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i'm back [24 Aug 2003|11:50am] [ mood | cheerful ] hey everybody! rach here, just saying hi and all that... school starts tomorrow... yikes... fun, and nervous... i shall tell you how that goes later... ok. thats it! ~rach r u n to me

de-damn! [15 Aug 2003|04:27pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | rory "3:23" ] so i got an lj now guys..... i'll probably update there more often than here.... maybe i'll save the rantings about australian men and boys i'm not supposed to like here so that less people read that stuff.... oh, leftmewaiting .... still my name. arright. bye! 1 block away| r u n to me

[13 Aug 2003|05:27pm] so today..... we went shopping. shocker eh? rita and jess tell me that i have more clothes than anyone they know... oh well. i give the ones i dont wear away... sometimes. ok ok so i'm like a pack rat.... i hate getting rid of stuff.... but yeah, i got some really soft black pants to just hang out in... and a new shirt.... and a volcom hoodie good stuff. so, i think i wanna study abroad. not just yet. i figure i better get the regular college thing down first before i leave again. i kinda wonder why i didnt just study in london or somewhere else to start with.... oh right, MONEY. i know financial aid covers studying abroad.... but i wonder if you just up and leave to a college out of country for good if financial aid still will give you money... like if you stay a US citizen.... i wouldnt mind leaving this place all together... go to england or australia... yeah yeah. i would rather go to australia... dont get any ideas. i've always wanted to go there.... it seems great. my type of place. big town meets little city... the beach.... and lots of beer. haha heyyyyyy i gotta run... more later. PEACE r u n to me

there's something about the way you looked at me [12 Aug 2003|05:07pm] [ mood | hopeful ] allergies blow. my eyes have been itching all day nonstop. no fun. gotta take mom to work in a sec, so this will be short... i'm gonna try to get ahold of jj soon i've decided. i miss him. even though our friendship is nooo where near what it used to be... he was my best friend in the world at one point. he was there for me through everything. we've definately gone our seperate ways... but i think that makes it good in it's own way... i wish that he was health though. i hope he's gotten better... but i'm really scared that he's still not ok. and that's why i wanna see him, to see with my own eyes that everything alright... or not. if anything ever happened to him i think i might just blame myself... not totally... but i'd definately put much of it on me. we should have never done the stupid things we did. and i should have gotten him out of that cycle... hmmm thinking about it now.... i already do blame myself for this a bit i guess. word of experience: DONT DO DRUGS... seriously. i never took people serious when they told me that when i was younger.... but shit, looking back, and now seeing what they've done to people around me..... yikes. k well i have to go now.... peace r u n to me

