Leah Vanatta Fisher's Journal
Was DELIBERATED.... It sounded so well to me to have a final judgement against The Sign of the Beast to be an international sentence of guilty. Truth is so real and beautiful. Last night I thought I was talking to Jesus possibly the Christ and I fell asleep and had an orgasm. Not to be, funny when I looked at youtube.com's window online today at the Public Library there it was first thing offered on the home page a video the exact way I used to mimic or fake while speaking with some people an orgasm. So, when I woke up this morning he said, "You had an orgasm". And I thought about the anhkmen about and I freaked in a deadend calm and said, "Yes". And then he said something like they are on paper only. I knew that yet, to have the intention to harm even if described as a pleasure is not a pleasure if I'm not a willing participant, it then becomes a harm. Who was that Jesus? I had been having a few familiar words just the day before and fell into prayer calling on Our Lord when Dr. Melvin Painter made his voice as if in a confirmation of the same discussion. Just a few one phrases. And then a voice arrived last night. It was the voice of my son with Bono who had been the Pope Piius the Second. Seeing the video I chose as my music selection instead of what I'm listening to Taylor Swift Red (live) I wonder if I've had an experience of mind manipulation since he or they must have known I was only having a dream. At the bank today I realized I had made a really bad mistake in my math and I couldn't see it. I think they might have heard some of the people who make offhanded comments to deliberate mistakes. I explained that I am remedial and the extra imput my mind is receiving is increasingly disturbing my abilities as they are in greater numbers than when I have been with people who slow down for me and don't badger my way to thinking clear and consice thoughts. Calving asks Hobbs if people will be better than computers! I know that is what the greater portion The Holy Bible gives us a chance to obtain. I got my hair cut yesterday, it wasn't the hair cut I had asked for however, it does describe some of what the individual I am that was seen in figures of The Sign of the Beast every moment of every day in the world of our earth. An ingenious haircut invented by a Catholic woman. It can be a nice warm weather style if bangs are wanted in some length that falls forward into the face and that particular device it has can be the trouble a person doesn't want to wear through the seasons of hot weather. At least I got them to make it more even from back to front. There should be more ingenious options of haircutting inventions.
Current mood: collected.
Current music: Banking is like an orgasm? - youtube.com.
Sometimes it seems like people are saying because I was the one to stop Potapher from taking the women and men of Israel for sexual companions, "you are really a whore anyway, I can do anything to you and no person will care because you will be as ever thay way". So, over the weekend I thought of the perfect metaphore for the situation. If a man had a viscious creature on the arm would he give it to a child to take away? No a real man would give that creature the amount of time to show most of how to get it away from humans forever. I think if I am looking at something or someone they might have that figured out for themselves :) Jesus Christ is my greatest love. Is that why they have chosen a path like that? To ask me to give them the way of their path and take it along with them? I wont do it. I'm a happy girl. I know it. Peanuts today - Snoopy chooses not to chase the stick. It isn't funny to know a mind that cares for the waste. So, Snoopy doesn't get it, do they? I'm getting away this weekend coming to see Taylor Swift and I'm going to have a beautiful time and eat'n, sleep'n and enjoying myself.
Current mood: Intelligent.
Current music: I Almost Do - Taylor Swift.
The amount of things a person can do better is a finite and limited number on the narrow end of the arrow. In that conversation I had with my friend I was commiserating the dress I had to wear and there stood Chief Joseph watching for Mengle's designs of sexual desires. Like the Cathay doors of the church sold for those designs the answer to a discussion about using tools became a horrid display of aggression while watched yet, escalated with the increase of voice. Having to have been in the world of people who chose nothing but, no family only being Satans was distressing. One of the acts of aggression was requested by the man wearing boots for the use of his boots. Another one was the dress itself as he and I both agreed was the fact. The joke was on the dress..a merger! What is it to wear that, a Moment? Now that many of the people who realized they didn't want to have walked over into our world have sunk back into the world we live in here I wonder as the accusations take them to the places the clothings of their lives before Satan began, when in person the child and selves they were then in utterances or in physical truth the lived without lies. Today I'm wearing my rolling thunder necklace. I love Yahweh for he holds the Name too. I'm in a twentytwo mood because I'm old enough to know what is the best and young enough to keep it.
