So true. Well Most of it.   
07:24pm 23/02/2004
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.

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08:57pm 27/01/2004

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12:40am 30/12/2003
mood: bouncy
music: ?kill hannah?
Ah. God. I'm bored. And cold. But thats okay. And I'm hyper. And I don't know what else. Booyah. This is going to be pointless. I feel it. haha. Whoo, anyways....*ahem* I have fallen out of my chair a record of like 3 times in the past hour. Being hyper isn't good. I opened up the cut on my knee. Oh god, i hate ice. lmfao. roflmao. Whoo. I was cleaning up in the basement and I found a wicked ass sweater. Booyah. Grannie style. it fudgin rocks! herm...yeah. Ville Valo is amusing. Oh yeah. *nods* uhmm yeahhh. I think I need to get out of the house more often...before i, yanno, start laughing at everything. *coughs* Yes. I want to help little children in factories that are far, far away. uh huh. Oookay, I'm done. *long pause*....*grins*....hum. No I'm not. Because I'm hyper and bored. I think I'm going to go write more of my story. Yes. Theres a plan. G'Bye.
+boys and girls, they dance like it's the end of the world, boys and girls, they dance dance dance uh oh+
he's a real cannibal, and suicidal...or have we gone heavy metal?

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24 Hours on an Empty Brain. Got My Finger on the Trigger and You're in my Way.   
02:23pm 27/12/2003
mood: depressed
music: Lullaby-The Cure.
I'm fuckin bored. And annoyed. And no ones on msn. And Im lame. So Im going to write in here. Again. The weirdest thing happened last night. I'm not even sure it really happened... It was like one in the morning, and i was on the phone, lack of anything else to do. Anyhow, I went into my room and picked up my hoodie that was on the floor, which had been on my bed like two hours before. Right. The Static Lullaby one that says 'I never meant to hurt you...' whatever. So I sat in the corner, on my bed and Im talking on the phone. And one of the drawers on my chest opened like 2 inches. Definitely had a lack of sleep so I'm like whatever, Im imagining things. Phone goes staticky and you can hear someone else talking on it, right? Which really doesn't surprise me cuz my phone picks up other peoples convos all the time. But then it was freezing in my room, and the fish wind mobile thing in the far corner started moving. That freaked me out. There was absolutely no air from the furnace or whatever. No breeze anywhere. So basically Im about to shit myself lol and I got up and stood in my doorway, in the hall and Im just kinda checkin things out and the door creaked and really really slightly moved towards me. Okay, yeah, thats not normal. And Im half asleep, sleep deprived, freezing off my ass and now besically hysterical. Yanno when you're just SO out of it and tired you cry, and just don't wanna be alone? lol. Yeah, thats me last night. So I got off the phone and *grins* went into grammie's room. haha. Cuz Im a baby. She told me to stop watching retarded movies, lol, which I hadnt that night, and, if I wanted, to sleep in the extra bed in her room. Which I did. haha Cuz Im wicked cool like that. so yeah. I woke up and no one was home. Which wasn't cool. Cuz I started imagining things so I turned on some music really loud. Mmhmm.
Yeah. so anyways my fucking Mum comes over and wants me to help her clean in the basement and go to some store. Yeah right. I can barely Tolerate my family. And, since Its holidays, Ive seen them for *way* too long everyday, and Im just sick of it. My mum doesnt give me any space at all and I mean come on, I need my space. So it figures I'd flip out on her. So, hey! Bcuz I didnt want to go anywhere im...Ta Da! Magically depressed again. So, hey, psycho-doctor, expect to see me sometime in the very near future. Oh, by the way, mum, Love you too.

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This Machine Kills Fascists.   
05:50pm 26/12/2003
  Band survey
Choose a band and answer only in song TITLES by that band.