[11 Aug 2003|08:45pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | from first to last "such a tragedy" ] BASiCS + 001. name : rachel + 002. nicknames : rach, racho, rachy + 003. sex : girl + 004. birthday : august 4th + 005. age : 18 yay + 006. star sign : leo + 007. place of birth : boca raton, fl + 008. current residence : tallahassee, fl + 009. hair color : Blonde + 010. eye color : blue-green + 011. height : 5'7" + 012. writing hand : right ____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS + 013. do you bite your nails : i bite the skin around them... + 014. can you roll your tongue : yup + 016. can you raise one eyebrow : yes + 017. can you blow smoke rings: i wish + 018. can you blow spit bubbles : no, thats so sick anyway + 019. can you cross your eyes: yep, well sorta... + 020. colored hair: never + 021. tattoos and where : on my foor + 022. piercings and where : ear, nose, belly + 023. do you make your bed daily : sometimes + 024. can you do a cartwheel: yes + 025. which shoe goes on first: right, but sometimes i switch it up on purpose + 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : haha, actually i have + 037. how much money is usually in your wallet: however much i decide to put in there + 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: usually my ring + 039. whats sexiest on a guy: hair, clothes, eyes... everything, duh! + 040. whats sexiest on a gurl: hmmm... i dunno... personality + 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: ummm on time i guess? well it depends where i'm going! + 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirl + 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet: 2, reeses and special k red berries + 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: my hands + 045. do you cook: yeah, and i cook good! ____GROOMiNG + 046. how often do you brush your teeth: hmmm usually twice... haha give or take + 047. how often do you shower/bathe: usually everyday.... give or take + 048. how long do these showers last: anywhere from 3-20 minutes + 049. hair drying method: well noow i gotta blow dry it + 050. do you paint your nails: only my toes + 051. do you swear: all the fucking time haha + 052. do you mumble to yourself : yes i do a lot + 053. do you spit in public: not as much as i used to + 054. do you pee in the shower : hahaha. nah + 055. the cd player : what about it? whats in it? everytimeidie... and the mars volta + 056. person you talk most on the phone with: elise, kyle, or rita + 057. what color is your bedroom : well.... its white + 058. do you use an alarm clock: i use my phone at school and my parents at home + 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: gilmore girls.... and well, that boy... + 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : yeah, good times + 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: do tanning beds count?? + 062. window seat or aisle: aisle if i'm alone, window with my family + 063. whats your sleeping position: my sides + 064. what kind of bed do you like : my parents... actually all beds are great + 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yeah + 066. do you snore: haha ash says i do + 067. do you sleepwalk : nope + 068 do you talk in your sleep : yeah i mumble... + 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah i have a bear and a blankie thank you very much + 070. how about the light on: with the computer on... + 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: at home i do, not with ash though ____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU + 072. had sex : do i really have to answer that? cuz i'm not gonna. + 073. were kissed or kissed someone: got kissed last night + 074. watched bambi : long long time ago + 075. cried : hmmmm yesterday + 076. talked on the phone : like an hour ago + 077. read a book : its been a while + 078. punched someone : nick camacho before i left for florida + 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now: married, with kids, on the beach + 080. who are you gonna be married to and where: JOEL hahaha. in australia duh! + 081. how many kids do you want to have : i think just one... maybe 2... joel only wants one + 082. your profession : i haven't decided yet... it all depends + 083. future school: well fsu since i'm there... then for a masters i dunno _____FRIENDS + 084. who are your close friends : rita, jess, elise + 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : here, rit and jess... tally, kell and ash + 086. what friend makes you smile the most: rita + 087. friend that you fight with the most : none of them really + 088. one you talk to the most online: eric david + 089. friend that you miss the most: jj MUSiC + 090. is music important to you : YES + 091. do you sing? : yeah but not well haha + 094. what do you think of Eminem : he's hot... i'd do him.... hahaha jk... + 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time?: the jealous sound, rolling stones ___DO YOU LIKE + 096. pop music : a bit... it depends on who and when + 097. rock music : yeah mostly + 098. punk music : yeah + 099. rap music : hah some of it is funny + 100. hip-Hop/RB : nah + 101. country : only pat green... come on, i'm from texas + 102. jazz : ehhh when i'm in the mood + 103. classical : not really + 104. new age: hmmmm yeah a little + 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about: jealous sound? + 106. your word : dude r u n to me

orange mocha frappachino! [11 Aug 2003|07:29pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | michelle branch - track 8 ] man. i love kelly. seriously, she's an awesome person. she's like a rita with better taste in guys and cooler music. haha thank you to her for making me feel a bit better. i got my phone fixed for real this time. only problem.... all my phone numbers are gone on account that it's a new phone... so if youre reading this and i should have your number, do give it to me!! sooo....today i watched zoolander, ate breakfast. took a shower and got my phone fixed. thats pretty much it. haha i mean there was an HEB run for chips where i saw casey. hahaha casey thinks i'm HOT. hehe he doesnt ever say it. nope. but he makes it pretty damn clear. hahaha. in his dreams... i really miss the old HEB crew.... when it was me, scotty, ali, pedro, casey & casey, chris, and stony. those were gooood times! pedro's parties... and my show buddies... awww, thats too bad that when people get into their 20's they start getting real jobs. so i saw freaky friday yesterday with the parents. and i'm suprised to say i thought it was really good. haha it was cute!! and jamie lee curtis and that girl did really good jobs with the acting. so yeah. i think that tonight is gonna be filled with coffee and movies. i just feel lazy. actually i really wanna go to a good party tonight. wish lynch still lived in his own house... or even phil... hmm i think i'll make some calls.... ahhhhhh i cant!!!!!!! no numbers in my phone. crap crap crap. ok, i can call elise. i know her digits... she can make calls... man that sucks. haha. arright. peace. 1 block away| r u n to me

