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Sunday, May 28th, 2006
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3:39 am - haha i just found this thing
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i had completely forgotten about blurty all together.
if anyone ever reads this i want to set some things straight, because im pretty positive no one will ever read this, and i will never update it again.
all of these entries were from 2 years ago. ive changed a LOT.
im in a band called systematic overthrow http://www.myspace.com/systematicoverthrow
i havent talked to wes in about a year or so.
ive been with charlie for almost two years now. he's also in my band.
im in beauty school.
i pretty much only listen to crust, thrash, hardcore (the good kind with more of a d-beat influence), and grind.
i have a lot of new/different friends, and even more of the same.
i have a job
and most important... i hate looking back at this thing and seeing how stupid and naieve sounding i was. life can change so drastically in just an amount of 2 years or less. friends die, friends change, people you love turn into junkies, and others go edge. you cant predict what will happen. the journey is the destination.
-kendy
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| Friday, June 25th, 2004
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3:09 am - dead
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blurty is dead, and so is this journal.
i'll probably delete it some day.
so add me on livejournal... http://www.livejournal.com/users/kendy
and if you dont have a livejournal, you might as well get one. thats where everyone has gone.
current mood:  bored
current music: civil disobedience
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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004
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12:37 pm - books
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| Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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2:42 pm - an update
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its been a while
how is everyone?
no one updates anymore! haha i think blurty has died!
life has been going pretty well for me
i am still with my wes
i have been offered to join 2 bands, and will be hearing one of them soon
my brother will be coming over shortly so i can help him with his english paper, haha
i recently got into some drama, and now i have someone on my hate-list
its not really a big deal though. stupid shit
i need to start working on my art again. i miss it.
i also want to make some beerings. hahah
beerings= earings made out of beer bottle caps. ;)
im thinkin either PRB, guiness, or new castle. hmm.. or killians
hell, maybe all of them since thats what i have
i went record shopping recently!
woohoo! haha i got some awesome shit. it was pretty exciting
i cant wait until i move to a big city. i will buy neat things all the time and live in a tiny apartment. hopefully with the one i love, but who knows if that will ever happen. i hope it does.
on the other hand, i want to get my beauty liscence and move into a tiny house with lynds and work at the same salon with her. that would rock. :) whichever one works out will be awesome for me. haha
in augest i am going to go to germany for a few weeks
you have no idea how excited i am about it!!!
i get to spend weeks with my brothers in fuckin GERMANY!
they are going to show me all the coolest shit, and maybe we'll even go to other countries and shit.
god im so excited. haha
well, thats about it for now. i'll probably update again in a while. who knows.
if anyone actually cares and has a Live journal... my name on there is Kendy (http://www.livejournal.com/users/kendy) i update that on a fairly regular basis.
i also have a greatest journal that i never update... the name on there is CausticKendy, or Caustic_kendy... i cant remember, hahah.
toodles!
-kendy
current mood: bored
current music: X- los Angeles
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| Friday, January 30th, 2004
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12:52 pm - blahza
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sorry for all the teen angsty drama bullshit.
something NEW
i think im joining underclass argyle
skuzzy bogie broke up months ago
shannon and tui have wanted me in underclass ever since bogie's first show
so shannon and i will both be the singers. :)
one problem
no one in fort wayne indiana is a good drummer.
there are a few, but they are egotistical asshole. (or at least the ones ive encountered)
and the others, theyre mediocre. blah
so if anyone is in the area, and can play double bass, some good crust beats, and also punk beats... TELL ME.
moving on...
christmas break was weird and disappointing
lets not go there
i am going to list off some bands that i need to have on cd or vinyl. donations are always accepted. ;) ive got a lot on burned cds, or a lot of them i have some of their cds, but i want more...
anti-product
antischism (i have a cd and vinyl, but i want all their stuff since theyre my favorite band)
.fuckingcom
thulsa doom
bikini kill- vinyl
doom- i only have 1 of their cds
9 shocks terror- i only have 1 cd
conflict
crass VINYL
cripple bastards
crucifix
damad
disrupt
i guess i could go on forever, so i'll stop.
i picked up some 7"s the other day at my friend kim's new record shop, convolution records.
emilys sassy lime
bangs
and then i got a shit load of riot grrl mix tapes. :) i <3 that store.
END
-kendy
current mood: bored
current music: thulsa doom: money
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| Monday, January 12th, 2004
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12:09 am
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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1:44 am
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| Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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11:06 pm
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does anyone read this anymore?
if not im going to delete it.
so comment and if no one does, i may get around to deleting it.
lol
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| Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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11:43 pm - fun pics from halloween
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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11:16 am - hello again
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im sitting here at school in my photography class with nothing to do, so i figured it would be a keen time to update this thing.
The clouds are starting to part for me and my life isnt in such as mess anymore. things are still screwed up, but theyre getting better.
I fall more in love with Wes all the time. Last night he invited me to his family's christmas dinner. Im actually pretty excited about it. :) He is coming home for christmas break, so im excited about that. it still really sucks that he is in boston now. :( he said it would only be for a few weeks or something, and now he lives there and visits home, instead of visits boston. sigh. i wont think about it..... yeah
does anyone even read this any more? if so comment.
