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| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
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| Well, it started Friday I went 2 stay w/rhonda nothin special happened 'cept folks always pissing me off ::cough:: ::cough:: frank...anywho, o well never really liked the jackass no way. But I'm kinda thinkin' Rhonda is gonna get w/Bobby 4 some reason. She seems like she likes him so I accept how she feels and she can do whatever the hell she wants w/out NEBODY TELLING HER DIFFERENTLY!! Just let her live people!!!!!!!! It's all part of life lol I sound like a stupid ass but oh well ya get my point right? Well as 4 me I have no clue what imma do. I'm a little confused. I mean, alot happened between my family and between other people too. But I guess I can get through it all I mean i'm not gonna give up for them things. I can get through it if I try. that's what i realized. Lately I was thinking everything would be better for me if i just died. But now i see that i really want to live. I want to see what comes of my life. So y am i gonna end something that I really want? It's just not worth it anymore. I actually have a right mind i guess u could say. I have been wanting 2 be a better person lately and I actually feel good about myself for some reason. My inner self. I understand yall people that are having troubles with life. It will all be better trust me. You always gotta be prepared for the worst(i heard that somewheres b4 so i used it) but 4real, don't let just one fucking thing happen and give up. I realize that...and i guess i kinda fucked up somewhere. Wish I would've seen that sooner. Well this sounds corny and crap but its how i feel and what i'm thinking so if u don't like it then don't read my journal!!!!!! | ||||||||
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| Thursday, October 9th, 2003 |
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2day i went 2 rhondas house and we made cookies!! But before that, we went 2 diana's house to get rhonda some paper. Well, as always she makes ME put the gate down...well its an electric fence and I got shocked by it...TWICE!!! And it hurt! One on my back, and the other on my finger. I got shocked on the finger cause the lock was all wet and it sparked too it was funny but it hurt. In diana's driveway we were going all fast over the holes and water was splashing everywhere it was funny too. We are too fucking immature. Well I guess we kinda fucked her computer up too...Oops! Now she can't get online. We tried to put my old burner in hers but it didn't work either. GOSH I HATE POP-UPS!!!! Well anywho, we were talking about eric too...no not YOU Erick...not danny's brother. But a different eric that i have a school girl crush on haha! well that pretty much sums up my day...im gonna just d/l songs 4 erick and make him a cd that he's gonna pay me $5 for!! **This entry is dedicated 2 the new viewer...Erick (erock) So hey erick! lol** |
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| Tuesday, October 7th, 2003 |
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Well i haven't updated in a while. I am used 2 updating every day since i got this journal. I haven't really been doing anything besides downloading songs since i got my new burner and taking pics since i gotta webcam. I am about 2 let rhonda read this so HEY RHONDA!!! She is making a journal too I think... I hope she does because I like reading ppls journals. Well 2day's entry is dedicated to none other than you Rhonda lol SUGA SUGA So tight, so fly You got me lifted, you got me lifted You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly You know its leather when we ride Wood grain and raw hide Doing what we do, watching screens getting high Girl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns You was there when the money was gone You'll be there when the money comes Off top I can't lie I love to get blowed You my lil'sugar, I'm yo little chulo And every time we kick it it's off to the groovy Treat you like my sticky ickey or my sweet ooey gooey (fa real though) You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Now I ain't worried about a thang cause I just hit me a lick I got a fat sack and a superfly chick That aint nothing you can say to a playa Cause doowop, she fly like the planes in the air That's right she's full grown settin the wrong tone Im diggin the energy and im lovin the o-zone So fly like a dove so fly like a raven Quick to politic with some fly conversation In a natural mood then im a natural dude And we some natural fools blowin out by the pool She like my sexy-cool mama with blades on her berata Rockin Dolce' Gubbana with high-drows and a igwana You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly You know its leather when we ride Wood grain and raw hide Doing what we do, watching screens getting high Girl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns You was there when the money was gone You'll be there when the money comes You know its leather when we ride Wood grain and raw hide Doing what we do, watching screens getting high Girl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns You was there when the money was gone You'll be there when the money comes (fa real though) You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling You got me lifted feeling so gifted Sugar how you get so fly? Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly Sugar sugar how you get so fly So high like I'm a star Feelin so high like I'm a star Feelin so high like I'm a star Feelin so high like I'm a star |
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| Thursday, October 2nd, 2003 |