[10 Aug 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | every time i die "i been gone a long time" ] hmm what to say, what to say.... i think i'm a big huge dork. i hope i dont appear that way... i dont think i do most of the time... k, maybe not a dork... but an emotional wreck sometimes? yeah that might be more like it. no no, i dont get depressed alot. at least i dont think so, but who's really to say what 'depressed' is... haha i dunno. oh well, doubt i'm depressed. i just contemplate things wayyy too much. i get stuck on things (and people) too easily. i wish that wasnt so. i'm one of those people who trusts someone really fast and gets shocked when things don't turn out the way i had planned. trust. hmmm. how ironic. my trust issues stem from trusting too much... cuz then once i do trust people that should really count, i'm always questioning them... what a vicious cycle i get to decorate the guest/rachel room in our new house. the walls are going to be behr's honeydew color. thats a bright green if you care to know... i might make a blue wall as well, we'll see... happiness is a priority of mine right now. somewhere, somehow, someone even... can make me happy. thats all i want. to be utterly happy. i dont get this 'thing' i'm going through... its like... i love being with rita and jess and elise... and my parents except for their annoying 'parent' moments.... but then when i'm alone and actually have a moment to think... boom. the not-happiness of my life sets in. i think i'm lonely. which is the most absurd reason for me to be unhappy. i have family and friends here and in tally... and its not like i'm not liked. and kyle...well if i was desperate for a guy i think i'd run to him since he's like 'dating' me right now... ha. fuck dude. i dont get this. it's fucking ridiculous. but it makes me want to cry. send me back to tally. i need a reason to be upset. there atleast i can call it homesickness. ok. i really dont think i have much else to say about it. i'm stuck. stuck here, in this rut, stuck on him, stuck with a needle, stuck in the heart with my own knife... 1 block away| r u n to me

we're burning bridges down [10 Aug 2003|12:40am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | mae "embers and envelops" ] dude. me and jess went and got tattooes tonight. no joke. haha this makes her third, and my first. first and prolly only. did it hurt? HA no way. rach is a bad ass. its pretty cute... i think it's growing on me. i must say that at first i was a little dissapointed by it... its on my foot, on the inside that's like right below that weird ankle bump ya know? like the side of my heal i guess... anywayz its this cool little sun thing... not a normal sun like most get. its like a sketch of a sun... its a real cool idea. jess drew it. i like it. i think... yeah i do. it just takes some getting used to i think. the only thing i would have liked different is if the edges were a little more faded... oh well. the beach, sun, and time will help out with that... hahaha. they told us no beach for 3 weeks. yeah fucking right. hahaha anywayz... thats that. fun times. rita came with us as well but she's waiting to get hers for another time... 'm glad she came though. i think that she was upset or felt left out or something. oh well.... i love rita anyway! i'm ready to go back to school now. the only things i'll be missing here are the parents, rit, jess, and elise. i want a new scene again. i was just getting comfortable when i left. blah... i miss kelly haha as silly as that sounds. and ash too! even though i've only known them for like 6 weeks, its like theyre family... we have our ups and downs, i love them. i really still wanna meet some cool new people. no rush, i know there will be tons and for that i'm extremely excited. ok i think that its bed time soon. i'm tired and hungry and still deciding how much i like this tattoo... night night. ~rach 1 block away| r u n to me