-kendy
current mood: bored
current music: (in my head) thulsa doom- money
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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3:22 am - stressed
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theres a lot of shit going on with me right now, and it all sucks. blah.
i just feel kind of lost right now. i hate it.
my weekend overall was pretty good. i got to hang out with a lot of my girlfriends this weekend and so that was fun. some of them i havent really hung out with in a few weeks or so.
im tired. night
-kendy
current mood:  stressed
current music: bratmobile
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| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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4:00 pm
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003
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12:07 am
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ive felt really ungrounded lately. i have no idea what im going to do with my life and it is overwhelming. i want to leave but then i dont. i want to travel around by hopping trains, but then i also want to start a life with wes in boston. everything is conflicting and it hurts to think about the future. i dont know what to do at all.
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003
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8:42 pm - yup
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this weekend was pretty good. im assuming everyone read about friday night, lol. i guess keith got bailed out, so thats good.
on sat me and lynds woke up and had a nice brunch with my family. lol. then i took her home and crashed for a while more. it was nice. i woke up, and hung out with her again, lol and then nolly called so we went and got him, and headed to the truck stop. we didnt stay long so we went to dave and debbies bon fire... but there was no fire. basicly right when i got there dukes wanted to go get some burger king, so i went. we decided to make it our new tradition, lol. every time we're at a party we're gonna go eat burger king. he even bought mine for me. :) haha. when we got back i was only there for like 20 minutes before nolan and duke wanted to take lynds and i to the spot. when we got to the spot i got to spraypaint. fun stuff. it was fuckin freezing so we didnt stay there long either. we went back to nolans parents house. its nice just chilling out and having some quiet sometimes. thats what sunday was basicly. i hung out with cassie for a tiny bit but she got in trouble so i had to take her home. then i hung out with krystal and eleni. we only hung out for a little while too. so then i had an hour to kill before i picked nolan up fom work, so i hung out with rock. when i got nolan we just went to borders to read for a while. so yesterday was actually pretty peaceful. haha i hung out with nolan every day this weekend. we were suposed to hang out today too but cassie is still in trouble and i havent felt too well today.
im starting to get sick.
today ive been tired an drowsey to the extreme.
i came home and slept for a few hours after school. that was nice. its only ike 8:40 and im thinkin about going to bed fairly soon here. with all that said, goodnight,
-kendy
current music: anti-product: to serve and protect
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| Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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1:11 am - Holy motherfuckin shit!
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wow.
tonight was crazy.
KEITH IS IN JAIL NOW.
the night was to be simple, just a few of us at nolans house for rotknee's b-day and stuff. rodney, miguel, big foot, and vulture all left after about an hour or so. so it was just me, nolan, kandice, lynds, tom and of course keith. rodney was suposed to come back and pick keith up later but that motherfucker never came back. keith was fucked up on some cid and he was also drunk as fuck, so it wasnt a good combo. he was sayin some shit that im not even gonna go into, but yeah, it wasnt pretty. kandice left and shortly after all hell broke loose, lol. keith was going off and such and went outside. we all tried to get him to come back in, but he wouldnt, so then we tried to get him in my car, but he was like FUCK ALL OF YOU! (keep in mind that we didnt do anything to provoke him). he took of half running (he was too fucked up to run) and falling. i was trying to calm him down and gave him a hug and shit. he pushed me away and i was kinda freaked out cause i wasnt sure if he would start swinging. Tom and Nolan took over from there and Keith ended up in someone elses yard across the street. he was loud as hell and still going off about bullshit. he climbed fences and shit and when he started trying to punch tom we let it go. he started kicking the car in the driveway of that house, and kicking the house, barfed on the porch, fucked up the door and a lot of other shit. we had tried calling big john and everyone to come get him, but big john was gone. our last resort was lynds and i drove to the nearest payphone to call the cops but the payphone wasnt working. so we came back and like 2 minutes later the cops were at the house across the street arresting keith. HE TOOK A COP DOWN! lol. i feel bad for the people in the house cause if i were them id be scared as fuck. lol. so keith is in jail now, and he just got out this summer (he was in for 2 years). it was all fuckin crazy. then when we were calming down some people showed up. haha nolan told everyone not to come over tonight cause he didnt want certain people there, but they came anyway. oh well. he made everyone leave after 10 minutes, lol. i dont blame him tho, it was his parents house and he didnt want to fuck it up while he was watching it for them.
before the whole keith incidents things were pretty cool. :) it was fun hanging out with just those people. we thought it would be a drama free night, hahaha we were so wrong. but a lot of the shit that went down was funny as hell! i left about an hour ago, and drove people home cause im the good little woodchuck that doesnt drink and drive. lol. oh man. definately got some memories tonight, hahaha.
-kendy
ps. im kinda pissed at keith, but i also feel bad for the guy. oh well. shit happens.
current mood:  crazy
current music: a song that makes me wish Wes was here right now
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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1:02 am - show tonight
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tongiht's show kicked some major ass!
last nights got busted
everyone had to take breathalizers, haha
and nolan got arrested! he's out now cause jessica paid his bail
lol
i passed my breathlizer tho so it was okay
a shit load of people got tickets tho. :|
we didnt even get to play last night, cause the cops showed up
tonight it was...