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| Well i made rhondas mum today...it turned out really good. Well I just got through taking a bath and im feeling pretty good bc i feel fresh and that was a really hot bath and it feels good 2 be out of it now. I thought I was gonna pass out it got so hot in there! I woke up at 11:30...and since then i didn't eat till 8 at night. That's pretty bad 4 me. I almost died i was sooo damn hungry. Well, actually i had 4 reeses at like 6. But that ain't enough 2 fill me up. I'm taking some quizzes on quizilla...and nothing really exciting is happening this weekend besides i might spend the night at rhondas this weekend and we're going 2 the homecoming game...yay! | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 |
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| I'm making Rhonda's mum for HOMECOMING!!! It's 2 days away and i just got the stuff to make it...I hope it works out good!! | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003 |
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WELL THE DAY STARTED AT LIKE 12 WHEN I WAS WOKE UP BY THE PHONE...it was Daniel and he told me that Rhonda wasn't at school. I didn't know he was at school but he called me from school and so after we got off the phone i called rhonda and she was home sick w/the sniffles. Soooo...at like 12:40 I got dressed and fixed my hair all that other stuff and made me some noodles. I talked to rhonda again 4 a while and then daniel came over at 2. I was like "What are u doing out of school?" he said that he was feeling bad. Well ne-who, me n my mom picked up rhonda and she came over. We walked 2 daniels and we went 2 walmart w/him. we saw my brothers car there and daniel was all "that's my car!!!" i said no its mine!!! But anyway that's besides the point..I WANT THAT CAR FOR MYSELF!!! Well me and rhonda ate some pickles and chips...I got her liking that now. LOL She thought it was nasty but she tasted it and she liked it. So now our favorite thing we're gonna eat is none other than pickles n chips. Well, me and every1 that i argued w/r cool now. That's grrrreat!!! But yeah, I cut my hair the other day, and i thought i was gonna miss it and think my hair was ugly but so far every1 says its cute and i guess i like it. Hope they're not lying to me! Some reason i'm kinda sleepy... **On a bright note: I think these feelings im feeling means i'm HAPPY!! WAhoo but i got this other feeling too....dammit*** |
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| Sunday, September 28th, 2003 |
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| Yes it's true, it's true...me and rhonda settled the argument. A week ago i had wrote her an email. I told her that even if she didn't wanna be friends, it would just make me feel better 2 apologize for being such a BITCH!! Dammit I need 2 stop arguing w/ppl. There's still a couple things I need 2 solve though w/a couple of people. I dunno how that's gonna work out though. Anyway, Rhonda says sorry too but she doesn't know if we can be friends like we used to. Well I want 2 try but if it don't work then I guess we really aren't meant 2 be best buds no more. Just friends i guess. But I do wanna be good friends again. Yep we had some fun times 2gether...GOSH DAMMIT I WANT MY BROTHER'S DAMN 5.0 MUSTANG GT SHIT Y DOES HE GET ALL THE GOOD STUFF?!? AAARGHHH!! | ||||||||
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| OK...THIS REALLY PISSED ME OFF. I WAS WOKE UP AT 4 AM WHILE I WAS TRYING TO GET SOME DAMN SHUT EYE. FYI: I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO BE CALLING U FROM 12-4 FROM A PRIVATE NUMBER. I HAVE TIME TO BE SLEEPING NOT WORRYING MY LITTLE HEAD ABOUT BEING WOKE UP FROM THE SOUND OF A PHONE. AND DON'T HANG UP IF UR GONNA BE CALLING THAT EITHER. And if ur gonna be calling telling ME to not call u (which I didn't) then expect me to tell u don't call my house that early accusing me of shit i didn't even do. Then u can also expect me to call from a private number AFTER THAT I'm downloading cabin fever...and i'm very bored. There is nothing 2 do 2day and don't feel like being annoyed by ppl bc that would put me in a worse mood than i am. btw-I had a weird dream last night. I was dancing w/a girl at a club...and she kinda got friendly w/me and then the weirdest thing was that she turned into a man and i left that damn club w/some road rage and i ended up at some old ladies house and she made me wait 2 talk while she cleaned her house. I don't even have an idea of why i was there. I can remember me seeing someone wearing shorts but I dunno about them weird dreams last night. O yeah that girl's name was Elizabeth. I'm glad it wasn't a real thing. gosh i'm bored... | ||||||||
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| Saturday, September 27th, 2003 |
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| Well the day started off with me waking up at 1:30. Today was the last day for the fair and I didn't even go. I wanted to but I had no one to go with. So my cousin showed up and I had 2 go get something from someone so she took me. We went to DQ and I got a cookie dough blizzard!!! Yum! Well after that, we just rode around and she let me drive for a while. We spent most the day just riding around laughing at people and being stupid. So I seen daniel today...yep. I went 2 eat at smokin r and i got a baked potatoe and i spent 5$ on that. They were pretty busy so we had to wait to get seated which sucked bc they were sloooow. And a old lady was the one waiting on us. So you can imagine how long that took. A little while after that I came home and got into an arguement w/somebody like I always do. yeah I am getting pretty bad about that. Especially now cause i can't control my anger and i just go crazy!! it's not like im a psycho or nothing but yeah anyway, I am lonely now cause no one's online, no one's at home and I just am down right LONELY looking 4 someone 2 cheer me up and keep my company but I don't think that's gonna happen. Atleast not today or tonight. Yep that's pretty much how it always is 4 me. So if anyone else is lonely, PLEASE feel free to talk 2 me!!!! | ||||||||
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