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The End [08 Oct 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | The Doors - The End ]

This is the end... (do do do)

My only friend... the end....

Yes, death to my journal.


I made this journal to impress a girl (how ironic) but now that i have found the girl that i've been looking for, i have no desire to write in it anymore. If you wanna chat, LedZpelin would be the AIM.

And farewell,

Ado ado ado

yeah... I'm going...

any second now....


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[18 Sep 2003|07:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Guns N Roses - Paradise City ]



Got any ideas???

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Update [14 Sep 2003|02:57pm]
[ mood | hungover... again ]
[ music | Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies ]

Yes yes... I'll update my freakin journal.... geez!

Now... where to begin.... hmmmm....

Yes, I believe that I am somewhat sick of this journal business.

Ok, I got it!

(THe following story occured on the night of September 13.... Saturday)

Well, actually... I'm too lazy to explain the whole night... so I"ll do it fast.

I'm at Melissa's friend Sarah's Surprise Party. Its about 6:30. I hang out there for a while until Ian picks me up. We then drive out to the middle of bumfuck for this party. Now lemme tell ya, I've seen some hicks before... but these Simi Valley goers were the shit. Full on white trash. (All of you that are white trash and are reading this... I apologize for that last comment)

So, we get there and there is nothing to drink... Now you have to understand... I'm royally pissed off now. Finally Starr lets us know about her stashed full bottle of 100 prooff whiskey...

Uh oh...

So naturally, I'm the first one to it. Justin and I sit for a while and jsut chill and drink. I also had jacked a beer from the fridge earlier, but that was shit. Beer sucks. So, then we go into starr's house and make a few whiskey loaded drinks... yeah I had too much.

Now, the rest of my night is somewhat blurred...

I Remember going in a car and driving to some other party where the Olsen Twins were... But i never saw them.
I also recall going into this party and just drinking everything I could grab. there was this 40 on the table that this guy put down... and we all started drinkin it. And then when he came back he was all "Yeha where's my 40?"

But Harrison took care of that.

That's about all I remember.

My friends told me that I fell into the trunk of the car head first... and that I ran outta the car and took a piss on this guys lawn... but... I dont believe them = D

Oh yeah, we went to this other party... but they wouldnt let us in. SO my friends hopped the fence and started throwing shit into the guys pool. Oh man, he was so pissed... so We jetted... But i guess we left HArrison there...


He knew people there dont worry....

And that was it. I woke up this morning, and my head was as heavy as a fucking boulder. It was hell. i had to go play a soccer game too....


WE lost 2 to nill....

And that is my beautiful, exciting, new entry for all of you that insist that I write one.... (not a very short entry huh?)

And now, I will eat some coffee ice cream... mmmmmmm


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Escuela [04 Sep 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Van Halen - Running With The Devil ]

Today be Thursday... (as you know, thursday is my favorite journal day)

School is very... school-ish-ness. Yah, its really not that bad. I've come to realize that if you actually pay attention and try to do your work, it goes by faster. (Last year I sat and did nothing all year and the days seemed longer)

Classes are good, but I'm not gonna bore myself by listing them and talking about each one like everyone else does... Oh yeah, rebel withoutta cause!!! Rock on.

So uh... cool weekend ahead. Got 2 soccer games, gonna hang out at Ventura and then get wasted at Julian's casa, see the girly = D and just enjoy myself. Cuz that is what its all aboot.

And yeah... that would be pretty much all that I have to say today....

Ohhhh!!!!!!!!!! 6th period I got a college class a Pierce (Music) but it doesn't start till next week. So justin, jeremy, eli and I just hang out and drive somewhere every 6th... It's rad, we get to chat about cool stuffs and such.... Hah, good times my friends...

Bye bye

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Just Another Hangover... [01 Sep 2003|02:09am]
[ mood | Hung-over ]
[ music | Andrew W.K. - Party Till You Puke ]

I woke up today at about 1 o'clock.

As I'm trying to sit up, it feels as if I had gained 30 pounds and it all went to my head.

