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[12 Apr 2004|09:58am] |
alright, my spring break has been pretty kick ass so far. Saturday nite i had to work and close but when i got off me and steph went to kelsey's and we made sum drinks.. haha.. They were good we made margaritas... yummy :) And we stood up on Kelsey's balcony and there were these guy across the street standing there and of course kels screams "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU??" and they were like who are you? and being all gay and saying stupid stuff then one guuy was like my name is Clinton Hummer.. and It really was.. and then the clint guy came up under the balcony to talk to us and then later all the other guys came and talked to us. We finally ended up coming down from the balcony to talk to them. A couple of them were really cute.. I had to go home at 11:30 so i went home and then I went to bed.. I called Jordan back because i left my phone in my car and he had called 3 times while i was at kelsey's so I called and talked to him.. He said the place he was staying at was really nice and some other crap... anyways.. Sunday was easter, I worked in the morning and ate dinner at 3 with my sister and family before she left for school. And then I slept pretty much until 7 and then hung out with kelsey and meghan martyak and then kristen,jarrod and brooke and then later on nik and his friend yulian. I had to be home at 11:30 again.. no suprise when i got home my rents were dead asleep it was bullshit.. Oh well we didn't really do anything last nite anyways.. Right now, I am talking to Jamie.. Jamie is a guy from work that left because he was going to Iraq. He is in Iraq now talking to me It's kinda cool.. He said he was hot and tired and it was pretty nice there except for the mortar attacks.. whatever those are.. I asked him if he shot anyone or anything, he said no he didn't want to do that he just fixed trucks all day. I haven't talked to Jamie since December... He is the coolest guy.. I told him I wrecked my car within the first week of my license he was like.. Don't worry I wrecked mine within the first 16hours of having mine.. haha he said he ran into a parked car. Well anyways,I have to work 6 days this weeek! I'm going to be makin lots a money for my honey! I think I'm going to roll out. Peace
p.s i have a new journal because this one is all messed up.. but if you want to know the new address just comment. I'll give it to ya
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Well spring break finally started yesterday... i left early from school lol after first because i had a test in there... and then i hung out with jordan, we went to the mall and then i went back to his house for a little and when i left i dropped him off at Sean's house. I saw the passion of Christ with my sister and mom.. I was Very... i don't know the word for it.. compelling.. I couldn't stop crying thru most of it, it was just so sad... :( and then after the movies i went over jordans and stayed there till 11:20.. That was my last nite with him because he is going to emeril's island today.. until next saturday.. he told me don't do anything i wouldn't do.. before he left.. he said he doesn't want to leave because he thinks i'll go do somethign bad.. i won't what a loser..anyways, i don't know what i'm goign to be doing this week.. i started a diet.. because i feel really fat lately.. and jordan always pinches my "love handles" and i hate it.. anyways, i got to work tonight but kelsey and candace said they were going to get some girls together tonight and hang out so i told her i would hit her up whne i got off.. i hope we aren't busy tonight because after my field hockey game today my body aches so bad... tomorrow is going to be even worse.. I think i'm going to go tanning today. I want to be tan and have lost 10 pounds before prom... that would be awesome.. my sister said when she went on the atkins diet for 4 days she lost 5 pounds if i can just sty on this diet for a week.. then maybe i''ll loose 10 pounds... I'm going to exercise too.. i have conditioning starting up soon for field hockey... but yea.. well I'm out. peace.
when i write in here i think u karla lol
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alright time to update..
there is my weekend...
Friday: It was really rainy so i had nothing really to do.. so after i cam home form jordan's house i hit up Kelsey and we went out to eat at el charro.. it was funn and then we went back to her house and tori and emily came over..hmm yea. and then me and kels went and drank in her room lol even though it was just me and kelsey it was still pretty funny.. trrue alcoholics there.. haha sike.. that was the first time i drank ina while.. oh well.. and then i passed out at like 12Am on the couch..
Saturday 7:30 kelsey and i woke up because kelsey had to work.. i then got dressed to go to tyson's with megan.. WE got our prom dresses i loved this green dress it isn't a hott dark green it is a calm relaxed elegant dress i love it a lot! yay! anyways.. when i got home i just went over jordan's and pretty much fell asleep on him and then i left at like 11 or 11:30..