sleeeeeeep [09 Aug 2003|01:14am] [ mood | tired ] every time i die is the shit. i need some mad lovin'... i had a dream about brendan last night... hehehe. he was brendan but not, ya know? those dreams where the person doesnt look familar but you know its them. oh baby oh baby. dude. bed time. i'm seriously falling asleep here. night. sweet dreams.. more about brendan? haha, wish i was always that lucky. mmm mmm good. r u n to me

never where they should be [08 Aug 2003|07:11pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | day of contempt "see through the lies" ] its dark outside today. and rainy. i really love the smell of rain. it doesnt remind me of any one time in the past... yet its like a rush of the past and the future all at once.its just kind of exhilarating... its so alive. i like rain when it makes me feel alive like that. yesterday was my moms and jess' birthday. having your bestfriend and your mom's b-day on the same date is kinda hard to deal with. you know you need to spend time with both of them. mom's come first though. and of course mom is like 'oh you can go out with jess after dinner.... i don't mind...' bull. even if she didnt mind it still makes me feel all guilty for leaving her for my friends on her bday. last night we went to koi kawa. man was that good. i love sushi... well the kind with no fish stuff. thennnn; me, rit, and jess went to a bar where andus knows the bartender and we just chilled and played pool. we went to andus' new house. very nice. props on that. rita once again got drunk off of a beer and half of a mixed drink, hehe. then she did the whole 'i'm rita and i'm emotional thing'... she cried because andus shut the door on her on accident. poor rit. she's gotta build that tolerance... and the non-emotionalness.... i'm glad to be home, cuz i actually do like san antonio... and i missed my parents and friends... but i wanna go back to school as well. its just different living on your own... i wanna get on with life ya know... man. deep thinking all of a sudden. i just want to be happy. i dont care where i am or who does it for me, but i wanna be happy. and its like... the past couple weeks i've been questioning my 'happiness' levels... i've always been a happy person. i count my blessings and know that i'm way to spoiled... but... shit... what is happiness anyway? i cant figure it out anymore... remembering past forgotten. dwelling on past nevers. wishing for future anythings. anyones. wishing for a future with a past? always. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'm tired.... we have real estate agents coming tomorrow to look at the house. i have to clean a shitload tonight... and kyle might come over later. i hope not. he breaks my heart, but he doesnt even realize that i'm secretly breaking his. i think its becoming more apparent to him now though. i can hear it in his voice. australia owns me. i'm hopeless. r u n to me

da da da [07 Aug 2003|06:17pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | a small victory ] todays my moms bday. good stuff, i hope its going good for her. i always feel like she gets less than she deserves... we're going to koi kawa for dinner though!! yay, i'm excited!! sushi and tofu... i love the japanese i got some sweet-ass sun glasses today... cant figure out how to post pictures on here though... blahhh well i gots to get get all cute... i'm outtie r u n to me

bada bing [06 Aug 2003|06:35pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | michelle branch... HA ] tomorrow's my mom's birthday.... kyle's taking me shopping for her tonight... i'm gonna get her the michelle branch CD... some lip gloss.... some hot sauce... reeses and whoppers... what else?? hmmm i dunno.... my daddy never gets her anything good if anything at all though, thats why i like to get her alot... makes me feel good.... i dont want her to be sad. sad mom's are the worst. went shopping today! woot. that was great. got a new watch, a sweater, a couple sweet ass shirts. make up, undies... and i think thats it. not bad though eh? i like my new stuff. :) i hope all goes well with kyle tonight... i'm sure it will.... i'm like not attracted to the guy anymore though... gawd i'm a bitch... i should really change this situation with him. i dont know how though. he's so... so like into 'us' and i mean its not that i'm not. i love being around him and he's really fun... but... see there's a 'but' and i dont really know what it is... but the fact that its there is bad. hey time to go... the parents want to see the new clothes on.... byebye kiddos! r u n to me