Current mood: twentytwo.
Current music: I Can Do Anything Better Than You - with English Subtitles.
The steam heat had hit that nice computer I have when the cold of Spring made its ways of near 55 degrees and we had no heat on from the building it seemed to freeze and snap the LCD while at my touch the keyboard at its release grid for heat distribution was as hot as an orange on an August day. So, the problem of the accusation that I was broadcasting was not as much of a problem as it may have been without the degrees and the anomolie caused by what I think was political invasion of Potapher's Army. I heard last night Circe's voice talking about how he tied his victims down to create the outcome of their incomes to his bank account. Now I have heard they are gathering to meet with Potapher. It is so simple to not believe in what they do. Loving Jesus is the greatest feeling and they loved it too yet, they don't really have it. I also remembered seeing Hitler looking into it and getting his head burnt off. Happily I think of that for the fact that Jesus is saving me from the problem that we could have had solved before it happened since even before I had been tied down by the Chinese for the genetics they are using from me to stop the eventual problem of all of them trying to escape the fact that they were once hindts. It could have been anyone of the Adolf's they created yet, I am sure they believed it was him.
Current mood: glorious.
Current music: Begin Again - Taylor Swift.
Is dying the worst way to put it? The LCD is out in the monitor display. Yet, the computer systems of the Cleveland and Cuyahoga County Libraries are all souped up and I'm able to get to them. I'm saving up for a new one. If on schedule I should be at the high purchasing time for the winter holidays. Is that a correlation to what happened to the Social Security issues of the slain of our country and the gangsters setting up the holiday system as it had been? I did feel a little better when this Memorial Day was set up differently even if Peter knew moralistic behavior he didn't always use it when he should have. F Minus by Tony Carrillo had something that showed immediately as I went to GoComics.com today. I saw it as teaching the littler person to not use Potapher's Weapons. In that particular problem I was realizing while I read it who Reinner Reinefeld (even if they imputed to his name Rienner) had come from before that incarnation. There were two hindts that the Nazis paid to use their Potapher's Weapons on the women of Glasgow Prison - Nazi Concentration Camp so they would not be seen as too toward with us as they made us "to the illness". He and the man who reincarnated as Joe DeMaggi's cousin were the two who recieved potatoes for what they called work. I saw the two of them around our building a the week before last. They were pulling our front door to get inside as if they really didn't see well enough to know what they had before them. I saw the look of Rienner's face and eyes there while I stared at the two small men I had seen in Glasgow Prison - Nazi Concentration Camp. It is beautiful today and tommorrow is predicted to be rainy so I have the best of the best in this one :) I love Jesus!
Current mood: born again jew.
Current music: NO MUsic today only people study, search & printing sounds.
I don't just have one hair out of place I've got a whole lot of them that don't sit for me because it was ironed. Everyone of us who have been taken by The Sign of the Beast people have had our hair ironed in some way or another. Sometimes my hair or the hair of the other people being used by The Sign of the Beast or both depending on when the timeline that was used took place during the hair ironing. To try to make my hair problem better I have been using a shampoo and conditioner to smooth it. Last year they had a sale price on the conditioner and I bought it up as I had noticed that meant they might not be carrying that brand or making that formula again and I got some extrabucks or something like that with that purchase. I decided it would be the easiest thing to remember to buy shampoo instead of conditioner because conditioner sometimes goes faster. I am now at only two bottles left of conditioner of 12oz each and as I thought might happen the shampoo was not on the shelf. Instead in that brand it was a smoothing shampoo that has cocoamide that I am avoiding in case it problems my skin. I had an alternative shampoo to buy that comes in a 25oz bottle so yesterday I bought a bottle thinking I had the shampoo and got the conditioner instead! Aggh! I did the whole purchasing correctly as I foresaw it might happen. I had to shampoo with my body soap with lotion in it yesterday. Today at the store again I exchanged the white bottle of conditioner for the red bottle of shampoo. The new shampoo costs more than the brand I was buying but I am hoping I can have better results of healing to my hair than the other brand since it probably wont be in the closest drugstore I usually shop in. One strange thing about it was Rachel from New Hampshire who was my cashier yesterday in our local store. When I discovered the conditioner was what I bought I heard her praying for me to fail at my purchase moment. She thinks if I screw up my money I will look better. I really hate to make the mistakes I make when I'm working along at anything. I want to heal so much! I wish everyone knew how important it is to heal. I have had good results with the ciggaret burn scar on my leg, it is getting lighter and softer. I used a sugar scrub I bought at a store I can't see buying from again because they didn't prosecute illegal practices of raping Marie. I saw some on the shelves for a while in the sundry store by some other brands yet, these days I haven't seen it again there. I'm trying to make my own and so for that I have purchased more gelatin and sugar because of the large volume of grapefruit I squeezed the juice from and because the way I have it now is soupy and delicious, not gooey and jellied. I realize now I can't win that Monster World game and I'm abandoning it counting my blessings I've got my memories for the life I choose in following The Most High God who to me is jesus and is The Name Above All Names. Getting over a few of the health problems I have wouldn't stop all the rest of them from happening! However, they might be easier to deal with and heal too. I have never been one to turn my back on God and not want his perfect love. I am reminded of the May 29th Peanuts comic strip. Linus recites to Lucy the Holy Bible verse and chapter where his name is found. The point to me is let your yes be yes and your no be no.
