| it's over |
[05 Apr 2003|01:50am] |
So I know this great girl, I went to high school with her, and I just ran into her about a month ago after not seeing her for over 5 years. Damn, she looked good.
She's the girl who I obsessed over when I had been out of HS for a couple years, and didn't know which way my life was going. I used her as a guide. I just thought that if I could make myself good enough for her, that she would have me and hold me for her own, and we would fall in love and live happily ever after. I began to lose weight, I went back to college, I held onto my job (going on a year now), and I tried my best to become what any woman might consider an eligible bachelor.
I thought she would be the one who I could spend the rest of my life with, and she just disappeared before I could tell her my feelings.
I called her number, but it's been disconnected. I think I will drive to her house, but I think that's WAY too overbearing. she DID invite me to her place once. it is 40 miles away.......
I need to find her. I must FIND HER!!
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| I wish |
[05 Apr 2003|01:55am] |
philip morris didn't have such a stranglehold on my addiction.
Maybe I'll start buying camels again. or better yet, Kamel reds!
yes, they are the debonair stylee punksmoke of the aughts!
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