Sunday: I had to work at 11 i ended up waiting table w hen i was supposed to host.. i only ahd 3 tables and made 15$ i was kinda pissed.. a part of 5 left me 3$ i was good to them and every thing i didn't give them crappy service or anything.. and there bill was 44.16 i was pissed off.. oh well at least it is some kinda money. anyways.. I got off at like 3:30 i rushed to get home because jordan and I had a "big date" according to his dad lol.. we were going to the 5 o clock mass for palm sunday.. and then stayed after for this dinner thing with pat and alex, we listened to some speaker for and hour, ate desert and alex drove my car home bc i didn't feel like drivin.. anyways.. then i went home 15minutes after i got home from church...
today had been pretty shitty... i have a headache and i am getting back some shitty grades in psych.. i'm pissed i hate that class it might as well be an AP class because we do more work than the AP class it is freaking bullshit.. anyways.. I don't know what i am going to do tonight prolly go to Yl if it is tonight again i don't remember or just go over jordan's anyways.. i'm out.. peace out girl scout.
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whut up suckas. I Get my car back today yay!!! i'm pretty excited bout that! Can I get a Hellz yea.. well anyways.. I'm in yearbook right now.. kinda bored... umm.. well I guess the new news is... i don't really know just the same ol' shit me and jordan are stil together... 3 months last monday....:) anyways, I doni't know what i'm doing tonight i kinda wanted to go to the mall and go shopping.. I'm a little scared to drive again though.. I think i'm scared though.. so whatever.... I HAVE to get over that problem.. I need to get my system in my car.. Maybe Jordan will put it in there tonight.. I might even be able to do it.. I might take a stab at it... anyways, I have a spring league game saturday and Sunday..So i don't know what i'm doin this weekend.. yea... i'm out bc i am a dull person i don't know what to say.
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this has been by FAR the worst week of my life. 1st thing.. i lost the braclet jordan got my for valentines day. 2nd i didn't make the tennis team for a bullshit reason. 3rd i got in a car accident with a 90 day temporary license. But my whole nite last nite was alll bad. Here is what happened... After i got home from school jordan came over and then kristen and her friends stopped byt then i went to tennis and i didn't make the tennis team because " it would mess up my hockey game" whatever i don't care about that shit anymore. 2nd i got home from taking jordan home from soccer, took a shower, went over to megans, then to jordan's... i picked up jordan and i don't even know what happened from there, all i know is we went to 711.. the lady accused jordan of stealing.. so jordan left and I drove to food lion and picked him up. Then i know i met kristen and brittany at food lion and we were going to this guys house.. then some how plans changed and kristen had to lead the way.. and the next thing i knew i don't even quite remember .. i think brooke flashed her lights and and it blinded me for a minute because i couldn't see anything then i saw kristen braked so i slammed on the brakes and my car rammed under her car. I was the scarriest thing that has ever happened to me. thank god i was wearing my seat belt or else i probably woulddn't be writting here right now. My car is totalled pretty much in the front Kristen's car is a lil messed up in the back where the exhaust is... i could really tell.. but I couldn't even re act to how i was feeling.. All i wanted to do was cry and cry. It made me cry even more when jordan started crying. I just can't explain it. i had to drive my totaled car home. walking into my house to face just my mom and dad was the worst moment in my entire life.. I got my license taken away, my cell, i'm not even supposed to be on the computer, i'm not allowed to go out anywhere plus i have to pay for EVERYTHING.
The only sign of relief was this morning when my mom came in my room and was like are u still crying? and she was telling me how kristen's mom called and she already called the insurance company's and I have to tell this person what happened. and she said that i'm going to have to pay like 200$.. thats not that bad.. last nite my dad was telling me i had to pay 3000$.. It was the worst nite of my life by far. I think it was kind of a wake up call.. but the thing is i wasn't even going past 45 mph... i know that for sure.. or else it would of been a lot worse.. but.. the thing is its ironic... all the things that happend this week to kinda hint at this.. like i was readin in the news paper about a car accident and then reading in english about someones life in slow mo flashing before their eyes.. that kinda happened to me when it happen( i know it sounds cheesy) but it really happened... I had a dream last nite about me gettin in a car accident a lot worse.. and i had actually died.. it was wierd though, i felt my body just let got and i saw nothing but a white light.. it was so trippy.. but.. i just have to learn from this.. but i have to go i'm not supposed to be on i just had to get that out.