Are you female or male: A new kind of army
How do some people feel about you: Confused Youth
How do you feel about yourself: Not Gonna Change
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Born to Die
Describe your current/future girlfriend/boyfriend: Ever fallen in love?
Describe where you want to be: Free Nation
Describe what you want to be: The Freaks, Nerds & Romantics
Describe how you live: Their system doesn't work for you
Share a few words of wisdom: Kill the Rich

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03:12pm 26/12/2003
01 | my mummies hat
02 | Joanne blowing bubbles at me, her ass...the air that comes out of her ass...*thinks*...basically, Joanne.
03 | opening up to people
04 | growing up to be like my family...'nuff said
05 | spiders...i think they're cool..but I see one and I'll cry. lol *shrugs*
01 | Joanne
02 | My mom...when she's not pissing me off. Which isn't often...anyways...
03 | Kim
04 | my own stupidity...'nuff said.
05 | the world. I laugh at mostly everything. It's basically laugh or cry.
01 | Music. And Candles. And bubbles. *pauses* Why does that sound like a cheesy sex scene...
02 | Writing. And designing stuff (clothes, etc.)
03 | animals. Ooh, and helping people. Cuz we all know Im such a hippie/ do gooder. :P
04 | Getting out of my house and going to shows, or just chillin with my friends.
05 | People that aren't afraid to be unique, and give their opinion.
01 | Racism.
02 | Stereotypes.
03 | Unoriginality.
04 | Judging others based on looks, or name calling and such without actually knowing the person.
05 | Meat.
01 | why people like rap. *shrugs*
02 | why people would eat meat when you don't have to OR need to.
03 | why people abuse their children, its horrible.
04 | how some people try so hard to be like everyone else. Do you honestly *want* to be boring?
05 | Life.
01 | computer
02 | pens
03 | nail polish
04 | cd's
05 | my smooshy gel mouse pad. Te he.
01 | talking to Shawn.
02 | listening to music
03 | Wondering when Joannes going to wake up. She's on my bed in the other room *nods* lol
04 | typing this out. And thinking of ways to pester my mom to get my tongue peirced.
05 | Yawning. Cuz Im tired.
01 | Go vegan. Open a restaurant with Joanne! Cuz she semi-thinks the way i do and rocks! haha
02 | make a chain of vegan restaurants around the world
03 | Get my tongue peirced.
04 | Make people listen, open their eyes to what's really happening to the world.
05 | hum....*lightbulb goes on...*....*grins*
01 | Fall on bottle caps.
02 | Make an absolute fool of myself when I'm drunk/high. Which could be why I dont do that much...
03 | Trip on everything. Oh, and drool when I'm sleeping. Cuz you *know* you wanted to know that :P
04 | Get myself called a slut for no apparent reason.
05 | Be amused at almost anything.
01 | Quiet to some, extremely loud and obnoxious/retarded to others. *grins*
02 | Clueless-Shawn. haha
03 | Open minded
04 | Bizarre.
05 | Stubborn.
01 | Look the other way.
02 | hurt animals.
03 | Eat Meat. cuz it's gross.
04 | Sing. Fuck, theres disaster waiting to happen.
05 | walk in a straight line. haha.
01 | Anti-Flag. Cuz they rock. Well, to me.
02 | Thunderstorms.
03 | The Lion King Soundtrack.
04 | Joanne's Mom. Cuz she's my hero. Bwahaha
05 | Evil Mike in the woods. "muahahah"
01 | Joanne telling you about me liking Turner. Just because I don't.
02 | media/ know its all a bunch of bullshit.
03 | Me when I ramble. It gets kind of scary.
04 | Circus clowns.

