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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
4:52 am

What kind of drunk are you?
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wow thats really true if youve ever drank with me you know how competitive i am lol
im competitive in everything
im figgen competitive in being competitive

damn i cant fall asleep

current mood: sleepy
current music: mr brightside-the killers

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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
9:43 pm
what a got for christmas

1. a fight with my mom
2. realizing that my friends suck
3. being ditched
4. my dad leaving the house
5. loneliness
6. and some presents

yay best christmas ever...eh?

current mood: stressed
current music: trapt-echo

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7:22 pm
im so pissed this christmas sucked...i got in a wicked stupid fight with my mom. i was on the phone with shauna trying to get the hell outta my house cuz my family was annoying me. and i was like shauna i need to get away from these assholes and then my mom heard and flipped on me. she unplugged the phone on me too and was like you cant go out tonight. and i was like fine then went in my room and slammed hte door. then she says now i kno why mike doesnt hang out with you anymore its cuz your a lil stuck up bitch. shes a bitch... i hate her she ruined my xmas. what a grinch. whatever im just gunna listen to tons of emo shit and forget about her.

current mood: sad
current music: finch-letters to you

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Friday, December 24th, 2004
8:11 pm
01. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: ook side has won. He suddenly felt he would go without

02. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a slurpee cup

03. What is the last thing you watched on TV
Family Guy

04. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
05. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

06. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear
my brother playing video games

07. When did you last step outside?
well i came home at 5

08. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?

09. What are you wearing?
hoodie and shorts

10. Did you dream last night?

11. When did you last laugh?
umm bout a half hour ago

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
posters, an american flag, pictures, patriots banner, christmas lights

13. Seen anything weird lately?

14. What do you think of this quiz?

15. What is the last film you saw?

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
a new car

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
my name is tara haha thats all you get outta me bitch

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
new england would never have winter

19. Do you like to dance?

20. George Bush:
my fish can do a better job

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?

23. Will you pass on this survey?

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8:02 pm
christmas eve sucks my parents are like you cant go out tonight and im thinkin what the fuck... so yea im bored as shit. went to the gym today tho... heh heh... i got a letter back from umass lowell i thought it was like an acceptance letter but it says please send sat scores. why does my guidance councelor suck god shes such a bitch. just like in orange county that guidance councelor sucked... yea

current mood: bored
current music: trapt-echo

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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
6:52 pm
i have to go to my dads house tonight bleh... im going to see my cousins and stuff but ill be back tomorow. i went to the gym again today YAY well yea today sucked

current mood: crappy

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1:00 pm
yay my secret santa got me a good present. trina was my secret santa...i knew it all along. she got me these harry potter glasses but its a picture frame and the new kmk remix cd. i didnt expect to get something that id really like but i did!! i got my person...shauna... the family guy box set. it was alot but ill watch the whole thing with her anyways so whatever. WOOO christmas vacation starts as soon as this class is over YAY!!!!!

current mood: energetic
current music: incubus warning

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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
10:16 pm - blah
i love oing to the gym now. cuz you know i have like no friends so instead of going out with them ill just work out. its a big stresss reliever for me. before i used to just smoke allday to get rid of stress but now ill just work out. i had work today with mike he didnt even talk to me. i even came through his line to say hi and he didnt say a word. what a bastard. nicole asked me if i missed her and i said yea but i mean honestly if she really missed me the least she could do is call. as for the other person causing problems...i havent heard from him in a while...ALL MY COLLEGE STUFF IS DONE...relief at least

current mood: exhausted
current music: john mayer dughters

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11:57 am
i'm so pissed off lately... my friends suck ass so bad. i cant even talk to mike anymore. hes a dusche bag. i left all the friends i had since jr high to hang out with mike and nicole and they treat me like shit. mike was my best friend now i dont even talk to him. i basically have nothing now. im graduating soon and going to college so things might get better before they get worse. im so lonely...and the person that i want so bad just doesnt even care...

current mood: cranky
current music: incubus warning

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11:23 am - tired...
i came into school at like 10:30 today. i was so tired. me and shauna went to the gym it was okay...i haven't talked to mike since like sunday...hes a prick. i dont even want to talk to him. nicole either i hate both of them...