I feel like shit.

But I'm happy.

Last night, I got wasted. Now you must understand the meaning of being completely trashed. Personally, I have no desire to smoke... but I do enjoy the company of a good alcoholic beverage.

So now, I will attempt to relive the follies of last night...

I go over to Melissa's house at like 7 or somethin with Harrison. Shes there with her friends. We get in the car and drive to my buddy Julians casa. His parents are gone for 2 weeks, but he didnt want to have party. So we hung out there for a while, until we figured out what our plans were for the rest of the evening.

We leave the house at about... 9ish I suppose. After calling Matt we confirm... there is no liqour in the house. You know what that means... we gotta buy it again. We pull up to this liqour store by Harrison's place. I go in and stake out what they got. Then, H hitches up with this mexican guy with a mullet. Here is the conversation...

H: Hey man
Mex: Yo homes whatcha want?
H: Hey, could you get me a bottle of vodka
Mex: Yeah fool, (pause) what kind ya want.
H: Just vodka

We pay the man, bag it and take off for Matt's.

We roll up in front of Matt's place at about 9:30. We get inside and I say "Hi" to all my buddies. There we were, in stonerland. Everyone was fucking blazing or was already toasted. It was great. So naturally, I bust out the vodka and start downin it. I don't remember how much I drank. I do remember, however, grabbing a beer outta the fridge and downing some tequila.

The rest of the night after that isn't quite clear. I remember being in various rooms at various times with my gal. Thats about it.

Now its about 2... Melissa and her friends have left and I find myself passed out on the floor or Matt's room. I say goodbye, grab a scooter, and scooter myself home. Now lemme tell ya... its hard enough to scooter at night more or less when your drunk. So I get home, sneak in through the dog door and crash on me bed.

And that was my night. Crazy fun. Today I went to the Coinstar and made 24 dollars with a box full of pennies. Lemme tell ya, that Coinstar thing is super rad. Then I hung out with Melissa and went out to dinner.

And here I am at 2:30 am. My friends just left and I had the urge to write. Oooh yeah, we were outside and a cop drove by, but didnt stop us. I guess he was on a call or else he woulda. And thats bout it.


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[30 Aug 2003|06:28pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | ACDC - Jailbreak ]






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As of late.. [28 Aug 2003|01:12am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | ACDC - Girl's Got Rhythm ]

As you all know, I haven't had much of anything to say lately... Been on somewhat of a dry spell so to speak...


Today is a different story...

Although I've only known this person for about a weeks, I could write pages upon pages about her... but as you all know, I'm lazy.

So I guess I'll have to save those "pages" for another time.

Well anywho, Melissa is a totally groovy gal and I’m so glad that I had the chance to meet her. In the past two weeks or so… I think that I’ve seen her almost everyday. It’s pretty rad.

My pals are home from Hawaii and as soon as Justin gets his lame ass of that house boat, we can have practice again. I’m dying to play some tunes!!! I got my paycheck as well. (Finally) I got it in the mail all torn and such… damn you postal service!!! $185.24 It feels soo good to hold a check addressed to you… especially if you worked for it. But I officially hate the government. They ate like 30 dollars off my check… I mean, what do they need the money for… bastards. Now I can pay to get my guitar set-up, pay back my mom, and maybe even buy something nice for da lady type… = D anyways… I really don’t want to write anymore, and it’s late, and yeah. But uh… oh yeah!!! Going to Disneyland on Friday!! WOOT WOOT!! (hehe) should be awesome possum…

Ok, enough already.

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Uh... [26 Aug 2003|02:00pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Nirvana - In Bloom ]

Figured I'd update my excuse for a journal...

Although, there isn't much to say...

(Usually, when I have nothing to say, I write lyrics on me journal)

But, not today... no sir... not a chance in hell...

Now that I have completely wasted my time (and yours) I will vamoose...


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HOME SWEET HOME [23 Aug 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | The Beatles - Something ]

I'm home...


I have nothing interesting to say...

Except that I wish I weren't home....

