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// tired as fuck. [17 Aug 2003|10:40pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | - Daddy's Little Defect - Sugarcult ] So, yeah. Long ass weekend. I went to Ken's house Friday cause of his party. We left from the Grind and went directly there, and Misty and Mary were so drunk that we just crashed. The whole Jeremy thing, god. I dunno, it just scared the shit out of me. And the worst part was when he told me I could go back and he wouldn't mess with me, he proceeded to mess with me. But we made up at the end of it all. And, yeah. Saturday night, we went to the Grind for like.. 3 hours. Then we headed to Taders for his party and when we got there, Tader was gone gettin' the keg.. so me,Mary,and Adam went back to Adam's place to get some hard liquor since none of us really like beer. So, we brought back Creme de Menthe and this Son San Neuf shit that tasted like .. really yummy [ I had my first shot of Everclear ]. So we got back to Taders and he was still gone, so I took maybe 6 shots of the yummy stuff and then went over to my group, and Josh [ Uh.. no, not Josh my boyfriend that's always grounded Josh ] gave me a pouty face so I went back to get the bottle and Mary and Adam kept saying I couldn't have anymore, and I told them it was for Josh and they said "The only way he can have it is if you pass it into his mouth." So, I did. Then he fucking bit the shit out of me on my shoulder. And thennn, I passed out from 2 a.m. to 5 a.m. .. and when I woke up, everyone was still there! So, me Mary and Adam went and crashed at Adam's until 2:30 in the afternoon, went back and got Chris and Misty and went back to Misty's place. It was cool. My weekend rocked..except, for jeremy. ;x Oh yeah, and if anyone wants to know about MY party. It's in October.. there is no specific date set for it yet. It's going to be a mixer. I'm not having just a keg.. cause I hate beer, but some people don't like hard liquor so I'm getting it anyways. My parents *will not* be home. They will be out of town, in Michigan.. so no needs to worry about that. Ummm.. it'd be greatly appreciated if money was brought and given to us to pitch in for the keg and the liquor.. and yeah, that's about it. But you have to ask me.. don't just show up at my fucking door. I have to atleast know you hun. I think.. since the past 3 weeks I've been getting trashed... that this is becoming a lifestyle for me. Haha. I NEED A CIGARETTE DAMNIT!! - Manda post comment

First day of school.. how WONDERFUL! [06 Aug 2003|07:14pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Crimson and Clover - Jimmy Eat World ] Well, yeah. I had a dream, that I was waking up for school, so when I actually ..well, woke up for school.. I was confused as FUCK!!! Lol. But anyways, I got dressed and all this shit and my mom went and picked up Joicy and Georgelina and Misty and we all went vroom-vroom to the school. It was fun going together. So, we got there and we walked around the entire school just checking out our classrooms. The buses let off, and it was like a fucking reunion man! I saw so many people I knew! It was wonderful. Then, we had to go to our homerooms, and Emmy has mine so I was all chillin' up in there. It was all good. We were talking and shit. Then, grrr. TV Production. Honestly, I could not hate that class anymore than I do now. It's so fucking not my thing, and all the people in there..well, I hate them. Honestly, I do. I want to switch that with something. I'm thinking either Health Sciences or another Art class. So, that got over with and I got to Biology. I have Biology with Halley, thank god.. but we're being put in assigned seats tomorrow, which blows major donkey balls. I wanted to be able to sit by her. But Vadim is in my class, so that is cool I guess. Ummm.. 3rd period.. was.. English 2 Honors. Whitneyyyyy! Lol. Whitney is like, the only person that'll talk to me in that class. But it's ok. I love everyone anyway. Then I went to French 2 and it was cool! Our new teacher, Ms. Godwin, is a *little* strange but it's all good. She put on music while we were in there, and it's cool cause she doesn't like turning the lights on cause she thinks they're too bright. She's like...a ballet dancer and a yoga instructor or something. I dunno. I saw Jennifer though. She's in my class. That's cool, eh? From there I went to Art and guess what..WHITNEY AGAIN! Lol. We were just chillin' for the first few minutes and then the lunch bell rang. I got to the hallway and Oren walked up and tapped me and I was just so happy to see him that I gave him this hugungus hug! OWIEEE <333 And then Katy walked up and so did Shannon, and so did Katy's new friend..Olga? I think that's her name. But we all went to the cafeteria and then Jessica Rhodes grabbed Oren and made him sit with her but from now on that isn't going with me. Grrawrrr. ;) So from now on it better be me,Oren,Katy,and Shannon. OH WAIT! NO! Cause then there's Sky. She's so cool! She's a freshman and she's all like..dark and mysterious. She's bi and she's reallllllyyy pretty. But after we got back from lunch, me and Whitney were just sitting there making fun of the crawfish lady. I swear, she's fucking nuts. But the bell rang, and I took off to Algebra, and I got in there and Sylvia was there so I went and sat by her and we talked basically for the whole period. We're kind of attempting to rekindle our relationship. I guess, I dunno. I love her to death, don't get me wrong.. it's just hard.. to perfectly trust your boyfriends ex. But Math was ok. I moved onto World History Honors, and I got seated by Vadim and Chad. They're funny I guess. Vadim is *really* funny. So, all in all..besides TV Production, I'm happy with my classes. Rawr. When I got home, I just talked on the phone for a while and wrote a letter to Josh wishing him "Happy 5 Month Anniversary" and I gave him my celtic ring that I'm always wearing and my mom drove me over to his house and I slid it into his mailbox. :) I hope it doesn't get rained on. Eeek!! Anyways, I'm gonna go now. Sky might call me later. post comment

