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Sunday, October 12th, 2003
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7:12p - Nothing i do is right said the Rabbit It made the Turtle sad, and so he cried
Ok so i try but it doesnt work. God damn it! At least alias is on tonight. I shall not think about it, i tried to make it better but im not any good for that i guess. This week is going to be great. Spirit day two days in a row, i get to go to Holloween Horror nights, I get to go to new york and see fall, and whatever else lovely might happen. I think on thursday we should bike at KT way and run on tuesday. Or somethign i dunno. But i feel pretty shitty right now. my mom said that what i said when we gave Ms B the flowers was self centered. i got pissy at her, told her id rather not hear that. But now i feel like im selfish. The whole worlds against me!
current mood:  calm
current music: Chicago!!! (comment on this)
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10:18p
Whats wrong with people these days? How fucked up can the world get? Over here in our little town of orlando Fl we are putting on a happy little play about love and desire and life, embracing it experiencing it. And at the same time people on the other side of the world are blowing themselves up to make some point. Probelm with blowing yourself up to make a point is that you wont be around to see if you made the point or not! Why dont they jsut go hug a puppy? You cant blow something to smitherines if youve just hugged a puppy, no matter how cold hearted you are. I hate it. Its so stupid! Whats wrong with leaving everyone else alone and focusing on your own belief without impossing it on others? Why can't people just go around enjoying the world we live in instead of trying to own it when it cant be owned? There were pictures on the computer of the universe and stars and i makes you think of how much bigger it all is that you or i or any one person. Im sure no god if there ever was one intended us to kill eachother in his name. And how little we can do to convince people that they should not kill themselves or others. And if we did would be not also be imposing our ideas on them and therefore going against what we have already said? That we should not impose our beliefs on others? Ahh "this world that has such people in it"
current mood:  contemplative
current music: BLAH (2 comments |comment on this)
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