THE LURKING CORPSES
DOUGLASS KINGS
COPYCAT MASSACRE
AND THE RUPERT BOMB
:) these bands all make me happy
there was no drinking allowed at the show tonight cause of what happened last night
oh... something disturbing...
Kendypunk52: how come u didnt go tonight?
__________: we did
Kendypunk52: oh
Kendypunk52: lol
Kendypunk52: i was probably off picking up shannon
__________: but... no alcohol... s we left
Kendypunk52: thats lame dude, u missed a good show
__________: fuck the show we got slammed
Kendypunk52: wow, something new
this person is shit faced every time i see her outside of school. not that i mind drinking and gettng shitfaced and all, but she skipped one of the best shows in a long ass time to do something she does every day. hmm... and she wonders why people in the scene think shes annoying as fuck... what happened to the music part of it?
-kendy
current mood: crazy
current music: copycat massacre is stuck in my head :)
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| Thursday, October 30th, 2003
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12:11 pm - 1/2 day
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i got out of school today at 11:30
now im bored as hell
blah
i had possible plans for today, but as always, they arent happening.
go figure.
im not even really mad.
the sad thing is, im fuckin USED TO IT
everyone from school went out to lunch today, as tradition
i didnt even get invited to go with anyone
i asked wes yesterday if he wanted to hang out today
but he said maybe, and im assuming he's still asleep.
blah
band practice in a few hours. thats about it.
i need a life.
-kendy
current mood: bored
current music: anti-product: social neglect
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| Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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11:42 pm - sigh
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things are patched up
but every time i think of all i learned last week i get totally fuckin depressed
like right now.
:(
theres so much im not going to put on here
and its not even just about wes
theres other people and other shit
and its all making me really really tired.
does anyone else like to try to sleep away their problems?
ive had the habbit for years
i havent had to use it for a while, but all week ive been tired as hell
can my problems really make me physically tired?
maybe, who knows
it feels like i didnt take my medicine for a few days or something,
but i know for a fact i did take it
time to sleep.
meh.
-kendy
current mood:  depressed
current music: sonic youth- swimsuit issue
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| Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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11:11 pm - RIP
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is it just me or did blurty kinda die?
the majority of you on my friends list stopped posting a while ago
i'll still update once in a while for those of you who still use this thing
for the others- ive got a livejournal. username: kendy
thats what i use the most now, oh well.
current mood: bored
current music: anti-product: modern day f world
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1:51 am - fire and smoke
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today has been fun
i hung out with lynds in the beginning
and then i went home
bought my bro's b-day presant
then got lynds again
we didnt know what to do so we called eleni and she was at rock/nolans house so we went over there. we only hung out there for a little while and then we took off and went to Shannon's b-day party. he turned 28 today... damn. kinda crazy how old some of the people i hang out with are. i dont really know shannon that well, but he's pretty cool, we talk about antischism, lol. i hang out with cassie the most out of the 3 that live there. but yeah... SO MUCH DRAMA TONIGHT! lol, it was so fuckin funny! some nameless people (i know exactly who it was, lol) went to dan's house cause he said he was moving to texas in a few days, and stole a bunch of his shit, like dvd players and stuff. they went to shannons afterwards, lol, and dan showed up. he was hella pissed. he blamed everything on ness and went off on her a lot and stuff, it sucked. we all got a bonfire going and that was cool. i saw some chicas i havent seen in a while so that was cool too. i had to take lynds home by 11, and dave went with me so i could take him to a gas station and and he could get some cigarettes. when we got back dan had been bitching at vanessa and weasel for like 1/2 an hour and we showed up just in time to see weasel pin him down and shut him up, hahaha.. it was awesome. there was drunken maddness all night and i observed it in my sober state. i think its funnier watching all the people drunk while im sober, that and i didnt feel like drinking tonight. i havent drank in a while. kinda crazy. i mean i still take sips here and there, but my tollerance is kinda high to start with so its not like even 1 beer phases me. i havent even had a full 1 beer in forever. i kinda miss the taste. oh well. its really not a big deal anymore. tonight was a blast tho, so im glad i went and stuff. i met this cool chick tonight and she got my number so hopefully i can hang out with her sometime or something. tall glass of water cassie met her a few weeks ago and said shes the coolest person ever. :)
i never ended up seeing wes. blah. he PROMISED me that within this next week we will see each other. i really hope we do.
tomorrow is my brother's b-day and my other brother is back for a visit from germany. im really excited. i love hanging out with them. (just for those who dont know, theyre not my real brothers, theyre both german exchange students from when i was a sophmore, and max stayed with my family and now goes to college here too, and ben is still in germany.. but hes the one visiting, and max is the birthday boy.)
welp its 2am and i have a lot of shit to do tomorrow. oh joy.
a girl i was friends with in middle school wants to take pictures of me tomorrow for her photography assignment. should be interesting. shes really nice, but i havent had a real convo with her in years.
-kendy
current mood:  amused
current music: velvet underground
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