Jocelyn's Journal

2:28PM

Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.

You never did give a damn thing, honey.
But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.

4:53PM

sorry. no pic.


tomorrow is 50's-80's flashback day at my school
i am terrified of hippies.

8:50PM

everything is really awsome.

jen and i have exams starting tomorrow intil tuesday. and then we're free! we're both going to the ocean on sunday with her family. and we're bringing kevin and jon along with us. i havent talked to jon much lately. but i think its because he wants to do good on exams and he's been studying a lot. i have too.
mom's buying me a better cell if i get all A's and B's on all my exams. and i have a job this summer. annd its with jon so we'll be together over the summer. and its also with kevin so when jen comes to the beach we can all hang out.

this weekend is the polish festival so we're all going to hang out. then we're going to the movies. [me jon and jen and kevin]



soo yeah and i made show choir. so thats pretty awsome too

6:33PM

this is awsome...

10:25AM

great

10:26AM

i want a new short hair cut for summer.
but im not sure if i'll look like a total doof in short hair.

help me!!
my hair looks like this
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6:30PM

7:23PM

well .. mike and i arn't together anymore. we both decided it would be best for us just to be friends. and this isnt like every other relationship when its impossible to even speak to them without being sad. now we're best friends, and its greater than ever. i really think its better this way.
mike [jen's] just broke up with jen about a month ago. its only been a month and he just got a new girlfriend. [jen and mike were going out for over a year]. its still a mystery to everyone who it is. no one knows. but jen isnt alright. shes heartbroken. and i dont know what to tell her. all i can say is that i'm sorry. and it hurts that thats it. i cant say anything more.
i made a new friend this week =]. kyra. shes pretty awsome. shes the kind of person that if she had a parachute she would jump off a building. no questions asked. shes so crazy. and we're totally meant to be friends. every time i get a friend like this we hang out once and then they stop calling me. i hope it doesnt happen this time. kyras so nice and i really dont want to screw up like i always do.

10:04PM

8:50PM

its been 3 months since i met mike. 3 weeks since he asked me out. its wonderful. he recently got a job last week. and when he works he works all day till 1030. and im not allowed to get calls later than 10. so it stinks, because he works mondays, tuesdays, thursdays, and sundays from 230 till closing. and i barely get to talk to him those days. blah. i dont know.

10:57AM

5:08PM

9:50PM

could anyone give me some lyrics about being a bitch to everyone. and being really sorry.
thanks
♥



i'm slipping my way out of this one

9:28PM

their anger hurts my ears,
been goin' strong for seven years.
rather than fix the problem,
they never solve them,
it makes no sence at all.
i see them every day.
we get along so why cant they?
if this is what he wants
and its what she wants
then why is there so much pain?

9:28PM

their anger hurts my ears,
been goin' strong for seven years.
rather than fix the problem,
they never solve them,
it makes no sence at all.
i see them every day.
we get along so why cant they?
if this is what he wants
and its what she wants
then why is there so much pain?

2:54PM

You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
♥

3:24PM

i swear id rip my heart out
if you said youd be impressed

3:21PM

this is a lesson in

procrastination

8:11PM

I HATE
everything about you


why do i love you?