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[16 Feb 2004|10:56am] |
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.. i go again another month without updating.. okay.. well valentines day was so much fun... It was one of the best valentine's days ever.. besides the one me kristen and rachael went to ruby tuesdays.. Well on Saturday.. Megan and I went over to Pat's and while she was there i took her car and drove down to Jordan's when i got there, he had a buncha people over... but as soon as i got there he gave me roses and then we went down in the basement to his room and he was like your present is on my bed.. and there was a teddy bear on his bed and he was like.. " the bear isn't your present" haha i thought was was kinda funny.. but the bear was holding a little bag with chocolates and a box with a braclet. it was one of those fake tiffany ones.. but it had an L on it, it was so pretty. :) I got him a bob marley shit, starburst and a bear holding a picture frame with a picture of me and him in it. ;) it was kinda cute haha.. and me and megan got both pat and jordan a combined present. it was funny as anything. then later we went out to eat at ruby tuesdays we were waiting there forever. and then we went over pats and chilled and watched a movie.. then the nite was over.. but it was a lot of fun. i have to go up to the school to get my license gota go. peace out girl scout
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[29 Jan 2004|10:52pm] |
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well Jordan left to go snowboarding today :( ohh well.. GIRLS WEEKEND :) Today.. i worked out then went tanning then, work.. i got home about 10.. and tommorow we have plans to go shopping.. then to Joe's and then to the movies.. and then PARTY! :) so yea.. going to be a fun weekend... i work sat and then sunday jordan comes home... last nite i helped him back.. and he was about to go snowboarding with about 10 shortsleeve shirts and 1 longsleeve.. then we went up to Pat's and chilled with him and megan.. i spent all yesterday with jordan pretty much.. because at 1 mr. baden picked steph and i up and took us over to good ol' fox meadows.. and i stayed at jordan's till 4:30 and then i went back at 6 when i found out i didn't have to work and i left around 11:50 so.. yea.. pretty much all day right? hmm well anyways.. i'm excited for tomorrow it should be funnl.. i get paid and i'm goin shopping! woohoo! i love shopping... my dad is going to kill me if i spend a lot though.. oh well. Im out.. pretty tired.. i better get a phone call from jordan tonight or i will be pissed bc he didn't call me last nite like he said he would. iight im out. peace
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well.. today was okay, it had its ups and down.. i went over to steph's house to go sledding.. and we went to this HUGE steep hill up at germanna.. it was a lot of fun there.. but when we got back to steph's it kinda sucked.. bc jordan wasn't there.. it was steph alex pat and megan.. and steph's bro.. i was angry that jordan wasn't there.. i mean he COULD of gone he didn't want to.. i am so frustrated.. and pissed off at him.. he like bitched at me because i wanted him to go.. IM SORRY I WANTED HIM TO GO.. what the hell does he want me to say? He is so lazy he said he didn't want to be over there all day in his wet clothes and stuff, i was like.. bring a change of clothes.. and he bitched at me.. i'm pissed ooff and not having the best day. im going to go. american idol is on.. peace
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iight.. well school kinda sucks.. hold on it DOES suck.. i hate it.. i think im gettin a D or C in my classes.. it sucks ass.. i'm pissed.. i just fail all of these tests i take.. and Algerbra 2.. i aint gettin that shit.. maybe cuz i don't pay attention.. i cna't help it maybe if i had someone who i knew in that class maybe i would pay a little more attention.. ya know.. but yea.. i'm so out of shape.. i'm goin on a diet tomorrow.. i told my mom.. that i was goin on the carb diet.. and i need to start runnin more.. but i never really have any time to do that.. i like to chill with people after school.. and then after that i usually have to work and shit.. well i could always run on the tredmill late at nite i guess.. shit... well.. i dunno i'll work out sumthing.. anyways.. i'll write tomorrow peace out.
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i just got home from Jordan's not too long ago.. i'm glad i got to see him today, bc i usually never see him on Sundays.. but yea, we didn't do anything.. we just watched some T.V and watched Scarface.. that movie is like the video game Vice City.. its tiight.. haha.. but yea, anyways..then he had to help his dad take down the christmas tree.. so i just sat and watched the football game.. :-/ ohh well haha, i',l get over that.. Man, i'm hungary.. i smell dinner cookin and it smells DAMN good.hehe. well anyways.. this weekend.. we didn't do much.. Friday we chilled at Patty B's casa then Saturday i had to work... but Alex and Jordan came into see me and Steph :) and Scott, Max,Will and Jake all came in haha they asked to sit in stephani's section but someone sat them in the OTHER stephanie's section lol.. it was funny.. but then when we got off work.. alex and pat and jordan call us and they were like we are gettin chased by the cops and shit and we were freaking out! then we call them back to find out what was going back and they were like were running now.. we left the car.. and then someone in the background goes... SIIIIKKEEE... we were soo pissed haha it was funny tho bc Steph was like I HEARD THE SIRENS AND EVERYTHiNG.. when really it was a song playing in the background.. haha.. then we stayed the nite at Steph's Jordan stayed over there until about 1245. i wanted him to stay the nite.. but.. he couldn't dammit.. oh well.. then today i waited tables.. i had a total of 3 table and made 11$.. i was pissed i was there from 11-3.. it sucked. but i went to jordan's around 3:30 so it was all good.. well i think imma roll out.. peace out.