Wow.. [10 Jul 2003|12:16pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | "Since I've Been Loving You" - Led Zeppelin ] I haven't written in here in so long. Well, anyways. Recently, I've been to Maine. It was tres, tres boring. I liked seeing everyone, but just so you get the jist - umm, well.. The *day* I got back here, I was out with friends. I've been doing something EVERY night since I got home. I'm not going to do anything tonight though. I don't feel too peachy. I ran into David at the mall yesterday!! <333 My brother. Well, not REALLY, but he's technically my brother cause Josh and him are best friends. Anyways, he now has curly black hair like Josh, but Josh's is longer and poofier. David came running up and hugged me really tight and I was so happy to see him, but of course after the yanno, "hi's" and "how are you's" i fucking got right to it. I was like "How is Josh?"..and well - David informs me Josh had a piss test so he wasn't at school that day. I'm scared. I'm scared I won't get to see my baby, I'm just.. plain old scared. I asked David afterwards if Josh was coming back to Woodham and David said "Most likely". He said that he's trying his hardest, and that he even gave up a '63 Nova to come back. He really does love me, cause I know for a fact he's wanted that fucking car since forever. I love my baby so much. Then, we had to leave the store cause fuckin' Mr."I'm so cool"..(Ace).. stole a bracelet. He had just earlier stolen a pair of those damn emo glasses! That guy is SLICK! Haha. But then we went to Perdido Key to go see Donald at his condo and then turns out.. DONALD WAS ALREADY BACK IN FUCKING PENSACOLA! So.. I went with Brian to the Circle K to get some food (Yes, I bought itfor him.. like always.) And we went down farther to Gulf Shores.. and then Ace borrowed Ana's car saying he was only gonna need it for 20 minutes, and he left us at the most boring place in the whole god damn city.. and we couldn't leave cause we thought if we left he'd pull up..that little guy was gone for an hour and a half! He got it from Ana when he got back. I've also made a resolution to stop complaining. Lol. But afterwards- we drove Brian and Ace home and then went back to Ana's house and fuckin' crashed. I did nothing today so far, except feel sick. I'm back home though. I really want to talk to Josh, so so so bad... but David told me that Josh smoked out last week so the weed is probably still in his system and he was going to get busted. I'm really.. really not in a good mood about that.. but you know, I have to get through it. Me and him have held strong for this long, why not last a little longer? post comment

Yea..so.. [12 Jun 2003|10:23pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | "Promise" Pedro the Lion ] Yup, this would be my first little entry thinga..thingy. Lol. I did all this by myself. I congratulate myself. Well, I didn't make the icon. I got it from Merky. Anyways. Umm.. not much to say. I'm going to being tomorrow to get my ID.. because it seem I cannot go on the flight without a photo ID.. but them people are crazy, ain't they? Lol, I'm such a hick. I'm gonna go up to Maine and BAM!! Everyone is gonna be like "She really DID move down to Florida..". I mean, it's like they say in Sweet Home Alabama, sorta.. - The girl may leave the south, but the south will never leave the girl. - Hehe. I'm looking forward to Maine. Before I go I want to get a few more pairs of jeans, and maybe a pair of capris and some new tshirts. Oh yeah, I have a new found NON LIKING for Hot Topic.. so I don't think I'll be shopping there AS much anymore. I think they have their prices jack'd up too high, and plus - for a store that's run by Abercrombie and Fitch, they really don't come up with great ideas. Yes, you little poser children who are probably sitting there going "LIKE, OH-MY-GOD.. HOT TOPIC IS SOOO NOT OWNED BY ABERCROMBIE! LIKE, FUCK OFF!" Ha. Yea, try me. The people that own Hot Topic are the same people that own Abercrombie and Fitch.. yanno, same companies? If there was another.. "indie"ish ..store in Pensacola, I'd shop there, but the only place that has indieish clothing is Goodwill and the Waterfront Mission, and don't get my wrong.. I got half my shirts there, but recently I just haven't seen anything that's been like..BAM! Heh. So, yes. My friends..this means I'm going to buy "preppy" shirts as you tend to call them. I find them much cheaper and reasonable than Hot Topic. And plus,I noticed the entire time that I shopped at Hot Topic.. I bought clothes that weren't really ..me. I was pretending to be someone I'm not. Good job Amanda. 2 comments|post comment

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