05 |
01 | Oh yeah.
02 | Indeed.
03 | Apparently.
04 | Right on.
05 | Are you fucking retarded?/moron.
01 | Strawberries.
02 | Peanut Butter.
03 | Lime/Orange Sherbet.
04 | Frozen Blueberries.
05 | French Fries..sometimes...
01 | Definitely the drums. Maybe guitar.
02 | To be more outgoing.
03 | To draw better.
04 | The purpose of Life.
05 | how the chipmunks fit so many nuts in their cheeks!
01 | water
02 | ice caps/ French Vanilla cappucino
03 | strawberry smoothies
04 | orange juice
05 | that good cranberry juice stuff.
01 | littlest hobo
02 | Barney.
03 | Polka Dots. hahaha.
04 | Rupert.
05 | Lamb Chop Play-a-long.....muahha
[ x ] Wallet - has money at the moment....and a lot of cards....haha
[ x ] Hairbrush - purple and green.
[ x ] Toothbrush - minty.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - it varies. Silver rings..cuz gold sucks. Hemp somtimes. A lot of stars. Spikes sometimes. Pet accesories...haha
[ x ] Pillow cover - a various assortment. Blue one. Colourful striped one. Flowers lol. And a purple one with a unicorn. Booyah. And they smell good! haha
[ x ] Coffee Cup - I don't really own
[ x ] Sunglasses - umm I have little kid ones. Theyre green/pink and blue. haha
[ x ] Underwear - on my ass.
[ x ] Favorite shirt - *shrugs*
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - I like it. Sometimes.
[ x ] CD - Rock my world.
[ x ] Tattoos - hum. Soon. well...hopefully.
[ x ] Piercings - 8 on my ears. In various places.
[ x ] In my mouth - carrots.
[ x ] In my head - The Darkness. Booyah lol.
[ x ] Wishing - I had drums and could play 'em.
[ x ] After this - Wherever life takes me. haha
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Oh Turner! lmfao! no. hmm *thinks*...I dont know right now.
[ x ] Is next to you - a sleepy Joanne that woke up like 10 minutes ago.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - SLC Punk, Queen Of The Damned, Wrong Turn, The Pool. The Nightmare Before Christmas, Homeroom. Booyah. And I dunno, more of 'em.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - concerts.
[ x ] The last thing you ate - carrots.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - Spiders. Panic Attack right there. haha.
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes. Yes i do.
[ x ] Do you like incense - most of the time.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - uhmm. Meh.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - sometimes.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - sometimes. Not really.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - No.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - No.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - Cremated.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Don't really have one. Myself.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - You know who on a leash. lmfao.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - like 8 :30 am.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - definitely not. Would be cool tho.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - coin eh? Thats interesting. Well not really. I don't know. Pennies.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals - unicorns, dragons, the mystical things. Cats, monkeys and those colourful frogs. Cuz they're cool. Puppies. Fluffy things lol.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - Equality. And...lots of other things.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - life.
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - Sid Vicous (right on Joanne), My grandpa, The dude from Drowning Pool (Dave Williams), Brandon Lee and...other interesting people I'd like to talk to. Cleopatra.

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Oh Baby, baby!   
01:55am 25/12/2003
mood: exhausted
music: Beborn Beton-hemogoblin
Merry Christmas everybody. Even though I dont believe in Christ or whatever has got to do with this holiday. *shrugs* Still bought people presents, anyways. Uhmm, my aunt and uncle and cousin Shawn came over tonight and I opened some of my presents. Mostly pointless shit I dont like but meh, what do you expect from people that don't really know you eh? My cousin hugged me and basically broke my ribs today haha. But whatever. Ugh, it was *so* quiet without Grandpa. Kinda saddening but whatever. My mommy was tearing up like the entire night and..and everyone was basically a little out of it. But whatever. Yes. I have sparkly red and blue make up. Haha, isn't that great Joanne...more whore to add to the pile eh? but its all good. Aiii. I have a sweater and a shirt, both striped, I can blind people now. Te he. yesss. Anorexia Nervosa. I really really like one of their songs. Yes indeed. And I find Assemblage 23 incredibly amusing these past few days. Thursday and Silverchair too. Hum.
*send me away* /shrugs/
GRRRR. People make me soo mad. Cuz yanno Greg tried to o/d because of me. because I refuse to go out with him because he lives in a different city. *shakes head* god. try to blame it all on me, bring it on. Cant get any worse.

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12:46am 22/12/2003
mood: aggravated
music: Assemblage 23- Naked.
hmm. So I watched Bowling for Columbine tonight, and yeah, it brought up some good stuff. People are idiots. *sigh* Anyways. The Darkness rock. te he. I finally bought some material and all that, and I'm going to make a bag tomorrow, along with a shirt hopefully. Shall be good. I hope I finally get around to cutting my hair and putting massive pink chunks in it. *nods* But shit sucks, so who knows. Im outta here.

You Are A Changeling
Take the World of Darkness Quiz
by David J Rust


You're the intelligent smily

You're a hard worker and are smart when it comes to lots of things. You think twice before you say something to someone and are a great friend.

What online smily are YOU?!

@ Breathless

What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.