Because vacation is swell...

And now I must go...

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Just A Little Beach Town [16 Aug 2003|01:10pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | The Who - Eminence Front ]



Whoa, let the sun beat down upon my face
And stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space
To be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race
This world has seldom seen
To talk of days for which they sit and wait
All will be revealed



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FINALS [14 Aug 2003|10:44am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | ACDC - Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap ]

Took my Spanish final today... ouch....

Well, lets just say that I'm pretty fucked if I didnt pass. My parents will eat me. Even with Liz's help, there is a slim chance that I passed.

Going to Carpenteria on saturday for a week. Should be loads of groovy fun. Gonna surf everyday and play guitar/mandolin on the beach.

As for the band... were moving along quite well. Just need a few more songs and a dedicated singer.

Well, I'm kinda pissed that I didn't study more... I'm such a lazy fuck, ahah. (its not that funny) Now time to enjoy the rest of my summer.

Adios! Hasta Manana.

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AQUABATS [09 Aug 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | The Aquabats - Aminoman ]





Last night, was my 6th aquabat show. They are so awesome. We saw them out in pomona (aka the most boring place in the world) Pomona sucks arse, but the aquabats definately rock there.

THis was the first bat show where I actually got into a fight. (Justin can vouch for this) This guy blatantly shoved me and I got a little upset... So I went over to him and socked him in the side. We engaged in a pointless, fun-filled, over-testosterone-ated brawl. It was fun. Then his friend came over and gave me a few good shots in the back. The encounter finally ended when the guy left. Uh, yeah thats about all the attention that I can give to writing today. There's just somethin bout the environment... all the people singing and dancin and the best fucking concert band playin... you just dont want it to end.

And thats that.

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[06 Aug 2003|07:50pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | Led Zeppelin - What Is And What Should Never Be ]

This journal is dedicated to the evil tease of doom...


Evil evil evil.

And now , I leave you with this note...

And if you say to me tomorrow,
oh what fun it all would be.
Then what's to stop us, pretty baby.
But what is and what should never be.

Yes, Zeppelin rules all. They have a song for everything =)

Ooo, I got a Spanish test manana and I am going to fail.


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Food For Thought [05 Aug 2003|12:56am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | The Aquabats - Danger Woman ]

1 AM

HAve you ever gone back and looked at a previous entry and said to yourself, "Man, that is some stupid shit."


Granted, In the past I have said a number of... ridiculous things But, I mean look at me... I'm ridiculous...

Err yeah, this isn't going where I wanted it to.

(Can I start over?)

See the great thing about this journal-ma-jig, is that you can always go back and change what you wrote. Or, you can be like me and read your past entries and laugh... actually, I will probably laugh at this entry tomorrow.

So, fuck you FUTURE BEN!!! You suck!


I said it.

Look, I can even ramble on about nothing...

And make groovy blank spaces.

Yup, I can do jsut about anything I want to ... (not really)

But, what I can do is attempt to save this entry, before I lose my own attention...



*5.2 minutes gone by* ( I timed it... really )

Yeah, this is pretty boring... I'm just kinda sitting here, talking about nothing, for no particular reason at all.

I think I'll go watch Homestar... and eat a cookie.... maybe one of those radical black and white cookies... oooo or those oatmeal ones in the pantry.... mmm


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Just Another Thursday My Friends. [31 Jul 2003|04:00pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Van Halen - Panama ]

Hey Hey!!!

Guess what day it is!?!?!?






Yeah, so thursday isn't very special. I mean, its just another day... right?

So, I start off my day by being ontime to class... (thats like the first time ever by the way) Class wasn't that bad today. I kept myself busy, so it went by fast. I drew a ubber maze called "THE MAZE OF DOOM!" (tm) It's radical. You see, (well i guess you cant really see) I dont know what it is aboot spanish class, but I can't seem to pay attention... at all.

