| O if I could only get some sleep |
[12 Feb 2003|03:56am] |
I could not get to sleep last night, or the night before, and right now I am awake because I have ingested much and many ephedrine pills. I finally did get to sleep around 6am I think, and when I did, I got no rest, for I had to awake at 8am. I wish I did not have to go to college, but I remember what I have accomplished so far, without a degree, and say to myself, "you do not want to be stupid too much longer, do you?"
to which I answer, "No, of course not, I would kill myself or be deathly afraid of whatever I might do next if I were not in school right now."
I stop talking to myself then and try to fight the urge to run myself over, or get in a fistfight with myself, or (most often) keep myself from climbing to the top of the Alex Johnson and taking a walk.
I live just 2 blocks from that hotel....
http://www.alexjohnson.com/
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