole week i have been a mess crying randomly becuz i would have so many built up feelings. .

I wanted to kill the guys who did this to him, i wanted him to know i would be there no matter what. I wanted him to know i loved him and didnt think any less of him becuz of this, i wanted him to know he was beautiful, ect. And for the whole week he would look in the mirror and cry becuz he thought he was ugly. And seeing him sad made me cry. But basically these guys knocked out his 2 front teeth on the top and broke 1 tooth on each side ofwhere his front ones were missing, broke his nose ( but it wasnt displaced), slightly broke his jaw. So he's been in alot of pain and i've been with him every single day since everything happened.

But matts on his way right now to come pick me up so i will talk more about what happened later on.

Matt I love you very much & in my eyes you are the most gorgeous guy i have ever met, and just a reminder *you aint gotta look like a model for me to adore you, all u gotta do it love me and be loyal*

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grr my computer crashed like 3 days ago so i hooked up my old one. I guess its ok for now until my uncle fixes my other 1. anyways so hmm whats been going on....well krystal came in one morning and everyone saw the baby including me and i said congradulations. Oh an me & tiffany were suppose to serve detentions but never did so brian tried suspending us and he called tiffany's dad and everything got out of hand and tiffany wasnt suspended and brian told us to serve detentions again and i said im not comming for something i didnt do and he was like "well you have no choice" and i was like "you wanna bet? go fuck your self I AM NOT comming to your fucking detention!" and i walked out of the room and he was like well your suspended then and i said fine go fuck yourself and he was like you wanna make that 2 days? and i was like go right a fucking head and he was like how about 3? and i was like SURE! fucking scumbag but in the end i didnt get suspended cuz my gma called doug packard n shit. but yea so right now im waiting for my food then taking a shower but until then trying to fix my layout fun fun!!!!!! i'll write more later

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|[ music : burn ]|

blah so thursday my gma came back from florida fun fun NOT. friday i was with matt, yesterday i was with matt and today (sunday). although yesterday me & matt were @ his house and laying in bed and all of the sudden i felt massive amounts of pain in my chest and it got so bad i started to cry and matt was all worried and he was like "let me go get my mom" and i said no so he stayed with me and layed next to me and whipped away my tears and it was sweet and then my pain went away after like a half hour. then we went out to eat n went to bills house and there were mad people there all smokin some bud n shit lol then me and matt played pool in bills downstairs area and I WON!!!!! woo hoo but thats only becuz he hit the 8 ball in hah. then we left and went back to matts house. And today wasnt our day but i missed matt so i convinced my gma to let me see him so he picked me up at 12 on the dot and we went back to his house and then we took matt's moms car to be washed an came back to his house. Then i gt pissed off at him and we started beating eachother up (playfully) and then he poored water on me so i went downstairs into the kitchen and i had my hand on the hose in the kitchen sink and matt came down and his mom needed him to sign something for his taxes so he had to come bye me and he was like "baby dont!" and then i sprayed him! then he came back into the kitchen after he signed it and i got him again an he grabbed it from me and i ran! so then i ran up to his room and he came up and we beat eachother up and then it got intense so i grabbed his baseball bat and started to hit him with it but its not like i was being a mass murderer and beating the shit outta him with it i was just hittin him with it, then he got it from me and hit me back with it! but he hits much harder lmao! it sucked! and then we went into the bathroom to take a shower and made our 3rd location! wo0t wo0t! and then it was like 8:15and me an matt were in the kitchen with his mom and matt was eating and i got pains in my chest again! grr i hate having heart problems it sucks major balls! so then on the way home this guy cut us off and we came so close to gettin into an accident and matt got so offened and pissed off becuz he almost hit us and i was in the car so matt flipped out and fuckin chased him and got on his ass and drove like an asshole and scared the shit outta me then finally matt pulled over but the guy kept going cuz he was a scared lil bitch and then this other guy in a van with his family was like "what is your problem" and matt flipped out on him and the guy was like "i'm asure it was an accident" and matt was like "my fucking girlfriend is in alot of pain and he almost fucking hit us" and the guy goes "ur an asshole" and matt was like "fuck you faggot! go home to your fucking family you fat fuck before I kill you and them!" lol it was funny when i look back on it but i got really nervous when it happeded. so then we turned around and went back on the way to my house and my pain got worse becuz i got stressed out by the whole little incident so i was laying on matt while he was driving and then got home and he made me take my vitamin so i did and then took a shower so yea thats about it. oh and i see that the truth finally surfaced eh? lmao thats funny!!!!! okay but i gotta straighten my hair soon an go to sleepinz! nuh nightz~