I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

Which monkey are you?
Another pointless diversion from Bijouriel

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Basically, I have no topic....   
07:17pm 16/12/2003
mood: contemplative
music: Attitude-misfits
This is going to be some damn random babble. Like usual. Yes. It's...Tuesday, December the....16th I believe. Duh. It says so at the top of the page. te he. Not the smartest person now am i? Wow, I recieved my birthday present from my Daddy in the mail today. I'm amazed he even sent one, but I was happy. It was a pretty card and all that goodness *grins* and I can't say the money wasn't appreciated either! Okay, yay for the Christmas thing on Thursday so that we get out early. *grins* Friday's the last day then two weeks off! yes. A break is sounding mighty good right now. Over the holidays I plan to:
-design (basically got that done) A pair of pants, and make 'em...probably bondage pants *grins*
-a bag/purse or whatever. Basically have that one planned out too. Just gotta find some funky material.
-get my tongue double peirced..which I doubt will happpen..OR, more likely...
-get the web thing under my tongue peirced..can't for the life of me remmeber what it's called right now haha
-make a bunch of buttons and all that good stuff *for* my bag
-finish xmas shopping
-go and look for better pink and green makeup...that'll probably be a hassle but meh..
-pester my gram to *actually* get a doggie like she said we would.. Te He. haha
-finish rolling the 10 thousand pennies I have in my room and trade 'em in at the bank...haha lordy...
-get a new lock for my necklace...Home Hardware here I come!
hmm...I'll eventually add more to this, Nothing else escapes my brain right now...

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Muahaha. *grins*   
09:56pm 07/12/2003
  You got Billy! I hope the hamsters don't get in your way! HA...go dress the boy up and fuck him already.
Billy...What u want most from ur sex is, well, lil'
gurl Billy, ur bitch. U dirty slut go dress up
ur man and then fuck him. He'll do whatever you
want. Yeah, it will be good. ooooo you'll want
more. A lot more.

*Who from Good Charlotte will you fuck and will it be good sex?!*
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Still Bored.   
01:16pm 23/11/2003
  Meh, I was just thinking about when Shawn said Joanne smelled like something or other so I sniffed her haha and then Shawn did it to, and then did it to...I dont remember his name haha. Im all like Okay, time to leave, cuz Jordana was about to play and supposedly I had to go on stage if I wanted a ride home....But Graham walked over right when I said that and was like "oh, okay, Bye." and waved. lmao. It sounded like I said it cuz he walked over. THen SHawn and that other kid attacked GRaham by smelling him so Graham made a line on the floor with his foot to keep em away. haha. THE FLOOR! lmao. When Joanne told Andrew about me making a new friend with the floor, and all this. haha. Andrew says:"She's like: ah, Finally some *real* WOOD!" LMAFO. But Im losing my point here. lol. When Josh walked over to talk to Graham, he said "hey Bone and Bone's friend, Joanne?I think"....:O WOW. He didn't call me COCK-FACE! :D yay. ahah I dont like Cock Face. Not a cool name......okay, once again, Im done, I swear I am this time. haha FUCK THE SYSTEM!  