Current mood: safe.
Current music: Taylor Swift - Mine from a playlist of Taylor Swift songs.
I'm on level 30 in Monster World with the sound off. I am playing this expensive game to revive my memories. Anyone could think I wouldn't want to find them again since Methusaleh was tried before the House of Commons in Britain concerning his involvment in some things in my past. One memory that wasn't pleasant yet held a bit of knowledge I should have intact in my memories. Meg had seen it was Methusaleh and came to comb the back of my hair so I would learn to keep it fuller. She did it in a violent and cruel way admonishing be Methusaleh and I to remember how she did it. With a comb held in her fist with the tines pressing sharply into the flesh behind my ear, her arm strangle holding my head at my neck and shoulders she brushed my hair all to one side for several hours. The point was the hair in the back on the head needs to be cared for by brushing all one direction for amount of time eliminating any parting that sleeping, wearing hats or some kinds of styling can create. It was cruely done and it hurt my senses so I couldn't remember it. Even when it has been told for me to do I've lost it in flashes of those moments with Methusaleh and Vtor. If I hadn't gone through that game and the memories of being one of the people watching that game's creative beginnings in a seedy hotel room, I wouldn't have such an appreciation for what I am soon to see the game's ending images. I hope I get it to win. At the same time as playing that game I am playing one game of Scrabble and six Words With Friends games besides some of the other games that friends have invited me to. Spending money on a game like that was worth it to me just that one memory let alone the few others of importance their. Someone calling themselves Jesus spoke to me there. It was about reincarnation so I'm not sure about it and the problems of getting me into my era again and being tried in the House of Commons too. I was found innocent.
Current mood: tried.
Current music: 2013 Billboard Music Awards Taylor Swift.
It is hard to imagine the boy that Jeffery was before Chinese killed him. His first name was Jeffery and his mother and dad had been meshaouled into different body parts of the Chinese design to ruin our country. It is only ruining their country really. They say our religion is a religion of happy go lucky epiteths when their D00 is really the definition of that. Our Lord is known as The Word and they tried to destroy it yet, it is a reality in their face. Now if they showed their real faces would we see the small world of the Forty Theives? I started to play the game Monster World on Facebook and memories are flooding into my mind of Vtor and Methusaleh, John Dillanger and Michael whose life was seen in Charlie's replacement, The Worlds Tallest Man (Michael W. Smith), Michael Corleone, Michael Maxey brother of John who might had said he was Michael Corleone in a simultaneous life. Then the place they made for the native of the country they visit to tell of their religion ((Imani Karega profile picture is Mary Maxey (not yet Neau) acting as they (the blacks and Nazis in Ann Arbor taught a child in her experiences) was at the place where the outfits given to live in were going to then known in timeline Gypsy Rose Lee found in Audra Kubat aslo on Facebook), Michael the friend and "son" of Moses who in the movie industry might be coerced or plan to sell drugs to hold up his lifestyle after murdering the previous occupant at the location of his new house. They used females to make themselves as female to return to the female so they could destroy the country or to steal as an occupation? So, if those two Chinese females that occured to be from when Dan had taken my body as child to make lives for his German gaggle, were they Chinese from original lives or German males? Were they two different females than myself or was that me coming to meet myself? One seperate female is Chris whom I knew from Ann Arbor who decided to enjoy reincarnation and use my physical body for her new found design of making wealth to her thinking. I chose differently and so even if my face sometimes looks like her in the past it is probably because of the timeline. That game Monster World, at one moment I realize that I know so much and have so little and it becomes more of a game and the news of my memories are more of the past now than they had been. It is time consuming so I'll be holding myself a better chance of discovery patterns in my mind. My breakfasts are really different than I would