When I say "not at all" I really truely mean, not at all. I honestly have no idea what were learning in spanish, what chapter were on, what the homework is... yeah im kinda screwed. *grin*

After class, I went to SCOI for my therapy. (broken foot stuff) I walk in there sign in. After a while, this huge, and i mean huge black guy walks out and goes.. "BEN!!?!?!?! were ready for you"

I was like.... fuck. =|

So there I am, walking next to this 6 foot 5 huge buff black guy, royally pissed off.

And then... I am saved!

Hes all, wait here, meg will be with you shortly.

Well, turns out Meg is this hot blonde college intern from New Orleans... =D We do all these cool exercises and she is really nice and all that stuff.

Now, I'm aboot to go out to dinner with da familia. Claro que no! uh.. yeah thats bout it.



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No More!! [28 Jul 2003|11:22pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | The Who - Behind Blue Eyes ]

No more braces!!!

No more boot!!!

I'm free from the clutches of evil!!!

Website is almost done... damnit Jeremy, why did you card have to fail?!? =(

Aahh oh well, we are still trying to find a free webhost that is banner-less and doesn't run with shared bandwidth... and thats about it...

ooo, I'm gonna flunk spanish... yay!

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Weekend [26 Jul 2003|12:29pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Led Zeppelin - Ramble On ]


Parents are gone, so I can sneak in an entry. =)

I got a couple jobs in the past week!! I'm gonna look after this family's house and their dog. Oooh! And I got a job being a telemarketer at this place in Westwood. It should be cool. $8.50 a hour isn't bad.

What else...

Uh, band website is going pretty well. We still need to purchase our domain and get a host. As for the actual building of the site, well... my "helper" (aka building the site for me while I watch) is being lazy. So that is kinda laggin.

ANd thats about it... And I leave you with this song.

Leaves are falling all around,
It's time I was on my way.
Thanks to you, I'm much obliged
For such a pleasant stay.

But now it's time for me to go,
The autumn moon lights my way.
For now I smell the rain,
And with it pain,
And it's headed my way.
Ah, sometimes I grow so tired,
But I know I've got one thing I got to do,

-Zeppelin rocks

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Yah Yeh [23 Jul 2003|12:49pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Led Zeppelin - How Many More Times ]

Yup... 2 weeks.... manual labor, no t.v, no computer, no phone, no friends... nothing. He found out that I took stuff from the fridge. I had it coming, and I'm not upset.

Its just, the things he says to me... (and they have been the same since I was about 11) failure, pathetic, stubborn, selfish, disgrace... I've become used to it...

But like 2 eggs on a frying pan, I cracked last night. I just kinda let it all out, and it was very embarrassing.

I won't be updating for a while, unless my parental units leave the computer on. My band and I just took pictures for our website and were gonna buy our own URL soon. That will be cool. College is fun. Its not as boring anymore... I just kinda sit in my own world, and make comments at the appropriate times... =)

Adios mis amigos.

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THEY KNOW [21 Jul 2003|10:12pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Sublime - KRS1 ]

They know... and I am grounded.

My punishment... the rest of the summer doing manual labor... planting, sanding, painting, and such.

My dad's all, "Look son, I'm putting you to work. This way, you don't have to think, something your good at."


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THE LIVING ENDing of our party. [21 Jul 2003|12:40pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | The Living End - Silent Victory ]

Interesting day today... I think my college teacher winked at me. Blegh. =|

Been listening to The Living End alot these last couple of days. They really rock/. Uh, besides that, its been fairly quiet. Kinda a big fallout from the party. I'm somewhat bored, but my music keeps me company. Slowly but surely, the parental units are discovering the harshness of the "Bash at the Band House" I knew this was coming. Deny I shall, but they already know. The council of parents also know as... "Julian's Mom" will slowly corrupt all other parents. With the help of Justin's mother and my father, we shall soon all be grounded. But, I'm not going down without a fight. No way in hell.

I've come to realize that I don't care much. Justin has shown me his ways... and I like them... Now, I don't know if this is a good thing... but it doesn't have to be.

Thats about all I have to say for today.

( I like hard lemonade =D )

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