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Polish Hall Concert.   
12:49pm 23/11/2003
mood: hyper but cold.
music: GodEatGod-Marilyn Manson
Whoo. So, last night. Sheesh, Joanne always blames me for being late! Pah, but I *was* ready for 6:30. Anyways, So my mum dropped us off at the Polish thing. And we saw a bunch of people we knew, so it had to be the right place. Anyways, so we walk in and yeah, see Matt and Jimmy. Whatever. We go and sit down, and both of 'em eventually come and talk to us for a minute. Wow, I'll never be surprised with Matt's ability to look like a Spice Girl gone wrong. haha. Tight little pink shirt and black mini skirt with those green and black striped tights. Ooh, can't forget the knee high boots. *haha* Yup. So, uh, Silenced played and then Shawn came over to talk to us and all this. I'm all blah, and apparently made friends with that fine lookin wood floor haha, and was kinda leaning back in my chair with my legs out. Graham just, out of no where, comes over and sits on my lap, and says "Can my weight support you?" Im like..say what? Cuz I (seemingly the only one besides for Shawn) realized what he actually said lol. So whatever, Joanne makes this smart comment that I dont speek english! HAHA. not. anyways. so whatever he gets up and leaves and Jimmy walks by and at the last second, sits down on my lap, puts his arm around me and then laughs and walks away. Whats with people these days!? lol. So I'm talking to Shawn and Andrew comes over to talk to Joanne and starts doing the 'gay' voice and the hand motion thing, which, apparently was the only thing I caught out of the conversation lol. Oh, besides for drowning Joanne in a puddle of her own urine and hanging her with the chains on his pants....Anywhoo. We go up and watch Vaya and all this, and Matt, drunk might I add, walks over and puts his arms around me and Joanne. wow haha. Insanity. A while later, Jimmy comes up to me and he's all like, would you wear a dog collar and a leash? and Im just confused and shake my head. "Well then you better watch out for Rachel." :O I was afraid then ahha. lol anyways, she comes out and smiles at me and goes over to Matt and all this other junk. THe MUTHATRUCKAS go onstage (2 of the 9 of them, mind you) haha and do their THANNG, baby! Jesus, they suck! I do not like rap. *shakes head* "How many of you guys want us to get off the stage!?" audience"YEAH, WHOO" "well we've got a couple more songs then we're done"...which ended up being like 5. *sigh* No one liked them anyways! Finally, Jordana and the Bastard Hammers went on. Oh lordy. There's Rachel, up ontop of a speaker, wearing some sort of bikini like Matts still drunk. After like the first song, takes off his shirt and all this. Erik and Josh are filling in as base and guitar so Matt can just do his thing and Jimmy can jsut keep on drummin! Matt jumps onto the floor after throwing a few crosses and cardboard things around (and breakin em) and moshes. haha. While singing. Pulls his skirt off so that he's just got his green and balck striped things, boots, short things on. Of course, he pulls down the striped thingys, and someone ended up pulling down his shorts. So basically, I saw all of his ass and umm like half of his junk. haha Not Good. Everyone turned away from the stage and made faces lol it was so funny. Andrews face. AHAHA I'll never forget that. Anyways, they covered Fight Song by M. Manson and it was pretty good, Matt was cutting his chest with some of the wood from the crosses. That's gunna burn when he gets sober. lol. Overall, it was a wicked ass show. Andrew gave us a ride home cuz he rules lol. Yeah. Theres my night. haah so long!
Strawberries, raZorblades & Havok, El BONERO

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its heartache every moment.   
05:53pm 18/11/2003
  Horror PunK!
Horror Punk!

Tho often mistaken for a goth, you're heart is in
punk. You just have a more fun approach to it.
Makeup, leather, studs & spikes, and a
halloween is everyday attitude, make you a fun
person to be around! Bands of this genre are
most commonly the Misfits, and related bands.
Check out for a
great Northwest band!

What type of punk are you?
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*grins* tiz fun. Thats about right too, ain't it? Wouldnt really classify myself as anything though. ahah, I *do* look dead now, jo! Im so pale and my red eyeshadow stuff got in my eyes *twilight zone music* lmao.
Anyways, Im bored. If you haven't figured that out yet.