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blahh its like 12:45 im bored. hehe last night matt slept at my house and then i went home at like 8 and he was sleepinz in my bed!!! aww he was so cute then i put my stuff down and climbed in my bed with him =) heh my matthew is the best! so sence i last updated still no sign of that fuckin mouse! hmm what else...well school is going good in joels classes (bio + math) i have A-'s and brians classes are about the same if not then B+'s =) so im happy about that. My gma came home today whoa and im getting my phone number changed i think tomorro?¿? so yesterday in school nancy said krystal went into labor, so yea uhm...i guess congrats? idk anyways today imma see my sweet baby boy. gr im listenin to this new song i guess and its makin me miss my baby =*( , yea so right now im unbelievably bored! im watchin the movie Jawbreaker and eatin goldfish. i think imma wait until like 3:30 am til matt wakes up an then have him come see me...maybe? heh <333 nuh nightz

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okay yesterday matt was at my house while i was at school. While he was about to get in the shower shia ran outside, so matt had to get redressed and he chased after her n finally got her back in lol. Then after the shower matt was looking for a ciggarette and opened one of my drawers in my computer desk and guess what was in there?? The mouse we have been looking for! little fucker, so matt slammed it shut lmao. And then he picked me up from school and told me about it so we drove to my house and i got sum stuff together and i grabbed a paper towel and a vase and was like we're gonna catch that thing haha so we were lookin in the drawers and there it was juss chillen under my papers! but then everytime we came close to it of course it ran into a different drawer damnit! so we took all the drawers out of the deck and all the papers in the drawers ended up on the floor. So we finally caught it and we put it in the vase and put it down and JA knocked it over and then ran after it, caught it and walked around with it in his mouth and then fucking put it down and it is once again loose in my damn house! fuckin shit! lol, and then today matt picked me up and we went to my house, and he took a shower and while he was doin that i picked up my papers and put them back in the drawers and then put the drawers back into the desk and then matts goes "hey baby i think some1's at ur back door" and i was like uhm ok? so i opened my door and no1 was there and i looked down and it was a single red rose with a note wrapped around it. The rose was so beautiful becuz it was bloomed and bright red i was like "aw" and i almost cried and so i opened the bathroom door and looked at him and i was like "no1 was there.." and he goes "oh ok" then i said "so when did u do that?" an he said "this morning" aww he's so sweet. So then we got dressed and ready and we left and went to his house, and i walked in and his mom goes "aw my little girl is here! i missed you so much!" hehe shes so sweet and then she started going on about how so likes me more than any of her son's ex-girlfriends n that she loves me very much and such =) , then his mom gave us her credit card cuz she ordered food for me matt and herself so we had to pick that up..than just a little while ago around 9 we went to friendly's to get ice cream yumz! so the ice cream was good but on the way home......I put my hand over my mouth and i threw up and i couldnt talk becuz my whole mouth had vommit in it and so i was pointing to the side of the road and matt pulled over and i puked up my ice cream...damn it was so gross i swear!!!! so then we got to his house and his mommy hugged me for like 10 minutes - - didnt let go once! so anyways she was talking to me and whispering stuff in my ear it was cute becuz it was about stuff like my parents and i didnt even know she new about that stuff.. but i duno and then matts gramma came into the kitchen where we were and she started hugging me and his mom lol and then she pulled matt in so it was a great big group hug lol and matt pulled me away an was like "gimmie back my girlfriend!! please?" lol but yea im home right now...welll kinda home but not really but imma bout to go to sleepinz cuz im tired so nuh nights everybody!

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...i thought this was kinda funny...

strwbrykiwikiss

- tina told me to put our convo in here..