current mood: bitchy
current music: gwen stefani- what you waiting for

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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
8:38 am - like a year ago...
i havent written in this thing in so long...looking back at the stuff i wrote in this every night is weird. I can remember all that stuff like it was yesterday but I also know alotta stuff changed... isn't that coool...
welll i think its cool

current mood: amused

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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
1:47 pm - at mandas
yesterday sucked...i got pissed off cuz i was so tired and i hit mike with a brush oops then i felt bad and i stayed home all night until i finally just went to his house and apologized. he wasnt even mad even though he has like 7 lil cuts from the brush. were goin to see lord of the rings today yay i wanna see it!!! i wanna go to that concert with manda, mike, and shauna!!! the last concert i went to was kottonmouth kings and i met dlc oh god lets not talk about when i hugged him ugh ugh your damn right. woo ok i need to calm down yup so me manda and mike are just here at mandas playin vice city yay

current mood: excited
current music: dogs life-kottonmouth kings

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Thursday, January 1st, 2004
3:45 am - WOO
tonight was CRAZY i went to ashleys party me and chris broke up. we tried to get something for the party but no so we just stole a few beers from ashleys mom. lol chris was just pissin me off and much more, were still friends. i miss mark ahh y did i say? that i saw him tonight to but he was an asshole. ya so if any single and non asshole guys are around please please call me i need u lol. we drove around in sean BMW X5 woo it was fun me and mike drove it but amanda wasnt there becuase at 3am PAULO came over. me and mike and sean went drivin we came back and paolo and manda were gone they went to a parkin lot. we came home and my mom was pissed cuz manda "missing" lol then manda got back at 330. mike also got his share of ass on MY BED lol u should see his damn neck! lol so now manda and mike as sleeping over and were havin FUN YAY

current mood: chipper
current music: hmm what does chipper look like

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Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
10:11 pm - grrr
today there was so many fights with everyone... mike came over at like 8am and me and manda got NO SLEEP all day lol then we went to loganns everyone was fighting and we watched this fucked up but cool movie wrong turn. logann was pissed at almost everyone she had a bad day poor logann. then we went to A1 and manda got in a fight with the guy that worked there lol. then all of our plans got ruined to go to the movies. everyone split up i wanted to go walk to my house to get money and manda and mike to get there stuff and sean was supposed to pick logann and the people who went to her to my house to take the bus to the movie. claya and emily went to her house to get a ride. the movie was at 7 10...sean came late to pick me mike manda and bailey up in the BMW X5 BABY...claya went early so she was pissed she had to wait. we get there and the movie is about to start we had to sneak people in cuz barely ne one had money. we get there NO SEATS AT ALL...we were front row! sucked...then halfways in the movie the logann people came but only justine and andrew and jaime came in?? then andrew and jaime left?? so then it was me bailey justine mike and manda in the front row of some stupid movie...then these kids were behind us LMFAO all we here is "please give me and my friend head" "no i dotn want to" "come on either me or him" it was sooo annoyin for the rest of the movie thats all we heard so we got in a fight with them and they ended up being the kids that were stalkin emily and claya...dude they must chill at the movies to find random girls to give head LMAO aha well it was funny but everyone left to go uptown so they were there. bailey almost got in a real fight with one of them. lol
well thats all really

current mood: crappy

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2:21 am
ewww dirty is nasty

current mood: horny
current music: what does horny look like

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2:20 am
numb sucks im not numb lol

current mood: dirty
current music: hmm what does dirty look like

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2:19 am - yeuh
kinda bored...i had work today it sucked then i did nothing uptown and saw somepeople then me mike and manda went to her house and watched movies and stuff then me and manda came home to my house and did the same wow well tomorow were goin to loganns YAY party at ruffs house

current mood: numb
current music: i wanted to see what numb looked like

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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
2:39 am
Colin Farell
Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanks
and I hope that you had fun

What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone)
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OMG OMG soooo hot

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2:25 am - yeuh
i got back from my dads today it kinda sucks goin to my dads house but i got presents my favorite presents were my kitty (nick cuz st. nick) and my speaker bag yeuh...today when my dad was drivin me home we broke down but then mandas dad picked me up and brought me to loganns and so i left my family but they were ok cuz a guy fixed it. loganns was ok mad people were there like 25 people and we watched movies and such...then me chris mike ashley ben andrew sean and logann went to my house and the walpole kids and manda went to zachs. we played simpsons hit and run and watched endless highway. then everyone left except ashley. i went with ashley to the busstop and i brought my speaker bag and this guy was like gunna jump me for it lol. then i went home im supposed to be in bed right now but i cant sleep... i have work at 930!!! well if i fall asleep right now i get 7 hrs but i doubt that will happen cuz im wide awake just thinkin about stuff that im thinkin about like this massive problem but i dont wanna do anything about it because i will really hurt someone i really care about. im not goin in to detail tho because ANYONE can read this thing...stupid journal its not even private.

current mood: confused
current music: full throttle- kottonmouth kings

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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
5:06 pm - bleh
today we had school i was sooo tired cuz i didnt even sleep. i got my present from chris he got me a necklace that has a t on it, a new lighter, a new sweatshirt, and a hackysack. i got him and a game cube game and we both drew each other pictures too. today is boring mike is over and manda is comin over soon, i think were goin to the movies tonight to see lord of the rings. well thats all

current mood: silly
current music: last laugh-no way

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