josh nunez won't ever change... or will he... muhahaha [06 Aug 2003|03:57am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | tbs... ] i absolutely <333333 the jealous sound. man do they rock my socks... no, more than just socks, they rock my LIFE. psh. it was such a great show. blair.... can i marry your voice? and your lyrics are so beautiful.... *sigh* jess came with... i drove the liberty... drivin' in style even though i miss my baby back in florida.... i got in my house right at 3 am.... i should prolly go to bed... but the jealous sound.... man i had to update and talk about them like whoa. jess said she had a blast... and i beleive her cuz we're cool like that. good to know someone else apprecaites my music around here. i miss kelly alot! she's great!!! i know in the fall tally will be better. more people.... more beta bar which means i actually know all the kids there... i need some friends in tally besides kell and ash... i love them, but shit... i need a crew ya know?? haha dude... brendan will be there. hot damn... shhhhh i didnt say that k??? i think kelly would absolutely kill me if she knew i had a thing for him. haha oh well. rach = boy crazy.... until i find a good one that is... then i'm totally good about it. i love being a girlfriend. haha well one more time THE JEALOUS SOUND IS AWESOME. download it now! they played with the stereo, cobra high, and..... that local band... haha good stuff. priceless, anxious arms, and whats wrong is everywhere were totally played perfect... love THAT band!!!!!!! oh and on a side note, jess, rita and i are starting a band called THE BAND. good right?? the stereo inspired us.... thanks. arright.... see ya later.... bed time now! <3 whatever i do whatever i say to make you feel better and every hour of everyday is all i ever hand me your hope just stay together they're all down watching you drown its now or never r u n to me

reach down, deliver it [05 Aug 2003|01:40am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | jealous sound "concentrate" ] k so now i have time to make this a bit longer.... well...the b-day was good. nothing huge ya know? i'm not all into always getting drunk and stuff on birthdays... its just another day ya know... oh well. it was cool though home is good. i missed my house, and my parents, and san antonio... weird right? very. i really do like it here though... if there was a beach it'd be great, but ehhh thats all its really lacking.... so the whole kyle deal.... well its kinda like this... i like kyle. always have. but when i was gone it was like..... he was getting more attached while i was getting less. that scares me real bad. i liked 'us' how we were before i left. nothing real serious, but we were totally into each other... it was nice. and then before i left he started saying all this stuff like 'oh i'll make it up to you when you come back... thanx for being patient' i'm like wha?? if i was waiting around for something... well i just wouldnt wait around. i liked what we were. and now he wants to complicate things... not good. sooooo anywayz... i didnt even wanna see him today actually... it would be so much easier if i could just aviod him. but i CANT do that. especially not after the letter and the FLOWERS. so he comes over... he made my chocolate covered strawberries and bought me vegan chocolate. how fucking awesome is that??? damn him for being so... so attentive.he is such a keeper it makes me sick. because at THIS moment... not tomorrow or in a week mind you.... i don't want him around. it's like, i think he's great, so great, but i've seen what else is out there... and right now he's not my thing. maybe he was for a while. and maybe he will be tomorrow, or in 3 years... but as of now he's not what i want. i want a boy. a scraggly tattooed-pierced boy that likes to go to shows and smoke cigerettes... i want a guy that i can make out with. a guy that is macho yet cool enough to just chill with. i want a guy with black hair. is that kyle? HAHAHA no where near being kyle. not even slightly. so what do i do? be his first girlfriend, first long distance relationship, AND the first girl to break up with him???? not fun. i dont know. rita says to just tell him i cant do the whole long distance thing if things start getting weird while i'm home. blahhhh. i will if it comes to it. i hate these kinds of confrontations.. i can do the pissed off ones at waiters and enemies so good. but to boys... hell no, i'm weak at that. tomorrow=hair cut. thank god. it's gonna be hot and tomorrow= THE JEALOUS SOUND i'm stoked, i dont care if i even go by myself.. its gonna rock. night ya'll. 2 blocks away| r u n to me