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i just got home from jordan's house.. we played or HE played some vice city and then we watched Old school.. i baught that movie and american wedding.. today i went to my brothers house in maryland and exchanged gifts with my grandma and bro and stuff my grandma got me these packs of tapes but they were the wrong ones so we took them back and it turned out they were 40$ tapes.. and plus she gave me a 20$ gift cerftifacte to target.. and that was where she got the tapes, so i got a pack of the real tapes and 2 DVD's :-D then when i got home i went over to jordan's. well im tired.. im going to bed, i'll talk lata
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| day at school: | can't remember, that far back.. over the long road.. i some how got a bad memory | | kiss: | in Kristen's basement in 8th grade behind a refridgerator.. ( we were playing spin the bottle :-P) | | girlfriend/boyfriend: | lets not start on that topic | | time getting high: | i was with maggie and liam in my basement... and it was interesting.. | | time drinking: | i was with rachael and brad, got kinda takin advantage of :-P haha but great times drinkin with raychel! | | date: | can't say i've been on one. | | time having sex: | :-X | | time you asked someone out: | ah!!! 6th grade.. preston mills.. he rejected me.. but i would have rejected myself in 6th grade too | | time you ate sea food: | the hell if i remember. | | time getting in trouble for something really big: | mm, that was maybe the worst and the scariest nite of my life, gettin caught being piss drunk at Liz's kick ass party and the cops callin my rents. | | detention: | never been there. | | time getting a filling: | i was drugged up with laughin gas | | fist fight: | nope | | time you cut yourself: | i have no clue in what way you mean that. | | questioned existance: | mm i dunno bout that one buddy. |
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[29 Dec 2003|12:53pm] |
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alrite, last nite i went over megan's and we chilled for a little bit and called pat and Jordan like they told us to and they told us they wanted to chill but when i talked to Jordan he said they wanted to hang with the guys tonight.. and soo we were a little mad so we called up mardyak,steph, and brittany and we all chilled.. it was fun we went over to mardyak's house made some vodka blended smoothies.. it was funny though.. the first batch i made had spilled everywhere when i picked it up to pour in a cup. but the second batch.. was.. way too much alcohol.. but i made it all better.. haha.. they were alrite.. and then somehow the guys didn't hang out with the guys.. and they found out we were at mardyak's and said they were comin over.. and so everyone runs out of the house and moves theeir cars and we locked all the doors so that they wouldn't know we were there.. but somehow they came back and shit.. and the guys showed up.. and we chilled i was dissapointed tho hehe.. but i'm pissed.. i'm on my period... that is a good thing, and a bad thing ;) i'm pissed tho.. haha... ohh well.. i gotta go i will write lata.. bye bye
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well anyways, jordan asked me out on Monday, i think that was the 22nd? yea, and then him and pat came over later that nite. It was an interesting nite lol.. well yea! i'm happy, i really like him! :) i haven't gottten to see him in 2 days tho, i'm just used to seein him every day. Oh well, i get to see him plenty of other times.. well anyways is CHRISTMAS EVE! :) I'm happy! but guess what! i got my cell taken away yesterday bc the bill was $205! ahh! and today is my pops birthday, so i went out with kristen to chipotle and to best buy to get him the kid rock cd. he is listening to it rite now as he is watchin T.V WHAT A DORK! haha.. but HEY! i got some pictures! of when i was at Cali..
http://www.villagephotos.com/pubbrowse.asp?selected=688522
so, yea.. i'm gunna roll out!
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It always takes me 3 weeks to write in this thing, alright well here is the update.. well mainly guy update.. well i guess i am "talking" with this guy namesd jordan but we pretty much act like we are dating.. i really like him.. and i wish he would just ask me out.. people told me if i just bring it up then he would just ask me out. But, i dunno if i can do that.. YEA.. i can...