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lah lah lah..Tonights Events.   
01:11am 16/11/2003
mood: artistic
music: Heartache Every Moment-H.I.M.
OH god. Where to start, where to start. Welllll, my day began pretty much at about 5 o'clock when I spoke to Joanner and we made plans to make plans after I had my shower lol. Then a chick, claiming she was not bi, or lesbianic started hitting on me and telling me we should meet up and have some fun. haha. Anyways. So by the time I actually got to Joannes, it was like 8 30. Cuzza Im slow, but thats beside the point. And she decides to comment that I look dead, because I have pretty red eyeshadow all around my eyes and im pale-ish. But its all good. We walked to blockbuster and looked throughout the whole store for like an hour!, before we finally found a movie we could agree on. Christ, there were these 2 guys haha "the trench coat mafia! Muahaha" And one of them, the one that stood out [in my opinion anyways *shrugs*] was like 6'5..or taller haha, and had his lip, eyebrow, and various ear parts peirced. I swear everytime I looked up he was looking at me haha. Then he looked from Joanne, to me, to Joanne, to Joanne saw me. "Aww, Love at first sight! Gotta settle down there, Bone. hahahah" Stupid moron. Yeah, Joanne, Im talkin to you! haha. He had a nice trenchcoat he did. :P lmao. I dont remember his friend. *shrugs* he was boring as far as Im concerned. So anyways, we went back to Joanne's and watched .PitchBlack. meh, it was alright. But Joanne: Youre a fuckin liar! She told me they made out, but the chick just got killed instead. *sigh* And I was so very muchly looking forward to it. lol. After the movie we went to Berries, cuz yeah, we were Bored and Jimmy said he might go. But noooo, we saw Matt and Racheal instead. haha *shakes head* Can;t forget the traditional "Hey EL Bonero!" haha Gotta luv him. SO I waved back retardedly. lol We shoulda went and talked to 'em. *shrugs* oh well. ahaha. Two italians were sitting beside but back a booth. lmao. He winked at Joanne and then Later sat down weird. Joanne, of course, is all like look but pretend not to. So I looked. And he was sitting so retardedly that I couldnt even wait to turn back to Joanne before I burst out laughing. Cuz IM just *that* good. *grins* The cook at Berries had like a 'hawk that was down! Wicked cool *nods* haha Better than that other chubby old dude. *shivers* :D. God, so anyways, we left and this old couple were running across the street and it just made me laugh cuz the lady was like screaming and giggling. It was actually kind of frightening. So by the time I left Joanne, everything went downhill lol. I yelled ORAL SEX and then HOTDOG and then STUPID BITCH at Joanne across the street, really loudly. Mind you, its almost 1 am. *giggles* So, This guy stuck his head out the window and, like, shook his fist at me. Stupid Old Bugger. haha. So I waved and walked on. Then A skunk was following me down the street and I jumped like a meter away so it turned and ran. *SHakes head* what the hell is with those damn skunks and their El-Bonero-obsession? Ill never understand. Everything was safe till I slipped on the ice. lol. THen I finally got to my street and realized Alex was outside with some dude. ALEX. lmao eh Joanne *wink wink* The other dude was like "hey bonni" SO I stopped and turned. This is basically what happened:
"And you are?" *silent pause* "no? Okay then" * I walk into my yard* *Alex mumbles somthing incoherently*
"Real Nice. Who's that?" *silent pause* *i point at Alex.* "Alex." *point at the other dude* "and you are?"
"Ian." "oh." *I roll my eyes and walk farther into my yard*
"See you in English, Bonni!"
"Yeah, for sure." *walk into my house, and slam the door* haha. GReatness.
Well, This is pointless. Goodnight, all.
Strawberries, raZorblades & Havok, *El Bonero*

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12:06am 15/11/2003
mood: awake
music: Magnet and Steel. LMFAO
oral sex

Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Oral Sex!

No matter if you lick or blow,

You give the best oral of anyone you know.

To get you down and on your knees,

Someone only has to ask "please."

What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

LMAO. I had to take this quiz. I was litterally forced. ahaha. Why, Oh lordy why! haha. Joanne, not a word. Not one fuckkin single word.

You're a Sun siren: You're positive, confident, and
organized, and you don't let others stand in
your way. Your natural charm and magnetism make
you a born leader. You can be bossy, and you're
stubborn about staying in control of a
situation, but only when you're convinced
you're helping people. Your charisma guarantees
that you won't spend many Saturday nights
alone. In fact, you're used to being the center
of attention wherever you go. You're great at
dishing out advice to your pals- often before
they ask for it! Yet you do inspire them to be
the best they can be. You're tremendously loyal
and generous to your guy. When you're in love,
you give 110 percent, and you're rarely the one
to call it quits. But you need a mate as strong
as you are to be truly happy.

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I dunno about thatta one ...^ eh. *shrugs* alllrighty.

god you dumbass.

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Apparently I proved it too, by laughing retardedly. *shrugs*
This Friday is *so* pointless. Boys kissing other boys is pretty. I love it. Boys are so pretty.
And Eyeliner makes my day. Im done for now.