today's my b-day!!! [04 Aug 2003|05:07pm] right, so today's my birthday. fun fun i'm FINALLY 18! tonight, me, jess, rit, and elise are going to dinner with my parents at macaronni grill.... yummm kyle's about to come over.... i dont want him too.... why?? hmmm cuz i've experienced so much in such a short time..... its not that i want to be on the 'single scene' .... not at all..... i just want a guy thats fuckin within a 30 minute driving range.... not 2 days... not 3 hours... not AUSTRALIA.... my eye hurts by the way. haha. its all red. not so hot. ehhhh thats me i guess... psh. cheese and cracker time... i'll be back later... PEACE r u n to me

hola! [03 Aug 2003|02:58pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | cake "sheep go to heaven, goats go to hell" ] this is gonna be short.... I'M HOME!!! YAY!!! college was fun and all that.... sorta... that will take more time to talk about than i have now though... elise is on her way over! I'M so excited!!!!!!! rita nad jess are coming in about an hour too! so.... i'm kinda like not dying anymore. but i think i was about to flip out after joel left. that was badddddd news. i felt utterly shitty. never before has it been that bad. yikes. makes me wonder... why did i feel that strongly about him ya know?? i feel like there's a reason for it... and i'm scared i might have just let something... someone AWESOME go.... i wouldnt be able to handle that.... he's so great though. come back will ya? i swear i'd go with you this time... r u n to me

Circle one: lame...in love...psycho...dying [31 Jul 2003|09:20am] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | nothing. ] i feel sick. physically sick.... like i'm about to throw up any second. and i'm shaking. my whole body is trembling. like nervousness or something... last night i didnt go to bed until like what, 3:20ish? yeah well i couldn't sleep. i finally got up at like 8:45 and took a hot shower. 8:45. anyone who knows my sleeping pattern can tell you that that's absurd. i was restless though. and all i dreamt about was day of contempt. well more so about HIM... i swear. i think every possible scenerio that could ever happen again when through my head. JOEL. holy shit... when i typed that, the shaking got worse. somethings wrong with me. somethings really wrong. did i meantion i have the chills??? in the shower... its all hot... and i'm freezing and shaking... like right now... i'm fully dressed... and i'll just start up in convulsions of chills... i need to throw up. i cant though. whats fucking wrong with me? this is all mental... i know i'm not really getting sick... it wouldnt start like this anyway. i have NEVER felt this shitty before. never like this. i dont know what to do though. i cant call him. cant do anything except wait. fuck. r u n to me

oi oi oi [31 Jul 2003|03:22am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | droning of the fridge ] who's got a NEW CRUSH?? ME!!! I <3 Joel why do allll the good ones like so FUCKING FAR??????? I <3333 Joel yeah thats enough... -------------------------- my bed's empty tonight... :*( r u n to me

if only you could see this... [31 Jul 2003|03:02am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | The Streets "Don't Mug Yourself" ] ok WOW.... last night = AWESOME so i work for the radio station right... so i get into shows for free....that in itself rocks... but i also get to set up my talbe all cozy next to the band's merch boths.... soooo last night was Every Time I Die, Throwdown, this australian band called Day Of Contempt, and Terror. AWESOME FUCKING SHOW. they all just absolutely tore it up... but what's better? oh i'll tell you.... i was being all friendly with them all... and so i got some of the bands' pizza.... i also started flirting alllll hardcore with joel, the aussie drummer from DOC... he was awesome. we hung out all night, he got me free water... we talked... it was great. then joel informs me that they need a place to stay for the night.... OH MAN DID I JUMP ON THAT CHANCE psh. and of course they came, cuz joel's a bad ass. and cuz i looked oh so cute (and oh so scene!) oh baby were they gorgeous?!? I HAVE PICS.. just can't figure out how to put them up... seriously.... HARDCORE BAND + AUSSIES = A BEAUTIFUL THING me and joel soooooo hit it off.... he slept in my bed (since there were 6 of them) and we stayed up all night... hey hey... get your minf outta the gutter.... hehehe or not... i'll never tell!! but we stayed up whispering about stuff for hours. it was awesome. totally awesome. my favorite quotes from him though: (remember this is an australian accent... and a whisper, i've decided that's the best combo EVER) "if i lived here, you'd be my girlfriend... and we could go to shows together" "i could lay here and talk to you forever" "morning, love" "you want to make-out? in australia we call 'making out' - 'to get on with it' but apparently here that means sex" OH MAN do i miss him. can i move to australia? i'm seriously thinking about it now... hot damn. can i marry him now??? oh, and talk about HOT. psh, i mean like the majority of them were... but jezus. JOEL MARRY ME NOW!!! they left this morning... how sad was that? they rocked so much... :*( but nonetheless... the biggest aussie hardcore band spent the night in MY ROOM last night. AUSSIES BABY. HOT ones at that... and wow. wow wow WOW. come back and live with me forever????? r u n to me