Today after school we went to my house and chilled then we had to leave bc my mom told me my dad was coming home and then we went to megans then we had to leave bc he bro was coming home and would rat on her bc jordan and alex were there. So, Jordan and I had to go to Steph and Alex's swim practice.. so we sat at the Y in the lobby on the couches.. haha, then my mom picked us up and then we chilled at my house for a little, then chris picked jordan up. At 5 I had to go to work, so meg picked me up and we went to work.. and i got off at work at 9Pm so here I am! hehe.. well yea, well, i don't know what else ta say, well i'm out. Lata.
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alright, i just got home from Cali last nite... and i'm now tryin to get back to the east coast time.. but yea.. i had a good time even tho i was sick the whole time i sucked it up and had fun. but i'm really not in the mood to talk about my fun time there... i have this problem..okay, i was i guess"talking" with this guy..yea, and i know i shouldn't of gotten anything started with him because i was warned by like 50 people that he wasn't a good idea. But like always, i don't take the advice and i get screwed over. :( i guess i deserve.. so i just don't understand though.. he tells me all this stuff like "i have the potential to fall in love with you", "i really like you", and he would just say things about us being together..but then.. he would talk about how he hated his ex girlfriend.. and when i got back from cali.. he tells me they are talking again.. and then he tries to blame it on that i was trying to rush things... when he was the one saying all that bullshit!!! i am so pissed i don't understand, well he said he would call me tonight and to me about it. so i guess.. i will see how things go there, but i have a feeling things aren't going to turn out like i would like them to. I am going to try and not let it bother me.. but he lead me on to like him...and i'm so pissed he lead to me believe he liked me.. whatever its bullshit...and im so upset even my friends knew, and they weren't going to even tell me, i had to say something to them..i'm so angry... i have a feeling i'm going to put him in his place when he calls, alright. i'm out buh bye
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wow.. i haven't written in a LONG time.. i have so much to write but i'm going to probably miss a lot because its been so long, so here i go, okay lets start about a month ago.. i met this guy Lou.. he was kinda cute( i wrote about him in my last entry) and we went to homecoming together which was a lot of fun! I had the best time! I hadn't gone to homecoming my freshman or sophmore years so i figured i might as well go one year.. so i went. alright well Lou and i were i guess "talking" and like.. i guess things didn't work out and he wanted to have some time apart and think about things.. i was just like, okay that is really gay.. so yea.. i haven't seen him since homecoming.. and that was about 4 weeks ago..
On to other news, on halloween ( i know its been a long time) my field hockey team WON THE DISTRICT CHAMPIONSHIP! isn't that great.. our school hasn't won it since 1988! It was the best! we got metals and got to rub it in chancellor's face! YES! however, our season ended yesterday because we lost in our region II game.. :( it was very disappointing we dominated and .. it just ended bad.. i don't feel like talking about it so, I also missed tellin you all that it was my BIRTHDAY on OCTOBER 16! :) woo haha.. well yea, and i guess thats all that has gone on that is really anything special.. well, i am going to roll out now.
Peace Out.
Lisa
P.S: I'm going to be posting a bunch of pictures from homecoming and from field hockey on this bad boy.:)
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well its been a while since i've updated becuse i have been lazy.. but anywho our field hockey team is 11-0!! woo we beat chancellor again friday! what up!!! haha well anyways.. i met this guy at one of my field hockey games and he gave me his number so i called it on the bus and was like hey baby! and we had planned to do something so he finally came over to steph's yesterday.. he was kinda cute.. he brought over like 3 other guys they were hott well anyways.. we didn't really do anything steph was a lil paranoid about her rents so .. yea.. she didn't talk much.. oh well.. but i ended up kissin this guy by the end of the night.. and yea.. well hmm hes going to homecoming with me.. so it should be fun.. hmm what else? i don't konw i guess that is it... well im going to roll out.. later
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workin today.. i'm workin a double which kinda sucks except im waiting tables in the morning and hostessing at 5 so it aint that bad.. and i get to leave at 3 or something.. but yea i have been kinda busy lately. i bought my homecoming dress yesterday it is cute i love it! hehe well anyways.. last nite i stayed at Steph's house.. and friday.. we all went to the mall and out to eat and shit it was fun. iight well i gotta dry my hair and get dressed lata.
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