have imagined; a cup of orange juice and a tortilla spread with margarine and sprinkled with some crushed rosemary herb and folded in half. Besides that for other meals I'm now using instant mashed potatoes with soaked roasted soybeans and herbs, juice, veggie on the side and some candy. I'm saving alot in Foodstamps :) And another thing about those guys who look to meshaould is do they see the world they are looking out of? I know I had to live in it until my story was truly told. So, if they are should they be renting and doing business? This isn't a joke really yet, I think it is that Hinduism and being a Muslim are the same thing so, since the Catholics bring them to their many doctrines they are the same thing as those two and the three of them are Islamic including use of farsis according to religion. When it comes to religion, I'm really not going their way, they are making it look that way. I have another way to see it because Jesus Christ lives in me and I am an American Native and I love the British and the Jews of Israel and all over the world.
Current mood: religiously inclined.
Current music: Taylor Swift 22 on Youtube.
"On the day", they began to call it and where told not to by Michael Corleone. The now known as hindts decided they could argue against the eye witnesses of what they had done to the four of us. So instead they boasted they were D00ing the four and more and, "not just D00ing we are KILLING". Michael tried not to say to them at first but, later he chose to make himself heard by them to say they were being stupid and it wouldn't work. It seemed that they thought when I was called Pink and given a script to read in the first interview and on after they had given a child alcohol and drugs, they had asked to have my arm over their shoulders when they met me on the street in those days so, that could be seen as their victims demise by the use delusion and lies. Robert said it was really funny for he thought it could work because of the word lies and their use of sexual problems as weapons against humans. I don't see that as funny. Looking at what Peter set out to do because of pedophelia alone today in Oklahoma City and in Iran. The destruction of property and lives because he used his D00 in building work in their buildings and they listened to him as a religious leader; a tornado. Jesus saves for he is Our Almighty God. He is for us not in persons but, using persons to make his name known among us. To say the day is white today it is because there is high humidity. Yesterday it was 84% and today it is 74%. It is a sad thing when people have problems that are so heavy although, I am happy God is stopping pedophiles with his mighty power.
Current mood: grace.
Current music: The Diane Rehm Show on WUOM online radio.
A mother whose life was white and took to being black to prove my life in its appearance to be niggered and not an American Indian had not known that. Or was that mother a white asking a hindt to do the deed? She claimed herself having been a promenent white and took to the life and business of theft as a family. Instead of bicycles for all cultures it was bicycles for the frigidaire, the sandwich in tomorrow's lunch bag and, in the stash (meaning illicit drugs) of some forlorned and lonesomed student on the campus. In which way did I look thought the police man (who had been a dog) long after the hordes of bicycles had been made "gone". I had left them as soon as I possibly could while the voice of my guardian Mother was ringing in my ears to be an ape and the new moth was on to attempting to make me an ape and stay that way. She and some other of the hindts who had gathered to Ann Arbor had recently come to visit with my neighbor Rosa. I noticed the education they had and how some of the people of Ann Arbor shone out of their personas. For we were all taught in some way to sell the school for the sake of the city. Through the years I heard the lectures on stealing being given to them and they flourished and grew in some higher learning intelligences that I percieved as they boasted in their visits with Rosa and outside my window. It is my belief that she or who had been the moth is a driving force and vehicular expectancy that make James from the flesh that came from Martha's house. In the claims I knew of for making me an ape was the sake of the American Indians and thereby forged the way for the Chinese and destroyed the lives of the average citizens. To love a mother is to know that even the wing of a night flying moth has something to contribute.
Current mood: helped.
Current music: Pink - Try.