i'm listless... or not... [28 Jul 2003|07:05pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Thrice- "To Awake and Avenge the Dead" ] last car ride: walmart and the storage place today with ash last kiss: ummm ross.... one I enjoyed: really enjoyed? brian. yeah. oh well, sucks for me. last movie seen: pirates of the caribbean... arggg!! last cuss word uttered: umm damn prolly... i dunno i cuss alot. last beverage drank: yoohoo!! last food consumed: pizza hut cheese sticks last crush: brendan... oh yeah last phone call: kyle last tv show watched: surf girls last time showered: last night last shoes worn: flip flops last cd played: jealous sound last item bought: food at walmart last downloaded: haha pat green - southbound 35 last annoyance: ross saying how hard remedial algebra is, and that he won't pass it last disappointment: kelly not being cool today last thing written: this survey? last words spoken: "what are you packing right now?" to ash last sleep: last night last sexual fantasy: haha. carlos told me a good one... about almost raping a really nerdy guy... how hot is that? him getting all fluttered... hehe... but otherwise.... brenden... mmmm last ice cream eaten: chocolate chip cookie dough last time amused: the guy with the goggles and air mask at the union, i waas amused and scared... last time wanting to die: i've never wanted to die last time in love: only IN LOVE once... tyler... i love mike alot though, i missss him! i love alot of people though last time hugged: today, kevvy! last chair sat in: this one? last lipstick used: chapstick last show attended: warped tour yesterday baby! last webpage visited: uhhh this one??? FAVORITE: day of the week: friday least favorite day: monday flower: tulips jello flavor: i dont eat that... gelatin... YUCK... crushed animal bones folks.... special skills/talents:running? arguing... kissing??? hahaha shampoo: herbal essance right now... oh well... usually cat walk though summer/winter: fall? well if not fall then SUMMER PERSON WHO LAST called you: my RITA!!! slept in your bed: in my bed? just me... maybe rita while she house-sat saw you cry: mike probably.. people dont usually see me cry made you cry: the world?? fsu kids? uhhh thats impossible to answer right now you yelled at: ross sent you an email: carlos HAVE YOU EVER said I Love You and meant it: yes, to little mikey gone out in public in your pajamas: yep last nght kept a secret from everyone: yes, i'm good at it cried during a movie: yes planned your week based on the TV Guide: noooo been to New York: the airport... does that count?? been to California: yep what time is it now: 7:44 been to jail: never been in a pyschatric ward: nope apples or bananas: both what are you going to do after you type this: i dunno... prolly type a real entry... are you bored: nope i'm talking to kyle last noise you heard: the shower FRIENDSHIP/LOVE do you believe in love at first sight: maybe. who knows... i think it's possible but rare do you want children someday: duh!! i love kids!! most important thing to you in a friendship: loyality OTHER INFO things you dislike most about yourself: my tummy!! haha worst feeling in the world: when you love someone and they dont love you back who do you love: my family and friends who you miss: my parents, riley, rita, jess, elise, kyle USER INFO: how old do you look: 17 how old do you act: hmmm older than i am i think... i hope... glasses/contacts: both do you have any pets: riley's my doggie!! do you get embarrassed: occasionally what upsets you: when people are selfish or fake... when the boy that i most desperately want doesnt do anything... say yes or no... FINISH THE SENTENCE i love to: surf i miss: san antonio... NEVER thought i'd say that i wish: everyone was mature and knew what they wanted... cuz i know what i want... for the moment i hope: kyle goes to colorado... and doesnt stay on account of me... he needs to ge less attached... i am annoyed by: kelly and her ways of everything... her humor is hurtful sometimes and she switched moods alot i am: tired, ready to be home, lucky, and looking to the future... i want to be: in a frikkin (good) relationship with someone who lives here!! i would never: hurt mike i'd rather be: in love i will always be: spontaneous WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: what do you notice first: clothes, smile, eyes last person you slow danced with: ross... but a real dance, kyle do you have a crush on anyone: oh yeah. brendan... haha... brian to, but FUCK. he's useless top 5 people of the opposite sex you wanna do: justin fuckin timberlake ohhh man, ashton kutcher, that josh guy i know, the obvious brad pitt, and.... jason gleason... oh baby oh baby WHO: makes you laugh the most: RITA!!! and jess and elise makes you smile: rita, jess, elise, kyle, eric david, and.... like everyone! can make you feel better no matter what: eric david... except when he's whats making me feel bad... has a crush on you: uhh that weird guy... do you have a crush on: psh. brenden, since he's close... or will be soon i should say DO YOU EVER: sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: not really unless they're supposed to call at a certain time and i'm bored... save MSN conversations: i save aim convos. if thier of importance to me save Emails: usually cuz i file them wish you were someone else: umm sometimes, briefly wear perfume: yeah i like to smell pretty! kiss: psh. i love kissing... as long as its not like with some boy who only wants sex... i'll kiss whoever, whenever, but if it goes further, its with a cool person.... romantic memory: do you ever romantic memory? huh? HAVE YOU: fallen for your best friend?: yeah... jj made out with JUST a friend?: haha all the time been rejected: yeah... alot sadly... haha been in love?: once been in lust?: oh yeah alll the time... i'm a luster used someone?: ha, yeah... bad rachel... been used?: ummm yeah prolly... shit happens of well cheated on someone?: sorta... not when it's counted though. been cheated on?: nope been kissed?: yes done something you regret?: well yes and no... everything's a learning experience DO YOU... color your hair?: never have have piercings?: cartilidge, belly button, nose have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: umm theres kyle. own a webcam?: uh huh own a thong?: hahahaha YES ever get off the damn computer?: to restart sprechen Sie Deutsch?: ja i heisse rachel und ich bin sebensein jarhe alt. ich komme aus texas... habla espanol?: ehhh no not much... quack?: yes'm? HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU.. stolen anything?: yeah like stuff from thrift town smoke?: weed nope, cigs.... sometimes... when i'm stressed schizophrenic?: nope obsessive compulsive?: i have my moments panic: not usually anxiety?: sometimes depressed?: rarely FOR OR AGAINST... long distance relationships: oh man.... why's this the first one??? i dont know. they suck. but i dont know if they're good or bad. using someone: against usually... it does depend sometimes though... killing people: i'm not down with violence... but death penalty is cheaper and i dont want to pay for a killer to live driving drunk: against gay/lesbian relationship: they're cool.. i have so many friends like that... they rock. soap operahs: they;\'re sadly addicting FAVORITE... food: ice cream probably... song: priceless by jealous sound. thing to talk about: boys, sex, love... all that is greatttt drinks: lemonade or tea.... or coffee clothes: uhhhh all my clothes? favorite band of all time: jealous sound. tbs. recover. holiday: christmas or b-days... or halloween disney movie: i guess.... shrek, does that count? i like the little mermaid and lion king too... scent: cigerettes and cologne mised together... mmmm nickname: rach, racho, rachy, madden guy name: kaelin DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... pretty: i wish funny: yes, in a silly way... hot: when i want friendly: uh huh amusing: oh course ugly: i really hope not... loveable: all the time pessimistic: only half the time... no not really, only a little optimistic: yes almost always :) caring: yes yes sweet: when i'm not a bitch... so, usually i'm sweet! ha dorky: always r u n to me

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