SexyThang5284: haha krystal is trying to set me up right..she got jenny to do it..hold on ill send you the convo..but my girl told me the truth
playboy hoodiez: yea look at krystals blurty, obviously she was talking to u..
SexyThang5284: i know...only b/c i wrote that thing in her blurty..and noticed how she got rid of it...
SexyThang5284: all the bad comments
playboy hoodiez: yea.
SexyThang5284: yeah jenny is trying to set me up..she says that shes really setting up dana but my friend told me its really me
playboy hoodiez: huh
SexyThang5284: yeah fat jenny
SexyThang5284: shes like meet me @ the highskool @ 5 and where gonna go to dana's so i can beat her ass and im like okie ya know going along wit it but my girl just told me that she really has to do wit me...
SexyThang5284: b/c krystal can't do it herself b/c shes prego
SexyThang5284: and then i was talkin shit in dana's blurty..b/c i was talkin to dana talkin shit about krystal
playboy hoodiez: so basically jennys gonna "kick ur ass"
SexyThang5284: yeah basically
playboy hoodiez: im not too happy
SexyThang5284: y?
playboy hoodiez: hold on
SexyThang5284: yup
playboy hoodiez: ygm
playboy hoodiez: and just so u know, never ever did i ever make myself puke so i could lose weight. I can't make myself puke. but w/e
playboy hoodiez: and honestly krystal doesnt know everything about me
SexyThang5284: yeah she said that she did..and im like well u guys have been best friends for a long ass time and maybe you do know a lot about her but why post shit like that online..she changed some of my fuckin words around tho ask jackie and angelica...angelica was here the whole time i was talkin to her
SexyThang5284: b/c jackie wanted to talk shit to her
SexyThang5284: and then when i was gonna say something really mean to her she signed off...
SexyThang5284: yes i do believe that u should get some help ya know talk to someone which u have already done in the past and might still do it now. But what i meant and if she didn't sign off and let me finish...waz dat she took on the responsibility of being ur best friend and u both know the world about eachother..if she was a real friend then she would be there for you..
SexyThang5284: help you out but no she sits there n' critisizes what u do. everyone cuts thereselves (well not everyone buh you know what i mean) for a reason!
playboy hoodiez: mhm
SexyThang5284: Not something i recommend someone to do but like i said if shes claimed to be ur best friend then she should be there for you. I wanted to fuckin bitch her out so bad but she signed off line she made me soOo madd when she turned around and said this isn't ur business..
SexyThang5284: well first off i believe it is now b/c im already involved..second~ i have been in the same situation and it's fucked up and i realized how pathetic it was to post stupid lies and shit in ppl's blurty's its gotta be done for attention..its all drama!
SexyThang5284: N third krystal should really be the one walkin away from this..bein mature..shes about to bring a babii into this life. n' if she wasn't so caught up in ur life then she wouldn't have this problem causing drama. whatever shes doin it to herself..let her do wut she has to do...@ least u walked away from it..
SexyThang5284: it don't show that ur scared it shows that ur not takin stupid shit like that and letting herself look dumb doing it. trust been there done that i made myself look stupid too. But me and jenn's shit was also a lil diff from ur 2's. Like i said im not choosin sides but she really needs to grow up quickly..shes about to be pushing out a kid. I give her madd props for takin on the responsibility but i also believe that plain out in simple shes dumb for trying to take the responsibility of being a m
SexyThang5284: mother8
SexyThang5284: mother*
playboy hoodiez: yea
SexyThang5284: well me and angelica talked and she said that krystal seems to be lieing about a lot of that shit she put in there but what i meant by it was shes not lieing about the ppl she slept wit no...but i meant by i think krystal is lieing about most of it in there..thats wut me and angelica were talkin about
SexyThang5284: n' wut i suppose she is trying to do is get as much ppl againts you...and i know what ur going through and im with you all da way...and ya know wut as much as i love krystal...i think that shes the wrong one for fuckin wit ur life anymore
playboy hoodiez: yea
SexyThang5284: and she juss needs to butt the fuck out b/c ur a happier person now and shouldn't have to deal wit that shit..but im not gonna get involved anymore y? b/c she said that this is between you and her...even tho shes getting other ppl to back her shit up
playboy hoodiez: exactly
SexyThang5284: im just sick of it..and i hope you post our conversation on ur blurty b/c i want her to see that she needs to get her facts st8 and if she really was a friend then when u were going through those tough times she should have been a friend
playboy hoodiez: well i was thinking about it but i didnt know if u wanted me to
SexyThang5284: buh she went and critisizes you..there are no perfect ppl out there
SexyThang5284: none!
SexyThang5284: go ahead
playboy hoodiez: ok
SexyThang5284: i want her to see just like she saw the nasty shit i wrote about her in dan's profile
SexyThang5284: dana's*
playboy hoodiez: whats danas blurty
SexyThang5284: krystal has been through a lot but the world doesn't revolve around her ya know..and she does have madd ppl that love her but wut makes you think you don't have ppl that love you
SexyThang5284: don't worry you have friends too...
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