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12:51pm 02/11/2003
mood: contemplative
music: Your Signs-Nonpoint
Oh dear. Or should I say oh moose. God Sakes I'm tired. Anyhoo. Yeah, I finally found that site I was lookin for. *nods* that would be the one. haha. Yeah so Halloween just isnt as cool as it used to be. *shrugs* I was eating! When Joanne called me to go to that concert so I said I couldnt really go at the moment, so yeah. We didnt end up going! So I went to bed for a bit. Until Chloe barged in my house with Desiree and some other really small kid. lol. Jenelle? Or something. Anyways, she drags me out of my house with her cu shes trick or treating so I just went along for the walk. For like an hour and a half. yep. So We pass by GReen Acres and guess who's there! Megan Fraser, Joey, Curtis Huffman, Keelyn, Chantal and a bunch of other people. And, of course, they're all drunk or stoned or something. And Megans all falling all over the place and is like "Chloe, I heard you wanted to fight my friend!? ..nah nah nah... SO anyways I laughed forever and we just left. Then it started raining. So I walked Chloe and Des home and I went home, and apparently Roy called. So meh, I went and said hi to Kimmy and then met Roy and we watched Halloween, the movie, on Halloween. Oh joy. haha Micheal Myers is gunna get me! lmfao. So yeah. LIke the idiot I am, I jumped at every little thing lol. haha, and we went and started watching the Incredible Hulk downstairs. But i had to go, so I went outside with Roy and fuckin' Randy jumped out from behind the bushes and scared the shit out of us. Like, Roy made a little noise and I just fucking screamed. Haha I wonder how many people I woke up. So whatever, I got home at like 1 30 am. Sheesh, then last night I went to Jo's and we watched The Shining. Christ. I still say people getting massacred is nothing compared to someone that is actually INSANE. Wayyy scarier. "You never let me finish my sentence. Like I was saying, I'm not going to hurt you; I'm just going to bash your brains in. Yes, I'm going to bash them in good." Or something like that. ahha Im Lame. Dude, that little kid's voice man, whooo! That was really disturbing. So yeah. Theres my fun ass weekend *rolls eyes* And TOday I get to go with my mom. Oh JOY! haha. .redruM
% Your signs are pointing to nowhere, and thats exactly where I won't go %
Strawberries, raZorblades & Anarchy, El Bonero.

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06:41pm 20/10/2003
mood: artistic
music: For Shadows- Norma Jean [rockin]
Well done! You are a normal, healthy teenager.
Wreck your body now with drugs, alcohol and
fags, and worry about the effects later.
Afterall, you're only a teenager once. Good
work - keep it up!

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ohh! So *now* I'm normal *snorts* whatever. haha. Gosh Im bored. I like her tights. *wonders where mine are*
ahaha " I feel your obscene hardness gorw beneath my palm. " Oh christ. ;) jeezus. Im a nerd slut. Forget Butt slut.


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You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)

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yay. Writing is fun. I Think im going to go write something soon. :D

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Break Me.   
06:00pm 20/10/2003
When i kill myself i'll...
_blank apparently oh-so-gothic at heart... *rolls eyes*...oh and suicidal...

Eh. Go kill yourself. Asshole.
You are a suicidal/self-mutilating rock! Sucks to
be you...

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err.... :S

If i was a serial killer i would be Ed Gein .

The Original Leather face. Ed gein, started out as a grave robber, robbing graves for the remains of women around the age of 50 and using the bits and pieces that he found to furnish his house. Eventually moving up to living subjects Ed would go on to kill 3 local women whom he would decapitate, skin and leave on meat hooks in his basement.

He later went on to confess that he would fashion masks and vests out of the skin of the women he had killed, even going as far as cooking and eating their hearts. Ed believed that he had to do these killings because his dead mother told him to.

Silence of the lambs, Psycho and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre are just some of the many movies that have been inspired by the life of Ed Gein.

Kill Count: 3

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06:17pm 09/10/2003
  ahaha BONDAGE :P :D
Bondage Bear
Bondage Bear

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05:04pm 09/10/2003
mood: artistic
music: Cherry Lips-Garbage
what am i supposed to tell you?
that it'll all be ok????
you know it's bullshit...

don't you FUCKING sit there and look at me...
and tell me it will be ok...
spew your crap about how great life can be.

because you're fooling yourself...and i sure as hell am not going to believe you.

i mean look at there with your pretty little dress, and a fake smile on your face
you know how it was...until you started telling yourself how great life is
that there's something there...
that you weren't happy before...

you tell yourself that...and then look me in the eye...
and tell me nothing that we had meant anything.

tell me that it was all a sin...

tell me that it was a mistake...

and then tell me you don't lie.

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