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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
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6:46p - Sigh
SO LADDY DA! Ok so sara says jermey is developing a bit of a crush on me which sucks because right now i know how it feels to like someone that doesnt like me, and now someone likes me and i dont like them which just sucks. But all the same, Homecoming was great. i felt like cinderella... eveyone looking at me thinking "whose that girl? whats her name? where did she come from?" I think i was the most beautiful person there. Which was absolutly fabulous because i havent felt that pretty in a long time. My dress was beautiful. If nothing else i was sure of that. It was fun, but my feet hurt like hell. Im not sure im goign to keep those shoes for our dance. Carli, Sara and i had a blast and a half today during off campus lunch, i think the waiter was flirting with us, he gave me a hat that said Chevy's on it. It made me happy. I looked quite adorable in that hat. hehe. Thank Budda for friends. Thank the Goddess for Love.
current mood:  indifferent
current music: The Sweetest Sin (comment on this)
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8:31p
Liking people should be for the devil! I hate it! Everyone talks about you like its their business and they make fun of you for liking someone. Its so stupid! Why cant you just like someone? And why does it have to be so god damn painful all the time, you just constantly feel stupid, because its like everyone is watching you and secretly making fun of you for feeling that way. And you dont feel pretty, and you dont feel smart, and moreover you dont feel loved because liking someone is completly one sided! NOT FAIR! yes chelsea life isnt fair. Well it should be. Now i feel all pissy. I hate me.
current mood:  angry (comment on this)
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